Firebrand Risk
The Sentinel's Awakening
A Tale of Ace Gallagher Short from Book #5
August 16, 2024

(This section contains scenes of abuse)

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“Well, well, well; the rover has returned!”

Elise squeaked and ended up slamming the door she had previously been closing as carefully as possible.

The bare-chested man rose from the tattered sofa and walked slowly over to Elise. “I thought I’d get off early to surprise you, and I ended up being the one surprised. Just where have you been?”

At once, words were terribly difficult to find. “I was–I have–”

To make matters worse, Gavin was now looming over her, peering through furrowed brows like a vulture circling its prey. His beard already smelled of alcohol; he would not be so receptive to reason in this state.

“I–I have a job now–I was working,” she finally spoke, albeit shakily.

“You? Have a job?” Gavin let out a heavy laugh. “You liar! I bet you’re just off trying to meet other boys to make me jealous!!”

“No, Gavin, I swear–”

She was quickly shoved backward while the small handbag on her shoulder was tugged until it was pulled from her arm.

“You could never hold a job,” Gavin began to root through her bag as she clutched at her shoulder, “You’re just a worthless lowlife I’m graciously allowing to live under my roof.”

She watched his eyes grow wide as he pulled out a jingling money-bag. His eyes slowly drifted from the heavy bag of coins to her frail figure.

“All right, Elise; where’d you get this? If I’m harboring a thief, I will not hesitate to call–”

“I told you, I have a job.”

He grimaced. “Doing what??”

“Acting!”

“Acting? Like hell!”

“I’m an actress in a play called ’Higher Ground’ at the Sirius Theatre and I’m... I’m the lead actress…”

Her voice trailed off as the cogs in Gavin’s head began to turn. She wasn’t sure if he had heard of the upcoming play or if she had simply spouted off enough words for him to realize she wasn’t making it up.

He started to nod slowly after a moment, gripping the money bag tightly. “Well, now, that’s very respectable to want to help me out with your upkeep. But I’m not about to let you get any ideas that you can actually make a living being an actress.”

“...Why not?”

“Because I said so!!” He bellowed, spitting his words across her face. “And besides,” he calmed his tone, “I need you to be here at home taking care of things while I slave all day at the warehouse. Why, if you’re off... acting... who’s going to be here to cook and clean?”

Elise took a step back, her brows lowering. Gavin was doing exactly what James had told her he would do. He was trying to make it seem like she could never leave him; he was trying to limit her ability to work with excuses that previously had guilted her into staying home and obeying him. But a spark of courage was now burning ever since James’ words lit the fire.

“I’ve been cooking and cleaning with this job for three weeks now.” She spoke simply.

“Three weeks??” Gavin roared, hurling Elise’s handbag into the wall. He caught her by the arms, shoved her against the door, and thrust his face into hers. “You’ve been disobeying me for three weeks??” His breath reeked as he spat his words, “How much longer were you going to keep up your little charade before you were going to tell me, huh? How long do you think you could hold onto your little secret? Long enough to leave me and go right back onto the streets where you belong??”

The slow crescendo of words peaked on his final phrase that was yelled directly into her pointed ear as she tried to turn away. Tears were streaming down her cheeks as she hung lifelessly from her own arms. He was gasping them so tightly that his knuckles had turned white.

She was dropped and then slapped across the face. There was a pause before she was struck again.

His shadow fell over her as she lay crumpled on the dirty floor. She was angry, upset, sorrowful, and defeated all at once. But she dared not move.

Gavin’s body rose and fell as he took in and let out a deep breath. “You will not be going back to your job anymore. You will not be leaving this house anymore. Never... do you hear me?”

Her hazel eyes turned upward. “...Can I at least tell them I can’t go back?”

“Oh, sure–trying to be all noble for them, but not for me? I put this roof over your head, and I put those clothes on your body... and yet you’re stomping all over me like I don’t deserve any appreciation!”

“If I don’t tell them, they’ll come looking for me,” her voice trembled as she used the one trick she knew would get past his rage. “Do you want them showing up here to ask for me? Unless you’d like to tell them why I can’t work anymore…”

Gavin tensed and scowled at her words. “Fine. You can go in the morning, but if you’re not back by the time I leave for the warehouse, I’ll personally make sure no one will ever find your worthless pile of bones again.”

He picked up her handbag as he started back to the couch. He would be holding it hostage, as he had often done before, until he felt she was worthy enough to regain it. The money, however, she knew she would never see again.

Elise shakily got back to her feet, wincing from her stinging cheek. It felt puffy and wet, though she wasn’t sure if it was teardrops or blood.

“I’d suggest you get yourself ready in the bedroom,” Gavin’s voice came behind her. “You’ve got me all wound up; I think some relaxation is owed to me.”

Solemnly, she trudged to the bedroom with the humming of the electric light hanging from the ceiling as the only response.

--

As he walked up to the Sirius Theatre in the dawning light, James was surprised to find a thin figure wrapped in an oversized hooded cloak waiting in the shadow of the awning. 

She turned her head to look at him when she heard his footsteps. Her dusty blond hair was lumped out of one side of her hood, covering half of her face. 

“Elise?” He tilted his head as he slowed his pace. “You’re here awfully early.”

She attempted a smile. “I–um... was already awake, so I…”

James, however, pressed his lips into a frown and lifted his hand to her face. 

She held her breath as he gently combed his fingers behind her hair, pulling both the wavy locks and the hood away from her face until there was nothing left to hide her badly bruised cheek.

Pain filled the pit of his stomach. “Elise…”

“...I need to talk to you,” she muttered.

Without another word, James fished the keys from his pocket and turned to unlock the door. He held the door open and ushered her inside.

The two went straight for James’ office, which he also had to unlock before the two could enter, and Elise delicately sat on the chair across from his desk, wrapping herself in the cloak almost out of instinct. James, however, knelt down on the ground beside her.

“James, I can’t be in the play anymore.” She began mechanically.

“He found out and is forcing you out of it.”

She sighed and let her head droop. “It’s exactly as you said... he... he came up with excuse after excuse as to why I can’t... I tried to stand up to him and–”

James placed his hand gently on her arm. “Elise, is it okay if I help you?”

“Help me?” She repeated, “what do you mean?”

James shifted on his knees. “I can help you get away from-mm–him.”

Her eyes grew wide.

“I can give you m–m–somewhere to go; I have a small apartment attached to my house. It still needs a few things, but you can stay in my front room until it’s ready. I just…” his dark brown eyes locked firmly onto hers, "I can’t stand seeing you go through this.”

Her eyes were already welling with tears as he spoke. “You’d… you’d really… I could stay?”

“As long as you need to.”

She pressed her hand against her lips as tears fell down her cheeks. “Why?”

“Because I w-w–went through what you’re going through.”

A new expression was overtaking her face. “...You?”

James stood to get off his knees, idly turning toward the wall. "As I grew up, my father began to abuse us… me, my m–mother, and my brother. He’d–mm–yell at me for n-n–n… this,” he pointed to his mouth and paused to clear his throat. “He pushed my mother around, belittled Michael and called him names, and he’d hurt us if we did something he deemed wrong.”

Elise had sunk backward into the chair. It was hard for her to fathom that she was not the only one who had experienced what she had been living with. In fact, James’ situation sounded remarkably like her own.

“How did you… did you get away?”

James shook his head, his eyes focused elsewhere. “Michael–Ace–was the only one with the courage to leave. I wanted so badly to go with him… but I couldn’t leave my mother. I was too afraid of what he’d do to her.” He let out a sigh, holding his arms tight against his chest. “One night I finally made up my mind to leave... only to find he had m–murdered my mother in the next room.”

Elise’s hands were back at her mouth, unable to hide a gasp under her breath.

James’ eyes returned to her. “That’s why I want to help you. I will not have someone else... die before I am able to help them escape.”

Elise stood up from the chair. The cloak slipped from her shoulders and fell on the ground.

He ducked his head lower to not dwarf her so completely. “Is it okay if–if I help you?”

“Could you... please?”

The squeal of the front door opening jolted her backward, and she fell back into her chair. With her heart racing, she watched as James quickly filled the doorway.

He squinted in the light shining through the glass doors. “...Ed?” He was almost relieved.

“Yep; just checking in on things,” the helmetless patrolman strolled into the lobby. “Ace back yet?"

“Mm–not for a few weeks.”

The patrolman hummed. “Is he planning on staying this time?”

James lowered his stance as Ed paced away from him. “I assume so.”

“Some help he’s giving you,” he glanced at the door of Ace’s locked office. “You’re probably regretting signing him up as co-owner.”

James propped his elbows up in the door frame, noting the condescending tone of the patrolman’s voice. “No, not particularly.”

“What’s he even done since he’s been part of this place?” Ed turned and faced James.

“He helped build and refinish the stage, repaired the mm–m-marquee, and wrote the play we’re working on… so plenty.” James was having a hard time controlling the amount of snark in his voice.

“Well, all right.” Ed paused and tilted his head to peek past James and into his office.

Elise turned her head away, brushing her wavy locks across her face embarrassedly.

“Oh, I’m sorry;” Ed’s eyes narrowed, “was I interrupting something?”

James remained unmoved. “I’m having a short meeting with my actors.”

“Right,” the patrolman turned around. “Well, holler if you need anything.”

“Always.”

Ed stuck out a hand in a short wave as he walked out the front door.

James sighed heavily and released the doorframe. “Sorry about that.”

Elise was beginning to tremble again. “I need to go. I have to be back at the house before Gavin leaves for work.”

“All right. I’ll follow you.”

“No, you can’t!” Elise clutched his hand. “He’ll hurt us both!”

“I’ll follow far enough away to know where you live. And then I’ll meet you once he’s gone.”

“...And then...?”

He squeezed her hand. “I will walk you home.”

Home. That word was somewhere she’d never truly found. After her grandmother passed away, she’d never known anywhere that would be considered a home. But she could feel the spark of hope burning within her, and she was ready to trust James that he could give it to her.

Her lower lip trembling, she bolted from the chair and wrapped her arms around his chest.

James shut his eyes and curled one of his arms around her back to steady her as muffled cries were caught within his jacket.

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The sun had nearly set when Elise peeked her head out of the door with wide eyes and a half-open mouth. She sunk with relief when James stood at her doorstep.

Gavin had either lied or had taken off work purely to keep an eye on Elise, as he never went to the warehouse that day. It was only in the late afternoon when two of his friends came around that he agreed to hit a nearby bar with them. Elise had been aching up until then, wondering if she would ever be able to see James again. But thankfully, not five minutes after she was left alone, she answered the door to find James’ all-day stake out had been successful.

“Got everything?” He asked, meeting her gaze.

She nodded, still gaping as she slowly stepped outside. The single canvas bag James had lent her was tossed over her shoulder. It was scarcely any bulkier than it had been empty.

Elise wavered in place, drifting into a trance-like state. Was she truly leaving this place? Would she really be leaving her life with Gavin behind? But what kind of life had it been, anyway? She had been forbidden to leave, forbidden to work, forbidden to have friends, forbidden from refusing to comply with every one of his wishes... He had given her a roof over her head and food to prepare, but he had also given her bruises, scars, and a cloud of unworthiness.

James held out his hand to coax her further.

Her eyes snapped onto his hand. James had given her job. He had given her food and coffee. But most importantly, he had given her confidence and respect, and now he was giving her a new place to live and a way out. And it was all because he understood where she was coming from, because he had lived in a cloud of unworthiness before. He was an example of someone who had broken free, even if the break had been painful.

She straightened her posture and walked towards him with firm steps.

He cradled her back with his arm and began to lead her away from the house.

They had scarcely stepped into the street when a voice barked behind them.

“What the hell is this??”

Elise froze and turned white. James’ brows lowered as he turned around.

A bearded man with a puffed-up chest was approaching the house from the other side of the street, with two other men following behind him carrying two kegs of beer. James didn’t have to ask Elise if this was the culprit of her wounds; it was apparent in his gait and tone alone.

“So, I was right–you little liar–I leave you for ten minutes to grab a few drinks for the evening and you go running off with another man!!”

James held back his arm to cover Elise and stood firmly in front of her as the three men continued sauntering towards them.

Gavin scowled. “So who are you supposed to be, big shot?”

“I’m her manager, and I’m taking her away from you.”

The two men behind him were starting to snicker from simply imagining their friend’s current expression.

“Oh, you think so?” Gavin puffed his chest even further as he stepped up to James and met him at eye level. “I’m the only manager this actress needs!”

“Yeah!” One of the men added, “And Gavin promised us she’d–hah–entertain us tonight!”

Elise grimaced and slipped further behind James, instinctively wrapping her arms around her chest.

“N-n–not anymore.”

Gavin’s eyes bugged. “’N-n-not anymore’?” A grin plastered across his face as he imitated James’ stammer. “Oh, for shame for me to think I’d have a chance against a m-m-man like y-y-you!”

James blinked, unmoved. If his past had done anything for him, it had calloused him from every attempt at poking fun at his speech impediment.

Gavin, however, was still running with the bait. He jabbed one of his buddies in the ribs and chortled, “She really thinks she’s running away with a m-m-manly m-m-m-man, doesn’t she!”

James turned back to Elise and started to lead her away while the three men shoved and joked with each other. They had almost reached the cross street before Gavin realized his audience was leaving.

“Hey!!” Gavin raced forward. “That tramp is mine!!”

His hands had stretched forward to grab her, but James only had to thrust his arm out and upward to deflect his attempt. It then returned to gently tuck Elise behind him.

Gavin staggered back, shocked as he tried to figure out how he had been disarmed so quickly.

“She will mm–never be yours if you call her that.” James spat.

“I can call her what I want–she’s mine!! If it weren’t for me, she’d be dead on the streets!!”

“So you’d rather her be dead in your house?” He yelled back heatedly, “She is not your punching bag!”

“Punching–oh that’s it–I’ll show you a punching bag!!”

Elise yelped as a fist was thrown at James’ face.

James backed out of the way as Gavin’s fist flew past him. He instead rammed his shoulder into Gavin’s chest and shoved him well out of range of Elise.

Gavin again staggered backward when James stopped moving, and with a roar, he tried another punch. He was again deflected and found himself on the ground moments later when James kicked one of his feet out from under him.

Gritting his teeth, he shot back up and began hopping from foot to foot like a boxer. “Try that again–I dare you!!”

James’ expression was as unchanged as his posture.

Gavin grew impatient and shouted as he threw another punch at James’ face, but once again, he was deflected and found himself rolling off James’ back and staggering into the street.

The man’s two friends could see he was getting nowhere fast, but one saw that Elise was no longer protected. With the other too busy egging Gavin on, the first decided to make a run for the young woman.

James’ attention snapped to Elise, giving just enough time for Gavin to roar and grab him from behind in a bear-hug.

“James!!” Elise squealed, flinging her bag at her attacker in an attempt to run away. Gavin’s friends, however, were faster and stronger than she was.

Struggling against Gavin’s hold, James gasped as he watched Elise get pulled to the ground. He tried wrenching his arms free and stomping backward on Gavin’s feet, but neither tactic worked against the much stronger man.

“Get her!! Take her down!!” Gavin’s voice rang in his ear.

James gnashed his teeth as panicked fury coursed through his veins. He shut his eyes and let out a loud cry.

At once, light burst from his back and flashed across the sky.

Gavin was thrown backward. 

His friends tumbled to their knees.

Elise uncurled from her ball, eyes wide.

Hands clenched at his sides, James stood alone as mighty wings of light as brilliant as the sun now spread from his back. Each wing reached taller than the rooftops and spread across the width of the street. All sound within the area had ceased. Any activity nearby halted. All eyes gazed upon the man with wings of light who stood before them.

James, still breathing hard, turned his head only slightly to each side to see what had happened.

Gavin, despite appearing startled, made a shaky attempt to rise.

James thrust out his hand, and a swatch of light glistened out of thin air inches before Gavin’s face.

He struck it with his forehead and fell backward in shock. “...What are you?” He hissed.

James, however, seemed just as surprised, but he soon redirected his gaze back to Elise. Slowly and softly, he stepped forward, knelt down beside her, and took her by the hand.

Elise stood, gaping at James’ angelic form. She also remained speechless as he gently placed his hand on her arm and tucked her behind his back within his wings.

His dark eyes narrowed on Gavin and his two friends. “Do not come looking for her,” he commanded. “I don’t want to see you anywhere near her. Do you understand?”

Eyes still on James’ wings, even Gavin’s friends couldn’t help but bob their heads in reverent fear. The three were too dumbfounded to speak or move further.

With that, the light shield faded, the wings folded neatly on his back, and James ushered Elise away.

The young woman took the smallest of glances backward to see the three men lying exactly where they had been left. She took one last look at the house she had been chained to the last four years, and then she returned her gaze to the man at her side.

“James?”

“Yes?” He glanced at her.

Her eyes strayed to his back. “...What did you do?”

James’ eyes idly returned to the street. “I’m–mm not sure; this has never happened before.”

She nodded as she, too, returned her attention to the road ahead. “Well… I’m glad it did.”

He pressed his lips together and nodded. He then slid his hand across her back and rested on her shoulder.

She instinctively leaned into his side. Her wide eyes closed, and her gaping mouth turned into a relieved smile.

--

Elise gazed at the small electric lantern that hung over the door of James’ house. In the fading evening light, it glowed like a warm beacon, leading them down the road and up to the brown-bricked abode. Her eyes wandered to a mail receptacle with the numbers 103 plastered above it, and then fell to a large clay pot filled only with dirt resting on the ground.

“I’ve been too busy to plant something this year,” James shrugged almost embarrassedly. By now, his wings had faded completely, and he looked as he always did; a simple theater manager with shaggy black hair and reading glasses tucked into his jacket pocket. “There’s one on that side too. You’re welcome to plant whatever you’d like in either of them.”

She glanced where he had gestured, and saw the glow of another lantern peeking just around the corner, facing the alley that ran between James’ and his neighbor’s homes. She then heard a click, and turned back to find James opening the front door for her. She bowed her head and stepped inside.

James switched on an electric lamp just off to the right of the door as she let the canvas bag down from her shoulder. The living room was small, yet cozy, and the decor reminded her of distant memories of her grandmother’s home. White carpet spread from wall to wall with a fireplace across from her, a small sitting area to her left, and a sofa to her right. When he turned on the second lamp in the sitting area, the room was filled with a warm glow.

“The sofa’s right behind you,” James nodded as he ducked back up from lighting the lamp. "I’m–m–I apologize the apartment isn’t quite ready yet, but you’re free to use this space however you need." James commented as he set down his keys onto the counter that served as a divider between the living room and kitchen area.

"Oh, no... this is..." she looked at the plush sofa, already donned with a pink crocheted blanket and a small pillow. “...This is more than I could ask for.”

James shifted on his feet, leaning his hand on the counter as he watched Elise study her corner of the room. When she turned back to him, he smiled lightly.

“I can give you a quick tour,” he offered.

Still somewhat dazedly, Elise stepped toward him as he reached for the kitchen light on the ceiling. The colored glass of the fixture made the walls shimmer, and they distracted her as he began his tour. 

“Here’s the kitchen; I’ve got s-some–mm food in the pantry here and some in the ice box, which you’re welcome to.” He stepped through the room, “This hallway leads to the bathroom, this way, and my bedroom, that way. The apartment runs the length of the other side of the house,” he waved back to the kitchen. “It’s got just one room with a small kitchen and bathroom of its own. I’ve just got to find a bed for it and make sure the stove works... then it will be all ready for you.”

She nodded, still gazing at the walls of the kitchen.

His lips pulled to a half-smile. “A–a lot to take in?”

She turned to look at him, unable to speak. It was a lot to take in, but only because it was the most perfect home she had ever seen. It was clean, kept, and welcoming. It had locks on the doors and windows with sheer curtains–not thick ones to block the light during the day. It had electricity–undoubtedly all of the time–and the most beautiful glass fixture shedding colored light onto the kitchen walls.

She had possibly started to totter on her legs, but by the next moment, she had more or less fallen into James’ arms.

“Hey, it’s all right,” he coaxed gently.

Elise hadn’t even realized she was crying when James’ soothing words reached her ears.

“...I can’t believe you’re doing this for me…” she finally found a few words.

“Of course," James said, holding her in a supportive embrace. “I’m just glad you’re safe.”

Safe. That was the word. 

She buried her face deeper into James’ chest.

James rested his chin against her head, careful not to squeeze too tightly. Still, the feeling of her in his arms filled him with an unfamiliar warmth. It was relief, perhaps; or the comfort of knowing she would not be harmed or taken advantage of as long as he could help it. He smiled and closed his eyes.

She was safe.

A gentle rapping on the front door interrupted their moment. 

James felt Elise grow stiff in his arms, but with a gentle squeeze on her shoulders, he released her and walked to the front door. He opened it slowly to find Vance Edwards on the other side.

“Phoenix,” he breathed.

“James,” Vance lowered his hood. “Got a moment?”

He nodded and glanced back inside, finding Elise wandering into the front room out of curiosity. “I‘ll be just outside,” he reassured her.

She nodded simply.

James stepped outside and cracked the door behind him. “Sorry, she’s had a rough day. And–mm–honestly… I have too.”

“Yeah, about that…” The Phoenix smiled knowingly. “I can explain.” 

His brows furrowed. “How do you know wh–”

At once, both the color and the expression drained from James’ face. Then, his lips pursed as his eyes widened and lost all focus. He attempted various syllables, but couldn’t get a single word to escape his lips. All the while he moved jerkily, holding up his hands, only to drop them in disbelief.

“What you’re thinking,” the Phoenix still grinned, “yes.”

James shook his head. “N–no–how–”

“You’re the next Sentinel, James.”

He continued shaking his head. “I c–can’t… I g–gr–” he clapped a hand to his mouth and slid it off his chin. “I grew up with those stories–the Phoenix and the Sentinel–there–there’s no way…”

“The last Sentinel passed away two days ago,” the Phoenix continued. “Thankfully, she was surrounded by all those who knew and loved her; I was just there because I needed to be.” He set his hands on his hips as his long purple-gray cloak slid over his shoulders. “I was wondering who the power would awaken in next.”

James was looking at the ground, still wavering in disbelief. “How can it be me?”

“From what I’ve heard, you’ve been protecting people your whole life.”

He finally regained James’ eyes. The Sentinel didn’t reply, but a somber expression was spreading across his face.

Vance gestured to the door of James’ house. “And, she must really mean a lot to you if your power awakened to protect her.”

James bit his lip, his eyes again falling away. He nodded in response.

Vance smiled and adjusted the round-framed glasses on his nose.

“How will I know wh… what to do?” The Sentinel asked softly.

“This is going to sound dumb, but if it’s anything like my power, you’ll just know. It’s like… an instinct. You’ll know where to go, who to see; it’s… kind of strange really.” Vance smirked. “But you’ll get used to it.”

James’ eyes lost their focus. “I… have so m–m-much to do…”

“You’ll find time to do it.”

James finally managed a mild sneer. “Easy for you to say, Phoenix.”

“Sorry,” Vance chuckled. “What I mean is: you’ll be fine. Trust me.” Vance let his hands drop, folding them into his cloak. “But for now, I know it’s daunting; so if you need anything, I’ll be around.”

James nodded, beginning to regain his sturdier posture. “Th–than–th… I appreciate you coming to check on me.”

“You should get back to your guest,” Vance shooed him.

James nodded again, though when he turned, he found Elise’s eyes between the cracked door and the doorframe.

“What’s a Sentinel?” Her voice squeaked through.

The Sentinel and the Phoenix shared a glance before turning back to her.

“I’ll let James explain,” Vance smiled.

Before anyone else could say a word, a wisp of dark purple smoke whisked the Phoenix out of sight.

 

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Well this ended up being long... I had written almost the all of James and Elise's interactions throughout book 5 a few years ago, and these were the most "finished" sections - even though I overhauled the end of this one to include James becoming the Sentinel. In the original draft, the fight against Gavin is very anticlimactic. James just continues to dodge and wear the guy out until he flips him on his back, knocks the wind out of him, and then just walks off lol. While that was cool in its own way, this is way more epic :D

This happens a bit before "Get Out" while Ace is still gone but Ed is starting to come around more.

James is still getting used to Ace's nickname since he still called him Michael when they were last together.

I actually really like the little interaction between James and Vance. They're both still pretty new friends since James is still pretty new to the "group" but they end up really starting to bond because of their shared powers. I'm digging it.

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Say there but for the grace of God go I...

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This has always been one of my favorites from the Freudiana album, with absolutely incredible vocal by John Miles that I only hope I can measure up a fraction to. And, because this is me, I added a billion more backing vocals while I was at it :)

August 12, 2026
Clothes of Sand

Who has dressed you in strange clothes of sand?
Who has taken you far from my land?
Who has said that my sayings were wrong?
And who will say that I stayed much too long?

Clothes of sand have covered your face
Given you meaning, taken my place
So make your way on down to sea
Something has taken you so far from me...

Nick Drake, Clothes of Sand

The haunting mood and lyrics of this song begged me to draw Sapphyre for it years ago. It fit her story of being taken away as a human and returned as a mermaid (aka... clothes of sand!). My first attempt in pencil was intricate and detailed, but I was never quite as happy with the more overhead/head on angle.

When I rediscovered the original drawing while scanning in some older pieces, and I decided now was the time to try drawing it again. I drew it digitally and tried a different angle, and at last, I have a piece I am proud of!

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HF: Ember

They added clydesdales to Hero Forge, so I upgraded Ember! And of course, you can't have Ember without Gemini 💙

September 23, 2026
DO.Penny.12

The group home allowed Penny to stay after winter break ended, but made it very clear that they were the most temporary of temporary. Her caseworker ended up extending her search to the very edges of the school district, with multiple warnings that she may need to prepare to switch schools. Those conversations were frequent once the school year ended.

Hodge was her solace. She spent nearly every day in the glade, brushing him smooth and detangling his mane. His body had lightened to a glowing silver, and she could see golden dapples emerging on his haunches. His mane and tail tuft were now white with waves and loose curls; the tail tuft ended with a tight, little spiral that half the time she left alone if she wasn’t fluffing it out.

She flipped through her book lazily, humming in mild amusement. “You having cloven hooves means you need to chew cud… Oh, wait, pigs don’t chew cud. I guess that means you don’t need to? So… you’re like a horse and pig mixed together?” She laughed at Hodge’s loud snort. “Sorry, I know you’re unique. I’m trying to figure out what I can.”

She spent the next forty minutes combing out his mane and weaving pink and yellow ribbons into it. She brushed his forelock with her fingers, fluffing it up around his black, spiral horn. Her fingertips lightly touched the base and traced up to the tip.

“There must be something I can use to take care of it,” Penny mused. “Like with your hooves. There’s hoof polish. Doesn’t feel like the same thing as your hooves though....” She heartily patted his neck. “Go ahead. Act natural.”

Hodge blinked his large eyes at her before he went to graze. She took out her phone, recording five-second clips and taking pictures from different angles.

Her Instagram account had been gaining hundreds of followers a week since she started showing photos of Hodge. There was much debate in the comments about if he was real or not, with the final verdict typically being the non-believers badgering the others into accepting unicorns did not exist.

She never tipped the scale one way or another, never responded to comments at all except to say thanks if someone said something particularly meaningful or offered a good suggestion. The arguing was too amusing.

Hodge jerked his head up, ears pointed forward before flattening into his mane.

“What's—?”

Penny heard it too. The unmistakable sounds of ATVs, and fast approaching. She rushed at Hodge, waving her arms and hissing “shoo”. The unicorn gave her a hurt, reproachful look before moving at a slow trot through the ivy curtain. She raced for the same curtain, jerking still, and spinning back to collect her things.

The ATVs crashed into the glade seconds later. She guiltily put her bucket and backpack behind her back, nervously smiling at Garrett and Colton as they sped by. Colton’s ATV made a wide turn, flattening more of the ivy, and doubled back to her.

“Penny?” He turned off the engine, blinking at her in surprise. “What… what are you doing out here?” He looked around. “How’d you get here?”

“Walked… I’ve been taking pictures of the glade. I’m obsessed with it.”

“Right…,” Colton trailed off, looking at her as if she lost her mind. “Want a ride back?”

Her eyes darted to the treeline. She could sense Hodge waiting, watching, could practically see him pawing impatiently at the ground as he waited for her to call him back out.

It would be suspicious if she sent Colton away. He might even stick around–secretly or otherwise–to see why she wanted to stay.

“Yeah, sure, that’d save me a walk,” Penny said. She glanced at the bucket of horse combs and her backpack. “Umm…. Oh! Colton, look!”

She threw the bucket towards the rock when Colton turned, flinching at how red it was among the green. She shouldered her bag, and jumped on behind him, shrugging when he turned in his seat to look at her quizzically.

“Thought I saw something up on the trail,” she said sheepishly. “Ready?”

They sat on Colton’s front step drinking soda. He caught her up on his adventures with Levi and Gage (whose girlfriend never did materialize over the school year). Destiny and Whitney had found some other girls into crochet and knitting, so were regulated more as friends that just exchanged waves in the hall. Penny had guessed as much having found herself hanging out with either the guys or the girls, and gradually more with the guys over the seventh grade year, but it sounded as if they hadn’t texted or spoken to Colton and the guys since summer started.

“Not much different from you,” Colton said.

“Me? I haven't ditched you guys,” Penny protested.

“Not as obviously, but you don't hang out like you did. You come by sometimes and text, but you're always running off to do your photo thing.” Colton drained his bottle. “But Garrett says it's normal. You hit seventh grade, new people and all that, and it's worse if you're girls and guys.”

It felt a bit unfair and as if Colton was blaming her. Gage had ditched them long before she started pulling away. Levi too. She was managing her photography, keeping under the radar at the home, keeping her grades up to add no additional concerns or reasons to be moved, and keeping Hodge a secret. Having any social life was doing well. Colton had no idea.

“You know… you mentioned that place wanting to get rid of you…,” Colton trailed off. “I said something about it to my mom…”

“Why?”

He shrugged. “She complains me and Garrett are too much. I thought maybe she’d want to take a try at having a girl around.”

“You asked her to foster me?” 

Little bubbles of happiness burst in her chest. Colton’s mom seemed nice. She got along with Colton and Garrett. The best yet, Hodge was in the backyard.

Her smile faltered. “Oh… I think it takes a long time to get approved for that….”

“Yeah… she said that,” Colton said uneasily. “And… um, isn’t sure it’s a great idea….”

A cold wave washed over her. She was still damaged goods, even according to her friend’s mother. She set her mostly empty bottle aside and got to her feet.

“I should head back. I got to show my face around the home soon so they don’t worry.”

“Garrett can—.”

“I got my bus pass; it’s fine,” Penny dismissed. “Text later? We can all hang out or something.”

She thought of going back for her grooming bucket, or to say a proper goodbye to Hodge, but didn’t want to risk Colton or Garrett driving through the glade again. She alternated between a brisk walk and jog to the bus stop, then promptly sat and cried on her knees until it came.

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Her caseworker looked much more exhausted than during previous visits. She no longer had pink streaks in her hair. There was a dullness to the blonde locks, and she had started the habit of wearing large frames to filter out blue-light; she previously complained about headaches and blamed the screens.

Penny sat still in her chair, her green eyes wandering to her open phone whenever she was sure the caseworker was too preoccupied to notice. A small, satisfied smile tugged at her lips at the 9.9 million count next to the followers label.

“It’s not looking good….” Penny quickly covered her phone and watched the caseworker. “The home feels they’ve been more than generous… I did reach out to the Lamberts to see if they’d clarify on the aggression thing, but they didn’t want to talk. No hope getting that expunged.”

“Figures.”

“The Sizemores did express some interest. Not enough to take you tomorrow, but they do have you on their mind from time to time.” She glanced over the top of her glasses. “They have your previous foster sister, right?”

“As far as I know.”

“Could be an option then….”

She shuttered at the idea of once more living with Aaliyah. The home was full of kids worse, but in the group setting there were other targets.

“What about foster to adopt? That could open other options.”

Penny vigorously shook her head.

“Right… Well, that leaves really only one path forward, and I was trying to avoid it….” She removed her glasses with a heavy sigh, and knitted her fingers in front of her. “Your home has been impressed with your behavioral shift, and that’s another reason they won’t keep you anymore. They recommended a home for girls your age. …It’s not in your school district.”

The girls’ home was over an hour away, closer to the city. She would be bumped down into a middle school for eighth grade. This home was more strict with outings, usually needing a chaperon or buddy for even basic walks. Visiting Hodge would be completely out of the question unless she snuck out in the middle of the night, and the buses wouldn’t be running then.

“I think that’s all… You’ll have the weekend to pack up. They want you moved before the first day. Complete fresh start and all.” The caseworker pinched at her eyes and stifled a small yawn. “Sorry I couldn't get it worked out for you. You're one of the nice ones. If all my cases were like you, I wouldn't be going back to school to find something else.”

“Oh… I had a feeling you were quitting,” Penny muttered. 

“Changing careers isn't quitting.  …Some of these other kids are vicious though. All I want is to help, but they couldn't care less.” She cleared her throat and straightened. “Anyway, questions?”

“Yeah….” Penny fiddled with her phone, keeping her eyes down. “I wasn’t always an adoption candidate, so… was there some kind of update with my mom?”

The caseworker raised an  overtweezed eyebrow. She went back to her computer, typed something, and propped her face up with her hand. She had a glazed expression. She gave a shrug.

“It doesn’t say anything specific. Says you were given up at birth, so you not being a candidate until recently is kind of weird. Let’s see…,” she scrolled, “yeah, nothing specific. My guess is there was some kind of contact between her and the system, but all that evaporated. Either she flat out said she wasn’t able to get her life together before you aged out, or she just fell off the map.”

“She was keeping tabs on me?” It made sense considering Aisling was her caretaker when she was small. “Is there anything in there about my aunt? Aisling Fox, or she might be under Sister Mary Agnes.”

“Nothing… There were inquiries made about where you were sent after your first home changed administrations, but it doesn’t give any names.” She leaned into the back of her chair. “Unless they suddenly appear in the next day or two, you’re still going to be sent to that girls’ home. I wouldn’t waste your energy thinking about this.”

It was the first real instance that a caseworker told her that Keena had tried to keep in her life. Something had changed that.

It was also the first time she had been told Aisling was looking for her. She had known that instinctively, but it was nice to hear it said out loud.

The more pressing issue was this move. It was imminent and she saw no way out of it.

She sighed heavily as she waited for her bus. She opened her phone, went to the camera, and turned it on herself. She took a breath and hit record.

“Hey! Behind the photos. I’m Penny. A foster kid, about to be moved again. Hodge pictures will be on hiatus for a bit.” Her eyes teared. “Sorry.”

She uploaded it to her Instagram and tucked her phone away.

Aisling was probably still looking for her, but if Keena had truly given her up this time, entertaining adoption could keep her from being moved too far. She could always sabotage her placement if the parents started to seriously consider keeping her, give Keena or Aisling more time to find her.

She stayed seated as her bus to the home drove off. She took the one that came out near Colton’s.

Hodge was half in the glade. The ivy curtain was draped over his back like a cape. He gave a happy nicker as soon as he spotted her, but did not trot over. He lowered his head and went back to grazing.

She sank onto her usual rock. Her eyes grew more and more teary as she watched Hodge until she couldn’t hold it back anymore. She hugged her knees and buried her face in them to stifle her sobbing. She was jolted out of her hopelessness by Hodge knocking her off the rock with a hard nosing.

She gave a watery laugh, hugging him around his face and then again around the neck once she stumbled up to her feet.

“I’ll come back,” she said. “They won’t keep us apart. I swear it.”

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Where I mostly grew up, it was rural so after sixth grade you went to a combination junior-senior high school. It's not surper uncommon in non-rural areas. More common is having a middle school in the equation, so I figured where Penny was since leaving NY was rural WV and now she's being moved to slightly less rural WV.

And anything else I was going to say is gone because I'm having "what's that" shouted at me.

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September 16, 2026
DO.Penny.11

The full moon washed everything in ghostly, white light. The ivy shone black with the shadows even darker; the entire glade monochromatic. Penny hugged herself tightly against the early autumn night while keeping her phone out in front of her for some meager light.

She had to wait nearly a week until the full moon. There was no telling if this was the right glade, or if the unicorn colt was still there. The extra light from above was a non-negotiable for her midnight escapade. Not just for searching the glade, but for navigating the yards and smaller streets where the streetlights did not go.

Her breath caught as rustling reached her ears. She spun around, but her phone light was not strong enough to reach the ivy curtains. She took a breath and tucked her phone away, shutting her eyes.

The woods beyond crackled and chirped. There was rustling again, but there was a skittish quality that called to mind rabbits. A larger, more careful swish of the ivy and undergrowth reached her ears. The steps sounded more deliberate, closer to how a deer would move.

The glade looked brighter when she opened her eyes. She could see the ivy swaying as something passed through, but couldn’t see the creature. She crept nearer and an outline started to appear. 

It was roughly the size of a pony, but slimmer. It must’ve been grayish. The moonlight would not reflect off it, and it blended into the scenery too much to be either black or white.

She extracted a molasses cookie from her pocket, set it on a rock, and backed off. She waited, and waited. And waited.

Her head snapped up. She blinked drowsily, rubbing her eyes as she staggered up to her feet. She was damp with dew. The moon was not as high and the glade was now washed in soft gray as pre-dawn broke. Cold dread washed over her. The caretakers at the home would’ve noticed she was missing by now.

The cookie was gone. She stared at the spot with disappointment seeping into the pit of her stomach. She had missed it, unicorn or otherwise.

A snort behind her froze her solid.

The colt was the most magnificent animal she had ever seen. True, his knees were still knobbly, more like a horse foal compared to a two-year-old, and his slate gray coat, mane, and tail tuft were frizzy. Even still, his deep brown eyes had an intelligence greater than any animal she’d encountered. His black, spiraled horn was short but looked carved from obsidian. A lion-like tail flicked lazily, and he pawed the grass with cloven hooves.

Penny slowly stretched her hand out, inching nearer and nearer as he continued to stand still.

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Her caseworker had pink streaks in her hair. Penny could not decide if she liked it or not, and always circled back to herself having dark hair. She would have to bleach it to change colors, and that extra step always put her off hair dying.

“Hmm… I don’t know, Penny, the home does have a good point….”

“It was once,” Penny said blandly.

“Yes, but you really freaked them out. Disappearing in the middle of the night is serious. They had to file a report.” She signed heavily, and fiddled with one of the pink locks in her blonde hair. “If this happened at a placement with a family, then you’d be relocated.”

“It was a full moon,” Penny said. “I wanted to see how my phone would do with night pictures. It won’t happen again. I swear!”

“They want to send you back to New York… That might be too extreme.” She shuffled through Penny’s file. “Your other group home exists, but—.”

“But it’s not the same people in charge,” Penny finished. “It’s even more for problem kids than this one.” She leaned forward. “You can’t send me away! I won’t disappear again.”

“It would suck to move right after starting junior high… You could end up at a really populated middle school, and that could lead to bullying or something….” The caseworker mumbled under her breath, checking different notes. “Your last placement was just a town over. Did you get to reconnect with old elementary friends?”

Penny nodded, her throat now too dry to respond. 

She suspected some type of fallout from sleeping outside, but the caretakers at the home had been subdued after screaming at her, and she thought she was in the clear. It didn’t occur to her that they had filed a police report, contacted the caseworker, and started the process of moving her elsewhere.

She had only managed to get back to the glade once between meeting the colt and this meeting, and he had not been around. She left him two molasses cookies and was itching to get back there to see if he would come out of hiding this time.

“There’s no red flags in your file other than the fighting with the other kids, and whatever it was that Lambert family was talking about. Which, to me, sounded like you were stressed because of what was going on with your friend, so I don’t know how much weight that really has.” She hummed, searching the file. “Yeah, nothing that suggests you’re getting into drugs, or self-harm, or sex… Which also means you’ve been safe from abuse according to what I learned in class….” She blinked and looked up quizzically. “You had a request to go to church? Really?”

“I was raised by nuns.”

“Oh. True. …Still, little weird, but if it keeps you grounded….” The caseworker shut the file. “How about I beg the home to keep you until winter break? I can try finding a placement in the same school district.” She shrugged. “Either they’ll decide you can stay, or you’ll get placed. You got to keep in line though, Penny. If you stray, they’ll flip out and I’ll be forced to move you. Got it?”

Penny sputtered her thanks repeatedly, keeping up the stream as she was ushered from the office.

She took the bus towards Colton’s rather than back to the group home. There was still time before dinner, and surely being slightly late could be chalked up to her meeting with the caseworker.

The cookies were gone. There were slight indents around the rock she had left them on, too big to be deer prints. She looked around but saw no other signs of the colt. She sat on the rock and dug out a thin book about horses from her backpack.

Movement caught her attention as the sky started darkening. Her heart blipped as the colt nosed through the curtain of ivy. He raised his head, staring, and silently walked nearer.

Penny carefully put her book away and took out the squashed, plastic-wrapped cookie from the bottom of her bag. She held it out to him, barely daring to breathe. Her face hurt from how wide her smile was when he took the cookie, bobbing his head in approval as he munched.

“I should bring you healthier snacks,” Penny murmured, “but I figured you eat enough grass and stuff.”

She tenderly stroked his nose with her fingertips; his dark, intelligent eyes half closed at her touch. She pet his smooth cheek with her other hand, marveling that he was allowing her to be so close and hold his face.

“I’ll try coming back tomorrow,” she told him. “It’s the weekend. I can spend all day here without anyone caring.”

It took several minutes for Penny to tear herself from him. The sky was now fully deep red with no hint of the sun left. She couldn’t risk angering the home further. She couldn’t risk them sending her far from this unicorn colt, especially with the knowledge that he would be all alone.

It was a relatable feeling punctuated by lapses with companions. Unlike her friends–with the expectation of Brooke–this colt also lacked a family to provide some feeling of comfort or safety, same as her.

Penny stared at the ceiling listening to the easy breathing of her roommates. Her eyelids were heavy. She smiled as a name flitted through her mind right before she fell asleep.

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The leaves were starting to turn. It was cool and sunny, perfect for one of Penny’s favorite Goodwill sweaters (red and orange maple leaves falling across a sage green sweater). She sat on her usual rock in the now browning ivy glade, a book with different horse braids open on her knees. A red, plastic bucket was placed nearby. It had three different types of horse brushes and a large, metal comb for manes and tails.

“Hodge,” Penny called. She repeatedly clicked her tongue until the colt raised his head. “Come over here.”

She stroked his nose as he greeted her. She went to work gently using the metal curry comb and slicker on his slate gray body. He stood still, rotating between munching strands of grass and nodding sleepily.

This had been her ritual every Saturday for the last month and a half. She had slowly purchased the bucket and combs from the meager allowance the home let her have from the stipend they were paid. It took ridiculously long for her to convince the administrators to allow her a library card, citing the homeless and drug addicts that typically hung around the area, but they eventually caved to her pleas. She put on a show of having her nose in an age appropriate chapter book whenever one of the adults was around. She kept her actual borrows–history, folklore, horse and horse related books–under her bed.

Hodge’s mane and tail tuft were beginning to smooth the colder the weather became, but they were still too short for Penny to do much more than fuss over. She was noticing lighter grays and whites starting to appear, some being wavy. He was also growing silky, wavy hair on his lower legs above his hooves, which Penny knew from her books was referred to as feathers.

“I wish I’d gotten to see your mother,” Penny said. “I’ve only seen pictures of old tapestries. I don’t really know what to expect with you.” She searched her backpack for the molasses cookie stashed inside. “I bet you still miss your mother. Even if only a little. …I think I miss mine, and I never really met her. Here you go, handsome boy.”

Penny found her mind wandering often to Keena Fox since meeting Hodge. It may have been the knowledge that his mother was gone, or just because he was a stronger connection to the Realm than random gnomes and fairies. It may have also been that her hopes of Aisling finding her had started to wane considerably, partly because of time and partly because she didn't want to leave Hodge.

She had no one she could ask about her mother now. Even as reluctant as Aisling had been at times, she would still try to answer any questions about Keena.

The group home smelt of overcooked hamburger when she slipped through the front. She tiptoed up the steps but was blocked from the landing by a bulky boy at least four years older. He snatched the bucket from her hand.

“Give it back, Nick!”

He searched through the bucket, and then dumped it before tossing it aside. He grabbed at her backpack, but she was ready and tightened her grip. She was yanked onto the landing, one hand pressed against her face while he kept pulling with the other.

She lost her balance with one good yank. She released the backpack to grab the railing to avoid falling backwards down the stairs.

Nick ripped apart her backpack, dumping out books, pens, and some loose homework worksheets she did on the bus rides. He finally held up her wallet with a wicked smirk, and took out the few dollars tucked inside before throwing it down the stairs.

“You don’t mind, d'you, Penny? You're due for allowance on Monday.”

He knocked into her, causing her to fall another step down, on his way down the stairs.

Penny grabbed the heavy, rubber curry comb and aimed it at the back of Nick’s head. Her short nails bit into it, her arm shaking the longer she stayed frozen, ready to throw. Hot, angry tears fell from her eyes as she lowered her arm, growling out a sigh. She went up and down the stairs, and around the landing, repacking her bucket and bag, completely ignored by the other kids hurrying to and from dinner.

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This one is pretty short too. Penny's story starts with early years like this, but then will go beyond Nellie's, so I'm getting to the point where some time skips are happening more.

I thought molasses cookies would be an approriate unicorn snack. Sugar cubes are kind of unusal to have in a house, same with hard peppermints/spearmints, and I figured Penny would gravitate to something sweeter for a mythical animal with unicorns accosiated with sparkles and sugar. (Come to think of it, we only had sugar cubes, peppermints, and spearmints when I had a horse.)

The combs I have in mind for the bucket are two curry combs, one rubber and one metal (metal works better but you always buy the rubber on first, lol, the metal is sharp and throws you off a bit if it's the first time grooming) and a slicker which is also metal. The good ones you can unhook the handle to turn into one long strip of metal with short teeth to clear out all the fur and dirt loosened by the curry.

I also fugured that unicorns would age a little differently than horses since they're not really horses. Hodge's mother was probably in her 70s, so Hodge being 2 is closer to under a year minus all the drawbacks of actually being under a year (needing mother). He's probably slightly stunted too since he's the last foal; it'd take him a bit longer to mature with his mother's lifeforce not anywhere near peak. He probably would've hung around his mother until she died both because she would be too werry to be stern and send him off, and because as he grew he would've offered her some protection.

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September 10, 2026
Sketchbook Musings: The Elemental Guardians

I no longer have a lot of the drawings from the "olden days" of the Elemental Guardians (back when they were called the Super Pokefriends... *sigh* I was in middle school, I thought that name sounded awesome...) due to random tossing over the years - but I was kinda shocked at how little I still had 😅 It's basically all stuff from the brief period of 'overlap' with Ace starting off on his own.

The Castle of the Sunbird, September 2005

According to my notes on the back of this, I drew this 2 years after I wrote this story. Castle of the Sunbird marked a big shift in process and in storyline. 

  • It was the last story to use the "Super Pokefriends" title (before switching to "The Elemental Guardians")
  • It was the last I drew as a comic booklet (paper folded and stapled between a construction paper cover (before switching to typing)
  • It marked where the ever-growing group of power-wielding teenagers split up. Part of it was for writer reasons - there were SO many characters because I couldn't stop adding more lol. The other part was plot related, it just flowed to a point where a lot of them wanted to be a leader and that was problematic for one big group.

Much of it was based on and inspired by a summer trip to Colorado where we visited cliff dwelings, learned about other native American stuff in the area, and an actual rock near Colorado Springs called Castle Rock (go figure).

But the basics (that I can remember) were the group goes to help this tribe of people whose brother and sister duo are kinda duking it out on who gets to lead their people, and some of the 'guardians' side with one and some with the other. Ultimately, the sister flippantly evokes their deity, the Sunbird, and then it actually shows up and brings the justice she was calling for - on her. In my memory, it feels like the first "grown-up" story I wrote and started me on more compelling/plot-driven pieces more than just "what fun thing someone else made can I throw in today" :D

Where the Fault Lies, Part II, 2006

I'm almost positive I had a drawing for Part I... I feel like I have to have another stash of drawings somewhere... But yes - you may recognize a few people here (namely one Gallagher). I honestly cannot remember much about this one other than it focuses mostly on the "Hylian" groups of Guardians who live/work in Hyrule. The "Triforce," made up of Link, Jill, and Jim (from Treasure Planet) teams up with a few loners (mostly my real life friends - one of whom becomes Cloud from Final Fantasty when he wears a special pendant lol) which include newly allied Ace, who has become BFFs with Henri. The Triforce takes in a young boy they believe is just a Hylian boy, but somehow or another they find out he's actually Link's ancestor who has travelled through time for some reason. I think it was me trying to link (HA) together the various Zelda timelines in my own way. Or something. I don't remember much more than that... I should try to re-read some of these, lol.

Ace is cute in his little random armor (and elbow pads still aparently). He never ends up with any sort of power, he just hangs out with everybody.

Mioko Del Mar, 2007?

Mioko had been around a while before he finally starred in his own story, Mioko del Mar! I think I mentioned bits of this story before, but he finds a wounded leviathan in Lake Hylia. The leviathan is kind and gentle and they both immediately trust each other. Mioko tells Link about the leviathan, but Link doesn't believe a dragon could be living in the lake unnoticed this long and doesn't believe him. Mioko's roommate, Clopin (from Hunchback of Notre Dame) is a potions master, and Mioko tries to convince him to help him help the leviathan, but Clopin also refuses with some other sort of excuse. So, Mioko tries to brew a very dangerous magical potion on his own... and it explodes and binds him to it/a crystal that forms from the explosion.

Somehow, while this is going on, the Zora discover the leviathan's presence and show up in force to capture/kill it. This inadvertently proves to Link (and Clopin) that the leviathan is indeed real, and there's some sort of battle that Mioko stops by using his newfound power (I don't remember those speciifics...). He then uses the crystal and his power to heal the leviathan, learning the give-and-take qualities in the process, but knowing he would rather bear the kind dragon's pain.

Anyway, this little breakout for him is what made me realize he needed to come hang out with Ace... haha.

Mioko, Sept 2002

Speaking of, here's Mioko from almost exactly 24 years ago! ........wow.

He began as a Zelda fan character (where his long ears REALLY came from...) and there was some sort of mini plot with him training for the Hylian army and he gets severely wounded and ends up unable to fight/stay in the army, so he goes through a bit of healing on multiple fronts. He does always kinda wish he could serve his country, through, and I think that's where this pseudo-angsty piece came from, heh.

Fire & Steel, 2005

A pretty cool drawing of Jill (you can see where both Athena AND Gemini come from lol) the fire guardian battling Kyle (a rare OC not based on an existing charaacter or friend) the steel guardian/villain. If you know anything about Pokemon, you know who has the advantage at this moment, haha. I always thougth the poses and style were cool for this one.

What's fun is I made this outfit once (not the slits up the thighs though; I'm not sure why I thought that was such a cool fashion choice then, lol). I wish I had kept that little black dress, haha.

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