Firebrand Risk
The Sentinel's Awakening
A Tale of Ace Gallagher Short from Book #5
August 16, 2024

(This section contains scenes of abuse)

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“Well, well, well; the rover has returned!”

Elise squeaked and ended up slamming the door she had previously been closing as carefully as possible.

The bare-chested man rose from the tattered sofa and walked slowly over to Elise. “I thought I’d get off early to surprise you, and I ended up being the one surprised. Just where have you been?”

At once, words were terribly difficult to find. “I was–I have–”

To make matters worse, Gavin was now looming over her, peering through furrowed brows like a vulture circling its prey. His beard already smelled of alcohol; he would not be so receptive to reason in this state.

“I–I have a job now–I was working,” she finally spoke, albeit shakily.

“You? Have a job?” Gavin let out a heavy laugh. “You liar! I bet you’re just off trying to meet other boys to make me jealous!!”

“No, Gavin, I swear–”

She was quickly shoved backward while the small handbag on her shoulder was tugged until it was pulled from her arm.

“You could never hold a job,” Gavin began to root through her bag as she clutched at her shoulder, “You’re just a worthless lowlife I’m graciously allowing to live under my roof.”

She watched his eyes grow wide as he pulled out a jingling money-bag. His eyes slowly drifted from the heavy bag of coins to her frail figure.

“All right, Elise; where’d you get this? If I’m harboring a thief, I will not hesitate to call–”

“I told you, I have a job.”

He grimaced. “Doing what??”

“Acting!”

“Acting? Like hell!”

“I’m an actress in a play called ’Higher Ground’ at the Sirius Theatre and I’m... I’m the lead actress…”

Her voice trailed off as the cogs in Gavin’s head began to turn. She wasn’t sure if he had heard of the upcoming play or if she had simply spouted off enough words for him to realize she wasn’t making it up.

He started to nod slowly after a moment, gripping the money bag tightly. “Well, now, that’s very respectable to want to help me out with your upkeep. But I’m not about to let you get any ideas that you can actually make a living being an actress.”

“...Why not?”

“Because I said so!!” He bellowed, spitting his words across her face. “And besides,” he calmed his tone, “I need you to be here at home taking care of things while I slave all day at the warehouse. Why, if you’re off... acting... who’s going to be here to cook and clean?”

Elise took a step back, her brows lowering. Gavin was doing exactly what James had told her he would do. He was trying to make it seem like she could never leave him; he was trying to limit her ability to work with excuses that previously had guilted her into staying home and obeying him. But a spark of courage was now burning ever since James’ words lit the fire.

“I’ve been cooking and cleaning with this job for three weeks now.” She spoke simply.

“Three weeks??” Gavin roared, hurling Elise’s handbag into the wall. He caught her by the arms, shoved her against the door, and thrust his face into hers. “You’ve been disobeying me for three weeks??” His breath reeked as he spat his words, “How much longer were you going to keep up your little charade before you were going to tell me, huh? How long do you think you could hold onto your little secret? Long enough to leave me and go right back onto the streets where you belong??”

The slow crescendo of words peaked on his final phrase that was yelled directly into her pointed ear as she tried to turn away. Tears were streaming down her cheeks as she hung lifelessly from her own arms. He was gasping them so tightly that his knuckles had turned white.

She was dropped and then slapped across the face. There was a pause before she was struck again.

His shadow fell over her as she lay crumpled on the dirty floor. She was angry, upset, sorrowful, and defeated all at once. But she dared not move.

Gavin’s body rose and fell as he took in and let out a deep breath. “You will not be going back to your job anymore. You will not be leaving this house anymore. Never... do you hear me?”

Her hazel eyes turned upward. “...Can I at least tell them I can’t go back?”

“Oh, sure–trying to be all noble for them, but not for me? I put this roof over your head, and I put those clothes on your body... and yet you’re stomping all over me like I don’t deserve any appreciation!”

“If I don’t tell them, they’ll come looking for me,” her voice trembled as she used the one trick she knew would get past his rage. “Do you want them showing up here to ask for me? Unless you’d like to tell them why I can’t work anymore…”

Gavin tensed and scowled at her words. “Fine. You can go in the morning, but if you’re not back by the time I leave for the warehouse, I’ll personally make sure no one will ever find your worthless pile of bones again.”

He picked up her handbag as he started back to the couch. He would be holding it hostage, as he had often done before, until he felt she was worthy enough to regain it. The money, however, she knew she would never see again.

Elise shakily got back to her feet, wincing from her stinging cheek. It felt puffy and wet, though she wasn’t sure if it was teardrops or blood.

“I’d suggest you get yourself ready in the bedroom,” Gavin’s voice came behind her. “You’ve got me all wound up; I think some relaxation is owed to me.”

Solemnly, she trudged to the bedroom with the humming of the electric light hanging from the ceiling as the only response.

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As he walked up to the Sirius Theatre in the dawning light, James was surprised to find a thin figure wrapped in an oversized hooded cloak waiting in the shadow of the awning. 

She turned her head to look at him when she heard his footsteps. Her dusty blond hair was lumped out of one side of her hood, covering half of her face. 

“Elise?” He tilted his head as he slowed his pace. “You’re here awfully early.”

She attempted a smile. “I–um... was already awake, so I…”

James, however, pressed his lips into a frown and lifted his hand to her face. 

She held her breath as he gently combed his fingers behind her hair, pulling both the wavy locks and the hood away from her face until there was nothing left to hide her badly bruised cheek.

Pain filled the pit of his stomach. “Elise…”

“...I need to talk to you,” she muttered.

Without another word, James fished the keys from his pocket and turned to unlock the door. He held the door open and ushered her inside.

The two went straight for James’ office, which he also had to unlock before the two could enter, and Elise delicately sat on the chair across from his desk, wrapping herself in the cloak almost out of instinct. James, however, knelt down on the ground beside her.

“James, I can’t be in the play anymore.” She began mechanically.

“He found out and is forcing you out of it.”

She sighed and let her head droop. “It’s exactly as you said... he... he came up with excuse after excuse as to why I can’t... I tried to stand up to him and–”

James placed his hand gently on her arm. “Elise, is it okay if I help you?”

“Help me?” She repeated, “what do you mean?”

James shifted on his knees. “I can help you get away from-mm–him.”

Her eyes grew wide.

“I can give you m–m–somewhere to go; I have a small apartment attached to my house. It still needs a few things, but you can stay in my front room until it’s ready. I just…” his dark brown eyes locked firmly onto hers, "I can’t stand seeing you go through this.”

Her eyes were already welling with tears as he spoke. “You’d… you’d really… I could stay?”

“As long as you need to.”

She pressed her hand against her lips as tears fell down her cheeks. “Why?”

“Because I w-w–went through what you’re going through.”

A new expression was overtaking her face. “...You?”

James stood to get off his knees, idly turning toward the wall. "As I grew up, my father began to abuse us… me, my m–mother, and my brother. He’d–mm–yell at me for n-n–n… this,” he pointed to his mouth and paused to clear his throat. “He pushed my mother around, belittled Michael and called him names, and he’d hurt us if we did something he deemed wrong.”

Elise had sunk backward into the chair. It was hard for her to fathom that she was not the only one who had experienced what she had been living with. In fact, James’ situation sounded remarkably like her own.

“How did you… did you get away?”

James shook his head, his eyes focused elsewhere. “Michael–Ace–was the only one with the courage to leave. I wanted so badly to go with him… but I couldn’t leave my mother. I was too afraid of what he’d do to her.” He let out a sigh, holding his arms tight against his chest. “One night I finally made up my mind to leave... only to find he had m–murdered my mother in the next room.”

Elise’s hands were back at her mouth, unable to hide a gasp under her breath.

James’ eyes returned to her. “That’s why I want to help you. I will not have someone else... die before I am able to help them escape.”

Elise stood up from the chair. The cloak slipped from her shoulders and fell on the ground.

He ducked his head lower to not dwarf her so completely. “Is it okay if–if I help you?”

“Could you... please?”

The squeal of the front door opening jolted her backward, and she fell back into her chair. With her heart racing, she watched as James quickly filled the doorway.

He squinted in the light shining through the glass doors. “...Ed?” He was almost relieved.

“Yep; just checking in on things,” the helmetless patrolman strolled into the lobby. “Ace back yet?"

“Mm–not for a few weeks.”

The patrolman hummed. “Is he planning on staying this time?”

James lowered his stance as Ed paced away from him. “I assume so.”

“Some help he’s giving you,” he glanced at the door of Ace’s locked office. “You’re probably regretting signing him up as co-owner.”

James propped his elbows up in the door frame, noting the condescending tone of the patrolman’s voice. “No, not particularly.”

“What’s he even done since he’s been part of this place?” Ed turned and faced James.

“He helped build and refinish the stage, repaired the mm–m-marquee, and wrote the play we’re working on… so plenty.” James was having a hard time controlling the amount of snark in his voice.

“Well, all right.” Ed paused and tilted his head to peek past James and into his office.

Elise turned her head away, brushing her wavy locks across her face embarrassedly.

“Oh, I’m sorry;” Ed’s eyes narrowed, “was I interrupting something?”

James remained unmoved. “I’m having a short meeting with my actors.”

“Right,” the patrolman turned around. “Well, holler if you need anything.”

“Always.”

Ed stuck out a hand in a short wave as he walked out the front door.

James sighed heavily and released the doorframe. “Sorry about that.”

Elise was beginning to tremble again. “I need to go. I have to be back at the house before Gavin leaves for work.”

“All right. I’ll follow you.”

“No, you can’t!” Elise clutched his hand. “He’ll hurt us both!”

“I’ll follow far enough away to know where you live. And then I’ll meet you once he’s gone.”

“...And then...?”

He squeezed her hand. “I will walk you home.”

Home. That word was somewhere she’d never truly found. After her grandmother passed away, she’d never known anywhere that would be considered a home. But she could feel the spark of hope burning within her, and she was ready to trust James that he could give it to her.

Her lower lip trembling, she bolted from the chair and wrapped her arms around his chest.

James shut his eyes and curled one of his arms around her back to steady her as muffled cries were caught within his jacket.

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The sun had nearly set when Elise peeked her head out of the door with wide eyes and a half-open mouth. She sunk with relief when James stood at her doorstep.

Gavin had either lied or had taken off work purely to keep an eye on Elise, as he never went to the warehouse that day. It was only in the late afternoon when two of his friends came around that he agreed to hit a nearby bar with them. Elise had been aching up until then, wondering if she would ever be able to see James again. But thankfully, not five minutes after she was left alone, she answered the door to find James’ all-day stake out had been successful.

“Got everything?” He asked, meeting her gaze.

She nodded, still gaping as she slowly stepped outside. The single canvas bag James had lent her was tossed over her shoulder. It was scarcely any bulkier than it had been empty.

Elise wavered in place, drifting into a trance-like state. Was she truly leaving this place? Would she really be leaving her life with Gavin behind? But what kind of life had it been, anyway? She had been forbidden to leave, forbidden to work, forbidden to have friends, forbidden from refusing to comply with every one of his wishes... He had given her a roof over her head and food to prepare, but he had also given her bruises, scars, and a cloud of unworthiness.

James held out his hand to coax her further.

Her eyes snapped onto his hand. James had given her job. He had given her food and coffee. But most importantly, he had given her confidence and respect, and now he was giving her a new place to live and a way out. And it was all because he understood where she was coming from, because he had lived in a cloud of unworthiness before. He was an example of someone who had broken free, even if the break had been painful.

She straightened her posture and walked towards him with firm steps.

He cradled her back with his arm and began to lead her away from the house.

They had scarcely stepped into the street when a voice barked behind them.

“What the hell is this??”

Elise froze and turned white. James’ brows lowered as he turned around.

A bearded man with a puffed-up chest was approaching the house from the other side of the street, with two other men following behind him carrying two kegs of beer. James didn’t have to ask Elise if this was the culprit of her wounds; it was apparent in his gait and tone alone.

“So, I was right–you little liar–I leave you for ten minutes to grab a few drinks for the evening and you go running off with another man!!”

James held back his arm to cover Elise and stood firmly in front of her as the three men continued sauntering towards them.

Gavin scowled. “So who are you supposed to be, big shot?”

“I’m her manager, and I’m taking her away from you.”

The two men behind him were starting to snicker from simply imagining their friend’s current expression.

“Oh, you think so?” Gavin puffed his chest even further as he stepped up to James and met him at eye level. “I’m the only manager this actress needs!”

“Yeah!” One of the men added, “And Gavin promised us she’d–hah–entertain us tonight!”

Elise grimaced and slipped further behind James, instinctively wrapping her arms around her chest.

“N-n–not anymore.”

Gavin’s eyes bugged. “’N-n-not anymore’?” A grin plastered across his face as he imitated James’ stammer. “Oh, for shame for me to think I’d have a chance against a m-m-man like y-y-you!”

James blinked, unmoved. If his past had done anything for him, it had calloused him from every attempt at poking fun at his speech impediment.

Gavin, however, was still running with the bait. He jabbed one of his buddies in the ribs and chortled, “She really thinks she’s running away with a m-m-manly m-m-m-man, doesn’t she!”

James turned back to Elise and started to lead her away while the three men shoved and joked with each other. They had almost reached the cross street before Gavin realized his audience was leaving.

“Hey!!” Gavin raced forward. “That tramp is mine!!”

His hands had stretched forward to grab her, but James only had to thrust his arm out and upward to deflect his attempt. It then returned to gently tuck Elise behind him.

Gavin staggered back, shocked as he tried to figure out how he had been disarmed so quickly.

“She will mm–never be yours if you call her that.” James spat.

“I can call her what I want–she’s mine!! If it weren’t for me, she’d be dead on the streets!!”

“So you’d rather her be dead in your house?” He yelled back heatedly, “She is not your punching bag!”

“Punching–oh that’s it–I’ll show you a punching bag!!”

Elise yelped as a fist was thrown at James’ face.

James backed out of the way as Gavin’s fist flew past him. He instead rammed his shoulder into Gavin’s chest and shoved him well out of range of Elise.

Gavin again staggered backward when James stopped moving, and with a roar, he tried another punch. He was again deflected and found himself on the ground moments later when James kicked one of his feet out from under him.

Gritting his teeth, he shot back up and began hopping from foot to foot like a boxer. “Try that again–I dare you!!”

James’ expression was as unchanged as his posture.

Gavin grew impatient and shouted as he threw another punch at James’ face, but once again, he was deflected and found himself rolling off James’ back and staggering into the street.

The man’s two friends could see he was getting nowhere fast, but one saw that Elise was no longer protected. With the other too busy egging Gavin on, the first decided to make a run for the young woman.

James’ attention snapped to Elise, giving just enough time for Gavin to roar and grab him from behind in a bear-hug.

“James!!” Elise squealed, flinging her bag at her attacker in an attempt to run away. Gavin’s friends, however, were faster and stronger than she was.

Struggling against Gavin’s hold, James gasped as he watched Elise get pulled to the ground. He tried wrenching his arms free and stomping backward on Gavin’s feet, but neither tactic worked against the much stronger man.

“Get her!! Take her down!!” Gavin’s voice rang in his ear.

James gnashed his teeth as panicked fury coursed through his veins. He shut his eyes and let out a loud cry.

At once, light burst from his back and flashed across the sky.

Gavin was thrown backward. 

His friends tumbled to their knees.

Elise uncurled from her ball, eyes wide.

Hands clenched at his sides, James stood alone as mighty wings of light as brilliant as the sun now spread from his back. Each wing reached taller than the rooftops and spread across the width of the street. All sound within the area had ceased. Any activity nearby halted. All eyes gazed upon the man with wings of light who stood before them.

James, still breathing hard, turned his head only slightly to each side to see what had happened.

Gavin, despite appearing startled, made a shaky attempt to rise.

James thrust out his hand, and a swatch of light glistened out of thin air inches before Gavin’s face.

He struck it with his forehead and fell backward in shock. “...What are you?” He hissed.

James, however, seemed just as surprised, but he soon redirected his gaze back to Elise. Slowly and softly, he stepped forward, knelt down beside her, and took her by the hand.

Elise stood, gaping at James’ angelic form. She also remained speechless as he gently placed his hand on her arm and tucked her behind his back within his wings.

His dark eyes narrowed on Gavin and his two friends. “Do not come looking for her,” he commanded. “I don’t want to see you anywhere near her. Do you understand?”

Eyes still on James’ wings, even Gavin’s friends couldn’t help but bob their heads in reverent fear. The three were too dumbfounded to speak or move further.

With that, the light shield faded, the wings folded neatly on his back, and James ushered Elise away.

The young woman took the smallest of glances backward to see the three men lying exactly where they had been left. She took one last look at the house she had been chained to the last four years, and then she returned her gaze to the man at her side.

“James?”

“Yes?” He glanced at her.

Her eyes strayed to his back. “...What did you do?”

James’ eyes idly returned to the street. “I’m–mm not sure; this has never happened before.”

She nodded as she, too, returned her attention to the road ahead. “Well… I’m glad it did.”

He pressed his lips together and nodded. He then slid his hand across her back and rested on her shoulder.

She instinctively leaned into his side. Her wide eyes closed, and her gaping mouth turned into a relieved smile.

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Elise gazed at the small electric lantern that hung over the door of James’ house. In the fading evening light, it glowed like a warm beacon, leading them down the road and up to the brown-bricked abode. Her eyes wandered to a mail receptacle with the numbers 103 plastered above it, and then fell to a large clay pot filled only with dirt resting on the ground.

“I’ve been too busy to plant something this year,” James shrugged almost embarrassedly. By now, his wings had faded completely, and he looked as he always did; a simple theater manager with shaggy black hair and reading glasses tucked into his jacket pocket. “There’s one on that side too. You’re welcome to plant whatever you’d like in either of them.”

She glanced where he had gestured, and saw the glow of another lantern peeking just around the corner, facing the alley that ran between James’ and his neighbor’s homes. She then heard a click, and turned back to find James opening the front door for her. She bowed her head and stepped inside.

James switched on an electric lamp just off to the right of the door as she let the canvas bag down from her shoulder. The living room was small, yet cozy, and the decor reminded her of distant memories of her grandmother’s home. White carpet spread from wall to wall with a fireplace across from her, a small sitting area to her left, and a sofa to her right. When he turned on the second lamp in the sitting area, the room was filled with a warm glow.

“The sofa’s right behind you,” James nodded as he ducked back up from lighting the lamp. "I’m–m–I apologize the apartment isn’t quite ready yet, but you’re free to use this space however you need." James commented as he set down his keys onto the counter that served as a divider between the living room and kitchen area.

"Oh, no... this is..." she looked at the plush sofa, already donned with a pink crocheted blanket and a small pillow. “...This is more than I could ask for.”

James shifted on his feet, leaning his hand on the counter as he watched Elise study her corner of the room. When she turned back to him, he smiled lightly.

“I can give you a quick tour,” he offered.

Still somewhat dazedly, Elise stepped toward him as he reached for the kitchen light on the ceiling. The colored glass of the fixture made the walls shimmer, and they distracted her as he began his tour. 

“Here’s the kitchen; I’ve got s-some–mm food in the pantry here and some in the ice box, which you’re welcome to.” He stepped through the room, “This hallway leads to the bathroom, this way, and my bedroom, that way. The apartment runs the length of the other side of the house,” he waved back to the kitchen. “It’s got just one room with a small kitchen and bathroom of its own. I’ve just got to find a bed for it and make sure the stove works... then it will be all ready for you.”

She nodded, still gazing at the walls of the kitchen.

His lips pulled to a half-smile. “A–a lot to take in?”

She turned to look at him, unable to speak. It was a lot to take in, but only because it was the most perfect home she had ever seen. It was clean, kept, and welcoming. It had locks on the doors and windows with sheer curtains–not thick ones to block the light during the day. It had electricity–undoubtedly all of the time–and the most beautiful glass fixture shedding colored light onto the kitchen walls.

She had possibly started to totter on her legs, but by the next moment, she had more or less fallen into James’ arms.

“Hey, it’s all right,” he coaxed gently.

Elise hadn’t even realized she was crying when James’ soothing words reached her ears.

“...I can’t believe you’re doing this for me…” she finally found a few words.

“Of course," James said, holding her in a supportive embrace. “I’m just glad you’re safe.”

Safe. That was the word. 

She buried her face deeper into James’ chest.

James rested his chin against her head, careful not to squeeze too tightly. Still, the feeling of her in his arms filled him with an unfamiliar warmth. It was relief, perhaps; or the comfort of knowing she would not be harmed or taken advantage of as long as he could help it. He smiled and closed his eyes.

She was safe.

A gentle rapping on the front door interrupted their moment. 

James felt Elise grow stiff in his arms, but with a gentle squeeze on her shoulders, he released her and walked to the front door. He opened it slowly to find Vance Edwards on the other side.

“Phoenix,” he breathed.

“James,” Vance lowered his hood. “Got a moment?”

He nodded and glanced back inside, finding Elise wandering into the front room out of curiosity. “I‘ll be just outside,” he reassured her.

She nodded simply.

James stepped outside and cracked the door behind him. “Sorry, she’s had a rough day. And–mm–honestly… I have too.”

“Yeah, about that…” The Phoenix smiled knowingly. “I can explain.” 

His brows furrowed. “How do you know wh–”

At once, both the color and the expression drained from James’ face. Then, his lips pursed as his eyes widened and lost all focus. He attempted various syllables, but couldn’t get a single word to escape his lips. All the while he moved jerkily, holding up his hands, only to drop them in disbelief.

“What you’re thinking,” the Phoenix still grinned, “yes.”

James shook his head. “N–no–how–”

“You’re the next Sentinel, James.”

He continued shaking his head. “I c–can’t… I g–gr–” he clapped a hand to his mouth and slid it off his chin. “I grew up with those stories–the Phoenix and the Sentinel–there–there’s no way…”

“The last Sentinel passed away two days ago,” the Phoenix continued. “Thankfully, she was surrounded by all those who knew and loved her; I was just there because I needed to be.” He set his hands on his hips as his long purple-gray cloak slid over his shoulders. “I was wondering who the power would awaken in next.”

James was looking at the ground, still wavering in disbelief. “How can it be me?”

“From what I’ve heard, you’ve been protecting people your whole life.”

He finally regained James’ eyes. The Sentinel didn’t reply, but a somber expression was spreading across his face.

Vance gestured to the door of James’ house. “And, she must really mean a lot to you if your power awakened to protect her.”

James bit his lip, his eyes again falling away. He nodded in response.

Vance smiled and adjusted the round-framed glasses on his nose.

“How will I know wh… what to do?” The Sentinel asked softly.

“This is going to sound dumb, but if it’s anything like my power, you’ll just know. It’s like… an instinct. You’ll know where to go, who to see; it’s… kind of strange really.” Vance smirked. “But you’ll get used to it.”

James’ eyes lost their focus. “I… have so m–m-much to do…”

“You’ll find time to do it.”

James finally managed a mild sneer. “Easy for you to say, Phoenix.”

“Sorry,” Vance chuckled. “What I mean is: you’ll be fine. Trust me.” Vance let his hands drop, folding them into his cloak. “But for now, I know it’s daunting; so if you need anything, I’ll be around.”

James nodded, beginning to regain his sturdier posture. “Th–than–th… I appreciate you coming to check on me.”

“You should get back to your guest,” Vance shooed him.

James nodded again, though when he turned, he found Elise’s eyes between the cracked door and the doorframe.

“What’s a Sentinel?” Her voice squeaked through.

The Sentinel and the Phoenix shared a glance before turning back to her.

“I’ll let James explain,” Vance smiled.

Before anyone else could say a word, a wisp of dark purple smoke whisked the Phoenix out of sight.

 

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Well this ended up being long... I had written almost the all of James and Elise's interactions throughout book 5 a few years ago, and these were the most "finished" sections - even though I overhauled the end of this one to include James becoming the Sentinel. In the original draft, the fight against Gavin is very anticlimactic. James just continues to dodge and wear the guy out until he flips him on his back, knocks the wind out of him, and then just walks off lol. While that was cool in its own way, this is way more epic :D

This happens a bit before "Get Out" while Ace is still gone but Ed is starting to come around more.

James is still getting used to Ace's nickname since he still called him Michael when they were last together.

I actually really like the little interaction between James and Vance. They're both still pretty new friends since James is still pretty new to the "group" but they end up really starting to bond because of their shared powers. I'm digging it.

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I an continuing through The Chronicles of Narnia, and they are such interesting books. C.S. Lewis is such a clever writer, creating books that can be understood as children and continue to grow in meaning for adults. And if you're a Christian, the symbolism and parallels with Christianity are very powerful.

So, of course I wanted to draw Aslan, and I wanted to make sure I got his splendor in all the waves of his mane. Wisps of magic and power flow, and the light itself is created in his step.

The amount of layers and layer blend modes I used in this one is insane... but it came out exactly like I had hoped :)

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"Are-are you there too, Sir?" said Edmund.

"I am," said Aslan. "But there I have another name. You must learn to know me by that name. This was the very reason why you were brought to Narnia, that by knowing me here for a ...

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Candle on the Water

Helen Reddy, Candle on the Water

I'll be your candle on the water
My love for you will always burn
I know you're lost and drifting
But the clouds are lifting
Don't give up, you have somewhere to turn...

Despite remembering almost nothing else from Disney's "Pete's Dragon" (the dragon disappearing until only his floating torso was left is one moment), I do remember being captivated by this song. I had vivid memories of the lighthouse's light flickering as she sang, and I would listen to it on my compilation CD set frequently growing up.

I recently rediscovered the song, and almost instantly Sapphyre perched upon a rock as a storm churned behind her, and that beam of light from the lighthouse on the shore caught her in its glow... It was so much fun bringing this one out of the darkness 😉

(Of course we can only assume who is on the shore... 😘)

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More Sketchbook Musings: Echoes of Aravast

In this edition of fun things from the physical archives - Echoes of Aravast and related sketches!

"Forgotten" Gemini Initial Sketch, unknown

This was early on when I got the idea of a "survivor Gemini" that may actually escape the Gemini Archives. She already has her sonic blade, her dog tag (back when that was an idea) and a surprisingly similar outfit (The two-toned hair was me trying on a wig over my existing hair and thinking it looked awesome lol).

 

Protection, 2013/4?

Ian was a new character in the Gemini Archives, and he quickly decided he was coming over to the new story with Gemini. I liked the initial story/plot I had going for Echoes of Aravast, but I was struggling to write it. All it took was changing Gemini's power and throwing her into one more Gemini Archive to spark the Westfall thread...

Ian ended up staying pretty similar to his current Aravasti variant - he was a Lux who could create light shields - only in Echoes of Aravast, he was born on Barea with Aravasti genetics and discovered his power by accident - like Ace would later. Actually, The Outlier takes the basic plot of Echoes, so I still got to have it to some extent :)

 

The Panic in Me, 2014

I have a digital drawing on this one, but since it's from a storyline that didn't make it, I removed it from my website 🤷 These 2 were going to have a very slow burn relationship that only showed where it ended up in a flash forward at the very end. At least their devotion to each other still made the final cut ;) The title/mood is from a song from The Road to El Dorado by Elton John. Great song.

 

Ian Sticky Note Art, 2015?

I found a couple of these colorful sticky note drawings! Not bad for pen on a 3"x3" sticky note!

 

Sparrow Sticky Note Art, 2015?

Sparrow and Gabriel were actually going to be in Echoe of Aravast... but alas, they just get to stay my token dancers :)

 

Cinder Sketch, 2015

So... yeah.

One of the ideas for Echoes was Ian accidentally getting sent in to Barea's past where he's in this weird feudal variant where humans and creatures work codependently (Narnia? lol). Ian ends up paired with Cinder the pied crow and they both serve a knight as his armor bearer and squire. Gemini eventually figures out how to get to where she sent him, and he's years older and embittered, but also stronger because of his experience. Cinder was kind of a comic relief, wise-cracking bird... but he was the first to be cut along with the rest of the rest of the talking animals.

 

The Outlier Awakens, 2020

A neat drawing of Ace when his Aravasti powers awaken underwater. The body proportions are kinda wonky, but those hands 👌 This would be a nice one to redo one day!

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Sapphyre: A Tale - Part 5
Unfinished Comic Concept

As Christopher breaks above the surface and takes in a breath of air, Sapphyre peeks out of the water with him. 

Chris: These gills are still here, even now. Perhaps they won’t go away?

Phyre: I don’t know. I’ve never used this power before; I’ve heard it was used long ago to rescue humans from drowning, but when humans began to look for and exploit merkind… we are not supposed to.

Chris: Well, that’s all right. That just means I can live in the kelp forest with you forever! Nothing to worry about–no cares… only you…

He looks at her when she doesn’t reply, and he notices her gazing almost longingly into the sky as a seagull flies overhead.

 

Song: "Flight"

At once, Sapphyre finds herself reaching upward, kicking her tail to rise and fall, almost dancing through the water. She leaps above, breaching like a while. All the while Christopher watches in awe.

When at last Sapphyre's dance concludes, he smiles wide. 

Chris: Wow... If I didn't know any better, I'd say you feel the most at home up here.

Phyre: ...So what if I do.

Chris: So… why do you? I have a feeling you're the only mermaid who does... that no others understand your connection.

Phyre: (eyes flash up) Connection?

Chris: (confused) ...What? 

Sapphyre darts under water.

Chris: (struggles to follow) Wait–what did I say??


This is the song that linked itself to Sapphyre and probably started this whole thing. It was at a ballet I was recording at my last job and I was floored watching little dancers swirl around to this gorgeous music, and being in my Sapphyre phase, the rest was history. And yes… I will continue the weird shallow dialog haha.

 

Song: "Love Dance"

Phyre: (remains turned away) I... I was not always a mermaid.

Chris: What do you mean?

Phyre: (looks over her shoulder) I was a human once. But I was captured. I was made to become who I am now. I woke up in a strange facility with no memory of who I was before–only that I was created... and that I was their prisoner.

Chris: Oh, Phyre–how? Why? Who would do such a thing?

Phyre: I don't know...

Chris: Then... how did you come to be here?

Phyre: (gazes to the surface) One of the men in the facility... he was kind to me. He helped me escape one night. I don't know what became of him, but I owe him my life... this life. Lady Aria found me hiding at the edge of the kelp forest. She took me in, brought me to the Enclave, and I learned how to become a mermaid. I tried to fit in... I tried to make friends and find a home...

Chris: But you were made to be on the surface, so it calls to you.

He draws close to her, turning her body to face his. 

Chris: And, perhaps, I was made to be here with you.

Phyre: ...Underwater?

Chris: Wherever you are...

They kiss, gently, then grow passionate. Sapphyre's tail curls around his legs, swirling them in the water between the tall strands of kelp and the surface of the water.

Phyre: I want to be wherever you are. Wherever you go–whatever you do...

Chris: Phyre... Sapphyre... I will go nowhere without you. 

Their foreheads touch. 

Chris: ...I love you.

Phyre's eyes open wide, only to drop closed as she holds him tighter.

Phyre: I love you too. 

 

Song: "Battlefield"

Voice: There!!

In Christopher's arms, Phyre gazes across the top of the kelp forest to find Lady Aria and a host of merkind approaching. They are dressed in crude armor and have weapons and shields, ready for battle.

Looking the opposite way, Christopher sees the Shark King and his army taking their place behind him. They also carry weapons and are covered in armor.

They at once pull apart to glance between the two groups, who approach until their lines are mere feet from each other–with Sapphyre and Christopher in between.

King: So! It IS true! You have been planning war!

Aria: And it is true that you have taken one of our own!

King: I have taken no one–YOU have sent your spy!

Keiki: And you have joined forces with the humans to attack us!

Aria: We have sent no spies! We have no allegiance with humans!

King: Then, who is this??

Chris: (boldly) I am Christopher–I am not a spy, and neither is Sapphyre! She saved me from drowning, and we have taken protection among the Kelp-Dwellers so that I may learn her ways!

Aria: Sapphyre–is this true? We thought you had been taken!

Phyre: It is true–I am sorry, Lady Aria. I did not realize I had caused so much concern…

Aria: You are one of us, my dear Phyre!

Kalli: Please–please come back home!

Sapphyre: (moved to tears) And… and Christopher?

Aria: He is welcome, too, if he wishes to remain here.

Sapphyre and Christopher look at each other and smile gratefully.

King: (incredulously) All of this has been… a misunderstanding??

Iolana: (nervously to Otieno) What are we to do now?? The King will have us beheaded!!

Otieno: (panicking, yells above the crowd) I–I don’t believe them! Why would they show up in full armor? Why would they be ready to fight??

Others chime in similarly.

Phyre: (Turning to the sharks) Please, we mean no harm to you or your kind!

Keiki: Lies!!

King: Keiki!!

But it is too late. In his youthful haste, Keiki throws a spear at Sapphyre. When she dodges, the spear instead strikes a merman in the army behind her.

Aria & King: No!!

Other merkind rush forward in retaliation as other sharks do the same. The chaos of battle at once erupts in the waters between the surface and the kelp forest.

During the battle, Christopher wields a spear and tries to fight, but without fins, he’s slow in the water and not much use. Iolana targets him, disarms him, and reels back to stab him with her own spear–only for Sapphyre to rush in his place. She is stabbed (the part where the song drops to just choir for a moment–chills, I tell you), but then struggles to continue fighting, wounding Iolana and driving her away.

As Sapphyre loses strength from her bleeding side, Christopher begins to lose his gills and struggles to get to the surface. They reach each other moments before the battle envelopes them. It rages on until shouts break the chaos.

King: No!!

Aria: Stop!!

At once, the two lines draw back to find Keiki has fallen. Filled with sorrow, the Shark King collects his son in his arms and cries with grief. Aria calls out for Sapphyre, but none can find her. When all realize what has happened and see what has been done–fallen bodies floating lifelessly as the wounded cower in the kelp among the kelp-dwellers–all slowly back away.

Sapphyre and Christopher are nowhere to be seen.

 

Song: “Aftermath”

As a mournful song fills the scene, Shael, his arm bandaged, and Kalli slowly drift near the kelp forest. A few merpeople are huddled on the outskirts, mending wounds and mourning losses.

Shael’s eyes find something on the ground. With horrified sorrow, he finds Sapphyre and Christopher lifeless at the sea floor. Christopher’s gills are gone, and Sapphyre’s body is torn, but they lie together, holding each other in their final moments.

Shael bows sorrowfully as Kalli joins his side and mourns, but when he looks up, he almost believes he sees Sapphyre and Christopher smiling at him from the edge of the kelp-forest. When he blinks again, he sees them no more.

Slowly, they turn and swim away.

 

………It’s a SAD ENDING. But the music is SAD! I didn’t know what to do with it! I think that contributed to why I stopped writing this one (also it’s really not a very complex plot or story or dialog or anythingggg…)

Ironically, I have since seen KA in Vegas, and the real story only has slightly more depth (it’s all pantomime and acrobatics)–but there’s also twice as many songs, AND it ends happily for the main characters. The evil village’s son gets killed in the battle and that ends the war, so I apparently got that part right. But the soundtrack doesn’t have the finale song, so here we are.

Anyway, hope you enjoyed that random trip down my memory lane!

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Sapphyre: A Tale - Part 4
Unfinished Comic Concept

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Song: "Threat"

Shael searches for Sapphyre... and finds her necklace at the edge of the kelp forest.

Kalli: Lady Aria! I've spoken to everyone! No one has seen Phyre!

Aria: Then it has been DAYS since she has been seen!

Kalli: She was alone a lot, but never for this long!


Brief time skip! I actually swapped 2 of the songs in the order on the album... hope no one notices :D

 

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Kalli: ...And I have to wonder... if it was my fault... I was rude to her... I shouldn't have said what I did. It's hard for her because... because of her... heritage.

Aria: (consolingly) Kallista, dear...

Shael: Lady Aria!!

Aria: Shael! What is it?

Shael: I... I found this...

Kalli: The necklace for Phyre!

Shael: ...Near the kelp forest.

Aria: ...No!

Kalli: You... you don't think...

Shael: I fear the SHARKS have taken her...

Kalli: Lady Aria-what should we do?

 

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Aria: ...We cannot risk war... we are not certain she was taken.

Kalli: Even if she doesn't think she is, she is still one of us.

Aria: ...And we will fight for her.

The scene transitions to the other side of the kelp forest.

Shark King: Otieno! Iolana!

Otieno: Sir.

Shark King: ...Where have you two been?

Otieno: We were scouting, sir. Like you said to. Patrolling the kelp forest and the outskirts of the Merkind's realm.

Iolana: And we found a MERMAID in the kelp forest.


Dorian as the scarred and bitter Shark King fits surprisingly well, hah. But do I remember his name? I do not.

 

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King: A mermaid?

Iolana: Yes... we have reason to believe she is a scout sent to spy on us.

Keiki: She's right!!

King: Keiki...

Keiki: But Father–

King: One mermaid alone is not a threat.

Iolana: She had a HUMAN with her.

King: ...Go on.

Iolana: This one is always alone... until now. It could be the merkind are using humans to better plan an attack!

Keiki: Father, we must do something! We must retaliate!

King: We cannot be so quick to fight, my son... To engage the Merkind in battle will mean casualties on both sides, and we are still recovering our numbers.


Keiki looks like he may be based on Henri from the Elemental Guardians fanfic who later grew up to become Phoenix in ToAG. Also still no one seems to be baffled by why a human is underwater but ok!

 

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King: However... if what you say is true, it would be best to prepare than to be caught off guard.

Keiki: So we will fight them?

Iolana: Should we prepare for war?

King: Yes. Prepare for war. But if there is no threat... (gazes at Iolana and Otieno) ...it will be on YOUR heads.

Iolana's form mirrors Sapphyre as they gaze blankly onward.

Chris: Phyre! (cozies up to her) Still as elusive as ever.

Phyre: I was waiting for you.

Chris: I suppose I did say I wanted to come up for air again.

The two swim up to the surface, past the edge of the kelp forest.


….AND that's all that's drawn. I'll try to fill in the rest of the story as best as I can remember using the music in one last part!

 

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