Firebrand Risk
The Sentinel's Awakening
A Tale of Ace Gallagher Short from Book #5
August 16, 2024

(This section contains scenes of abuse)

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“Well, well, well; the rover has returned!”

Elise squeaked and ended up slamming the door she had previously been closing as carefully as possible.

The bare-chested man rose from the tattered sofa and walked slowly over to Elise. “I thought I’d get off early to surprise you, and I ended up being the one surprised. Just where have you been?”

At once, words were terribly difficult to find. “I was–I have–”

To make matters worse, Gavin was now looming over her, peering through furrowed brows like a vulture circling its prey. His beard already smelled of alcohol; he would not be so receptive to reason in this state.

“I–I have a job now–I was working,” she finally spoke, albeit shakily.

“You? Have a job?” Gavin let out a heavy laugh. “You liar! I bet you’re just off trying to meet other boys to make me jealous!!”

“No, Gavin, I swear–”

She was quickly shoved backward while the small handbag on her shoulder was tugged until it was pulled from her arm.

“You could never hold a job,” Gavin began to root through her bag as she clutched at her shoulder, “You’re just a worthless lowlife I’m graciously allowing to live under my roof.”

She watched his eyes grow wide as he pulled out a jingling money-bag. His eyes slowly drifted from the heavy bag of coins to her frail figure.

“All right, Elise; where’d you get this? If I’m harboring a thief, I will not hesitate to call–”

“I told you, I have a job.”

He grimaced. “Doing what??”

“Acting!”

“Acting? Like hell!”

“I’m an actress in a play called ’Higher Ground’ at the Sirius Theatre and I’m... I’m the lead actress…”

Her voice trailed off as the cogs in Gavin’s head began to turn. She wasn’t sure if he had heard of the upcoming play or if she had simply spouted off enough words for him to realize she wasn’t making it up.

He started to nod slowly after a moment, gripping the money bag tightly. “Well, now, that’s very respectable to want to help me out with your upkeep. But I’m not about to let you get any ideas that you can actually make a living being an actress.”

“...Why not?”

“Because I said so!!” He bellowed, spitting his words across her face. “And besides,” he calmed his tone, “I need you to be here at home taking care of things while I slave all day at the warehouse. Why, if you’re off... acting... who’s going to be here to cook and clean?”

Elise took a step back, her brows lowering. Gavin was doing exactly what James had told her he would do. He was trying to make it seem like she could never leave him; he was trying to limit her ability to work with excuses that previously had guilted her into staying home and obeying him. But a spark of courage was now burning ever since James’ words lit the fire.

“I’ve been cooking and cleaning with this job for three weeks now.” She spoke simply.

“Three weeks??” Gavin roared, hurling Elise’s handbag into the wall. He caught her by the arms, shoved her against the door, and thrust his face into hers. “You’ve been disobeying me for three weeks??” His breath reeked as he spat his words, “How much longer were you going to keep up your little charade before you were going to tell me, huh? How long do you think you could hold onto your little secret? Long enough to leave me and go right back onto the streets where you belong??”

The slow crescendo of words peaked on his final phrase that was yelled directly into her pointed ear as she tried to turn away. Tears were streaming down her cheeks as she hung lifelessly from her own arms. He was gasping them so tightly that his knuckles had turned white.

She was dropped and then slapped across the face. There was a pause before she was struck again.

His shadow fell over her as she lay crumpled on the dirty floor. She was angry, upset, sorrowful, and defeated all at once. But she dared not move.

Gavin’s body rose and fell as he took in and let out a deep breath. “You will not be going back to your job anymore. You will not be leaving this house anymore. Never... do you hear me?”

Her hazel eyes turned upward. “...Can I at least tell them I can’t go back?”

“Oh, sure–trying to be all noble for them, but not for me? I put this roof over your head, and I put those clothes on your body... and yet you’re stomping all over me like I don’t deserve any appreciation!”

“If I don’t tell them, they’ll come looking for me,” her voice trembled as she used the one trick she knew would get past his rage. “Do you want them showing up here to ask for me? Unless you’d like to tell them why I can’t work anymore…”

Gavin tensed and scowled at her words. “Fine. You can go in the morning, but if you’re not back by the time I leave for the warehouse, I’ll personally make sure no one will ever find your worthless pile of bones again.”

He picked up her handbag as he started back to the couch. He would be holding it hostage, as he had often done before, until he felt she was worthy enough to regain it. The money, however, she knew she would never see again.

Elise shakily got back to her feet, wincing from her stinging cheek. It felt puffy and wet, though she wasn’t sure if it was teardrops or blood.

“I’d suggest you get yourself ready in the bedroom,” Gavin’s voice came behind her. “You’ve got me all wound up; I think some relaxation is owed to me.”

Solemnly, she trudged to the bedroom with the humming of the electric light hanging from the ceiling as the only response.

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As he walked up to the Sirius Theatre in the dawning light, James was surprised to find a thin figure wrapped in an oversized hooded cloak waiting in the shadow of the awning. 

She turned her head to look at him when she heard his footsteps. Her dusty blond hair was lumped out of one side of her hood, covering half of her face. 

“Elise?” He tilted his head as he slowed his pace. “You’re here awfully early.”

She attempted a smile. “I–um... was already awake, so I…”

James, however, pressed his lips into a frown and lifted his hand to her face. 

She held her breath as he gently combed his fingers behind her hair, pulling both the wavy locks and the hood away from her face until there was nothing left to hide her badly bruised cheek.

Pain filled the pit of his stomach. “Elise…”

“...I need to talk to you,” she muttered.

Without another word, James fished the keys from his pocket and turned to unlock the door. He held the door open and ushered her inside.

The two went straight for James’ office, which he also had to unlock before the two could enter, and Elise delicately sat on the chair across from his desk, wrapping herself in the cloak almost out of instinct. James, however, knelt down on the ground beside her.

“James, I can’t be in the play anymore.” She began mechanically.

“He found out and is forcing you out of it.”

She sighed and let her head droop. “It’s exactly as you said... he... he came up with excuse after excuse as to why I can’t... I tried to stand up to him and–”

James placed his hand gently on her arm. “Elise, is it okay if I help you?”

“Help me?” She repeated, “what do you mean?”

James shifted on his knees. “I can help you get away from-mm–him.”

Her eyes grew wide.

“I can give you m–m–somewhere to go; I have a small apartment attached to my house. It still needs a few things, but you can stay in my front room until it’s ready. I just…” his dark brown eyes locked firmly onto hers, "I can’t stand seeing you go through this.”

Her eyes were already welling with tears as he spoke. “You’d… you’d really… I could stay?”

“As long as you need to.”

She pressed her hand against her lips as tears fell down her cheeks. “Why?”

“Because I w-w–went through what you’re going through.”

A new expression was overtaking her face. “...You?”

James stood to get off his knees, idly turning toward the wall. "As I grew up, my father began to abuse us… me, my m–mother, and my brother. He’d–mm–yell at me for n-n–n… this,” he pointed to his mouth and paused to clear his throat. “He pushed my mother around, belittled Michael and called him names, and he’d hurt us if we did something he deemed wrong.”

Elise had sunk backward into the chair. It was hard for her to fathom that she was not the only one who had experienced what she had been living with. In fact, James’ situation sounded remarkably like her own.

“How did you… did you get away?”

James shook his head, his eyes focused elsewhere. “Michael–Ace–was the only one with the courage to leave. I wanted so badly to go with him… but I couldn’t leave my mother. I was too afraid of what he’d do to her.” He let out a sigh, holding his arms tight against his chest. “One night I finally made up my mind to leave... only to find he had m–murdered my mother in the next room.”

Elise’s hands were back at her mouth, unable to hide a gasp under her breath.

James’ eyes returned to her. “That’s why I want to help you. I will not have someone else... die before I am able to help them escape.”

Elise stood up from the chair. The cloak slipped from her shoulders and fell on the ground.

He ducked his head lower to not dwarf her so completely. “Is it okay if–if I help you?”

“Could you... please?”

The squeal of the front door opening jolted her backward, and she fell back into her chair. With her heart racing, she watched as James quickly filled the doorway.

He squinted in the light shining through the glass doors. “...Ed?” He was almost relieved.

“Yep; just checking in on things,” the helmetless patrolman strolled into the lobby. “Ace back yet?"

“Mm–not for a few weeks.”

The patrolman hummed. “Is he planning on staying this time?”

James lowered his stance as Ed paced away from him. “I assume so.”

“Some help he’s giving you,” he glanced at the door of Ace’s locked office. “You’re probably regretting signing him up as co-owner.”

James propped his elbows up in the door frame, noting the condescending tone of the patrolman’s voice. “No, not particularly.”

“What’s he even done since he’s been part of this place?” Ed turned and faced James.

“He helped build and refinish the stage, repaired the mm–m-marquee, and wrote the play we’re working on… so plenty.” James was having a hard time controlling the amount of snark in his voice.

“Well, all right.” Ed paused and tilted his head to peek past James and into his office.

Elise turned her head away, brushing her wavy locks across her face embarrassedly.

“Oh, I’m sorry;” Ed’s eyes narrowed, “was I interrupting something?”

James remained unmoved. “I’m having a short meeting with my actors.”

“Right,” the patrolman turned around. “Well, holler if you need anything.”

“Always.”

Ed stuck out a hand in a short wave as he walked out the front door.

James sighed heavily and released the doorframe. “Sorry about that.”

Elise was beginning to tremble again. “I need to go. I have to be back at the house before Gavin leaves for work.”

“All right. I’ll follow you.”

“No, you can’t!” Elise clutched his hand. “He’ll hurt us both!”

“I’ll follow far enough away to know where you live. And then I’ll meet you once he’s gone.”

“...And then...?”

He squeezed her hand. “I will walk you home.”

Home. That word was somewhere she’d never truly found. After her grandmother passed away, she’d never known anywhere that would be considered a home. But she could feel the spark of hope burning within her, and she was ready to trust James that he could give it to her.

Her lower lip trembling, she bolted from the chair and wrapped her arms around his chest.

James shut his eyes and curled one of his arms around her back to steady her as muffled cries were caught within his jacket.

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The sun had nearly set when Elise peeked her head out of the door with wide eyes and a half-open mouth. She sunk with relief when James stood at her doorstep.

Gavin had either lied or had taken off work purely to keep an eye on Elise, as he never went to the warehouse that day. It was only in the late afternoon when two of his friends came around that he agreed to hit a nearby bar with them. Elise had been aching up until then, wondering if she would ever be able to see James again. But thankfully, not five minutes after she was left alone, she answered the door to find James’ all-day stake out had been successful.

“Got everything?” He asked, meeting her gaze.

She nodded, still gaping as she slowly stepped outside. The single canvas bag James had lent her was tossed over her shoulder. It was scarcely any bulkier than it had been empty.

Elise wavered in place, drifting into a trance-like state. Was she truly leaving this place? Would she really be leaving her life with Gavin behind? But what kind of life had it been, anyway? She had been forbidden to leave, forbidden to work, forbidden to have friends, forbidden from refusing to comply with every one of his wishes... He had given her a roof over her head and food to prepare, but he had also given her bruises, scars, and a cloud of unworthiness.

James held out his hand to coax her further.

Her eyes snapped onto his hand. James had given her job. He had given her food and coffee. But most importantly, he had given her confidence and respect, and now he was giving her a new place to live and a way out. And it was all because he understood where she was coming from, because he had lived in a cloud of unworthiness before. He was an example of someone who had broken free, even if the break had been painful.

She straightened her posture and walked towards him with firm steps.

He cradled her back with his arm and began to lead her away from the house.

They had scarcely stepped into the street when a voice barked behind them.

“What the hell is this??”

Elise froze and turned white. James’ brows lowered as he turned around.

A bearded man with a puffed-up chest was approaching the house from the other side of the street, with two other men following behind him carrying two kegs of beer. James didn’t have to ask Elise if this was the culprit of her wounds; it was apparent in his gait and tone alone.

“So, I was right–you little liar–I leave you for ten minutes to grab a few drinks for the evening and you go running off with another man!!”

James held back his arm to cover Elise and stood firmly in front of her as the three men continued sauntering towards them.

Gavin scowled. “So who are you supposed to be, big shot?”

“I’m her manager, and I’m taking her away from you.”

The two men behind him were starting to snicker from simply imagining their friend’s current expression.

“Oh, you think so?” Gavin puffed his chest even further as he stepped up to James and met him at eye level. “I’m the only manager this actress needs!”

“Yeah!” One of the men added, “And Gavin promised us she’d–hah–entertain us tonight!”

Elise grimaced and slipped further behind James, instinctively wrapping her arms around her chest.

“N-n–not anymore.”

Gavin’s eyes bugged. “’N-n-not anymore’?” A grin plastered across his face as he imitated James’ stammer. “Oh, for shame for me to think I’d have a chance against a m-m-man like y-y-you!”

James blinked, unmoved. If his past had done anything for him, it had calloused him from every attempt at poking fun at his speech impediment.

Gavin, however, was still running with the bait. He jabbed one of his buddies in the ribs and chortled, “She really thinks she’s running away with a m-m-manly m-m-m-man, doesn’t she!”

James turned back to Elise and started to lead her away while the three men shoved and joked with each other. They had almost reached the cross street before Gavin realized his audience was leaving.

“Hey!!” Gavin raced forward. “That tramp is mine!!”

His hands had stretched forward to grab her, but James only had to thrust his arm out and upward to deflect his attempt. It then returned to gently tuck Elise behind him.

Gavin staggered back, shocked as he tried to figure out how he had been disarmed so quickly.

“She will mm–never be yours if you call her that.” James spat.

“I can call her what I want–she’s mine!! If it weren’t for me, she’d be dead on the streets!!”

“So you’d rather her be dead in your house?” He yelled back heatedly, “She is not your punching bag!”

“Punching–oh that’s it–I’ll show you a punching bag!!”

Elise yelped as a fist was thrown at James’ face.

James backed out of the way as Gavin’s fist flew past him. He instead rammed his shoulder into Gavin’s chest and shoved him well out of range of Elise.

Gavin again staggered backward when James stopped moving, and with a roar, he tried another punch. He was again deflected and found himself on the ground moments later when James kicked one of his feet out from under him.

Gritting his teeth, he shot back up and began hopping from foot to foot like a boxer. “Try that again–I dare you!!”

James’ expression was as unchanged as his posture.

Gavin grew impatient and shouted as he threw another punch at James’ face, but once again, he was deflected and found himself rolling off James’ back and staggering into the street.

The man’s two friends could see he was getting nowhere fast, but one saw that Elise was no longer protected. With the other too busy egging Gavin on, the first decided to make a run for the young woman.

James’ attention snapped to Elise, giving just enough time for Gavin to roar and grab him from behind in a bear-hug.

“James!!” Elise squealed, flinging her bag at her attacker in an attempt to run away. Gavin’s friends, however, were faster and stronger than she was.

Struggling against Gavin’s hold, James gasped as he watched Elise get pulled to the ground. He tried wrenching his arms free and stomping backward on Gavin’s feet, but neither tactic worked against the much stronger man.

“Get her!! Take her down!!” Gavin’s voice rang in his ear.

James gnashed his teeth as panicked fury coursed through his veins. He shut his eyes and let out a loud cry.

At once, light burst from his back and flashed across the sky.

Gavin was thrown backward. 

His friends tumbled to their knees.

Elise uncurled from her ball, eyes wide.

Hands clenched at his sides, James stood alone as mighty wings of light as brilliant as the sun now spread from his back. Each wing reached taller than the rooftops and spread across the width of the street. All sound within the area had ceased. Any activity nearby halted. All eyes gazed upon the man with wings of light who stood before them.

James, still breathing hard, turned his head only slightly to each side to see what had happened.

Gavin, despite appearing startled, made a shaky attempt to rise.

James thrust out his hand, and a swatch of light glistened out of thin air inches before Gavin’s face.

He struck it with his forehead and fell backward in shock. “...What are you?” He hissed.

James, however, seemed just as surprised, but he soon redirected his gaze back to Elise. Slowly and softly, he stepped forward, knelt down beside her, and took her by the hand.

Elise stood, gaping at James’ angelic form. She also remained speechless as he gently placed his hand on her arm and tucked her behind his back within his wings.

His dark eyes narrowed on Gavin and his two friends. “Do not come looking for her,” he commanded. “I don’t want to see you anywhere near her. Do you understand?”

Eyes still on James’ wings, even Gavin’s friends couldn’t help but bob their heads in reverent fear. The three were too dumbfounded to speak or move further.

With that, the light shield faded, the wings folded neatly on his back, and James ushered Elise away.

The young woman took the smallest of glances backward to see the three men lying exactly where they had been left. She took one last look at the house she had been chained to the last four years, and then she returned her gaze to the man at her side.

“James?”

“Yes?” He glanced at her.

Her eyes strayed to his back. “...What did you do?”

James’ eyes idly returned to the street. “I’m–mm not sure; this has never happened before.”

She nodded as she, too, returned her attention to the road ahead. “Well… I’m glad it did.”

He pressed his lips together and nodded. He then slid his hand across her back and rested on her shoulder.

She instinctively leaned into his side. Her wide eyes closed, and her gaping mouth turned into a relieved smile.

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Elise gazed at the small electric lantern that hung over the door of James’ house. In the fading evening light, it glowed like a warm beacon, leading them down the road and up to the brown-bricked abode. Her eyes wandered to a mail receptacle with the numbers 103 plastered above it, and then fell to a large clay pot filled only with dirt resting on the ground.

“I’ve been too busy to plant something this year,” James shrugged almost embarrassedly. By now, his wings had faded completely, and he looked as he always did; a simple theater manager with shaggy black hair and reading glasses tucked into his jacket pocket. “There’s one on that side too. You’re welcome to plant whatever you’d like in either of them.”

She glanced where he had gestured, and saw the glow of another lantern peeking just around the corner, facing the alley that ran between James’ and his neighbor’s homes. She then heard a click, and turned back to find James opening the front door for her. She bowed her head and stepped inside.

James switched on an electric lamp just off to the right of the door as she let the canvas bag down from her shoulder. The living room was small, yet cozy, and the decor reminded her of distant memories of her grandmother’s home. White carpet spread from wall to wall with a fireplace across from her, a small sitting area to her left, and a sofa to her right. When he turned on the second lamp in the sitting area, the room was filled with a warm glow.

“The sofa’s right behind you,” James nodded as he ducked back up from lighting the lamp. "I’m–m–I apologize the apartment isn’t quite ready yet, but you’re free to use this space however you need." James commented as he set down his keys onto the counter that served as a divider between the living room and kitchen area.

"Oh, no... this is..." she looked at the plush sofa, already donned with a pink crocheted blanket and a small pillow. “...This is more than I could ask for.”

James shifted on his feet, leaning his hand on the counter as he watched Elise study her corner of the room. When she turned back to him, he smiled lightly.

“I can give you a quick tour,” he offered.

Still somewhat dazedly, Elise stepped toward him as he reached for the kitchen light on the ceiling. The colored glass of the fixture made the walls shimmer, and they distracted her as he began his tour. 

“Here’s the kitchen; I’ve got s-some–mm food in the pantry here and some in the ice box, which you’re welcome to.” He stepped through the room, “This hallway leads to the bathroom, this way, and my bedroom, that way. The apartment runs the length of the other side of the house,” he waved back to the kitchen. “It’s got just one room with a small kitchen and bathroom of its own. I’ve just got to find a bed for it and make sure the stove works... then it will be all ready for you.”

She nodded, still gazing at the walls of the kitchen.

His lips pulled to a half-smile. “A–a lot to take in?”

She turned to look at him, unable to speak. It was a lot to take in, but only because it was the most perfect home she had ever seen. It was clean, kept, and welcoming. It had locks on the doors and windows with sheer curtains–not thick ones to block the light during the day. It had electricity–undoubtedly all of the time–and the most beautiful glass fixture shedding colored light onto the kitchen walls.

She had possibly started to totter on her legs, but by the next moment, she had more or less fallen into James’ arms.

“Hey, it’s all right,” he coaxed gently.

Elise hadn’t even realized she was crying when James’ soothing words reached her ears.

“...I can’t believe you’re doing this for me…” she finally found a few words.

“Of course," James said, holding her in a supportive embrace. “I’m just glad you’re safe.”

Safe. That was the word. 

She buried her face deeper into James’ chest.

James rested his chin against her head, careful not to squeeze too tightly. Still, the feeling of her in his arms filled him with an unfamiliar warmth. It was relief, perhaps; or the comfort of knowing she would not be harmed or taken advantage of as long as he could help it. He smiled and closed his eyes.

She was safe.

A gentle rapping on the front door interrupted their moment. 

James felt Elise grow stiff in his arms, but with a gentle squeeze on her shoulders, he released her and walked to the front door. He opened it slowly to find Vance Edwards on the other side.

“Phoenix,” he breathed.

“James,” Vance lowered his hood. “Got a moment?”

He nodded and glanced back inside, finding Elise wandering into the front room out of curiosity. “I‘ll be just outside,” he reassured her.

She nodded simply.

James stepped outside and cracked the door behind him. “Sorry, she’s had a rough day. And–mm–honestly… I have too.”

“Yeah, about that…” The Phoenix smiled knowingly. “I can explain.” 

His brows furrowed. “How do you know wh–”

At once, both the color and the expression drained from James’ face. Then, his lips pursed as his eyes widened and lost all focus. He attempted various syllables, but couldn’t get a single word to escape his lips. All the while he moved jerkily, holding up his hands, only to drop them in disbelief.

“What you’re thinking,” the Phoenix still grinned, “yes.”

James shook his head. “N–no–how–”

“You’re the next Sentinel, James.”

He continued shaking his head. “I c–can’t… I g–gr–” he clapped a hand to his mouth and slid it off his chin. “I grew up with those stories–the Phoenix and the Sentinel–there–there’s no way…”

“The last Sentinel passed away two days ago,” the Phoenix continued. “Thankfully, she was surrounded by all those who knew and loved her; I was just there because I needed to be.” He set his hands on his hips as his long purple-gray cloak slid over his shoulders. “I was wondering who the power would awaken in next.”

James was looking at the ground, still wavering in disbelief. “How can it be me?”

“From what I’ve heard, you’ve been protecting people your whole life.”

He finally regained James’ eyes. The Sentinel didn’t reply, but a somber expression was spreading across his face.

Vance gestured to the door of James’ house. “And, she must really mean a lot to you if your power awakened to protect her.”

James bit his lip, his eyes again falling away. He nodded in response.

Vance smiled and adjusted the round-framed glasses on his nose.

“How will I know wh… what to do?” The Sentinel asked softly.

“This is going to sound dumb, but if it’s anything like my power, you’ll just know. It’s like… an instinct. You’ll know where to go, who to see; it’s… kind of strange really.” Vance smirked. “But you’ll get used to it.”

James’ eyes lost their focus. “I… have so m–m-much to do…”

“You’ll find time to do it.”

James finally managed a mild sneer. “Easy for you to say, Phoenix.”

“Sorry,” Vance chuckled. “What I mean is: you’ll be fine. Trust me.” Vance let his hands drop, folding them into his cloak. “But for now, I know it’s daunting; so if you need anything, I’ll be around.”

James nodded, beginning to regain his sturdier posture. “Th–than–th… I appreciate you coming to check on me.”

“You should get back to your guest,” Vance shooed him.

James nodded again, though when he turned, he found Elise’s eyes between the cracked door and the doorframe.

“What’s a Sentinel?” Her voice squeaked through.

The Sentinel and the Phoenix shared a glance before turning back to her.

“I’ll let James explain,” Vance smiled.

Before anyone else could say a word, a wisp of dark purple smoke whisked the Phoenix out of sight.

 

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Well this ended up being long... I had written almost the all of James and Elise's interactions throughout book 5 a few years ago, and these were the most "finished" sections - even though I overhauled the end of this one to include James becoming the Sentinel. In the original draft, the fight against Gavin is very anticlimactic. James just continues to dodge and wear the guy out until he flips him on his back, knocks the wind out of him, and then just walks off lol. While that was cool in its own way, this is way more epic :D

This happens a bit before "Get Out" while Ace is still gone but Ed is starting to come around more.

James is still getting used to Ace's nickname since he still called him Michael when they were last together.

I actually really like the little interaction between James and Vance. They're both still pretty new friends since James is still pretty new to the "group" but they end up really starting to bond because of their shared powers. I'm digging it.

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I an continuing through The Chronicles of Narnia, and they are such interesting books. C.S. Lewis is such a clever writer, creating books that can be understood as children and continue to grow in meaning for adults. And if you're a Christian, the symbolism and parallels with Christianity are very powerful.

So, of course I wanted to draw Aslan, and I wanted to make sure I got his splendor in all the waves of his mane. Wisps of magic and power flow, and the light itself is created in his step.

The amount of layers and layer blend modes I used in this one is insane... but it came out exactly like I had hoped :)

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"Are-are you there too, Sir?" said Edmund.

"I am," said Aslan. "But there I have another name. You must learn to know me by that name. This was the very reason why you were brought to Narnia, that by knowing me here for a ...

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Candle on the Water

Helen Reddy, Candle on the Water

I'll be your candle on the water
My love for you will always burn
I know you're lost and drifting
But the clouds are lifting
Don't give up, you have somewhere to turn...

Despite remembering almost nothing else from Disney's "Pete's Dragon" (the dragon disappearing until only his floating torso was left is one moment), I do remember being captivated by this song. I had vivid memories of the lighthouse's light flickering as she sang, and I would listen to it on my compilation CD set frequently growing up.

I recently rediscovered the song, and almost instantly Sapphyre perched upon a rock as a storm churned behind her, and that beam of light from the lighthouse on the shore caught her in its glow... It was so much fun bringing this one out of the darkness 😉

(Of course we can only assume who is on the shore... 😘)

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July 14, 2026
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They diverged into two groups once they landed in San Francisco. The Regere stayed on the jet with Morgan who was fast asleep while Evora escorted Amias, Rhys, and Nellie to the domestic flight gates. She exchanged brief goodbyes–handshakes for Rhys and Amias and a half-hug for Nellie–before disappearing.

With the fight put together at the last minute, Nellie was sitting nowhere near Rhys or Amias. The businessmen she was squashed between ignored her, which gave her the chance for another nap. She was soon jostled awake by the landing.

There was no luggage for them to fetch with Amias having a chic carry-on that they gave him at the gate. Nellie and Amais waited outside a bathroom for Rhys. Amais checked his flipphone.

“Flying international is magic in itself,” he said. “Looking at today’s date, we left China this morning and it is only barely evening. Amazing.”

Nellie glanced at the time, smiling through her grogginess. “The longest nine hours of my life,” she joked.

Rhys reappeared. His face was clean shaved and he had attempted to slick back his straggly hair by wetting it. The small changes immediately made him look less like a mountain hermit and more like the boy in the photo Nellie had tucked in her pocket. The three of them wound around the crowds until they found themselves in the arrivals in a blanket of unbearable humidity.

“Evora scheduled our rideshare for half after five,” Amias said. He looked at his phone. “Should be here shortly.”

They piled into a shiny, black Lexus. Nellie found herself in the backseat with Rhys. She drummed her fingers on her knees as the car whisked them into the stop and go traffic outside the airport.

“So… are you excited to see your sister,” Nellie asked.

Rhys blinked at her as if he’d forgotten she was right next to him. He gave a small shrug. “I suppose so. …We’ve always gotten on well.” He shifted his focus to Amais in front of him. “I take it Evora is arranging for Silas to send Perenelle’s things back to the house? Where is this house? Close?”

“Hardly,” Amais grumbled. “Your dear sister is a charming woman, but her taste in homes is too… rustic.”

“She wanted us to be near Webb so I could be a day student,” Nellie explained.

Rhys gave a little, “ah,” and turned to stare out the window. Nellie chewed her mouth, thinking of how to get him to speak to her again during the long drive. Part of her wanted to ask about the things she overheard on the plane, and part wanted to just yell at him for ignoring her.

She was still a novice on how magic worked. She didn’t need to think too much on it since she had none, but there was something unsettling and wrong about that green glow she saw on the plane. She couldn't find a single memory from her time with Arch and Itzel where she saw such an ominous glow; their colors had always been warm, and not only because Itzel favored fire.

“You’re so quiet back there,” Amias said. “I’d think you’d have much more to say. Shouldn’t you be asking Nellie tons of questions?” He scoffed as the silence continued. “My lamb, how are things with your friend from camp? The girl with the glasses?”

“Oh, Ava? It’s all good now. …Probably. I should call her tomorrow and see if she wants to hang out since I’m back from,” she glanced at their driver, “camp early. Oh wait… My phone…. Guess I could always write her. It’d give me an extra day to sleep.”

Nellie was able to ignore Rhys as much as he her; passing the minutes turned to hours by chatting with Amias. The sun was down and she was fully aware of how little she'd eaten as the car crested the top on the driveway.

Amais was the first to exit the car, having the driver stop at the top of the driveway due to his knowledge of the smoke wolf undoubtedly lurking in the dark. Nellie wanted to take in the sight of the little house with its glowing windows, absorb the sight and the pittering of her heart before stepping into the wet heat that–unfortunately–did not dissipate with the sun down.

“Coming, Commander,” Amais asked. Rhys slowly climbed from the car, and Amais leaned back towards the driver. “My good man, will you idle for just a moment so that I may hug my goddaughter goodbye? Off to the hotel after, post haste.”

“You aren’t staying,” Nellie asked, disappointed.

“Afraid not, my lamb,” Amais said, patting her shoulder. “I need a king sized bed and a soaking tub after that dreadful flight. Besides,” he looked at Rhys, “your father will be on the only couch tonight. I simply refuse to sleep on the floor. But, I must catch up with your charming Nathalie, so I'll be by tomorrow.”

Rhys’s face took on an odd expression that Nellie did not have time to decipher. An eerie howl sounded, taking all of her attention from the two men. She stooped over and held out her arms.

“Ash!” 

She was bowled over without seeing him, either due to the dark or him poofing too close for her to process she couldn’t tell. She laughed, half crying as she fought off the wolf but tried to hug him around his furry neck all at once. He felt significantly heavier since the last time he tackled her.

Amais took Ash's distraction as his chance to leave. Nellie was only just aware the car was pulling away when she heard the front door bang open.

“Creature! If you've dragged me out here over some poor rabbit again… Oh goodness me, it's people!”

Nellie squirmed out from under Ash and was racing down the drive before Nathalie could begin her streams of warnings and apologies over Ash's conduct. There was a shriek of recognition moments before she threw herself into Nathalie’s arms.

“Mom!” She squeezed her tight.

Nathalie held her tightly, petting her matted, auburn waves. “Oh my girl… I missed you so.”

Ash wedged between them with a low, unsure rumble in his chest. It took Nellie a second to remember that she hadn’t returned home alone, timed perfectly with Rhys loudly clearing his throat to gain their attention.

Nathalie squinted into the dark. Then, her breath caught and she clamped a hand over her mouth.

“Sorry to drop in unannounced, Nattie, but may I come in,” Rhys asked. He held out his fist towards Ash, avoiding looking directly at him, to allow him to sniff. “There are a few things I must fill you both in on.”

Ash was left outside to scratch at the door peer through the window as the three humans went in. Nellie sat at the kitchen counter giving way for Rhys to take the couch. Nathalie flitted around the kitchen; turning on the kettle, searching for tea, rummaging through the fridge. She abruptly stopped and leaned onto the counter to stare at Rhys.

“Your hair is much too long,” Nathalie said.

Rhys snorted, shaking his head. “Yes, I'm aware. I’ve been out in the mountains the last six months. I’ll take care of it.” He dug in his pocket. “May I smoke in here?”

“Certainly not,” Nathalie said. “Filthy habit, Rhys. I thought you kicked it before you left England?”

“I reintegrated it the last two or three years,” Rhys muttered. He knitted his fingers on his knees. “It’s so good to see you again, Nattie. How’re Mum and Dad? Winston?”

“All in perfect health,” Nathalie said. “Lillian is engaged to be married. No date yet though, much to Winny’s chagrin. He fears her vision will bankrupt him the longer she thinks on it.”

“Lillan is…” Rhys mumbled under his breath as his eyes slowly widened. “Dear lord, I’ve been away so long.”

“Twenty years or so,” Nathalie said stiffly. “Thirty at least since you left home. You did used to call. Write. Even send pictures and have video chats a few times. There was a visit or two, if I didn’t imagine them.” She busied herself with the whistling kettle. “Tea? Decaf?”

Nellie gratefully accepted honeyed decaf tea and leftover, cold pizza as Nathalie made a cup of strong, black tea–leftover from Uncle Winston’s visit–for Rhys. She searched for crackers but came up with Caesar salad croutons. She apologetically gave them to Rhys in a small bowl along with his tea, and settled onto the couch with him.

“So…,” Nathalie started, her voice fading off.

Rhys took a long sip of tea. “Perhaps, I should ask what you do know to start off?”

“I heard you talking to the Regere,” Nellie said.

“I gathered as much with you and Morgan piled outside the door,” Rhys said, the corner of his mouth twitching. “So? What do you need clarification on?”

“Everything,” Nathalie muttered under her breath.

“Do I have to leave,” Nellie asked, her voice higher. She stared at her half eaten pizza. “Morgan keeps saying that with you back… and looking for Brue… and everything I know now….”

She bit her lip, turning away more as she heard Rhys stand. She felt his strong hand on her shoulder. She peeked up at him and found him smiling sadly.

“Perenelle, I would never force you to leave your mum,” Rhys said. “I’ll tell you everything you wish to know that I think appropriate.”

Nathalie gave a hearty sniff. She excused herself with a little blubber, and went to the bathroom to clean her face. Nellie gulped back a sob and flung her arms around his middle. He smoothed her hair, gave her a pat, and they broke apart with near identical watery smiles.

Rhys cleared his throat. “Now, then… to your questions.” He settled himself back on the couch. “Did you overhear about the possibility of Brecken using you–?”

“As bait,” Nellie finished. “He’s done it before. Said so to my face. Oh, don’t worry! I think it’s better he told me. I know I have to always look twice at anything involving him.” Her blue eyes darted to the bathroom door. “I don’t think it’s the best idea for Mom to know though.”

“I’ll handle my sister,” Rhys said.

Nathalie returned, her eyes bloodshot. She smiled at them and retook her seat next to Rhys.

“It wasn’t just in the hotel,” Nellie said. “I heard you on the plane. And, I saw… glowing.”

“Ah.” Rhys swirled what was left of his cooled tea, setting it back down without taking a sip. “Brecken was a powerful mage in his own right, but he has additional power that is not truly his. Very dangerous power.”

“A curse?”

“A real curse,” Nathalie asked. “Is that why you didn’t want him near Nellie?”

“Part of it,” Rhys said. He knit his fingers together. “Everything goes back much further than ten years ago. Further than twenty-five by eons, but twenty-five is where we start.”

Nathalie frowned. “1999?”

“The dawning of a new millennium,” Rhys corrected. “Each millennium faces the challenge of Tiamat waking. What made 1999–2000–different is that the Realm is considered a figment of the imagination. Technology has all but completely replaced magic. Dragons are for children’s stories. …I’m assuming you understand enough of the Realm that the mention of it didn’t go over your head?”

“Wait, wait,” Nathalie said, holding up her hands and shaking her head. “I need you to slow down, Rhys. What is a ‘Tiamat’?”

Nellie had an inkling that she heard the name recently. Her mind kept latching onto the Regere pulsating that eerie green when she tried to remember where she heard the name.

“Tiamat is… a primordial monster,” Rhys said. “Typhon. Jormungandr. The Leviathan. Vritra. And in her other forms she’s been called Medusa, Lilith, Hacate, Izanami, and et cetera across all myths and cultures. She appears in Genesis as ‘tehom’, the deep.” He sighed heavily. “The point being, she’s the cause of all this. The Y2K scare was not exactly the technological collapse it was advertised to be, but it was catastrophic.”

She knew it was the least important of the details Rhys just gave, but Nellie could not help but get stuck on the small, seemingly trivial tidbit. “Umm… what's Y2K?”

Nathalie and Rhys exchanged a look before they both gave a snort of laughter. It was the most annoying reaction they could've had, and her annoyance must have shown on her face.

“Sorry, Nellie, my love,” Nathalie said, stifling the rest of her laughter. “Y2K was somewhat a branding that was everywhere in 1999. And the Y2K scare was the idea that all the computers would reset to zero.” She waved her hand dismissively. “Something to do with the year ending in a double zero, I think. I cannot quite remember, and it came to naught, so I never cared to learn anything more about it.” Her face took on an odd expression. “Remember I told you of my medical complications? This Y2K nonsense was around the same time.”

Nellie thought back to her conversation with Nathalie all the way back in January, back when she first found out Rhys was her father and Nathalie was really her biological aunt. She remembered bits about Nathalie being sick, and that causing her the ability to have her own children.

What she was still unsure of was how clocks reading double zero would destroy the world. She didn’t get a chance to ask; Rhys giving a dismissive wave akin to Nathalie’s own.

“All the technology side of things was sorted long before the year changed. It is also not important for this conversation. Not that I could explain it any better,” he added with a nod at Nathalie. “The bigger issue, the real issue, was Tiamat waking. And she was thwarted, or at least mostly.”

“Mostly,” Nathalie questioned.

 Nellie wrinkled her nose. “Twarted?”

“Tiamat is… complex,” Rhys said. “More than we even understand. The Keepers understand some of it all, but they're fairly guarded. His Majesty was instrumental in what we assumed was Tiamat's defeat, and he has been most forthcoming in that right…” Rhys stared hard and unseeing at the edge of the coffee table. “But, I cannot shake that there is more he isn't saying.”

Her heart missed a beat. “Was Ira’s mom involved,” Nellie asked.

“Ah, so Brecken wasn't just spouting nonsense saying you had some familiarity with his Highness,” Rhys said.

“He slept on this couch,” Nathalie said gravely, gingerly touching the upholstery she sat upon.

“His father is quite good-natured and down to earth. There is a comfort knowing the son shares some of those traits,” Rhys said. The small, wry smile that had formed when speaking of Clayborne York fell away. “Yes. The mother was there, and instrumental as well.”

“Then, Penny’s mom, this Fox lady,” Nellie said, wriggling in her seat, “she was involved too?”

“My, you do catch on quickly,” Rhys said, the smile returning. Nellie felt her face warm with pride and turned back to her unfinished pizza. “Fox wasn't involved during the Y2K battle, but she had some sort of dealing with Tiamat. Pinpointing when has been most difficult. But, she was always being dragged into something so it fits with her trajectory that she'd find herself up against a primordial monster furious at the world.”

“So… then, Brue…,” Nellie trailed off.

“Your uncle comes into play there,” Rhys said darkly. He sighed heavily. “Brecken’s curse comes from Tiamat. I don’t know if Brue was targeted to punish him, but that is what always made sense to me.”

There was a length of silence as Nellie–and Nathalie–took a moment to digest this. Natahlie quietly asked Rhys if he wanted another cup, and circled around the counter where Nellie sat to turn the kettle back on. She was gaunt and her hands shook, but she still gave Nellie a happy, contented smile that Nellie couldn’t help but return. They were in it together.

Rhys murmured his thanks as Nathalie supplied him with another cup of tea. He was beginning to slump more on the couch; his exhaustion starting to show.

“Now then,” Rhys said, “is there anything else presently? I won’t vanish on you without a goodbye. If you wish to sleep on the rest of your thoughts, I am more than happy to oblige.”

“Are you a Catholic,” Nathalie asked.

Rhys snorted a laugh. “Would that matter?”

“You know how our mother feels about Catholics,” Nathalie said sternly, unable to hide the smirk on her face. She rubbed her hand soothingly across her little brother’s broad back. “Of course, it doesn’t matter.”

“I do have one more thing… I heard you and the Regere saying me and Penny were in danger.” She looked away to avoid taking in Natahlie’s horrified expression. “Ira too. But… you said his danger was different. So…?”

There was a pause before Rhys drew himself up, inflating to look more like the Commander and less like an overly tired semi-mountain man. He gave a small nod.

“Tiamat is a vengeful creature,” Rhys said. “Our assumption was that she cursed Fox and her Majesty, but we only put together what that meant when it was your mother that was cursed.” He stayed rigid. “Her Majesty and Fox vanished. No one was with them, and we were running on multiple theories, but I was there when Brue succumbed to the curse. …I saw her change.”

“Change… in her behavior, or…,” Nathalie trailed off uneasily.

Rhys shook his head. He met Nellie’s eyes. “You mother has wings. You and Morgan wanted my input to narrow down your search. That’s what I give you.”

Nellie went from a twinge of fear and excited apprehension to annoyance. “Wait, that's it? That she has wings?”

“Nathalie and I have much to discuss regarding how your life goes from here out, but I am confident she and I are on the same page on this; you are much too young to jump into all of this.” He held up his hand to stop her protest. “Ah, you may argue with us in the morning. I'll be here for a few days.” He smirked at Nathalie. “If you're all right with me crashing on your couch?”

“You didn’t answer,” Nathalie said quietly. “Nellie asked about the danger she was in, and you deflected.”

“Yes…,” Rhys said. He drained his cup and rested on his knees, fingers knitted together. “Tiamat appears to specifically target women. With Fox and your mother already succumbing to her curse, there is a theory she may already be aware of you and Fox’s daughter. There is a great fear that she may target you in the future.”

Nathalie gave a weak gasp, covering her mouth, but Nellie merely frowned.

“But, you don’t know for sure she only goes after girls,” Nellie said. “Ira could be in danger the same… way….”

Ira told her he and Penny suspected all dragons were originally women. The Piasa Bird she'd faced still had a human face, and while some of her friends referred to it as a male, they were only going off the beard and a quick glance. Nellie–even at that time--had thought the greenish facial hair was more likely part of the transformation.

“His Highness would be in a different sort of threat if the theory of attacking only women proves true,” Rhys said. He stood. “Bed, for now, I think.” He attempted a smile. “You have much to think over.”

“Would it be a curse, just not a dragon—?”

“Perenelle,” Nathalie said, firmly but with tired gentleness, “in the morning.” She also stood, and placed a hand on Rhys’s shoulder. “He’s trying to hide it, but he’s dead on his feet.”

Reluctantly, Nellie slipped from her seat. She hugged Nathalie, swaying for a moment and soaking in the familiarity, comfort, and affection before releasing her. She stepped in front of Rhys, wringing her hands. She lunged at him, squeezed him for half a second, and scurried to her room.

She began to feel the weight of her exhaustion once she was done preparing for bed. Her steps were heavy as she went to her window, wrenching it up.

“Ash,” she hissed into the dark. “Ash. Come here, boy.”

She stumbled away from the window as black smoke filtered through the screen, reforming into the black wolf with red eyes. She hugged him around his furry neck, shushed him, and ushered him to the end of her bed.

Her eyes blinked slowly as she stared at the light coming through the gap at the bottom of her door. She could hear Rhys’s deep voice as the siblings quietly caught up. A smile twitched her lips as she caught a few words of Rhys complimenting Nathalie on how she was being raised. Her eyes closed on his hushed promise that someday, when she was older, she would resume her quest with no interference, only help.

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And Nellie's book is done! Or books. I still might split it at the Cumberland dragon.

From the start, I wanted Nellie's end to be finding more of her family, most importantly Rhys, and realizing that Nathalie was still Mom. Even with her coming to that conclusion, with her being 12, she still has/had the anxiety over 'these people are more related, they'll claim rights'. Rhys sets that to rest for her. (Legally, no one could make Nellie leave because Nathalie has legal guardianship, and Rhys would've had a hard to impossible time proving he was a fit father with a 10 year absense.)

Rhys also sets up the rest of the serise with the reveal of Tiamat (I need to remember to put a picture in the chat). It was fun piecing together how widespread this Babylonian primortial diety was: dragon-esque serpants are very common around the world. Tiamat is especially venegful compared to some of the other dragon-types Rhys mentioned (and 100% always seen as a female). I did not know about her possible link in the Book of Genesis, (shockingly, I don't read ancient Hebrew or kione Greek, lol) but that just added a whole other level of seriousness in my mind since the Bible is still current while the other myths are not practiced/believed. And, it tied so nicely back to the original roots of the Order of Ferblanc being the exorsism and templar branches of the early church.

Penny will be next!

Thanks for reading!

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Beginnings of Friendship
A Tale of Ace Gallagher Short from Book 1

Now alone in Ben’s front room, Ace and Athena–and the bare beginnings of their friendship–found themselves sitting in a very awkward silence. Whatever casual conversation may have begun at any other point in time was stifled with the weight of their newfound knowledge. Ace’s mind was swimming with all he had learned about his father, his curse, and the seemingly impossible feat of breaking it. Athena, on the other hand, knew Ace had to be struggling a great deal, but worried she didn’t know him well enough to try to talk him through it.

Despite thousands of other thoughts to chase, Ace knew he couldn’t ignore the young woman sitting on the other end of the couch. “Um–so,” he began, though his words dried up before he could continue.

Athena pressed her lips into a faint smile. “I’m sorry about… all this,” she shrugged when she, too, lost where she had been trying to go.

He hummed, half-shrugged, and reached over his shoulder to scratch his back, “I guess I’m glad to get some answers; I just wasn’t quite expecting them to be so… drastic,” he paused to scowl, “and deadly.”

“And now we know where to start,” she nodded, her tone remaining positive. “Before long, we will know exactly where to go and exactly what to do to break the curse.”

His eyes narrowed skeptically. “You think so?”

The smile continued to warm her face. “I know so.”

The smile was beginning to rub off on him. “Are you really going to come with us to find Prince Ingarathos?”

“Absolutely,” she gave a short nod.

A grin tugged at his lips. “You don’t mind putting your valiant quest of becoming a lady swordsmith on hold to join with some random stranger you just met on a quest that may or may not even work out?” 

She broke into a short laugh. “Of course–except that I think it will work out.”

He bowed his head almost sheepishly. “Well… thanks.”

She simply smiled again and glanced toward the door.

Ace followed her line of sight. “Well, don’t feel like you need to stay here. I mean–I was thinking of going back to my place, but–you know–I’m already here…”

Athena found a smirk, noticing the haughtier tone his voice took and the casual way he stretched his arms over his head. “As a matter of fact, I had just left the inn I’d been staying at this morning; I was hoping to settle into a new apartment, but it wasn’t available after all.” She gestured to the bag and thin rapier near the door. “I have all of my belongings with me, and I will graciously accept Ben’s hospitality so I don’t have to look for somewhere to stay at this time of night.”

“Oh,” his arms fell against the back of the couch. “Well, that was lucky.”

“Or meant to be,” she tilted her head as the smile widened.

His face flushed and he instantly slapped a hand to his cheek in the guise of scratching near his ear.

She tried to stifle another giggle as she turned away, also finding herself blushing. “I just need to go check on Allan and give him some water and a snack before I settle in.”

“Oh!” Ace got up with a start. “I’ll go see what we’ve got. Ben almost always has some chicken of some sort. Hopefully it’s cooked...”

Athena laughed as she followed him into the kitchen. “I take it you used to live here? At least, that’s what I gathered from some of Ben’s comments.”

“Yeah,” he opened the electric-powered refrigerator and started rummaging through a wide array of bottles. “I ran away from home when I was twelve, and Ben was the only person I could think of to run to.”

“You ran away?” Her face twisted in concern. 

Ace, still turned away, didn’t notice. “Yep. My adopted mom had kept in touch with Ben for a while, and miraculously, I remembered how to find him.” Ace turned back to her with a paper package in hand. “Would this work?”

She opened the package to find a cooked chicken breast and nodded, but her frown remained unchanged. “Why did you run away?”

It was his turn to frown as he returned to face the refrigerator. “My adopted dad was abusive, and I got tired of it.”

She took a step back. “Oh, Ace; I’m sorry.”

He shrugged and managed to find a bottle that didn’t contain some sort of unknown liquid. “Sweet–apple cider! Want some?”

“No, thank you,” she took another step back, still holding the chicken. “I’ll just get some water for Allan.”

As Athena turned to the cabinets over the sink to find a cup to hold water, Ace had taken another paper package of chicken and the bottle of cider and sat down at the table. As he ate, he watched Athena carry the chicken and water outside, and then caught a glimpse of the raven landing on her arm through the half-covered window.

Alone with his thoughts, his mind wandered wistfully to his previous family: a mother who had just lost her own baby stepped into the adoption clinic moments after Ben had walked in with a starving newborn in tow. It seemed like pure luck that she was able to immediately accept the “unnamed Gallagher baby,” name him Michael Harley, and bring him home to be the younger brother to her four-year-old son.

“James,” he spoke the name aloud as memories of his childhood flooded his thoughts. A smile warmed his lips, at least until the memories touched upon the father of the family.

His adopted father had originally been accepting of this new addition; but, as time went on, the man began drinking more and caring less. The son of the “Siren of Fortanya” was born out of back luck, after all; and he brought that misfortune upon their family. Ben, who came to visit every once in a while, was now a threat and was banned from his home. And the worse things got for the Harley family, the more physical his attacks became–and the more they spread to other members.

The front door opened, releasing Ace from another downward spiral. He blinked himself back into the room, finding Athena returning with a good portion of the chicken package in hand.

“Not hungry?” He asked, eyeing the chicken.

“He ate some,” she returned to the table. “We can save the rest of this for Ben.” She glanced at the table and at the empty bottle of cider and the cleaned chicken bones in front of Ace. “Or perhaps you,” her grin widened.

Ace grunted nervously and looked down. “I hadn’t eaten dinner.”

“I won’t judge,” she set down the remaining chicken on the table beside him.

He smiled, half embarrassedly, and decided a free meal was a free meal.

Silence again seeped into all of the space of the sitting room. Ace was acutely aware of how loud he was when he ate chicken, but he hoped Athena was far enough away not to notice. She had relocated to her pack of belongings and was hanging up her sword belt and small round shield on a rack beside the door. She had also removed her shoes and set them on a small mat below.

When he noticed her standing up and slinging her bag on her shoulder, Ace got up and loudly crinkled both paper packages, and he was sure to make an exaggerated grimace from the sound as Athena approached him. He shook his head as she laughed, but, at once, he felt even more self-conscious when he found the young woman was now lingering beside him with her hands gently clasped around her bag strap.

He casually laid a hand against the refrigerator beside him. “Um–did you need anything else?”

She had just begun to shake her head when the movement slowed. “How,” she paused. “How did you come to be called Ace?”

He huffed the start of a chuckle through his nose. “I meant from the fridge, but…” he leaned his back against it, crossing his arms with a smirk. “When I ran away, I wanted to distance myself from my adopted name; so, I took an old nickname and started calling myself Ace Gallagher.”

“And Gallagher is your mother’s surname,” she recognized.

Ace shrugged. “I was always called ‘Gallagher’s son’ anyway. So, why not embrace it?”

“It suits you.” She finally met his eyes, the hint of a smile playing on her lips.

He, too, felt his lips tug into a smile–and the heat of his face flushing red under her gaze.

With a more pronounced smile, Athena bobbed her head in a short bow. “I’d better get to bed. I’ll see you in the morning.”

“Yeah,” he pushed himself from the fridge, though he wavered in his boots before he got any closer to her. “Um–hope you sleep well!”

“You too,” she slipped past him. “Goodnight, Ace.”

He bolted to the edge of the kitchen, though, once again, found himself hesitating before he could catch another glimpse of her ascending the stairs. When the sound of the door closing reached his ears, he exhaled the breath he didn’t know he was holding.

“Goodnight, Athena,” he mused, chewing on a smile.

He took a few steps backward before turning to face the couch. He glanced back at it, realizing this would be his bed for the night. He wasn’t sure if it was an upgrade from his hammock, but it looked well-worn and comfortable enough. A blanket was already folded over the backrest, though part of it was inadvertently tucked into the seat cushions.

He gave the blanket a light tug to free it. Two silver pieces popped out from between the cushions.

The silver glinted in his eyes. A thought entered his mind; a thought that–up until that point–had not even surfaced that evening.

He crouched down and began to search the cushions for any more loose change, and he was surprised to find one more coin that had slipped underneath.

He looked at the three coins in his hand. He could bring these to any gambling hall and place a bet. He had given away all he had to Dorian; these coins could be his ticket to earning a few more for their trip. Bengal wouldn’t miss them, considering they had been lost between couch cushions up until that point.

He bit his lip as he stood up. The smallest twinge of regret settled in his stomach.

It subsided almost as quickly, and, with quiet determination, he crept out of the house and into the darkness outside.

 

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While Mioko and Dorian are visiting Mioko's aunt for lavender oil, Ace and Athena have a semi-awkward but friendly moment alone at Ben's house. He's gone to bed, and the two of them, who had only just met earlier that day, now have to figure out what to do.

One of the fun things that happens with Ace and Athena is how she immediatley begins to influnce him to be a better person. With her, he does not think about going gambling until after she leaves the room. He also doesn't for a second think about how he can con her into taking her money like he has with every other girl he's met to this point. She shows him kindness and brings it out of him as well. That doesn't mean Ace instantly becomes perfect (in fact he struggles again with gambling in book 4) but he now has something to strive for and influence him - and that's also with the others, too. Dorian may be the only other to really start knocking some sense into him, lol.

It's just cute to see how these two start out... 💙

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Old Sketchbook Musings, Part 3

A few more! 

The Outlier Awakens, 9/2020

Outlier Ace is so cool. I wish I could figure out a way to give him this power in the Tale of Ace Gallagher, but part of what makes him who he is is how he does all that he does without any magical assistance. He learns how to work hard and train and put his heart into what he does, and I feel like giving him the ability to control all water would be a bit much. I do think he'll end up with his mom's  totem and the mist spell at some point, but I can only think of one place where he'll use it for plot purposes ;)

Unlikely Allies, 1/2021

Aside from introducing Westfall and reuniting The Doctor and Gemini, my favorite part of the last Gemini Archive was Ace and Elliot teaming up with The Doctor. It was just fun watching how they'd interact with each other.

Showoff, 9/2020

I think I originally gave Outlier Ace his water horse for a scene that never happened in the final Gemini Archive when he teams up with The Doctor. Like they have to run somewhere and Ace is a complete showoff and makes a horse out of water and rides off and Elliot just rolls his eyes and gets on a real horse and The Doctor is like "wait what??" I just like the little look of HAHA on his face.

Into Wildfire, 1/2021

I did not remember this started off as a pencil drawing! But this is one of the ones that actually translated pretty well into digital. I was able to make the fire all fiery anyway. But it's fun to see how it started!

Wedding Day, 11/2020

Awww. Lookit them how cute. I vaguely remember trying to figure out what their wedding outfits will be; ironically I'm not sure their wedding will end up "on screen" after all this because I think I've added a time skip from the end of the jousting tournament story where they get engaged before jumping ~5 years into their marriage. But it's still good for drawing purposes!

Wedding Day Outfits, 11/2020

More figuring of the outfits without them covering each other up, lol. I've actually tried to keep their outfits more medieval since they've always been a weird blend of modern and not. But the story is a bit of a blend on its own.

Give and Take, 12/2020

And this was RIGHT AFTER the drawings of them getting married and that made it hurt even more... the things the plot makes me do I swear 😭

But I definitely didn't realize I've had the "Athena doesn't make it to the end" storyline brewing since 2020... But, this is it, down to the scene, so I guess I've been trying to figure out if it was part of the plot or not since then. But OOF.

Whittacre, 11/2017

My majestic deer!! Look how gorgeous he is. His proportions may be a little wonky but he looks soft. He always ends up been linked to winter in a lot of my drawings.

Winterbourne, 12/2020

Case in point, lol. More Whitacre winter. The antlers seem... backwards? I'm not sure. But this looks like a prime "turn it digital" territory right here...

Qul'tuq sketch, 2023

The first sketch of Klingon Gemini was in my little sketchbook! I do remember this since I photographed it to draw for the rest of the story, but yeah! No idea what her outfit is doing.

You are a Child of Mine, 10/2023

The last drawing in my book... little Hudson in the creek getting baptised :D There's an epic song by Mark Schultz that fits Hudson's struggles and his quest to be who God wants him to be, and I sketched it out I think on a plane. It will need a "real drawing" one of these days.

Next up; I have MUCH OLDER drawings on random papers in a big folder under my bed... once I scan them I'll have to share the fun ones again!

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