Firebrand Risk
Kalon 6
May 07, 2025

Kalon perused a cardboard book with colored locks of hair taped in as she sat in one of the overstuffed chairs meant for waiting customers. She glanced up to follow Strauss cross the salon with her green eyes, watching her grab clippers from a drawer, and then returning to browsing.

“Just tell me now if you are actually here to color your hair, or if you’ll back out again.”

Kalon fiddled with the two hoops in her left earlobe. “I’m mulling it over.”

“You’ve had green, and then shock yellow, and then purple hair. Just pick something so that I can have the dye ready.”

“Innit likes my natural hair.” She pulled at random locks in her curly bob. “Can’t say why. It’s such a drab shade of brown.”

“Bother Innit!” Strauss waved her buzzing clippers passionately. “You’re the one wearing it. You should like it.”

Kalon smirked. “And you get to play with my hair, and be paid for it.”

“A small factor, friend.” She forcefully turned her customer’s head to buzz off his other sideburn. “I quite like my natural color, but even I put in a few lowlights. It makes it pop.”

“What would the high and lows be for such a mousy brown? Some shade of grey? More brown? I won’t go blonde again. That was a mistake.”

“It washed you out. Made you look ill. I did try to warn you.”

She fingered the unbuttoned top button of her cardigan, putting the book away with a sigh. She watched out the large window, knowing it was the direct route to the library and knowing Innit was due to arrive within the hour.

“Thank you, sir, for your business. See you in two weeks!”

Kalon gave a friendly smile and nod to the departing patron, uncrossing her legs to stand. She leaned her elbows up on the counter to watch Strauss busy about getting things ready for whatever random walk-ins would come.

“I should bring Innit by. Let you do something with his hair.”

“It is the second quickest way to my good side.”

“Only the second?”

Strauss held up her piercing needle. “Nothing quite like willingly being stabbed by me to win me over.” She frowned, shaking her head. “I know you’re growing it out, but letting the ends frizz is not going to help. Let me trim it. Just a few centimeters to give it shine. Completely free, of course.”

She shrugged and went to one of the salon chairs. She twisted it to gaze out the window as Struass pulled a comb and shears from their places.

“Pop off that sweater, Kalon. I don’t want to get little hair bits on it. They’ll never come out.”

“Oh.” Kalon turned pink. “Yes.” She cleared her throat. “I don’t have a blouse on under here.”

“Laundry day?”

“...Sure.”

“I was wondering why it was all buttoned except the top two. Normally the other way round for that. Well, so long as you have your bra, I don’t see the problem. I’ll turn you away from the window and lock the door. Any walk-ins can wait outside five minutes.”

Kalon braced in front of the chair, slowly undoing the buttons on her cardigan. She shut her eyes as she slid it off.

“Kalon?”

She peeked at Strauss with one eye. “Yes?” Kalon crossed her arms over her black lacy bra. “Can we hurry? I’m rather chilly.”

“Is that red rash on your tit a reaction to the lace?” Strauss raised her eyebrows. “Looks an awful lot like a love bite.”

Kalon turned scarlet and clamped her hand over the mark. She searched for an excuse, squirming under Strauss’s scrutinizing stare. She took a breath and allowed her hands to rest in her lap. She gave her friend a small smile, shrugging.

“You let him under your shirt!” Strauss covered her mouth. “Kalon! Are you mad? You can’t do that. He’ll go for more!” She rushed to stand between Kalon and the large window. “What if this gets around?”

“What of it?”

Strauss stared, agape. “What of…? You can’t be serious. Your reputation as the brilliant granddaughter of the librarian would evaporate, just to start. You have a shot to have an actual marriage pool, you know. Not like me with the two random townie boys asking if I was available.”

“Aren’t you marrying one of those random boys in a few months?”

“Perhaps this autumn if our savings–. Don’t distract me!”

She inspected the mark on the mirror while Strauss huffed on. It had been more purple yesterday. It was healing quickly, a testament to the care in which it was placed.

“Good thing he didn't bite.”

“Excuse me?” Strauss looked ready to scream. “Did you just whisper about this bloke biting you? Does he bite you?’

“I was never going to have a marriage pool.” Kalon crossed her legs. “I wasn't sure anyone would even consider marrying me.”

“You're doing grand making sure no one ever would!” Strauss threw herself into the neighboring chair. “If you keep going on, if you go any further, then it'll get out and you'll just be known as some… practice girl.”

Kalon dropped her hands to her lap, picking at her eggplant nails. She dragged her fingers off her lap and dug them into her stomach. She went to stand, but Strauss stopped her, muttering about how she still needed a trim. They were absent their usual chatter and eye contact; Kalon not meeting her own reflected eyes, instead looking at the mark just above her lacy bra line.

She had heard the term ‘practice girl’ before, and from Strauss. She had read about them, knew the term was more recent but the idea of there being a difference between marriageable and unmarriageable people–not just women–was older than the records. She was the unmarriageable.

“You’re beautiful and brilliant, Kalon.” Strauss fluffed Kalon’s hair to assess her work. “I don’t understand why you have this strange mindset that you’re lesser.” She hummed. “You stuck with purple longest, but I’d bet a primary would look killer. Not yellow, of course. A more minty green would work too.”

Kalon donned her cardigan, slowly fastening the buttons. Her insides writhed as she watched Strauss clean the shears.

“I need to tell you something. Before I came to live here….” She tensed at Strauss’s prickly gaze. “If I tell  you that I’ve been….” She chipped at her nail polish. “Do you remember when we first met at the library? What books you’d ask me to fetch for you?”

Strauss smiled sheepishly. “Trashy, graphically written, paperback romances.” She laughed. “We were so young. So innocent. So curious.” She giggled. “Mr. Gousa never would have fetched those for me had I asked.”

“Except, I wasn’t curious. I never had the chance to experience that curiosity… because….” Her eyes stung. She was shaking. “And any curiosity I may’ve had with Innit has gone.”

Kalon jumped to her feet as Strauss sank back into the nearest chair. She paced in her heels, picking her nails and avoiding direct eye contact. The glimpse of her friend in her peripherals was enough to see Strauss was processing and connecting the vagueness of her statements.

“Your grandparents–?”

“They aren’t my real grandparents. Gramps paid a single twenty note for me. That was all it took to save my life.”

“Then… the confusion over when their son died…?”

“It was shortly after leaving home, not just a handful of years ago.”

“Explains why you were not upset when you came to live here. And always looked as if someone slapped you across the face when they offered sympathies.” Strauss leaned into her hands, elbows propped on her knees, staring at the floor. “This is quite a lot to absorb.”

“I know.” Kalon eased into the chair next to her. “I’ve wanted to tell you for ages. It’s just… how?” She played with her unbuttoned top button. “I did not foresee a love bite being the catalyst. Though, I also didn’t foresee someone like Innit coming along.”

Strauss grew chilly. “Does this bloke of yours know about this?”

“He does. Not the explicit details, but he can imagine them well enough.”

“Oh, Kalon.” Strauss covered her mouth, exhaustedly. “He’s taking advantage then.”

“He’s not.” She shrunk away from Stauss’s glare. “I can promise you, that he isn’t.”

“Then, he’s marrying you?” She launched to her feet. “Has he asked? Have you spoken about it? Has he even told you he loves you?”

“H-he will!”

“Why should he?” She waved her hands at her in frustration. “What incentive does he have? You just leapt into bed with him, and let him do whatever! He can bolt anytime!” She gripped at her elbows. “And you let him know! You let this… this… stranger know your vulnerabilities, let him defile–.”

“Shut it, Strauss!” Kalon was up on her feet, breathing heavy. “I only just let you in on this. Don’t think you know a thing about it!”

She stormed outside, furiously wiping the tears streaming from her eyes. She stopped to collect herself once the library came into view. She forced a smile and trotted over to meet Innit out front, throwing her arms around him.

“You just saw me yesterday.” He frowned. “Your eyes look red.”

“Must’ve gotten hair in them when Stauss trimmed me.”

“I reckon that could make sense….”

She hugged his arm. “Help me with my rounds?”

“Just for a little.” He toyed with her fingers, keeping his eyes down. “I had something to look into.”

She did not ask for details, simply leading him into the library. She flashed a smile to Gramps as she dragged Innit by. She left him at the top of the stairs as she went to collect her bat, then ushered him off to the second floor.

She stopped wiping down spines with her dusting cloth once they reached a study alcove. She eased up on the desk, letting her boots lightly scrape the wooden floor as she kicked them. Innit had not spoken to her since they entered the library, and now was not looking her way at all. He made passive passes on the covers with his own rag.

“Is something the matter?”

“Just a lot on my mind, I reckon.” He allowed his arm to drop heavily. “I’m goin’ to let you get on with your chores. Reckon the old man will be cool with me campin’ down in the study hall without an escort?”

“Perhaps, but I would need to escort you to him so you could ask.”

“Could come back later….” He rubbed his mouth, musingly. “Ain’t much reason to hang ‘round right now.”

Kalon’s breath caught in her throat. She set her rag aside, clearing her throat loudly to gain his attention. She undid the third button on her cardigan.

“I wouldn’t say you have no reason to be here….”

“Well….” His eyes lingered before he tore them away to glance out from the alcove. “Can’t say it ain’t mighty temptin’.... I don’t know if I’m up for it. My mind just ain’t stoppin’ wanderin’.”

She grabbed his shirt, pulling him forward. She guided him down for a kiss, raking her painted nails over his head and across the back of his neck as he eagerly obliged. She turned her face, biting her lip. She squeezed her eyes shut as his fingers undid the rest of her cardigan.

“Stop!” She shoved him back. “Stop it!”

“What?” He looked around wildly. “What happened? Someone creep up on us?”

Kalon wiped the tears rapidly falling from her eyes, shaking her head.

His brow knitted. “Kalon, you all right?”

She nodded frantically. A whimper escaped her lips when she tried to verbalize that she was fine. She jumped, jolting straight at the touch on her chest, and crying anew when she saw it was Innit rebuttoning her sweater. He adamantly avoided eye contact.

“Am I practice?”

“Practice for what?” He held her shoulders, assessing the completely buttoned sweater, and still avoiding her gaze. “That’ll do it.”

“Do you like sleeping with me?”

Innit tensed and stepped back. “That sounds like a trap….”

“It’s not. I’m only asking because you never said so.”

He eyed her warily. “Thought it was plain as day. What’s with the questions? You ain’t actin’ like yourself.”

She shook her head, rubbing her forehead and biting her lip to stop the tears from coming back. She lunged for him as he tried to move even further away, snagging his shirt with both hands.

“Innit….”

He paused, inched nearer. He stroked her cheek, and kissed her.

“I’ll come back tonight. I really do got some stuff to look into. And, you….” He trailed off awkwardly. “Later. Okay?”

She did not answer more than bobbling her head. She did not trust to keep from sobbing.

---

The cardigan was discarded and replaced with a heavy, leather corset over what would have been a billowy tunic otherwise. She opted for the loosest to assure the top of her reddish bruise peek out; a reminder for Innit to look at. The tulle skirt she had worn she replaced with skin-tight pleather pants that had the other hem restitched with bright pink.

Kalon held her breath as she pulled the zipper up, exhaling once it reached the top. She flattened her hands on her stomach.

“Kalon! Vern says that boy is here again!”

She scrambled her hands over her vanity, hearing the knock on her door and the creak of it opening.

Grams looked her over, looked over at the outfit she had changed from. She pointed at the spiked choker in Kalon’s hands.

“Quite the accessory for a dinner date.”

“I doubt this is a date.”

Grams eyed her corsetline. “Really? Then, my suggestion is to wear it. Now, hurry or Vern will get cross.”

Kalon hastily fastened the choker on as she headed past Grams out of her room. Her ears picked up every heavy step of her spiked boots as she crossed through the library to the entrance.

The furrow on Gramps’s brow showed Kalon had taken too long. His unwelcoming stance coupled with his hand resting on his holstered pistol kept Innit hovering with a foot out the door.

“Ah, here she is. Off to eat, my dear?” Gramps looked pointedly at Innit. “Does your work allow you pocket money enough for a meal, or does my granddaughter need extra?”

“Bye, Gramps.” Kalon grabbed Innit’s arm and dragged him off. “Back in a bit!”

“I'm startin’ to reckon he don't think much of me….” Innit stuffed his hands in his pockets. “I can pay. I still got some money left.” He squirmed. “I ain't ever been to a restaurant. This ain't one of those places you see in magazines with crystal and gold forks, right?”

“Gold forks? What kind of magazine was this?”

“Some bridal thing. Can’t say what it was called with the cover missin’.”

Kalon’s heart leapt. She pried Innit’s hand from his pocket, lacing her fingers with his and leaning up against him. He pulled his arm away, wrapping it around her shoulders to give her an easier way to snuggle up to his side.

He flinched. “Forgot how pointy that necklace was.”

“I didn't mean to put it on.” She fingered a sharp spike. “Grams caught me holding it, and I panicked.”

“Here I was reckonin’ you were mad at me.”

“No, no, of course not! I just….”

She was aware of the tightness of her pants and heaviness of her corset. There was a threatening way her heels cracked against the stone walking path.

She broke from under his arm, briskly going to the corner where the path diverged. “All the cheapest, tastiest places are down this way. Come on, hurry it up. I'm starved!”

Kalon slowed her pace as she studied the awnings that separated the eateries from the rest of the identical, blanched stone buildings. The usual cafes for a quick bread were ruled out. The atmosphere needed more romance, but not to the point that Innit would start studying the forks to gauge what metal they were.

She chose a small eatery with spiced, buttery smells rolling out of the large, open windows. The tablecloths being a pale green–some with bleach stains–gave her a good feeling on the prices.

Innit looked around as they took their seats. “Seems crowded for such a small place.”

“But it’s quite quaint.” Kalon looked over her shoulder. “I believe it’s connected to the bunkhouse above. Some of the crowd must be guests coming and going.”

“Bunkhouse? Like a motel? Maybe I’ll check the prices.”

She smirked. “Is that so?”

“It’s closer to the library. I wouldn’t need to walk as far–.” He tinted red. “I meant for the next time I’m in town! For sleepin’. At night. After the hangin’ out.” He grabbed a menu. “They just list the food, right?”

She took her own menu, gazing over the top. She nudged his ankle with her toes, looking away as he shot her an accusatory glance.

The server bubblingly addressing them as sweethearts threw Innit off, so Kalon ordered for them. She felt his leg bouncing beneath the table, aware his eyes were slowly taking in each surrounding table. She rested her chin on her hand to hide her growing smile.

“You’re particularly handsome this evening.”

Innit jolted. “I’m…. Thanks?” He tugged at his worn shirt. “I-I didn’t change or anything….” He cleared his throat. “You too.” His eyes widened in horror. “Pretty. I meant you’re pretty. And I like those pants.”

“Really?” She pressed her hand to the tight pleather cutting into her stomach. “I thought you hated these?”

“Nah, I like watchin’ you walk ‘round in them. They’re just a pain to get off.” Innit shot a squirrely look at their server. “At least when I wear them.”

The server widened his eyes as if he had seen too much, lowering their food in front of them. He gave them a stiff smile, a nod, and hurried off with the air of needing to divulge a scandal.

Innit groaned into his hands. “All these townies’ll think I wear your clothes.”

She nudged his shin with her toe. “It was chivalrous.”

“Or now all y’all’ll reckon we’ve got a fetish and made it worse.” He leaned back in his chair with a sigh. “We ain’t exactly discreet as is. That waiter picked up we have something goin’ on, and I ain’t ever seen him before.”

“You’re worrying too much.” She picked up her tea, holding it to her lips. “I dare say we won’t have to worry so much longer. Give them other things to talk about if they are talking at all. Which, I still doubt.”

“What sort of thing–?”

Kalon spit her tea onto the floor, coughing. She muttered apologies to Innit as he smacked her back wild-eyed, and muttered more to the server cleaning up.

“Ginger.” Kalon wiped her mouth. “I ordered ginger tea. That was chamomile. I can’t drink that.” She slumped against her chair, taking deep breaths. “Just water. Please.”

Innit eased back into his seat. His blue eyes were still wild, now darting around the restaurant, patrons, and table as if searching for anyone or anything that could cause harm, but not knowing what type of harm to expect.

Kalon urged him to eat, and sold the point by starting on her own food. She stared unseeingly at the plate on the table, munching. Fragments swirled in her head; licorice contains glycyrrhizin, chamomile is best avoided, canned fish shown to have high mercury, strenuous activities can be dangerous, listen to classical music.

“Kalon!”

She jumped, smiling apologetically. Innit’s tone suggested he had tried several times to engage her, and the knitting of his brow showed each failed attempt caused more fret.

“You ain’t actin’ normal. Did something happen?”

“I fought with my friend.” 

She swallowed at the quickness she blurted that out. It did bother her when she thought on it, which she had been trying not to do since scaring Innit off earlier that day. She had never had more than a mild argument with Strauss, always on something meaningless in the end. Innit–and everything that went along with him–were not meaningless.

“Friends fight. Don't worry too much on it.”

“Do you and Khoa fight often?”

He gave her a perplexed stare. “Me and Khoa ain't friends, but, yeah, I reckon we do.”

“Strauss and I don’t fight. We have disagreements on things, but nothing like this.” She brushed the mark on her chest. “She saw this, and… I told her we’ve been intimate.”

Innit choked on his salad. “Why? Couldn’t you’ve lied, or something?”

Kalon pulled her loose top in an attempt to hide the bruise. Her hand shook. She bit her lip as her eyes stung.

“I-I told her, in few words, about what happened when I was a girl….”

His agitation ebbed, minus the leg bouncing that she could feel under the table. He lightly touched her hand, encouraging her to drop her fork to take his.

“I reckon it shocked her.” He rubbed her fingers gently. “It’ll be all right.”

“Have you ever told anyone?”

“Branch and Magpie. But, I reckon Magpie figured out something was wrong with me long before that.” Innit grimaced. “He’s got good eyes.” He gave her hand a squeeze before returning to his food. “Your friend ain’t as psychotic as mine were. It’ll be fine.”

“I didn’t tell her we had… similarities. I merely told her what happened to me–more or less–and that we’ve been–.”

“Ssh! Don’t need all y’all knowin’ what we get up to. Your grandpa carries a gun.”

She laughed lightly, going back to her food. She chased a crouton around. Innit was once more silent; his own eyes burning a hole through his bowl.

“Are you upset I told Strauss?”

“What?” He looked up with a start. “No.” He shrugged, returning to the remains of his food. “Reckon your judgement is good. If you think tellin’ her was right, it probably is.”

“Even telling her about us? Have you told anyone?”

He snorted. “Like who?”

“Khoa. Actually, no, that wouldn’t be wise.” She sucked on the end of her fork. “And Branch is too young….”

Innit scratched his fork across a soggy piece of lettuce. “The only person I might’ve said anything to, I can never talk to again.”

Kalon’s chest ached as she watched him return to being subdued. She would need to speak to Strauss tomorrow, even if she was still upset with her. It was unlikely either of them would die in the night, but she could not leave things how they were for long.

The last couple of months had made it easy for her to forget how Innit looked when they first met. He never spoke more than a few fragments here and there about his friend, and never about what it was like to lose him. All her whining about an argument with hers would have dredged up memories.

Kalon kept a polite smile on her face as their server wandered off with their dishes to fetch the bill. She let it drop at Innit’s picking of the table cloth.

“I don't believe you ever mentioned where it was you were staying? In town, yes? Surely not at Bex's.”

“Definitely not.”

Her heart jumped as he started fishing in his pocket. She frowned as he pulled out paper bills. She took off her spiked choker, muttering about the tightness and fiddling with it. She had done an excellent job of destroying the mood. She may have been able to salvage it after her panic if she had not blurted about her fight with Strauss.

She led him away from the eateries the opposite direction. The road ended at a large concrete clearing set before a massive building made up of long rectangles, those built by white bricks and capped with a dark, slate roof. The clearing was dimly lit by simple lamps made of glass and iron. There was a faint smell of earth from the cracks beneath their feet, showing that the concrete was made up of tiles that now had nature attempting to spring through.

“What is this place?”

“The palace.” Kalon snaked her arm with his. “Lovely, isn’t it? There’s a whole committee of residents that take care of it. Well, the outside. I’m told the inside has long been looted.”

She leaned against him, resting her head on his shoulder as she watched the warm, lantern glow. There was a stiffness in his torso that had not been there during other outings. They were alone, so it had nothing to do with eyes upon them. She rubbed the ring finger of his left hand.

“Is something the matter?” She frowned as he stared into the night sky. “You seem preoccupied. You were distracted at the library earlier too.”

“Just got a lot on my mind.”

She felt his cheek. “You do look tired. Your mind must be keeping you up at night.”

He smiled weakly.

She took a longer route away from the palace, pausing outside the ruins of a cathedral and again at a natural rock formation dripping crisp water. She hesitated as the road forked; turn right and they would arrive outside the library complex, while left would delay this. There was nothing immediately to the left that would spark romantic notions. There was nothing of particular interest except the roundabout, but dragging Innit to gawk at an intersection was too desperate, and she had surpassed her limit in heels some time back.

“Uh, Kalon? You ain’t lost, are you?”

“Pardon?” She forced a laugh. “I live here.”

“Okay, okay, no need to get all defensive.” He pointed to the left. “I can just make out the traffic circle clearin’. I know how to get to my motel from there, and know how to get to the library from there.”

She glanced right, and took his hand. “Lead on.”

The walk was silent and mildly uncomfortable. Kalon was increasingly aware of the pain in her feet, the tightness of her pants cutting into her abdomen. She tried to be discrete as she tugged the waist and hold Innit’s hand, but there was little way he would not have noticed. Her heart kept skipping as she tried not to think of how she was ruining the moment once more.

Strauss called her practice, but she did not understand the connection she and Innit had. She would prove her wrong tomorrow when she went to apologize. She could admit her friend was worried, thank her for that worry, and then share her news.

“This is it.”

They stood outside a blanched brick and cobbled path building attached to several others. A sign was welded to the iron gate that separated the grounds from the narrow street: Turgot Rue Hotel.

“You’re so close.”

“You recognize where you are now?”

“If I’m honest, I did from the start.” She wrapped her arms around his neck. “I wanted to walk with you longer.”

He rested his hands on her hips, but the smile on his lips faltered. He lowered his eyes, his shoulders slumping.

“Kalon…. I got something important to say.”

Her heart fluttered, and she pulled him into a kiss.

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Now the territory of 'what-if' but don't go too deeply and also 'character study' but also not that deep. Because of how they were abused, Kalon and Innit both wouldn't have the healthiest view/relationship/judgement with sex. Kalon for certain does go off, marry, have kids, ect. so there would be some differences in if it was some unknown guy verses if it was Innit, but either way the deciding to follow the passion would be a big deal, the letting someone get that close would be a big deal, but because I'm not going too deep, the moments leading up to that (Kalon would freak out and balk, not just go with it) I didn't include. Partly because the conversations are very different if random or if Innit, and I don't want to get attatched to either one. And all this goes for Innit too. Deciding it would be okay--or just getting too carried away to worry about everything might be more likely, lol--would be a huge deal, but since it's a 'what-if-ish' I didn't want to get attached to any character development that would happen, because he might not get that still. I'm also being vague with time because it gets jumbled in my head, but I'd say they've known each other six months, if that, and Innit vanished for probably two months or so.

If you think back on the Magpie 'what-if' (his what-if being more the ending part, because let's be real here) Innit tells Maggy in a quick sum-up how his relationship with Kalon came about. I'm also caught up again, but it is heading towards the end at long last.

Oh, and because I completely forgot to do this on the other 5 sections, Kalon has an AI song: Quiet Riot in the Library by WryBongo1833 | Suno

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The sun was starting to set and Amias still had not turned up. Nellie sat out on the patio to enjoy the pink and gold sky while she waited, her feet propped up on a poofy ottoman. The lightning bugs were starting to twinkle on the woodline in the distance.

The sliding door opened some feet behind her.

“--be glad to get home,” Ava said. “It’s fun enough here, but I miss my friends.”

“What about that one girl,” her mom asked. “Isn’t she in your school?”

“Yeah… but it’s not the same,” Ava muttered. “I didn’t even bother inviting her to come with us tonight.”

Nellie slumped lower in her chair and slowly brought her legs to her chest, curling into a time ball to be as small as possible. It worked, and the Wagners passed without noticing her.

She sat with the sky darkening to red and the lightning bugs coming out in full force, her head full of a dull buzzing. It would make perfect sense for Ava to miss Emma, Olivia, and Sophia. They’d all known each other since elementary school. There was still something about what Ava said, about her tone, that was causing Nellie’s chest to tighten and the corners of her eyes to prickle.

“Good evening, my lamb. Were you waiting out for me?”

Amias still looked like a younger, tanner Victor Price. He held the handle of a sleek roller back in one hand, the other holding the strap of an overstuffed leather satchel across his body.

Nellie launched herself off the chair, and threw her arms around his middle, nearly knocking him back down the steps. She gave a sob as he patted her auburn waves.

“I wasn’t aware we crossed into this familiarity, my dear, but I’m glad of it,” Amias teased. He put his arm around her shoulders, giving her a squeeze. “There, there. Come, let’s go inside. The nastier nature wakes up when the sun goes down.”

They settled in the small den where the kids typically gathered to read their letters. It was dark and quiet, out of the way of the more common gathering areas like the large parlor, living room, and dining room.

Amias left briefly to make a cup of tea; Nellie declining his offer to make her a cup too with the summer heat seeping in through the slightly opened window. He propped his foot on his knee, gave his cup a smooth blow, and sipped.

“Ah, better,” he sighed. “Now then, my dear, you looked quite distressed. Anything your godfather can help with?”

“Not unless you speak teenaged girl better than I do,” Nellie muttered.

“Alas, not one of my many talents.” He smiled sympathetically. “Brue was a misfit magnet. I’m sure she went to her mother with such hardships as you have.”

“So… does that make you a misfit,” Nellie asked, a small smirk forming on her lips.

“Bite your tongue,” Amias said, hiding his own smirk behind his tea cup.

They spent the next fifteen minutes talking about little things. Amias and Nathalie apparently kept in touch with the occasion text or email, and she told him how she was unable to visit. He offered to substitute for her. He hadn’t seen much of the Regere since he returned from dropping off Morgan, typically accompanying Morgan’s mother Evora who was now very busy meeting various heads of state.

Nellie mentioned that Ira had come back to have similar meetings with chapters of the Order of Ferblanc and the Keepers. She did not mention the Piasa Bird, but she caught Amias eyeing the scar from her recently removed stitches once or twice.

“It sounds an awful lot like there really will be a new country,” Nellie said. “That’s so weird.”

“How so?”

“I guess I just think of the countries as set in stone,” she said. “But they aren’t. Even now, you get countries that fall and rise and everything in between. It’s just… weird.”

“It isn’t as common as it was, but, yes, they do change,” Amias said. He frowned into his empty cup and set it aside. “It’ll be good for the Auctorita to have true stability. We’ve had deals fail before because we were seen as illegitimate having no real boundaries. And, perhaps, I’ll have a title that means something instead of just ‘that dashing man following Evora at times’. My resume looks like it has a fifteen year gap in it.”

“Oi, Nellie, are you—Oh?” Arch appeared in the doorway. He straightened himself with a curious eye on Amias. “Sorry. Didn’t know Nellie had any visitors.” He pointed over his shoulder. “Mrs. Adams called us for supper five minutes ago. She’ll be cross if you’re any later.”

Nellie jumped to her feet. “Arch, this is my godfather Amias. Arch is a mage.”

“I recognized one of my own,” Aimas said with a nod.

“Amias…? Hang on, you aren’t Amias Baig, are you,” Arch asked. His mouth slowly dropped open on Amias’s–not at all bashful–nod. “You–you’re a founding member of the Auctorita!”

“You are?”

“I am,” Amias said smugly.

“Oh, sir, allow me to shake your hand,” Arch said, hurrying over and enthusiastically yanking Amias’s hand up and down. “As a mage, sir, it’s an honor. You’ve taught the Regere himself a thing or two!”

“You did?”

“I did, yes,” Amias said, enjoying the attention. He freed himself from Arch. “Care to show us to the dining room? I haven’t graced these halls in an age. I don’t remember where it is.”

Arch giddily led the way from the den. Nellie would not have been terribly shocked if he started skipping. She slowed her pace a bit to force Amias to do the same, putting a few extra feet between them and their escort.

“I thought the Regere was an all powerful mage,” Nellie asked in a low voice. “The magic I sense off him is…” She didn’t want to use ‘weird’ anymore, and crazy seemed just as bad.

“Quite, but he’s young,” Amias said. He gave a snort, shaking his head. “Probably stupid we appointed him the leader when the Auctorita formed, as young as he was, but it has all turned out for the best. Brue was a big part of that. She grounded him. Played the big sister role beautifully.” He pat her shoulder. “Now, my lamb, allow me to enjoy all this extra attention a moment.” He sped up to walk in step with Arch. “Have you heard about the disastrous time the Regere and I had outside Kabul?”

Amias was exuberantly greeted by Silas, and introduced to Brittney. The three of them seemed to grow louder and louder, and crowded the head of the table swapping stories. The kids were almost ignored; Mrs. Adams still kept a sharp eye on them from the end of the table to stop them from horsing around too much or using poor etiquette.

Morgan kicked her under the table. “You could have told me you were waiting for Amias,” he sulked. “We would’ve had a few moments together to speak of things.”

“Things urgent enough for you to assault me,” Nellie grumbled. She speared a roasted potato.

“He’s a link to my father, and do you remember what I was asking my father about on your behalf,” Morgan asked. His eyes darted to Fin, Itzel, Brody, and Arden, double checking that they were consumed with whatever it was they were talking about. “He’s supposed to tell us where your father is.”

“I don’t think that’s secret enough for you to be kicking me,” Nellie said.

Morgan huffed, and tore a large chuck of meat off his chicken thigh with his teeth.

“Master Morgan,” Mrs. Adams called down, “manners!”

Amias was having too much fun with Silas and Brittney, so Nellie, Morgan, and the other children were dismissed from the table by Mrs. Adams without much acknowledgement from the adults. Morgan huffed and fumed the entire way up to his room. Nellie was glad to be rid of him.

Nellie detangled her auburn waves in front of her vanity mirror, not really seeing herself. She hadn’t considered that Amias would be coming with news of Rhys. She hadn’t given her father much thought since Morgan said he’d ask for her, partly assuming–or hoping–he was ignored.

There was also the sick feeling she got when she remembered what she overheard Ava saying that evening. Her mind leapt back to when Ira picked her up so many months ago, asked her if the girls were friends, and Nellie’s instinct said they were not. It was possible that instinct was right all along.

Ira said people like them could make friends, but said he hadn’t. He tried to brush it off as the social differences between boys and girls–and it turned out he was a prince so that surely had some impact too–but Nellie couldn’t stop thinking he could’ve been lying to give her hope. False hope, like about finding Brue.

Penny still believed she would find Keena Fox despite having no memories of her.

Nellie scribbled on the notepad next to her bed: Text Penny. Ask if people like us make friends. Then, she crawled under the covers on her sleigh style bed, and passed out.

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Amias was in the den the next morning wearing a velveteen dressing gown over his satin green pajama set. He had a newspaper resting against his knee and a small cup of coffee in his hand halfway to his lips.

“Ah, good morning,” he greeted. “Sleep all right? I was up half the night myself due to nature sounds.” He shuddered. “Crickets and coyotes and that blasted big foot.”

“Did you only come here because I had no visitors, or did the Regere send you with a message,” Nellie asked plainly.

He glanced into his cup, took a drink, and set it aside with his brows furrowed. He folded up his newspaper and set it across his lap like a paper blanket.

“Just jumping right into it with both feet this morning, are we? Two things can be true, Perenelle. Yes, I wanted to see you and Nathalie and I thought I should visit since she could not.” He heaved a breath. “And, yes, the Regere gave me a message to take along.”

“Which came first,” Nellie asked. “The message or you planning to visit?”

“Does that matter?” He groaned as she folded her arms. “Of course it does. You are so very like your father at times. It’s astounding. My visit came first, my lamb, since you insist on knowing. I was packing my socks, specifically, when Evora came to ask me to dinner. She asked why, I said I was going to visit you and Master Morgan, she said ‘oh perfect timing’ and had me go speak to the Regere to see if he even wanted me to pass on the message.”

“Which he did.”

“Yes; which he did,” Amias said. He smiled weakly. “Does that satisfy you?”

It made her feel a lot better knowing she had been Amias’s focus, not being ordered to visit to pass on some message. She gave a small nod and took the chair next to his.

“You’re allowed to come and go as you want then,” Nellie asked.

“I beg your pardon,” Amias said. “Were you under the assumption I needed permission from the Regere for every little thing in my life?” Nellie shrugged. “He’s the leader of the Auctorita, but he doesn’t control our lives. It is as if… What’s an analogy an American pre-teen would understand? I’m drawing a blank.”

“But he is your boss, isn’t he,” Nellie asked. Amias looked horrified at the notion but didn’t correct her. “Can’t he fire you if you don’t obey him? Or worse, with him being an all powerful mage?”

“All powerful is a stretch….”

“Not much of one.”

Nellie jumped at the sudden, cool voice and quickly found Morgan hovering in the doorway with a disgruntled expression on his face. His dark hair was still unkempt from sleep, and he still wore his pajamas and slippers. He held a napkin with both hands that was piled with buttered toast.

“I was waiting for you in the dining hall,” Morgan said. “Thought we’d eat and then go speak to Amias. Together.”

“I wasn’t hungry,” Nellie said, quickly adding, “then,” as her stomach gave a rumble.

Morgan’s scowl deepened.

“Now, now, Master Morgan, nothing has been said,” Amias said, a hint of pleading in his tone. “Come. Sit. You can have my seat if you wish. I plan on dropping off my cup once I’ve delivered the message anyhow.”

A rush of anger flared in Nellie’s chest as Morgan went and settled himself into Amias’s chair. He still looked disgruntled at the very idea that they would speak without him but there was now a smugness in his expression.

“What if I don’t want Morgan to hear the message,” Nellie asked, narrowing her eyes at her cousin.

Amias paled. His eyes darted from Nellie to Morgan–now glaring back at her–and back. He silently pleaded not to be put in that situation, but Nellie stubbornly folded her arms and crossed her legs.

“Master Morgan,” Amias said, his voice higher, “would you mind terribly to—?”

Morgan leapt up. He threw down the toast on the small table between the chair and stormed from the den.

Amias sank back into the empty chair while Nellie salvaged the toast. She was starting to get very hungry.

“Why must you antagonize him,” Amias muttered.

“Why must you cater to him,” Nellie asked. “He’s acting like a spoiled brat.”

“He is.”

“Well, I’m not in the mood for it today,” Nellie said. She took a large bite of her toast, disappointed that it was now cold so more like wet, buttered cardboard. “I’ll tell him the message later. So… what is it?”

“China,” Amias said plainly. “The Regere last had eyes on the Commander in China.”

“China,” Nellie said slowly. “That’s… broad. He doesn’t have a city or something to go off?”

“If he did, he did not mention them,” Amias said. “All he said was to tell you that Rhys was in China. I must say, I was rather shocked by that. Brue wouldn’t have been caught dead in China as a human.” He shivered. “Dreadful place. I’ve seen what they do to street food there.”

She doubted Rhys would have been loitering around the city streets if he really was in China. The countryside, particularly the mountains, did look mystical in pictures she’d seen. She imagined it would be a good place for a dragon to live. 

How Rhys, a blond European, was supposed to get to those mountains was an entirely different question. From what little Nellie knew about the country, it did not exactly like outsiders wandering around without escort and she highly doubted he would have let a government official know why he was really there.

“Does the Auctorita work in China,” Nellie asked.

“My lamb, the Auctorita is truly global,” Amias said proudly. “We have footholds everywhere. Why, I believe we even send a researcher or two to Antarctica. For what end, I have no idea.”

“Does Rhys have any sway with members,” Nellie asked. “If he asked them to smuggle him into the country and out of the cities, would they?”

“Very likely, though I imagine that would put them at risk, and I’m unsure he would do that to lowly footsoldiers having once been one himself.”

She wondered if Amias meant they would be in trouble with the Regere or the Chinese government, but did not ask which. Hearing how far her uncle’s reach went was enough to cause the hairs on the back of her neck to prickle. It was no wonder why Nathalie and Uncle Winston were so wary of him. That type of power and control was too much for anyone.

“Thanks, Amias,” Nellie said, rocking up to her feet. “I’m going to go tell Morgan.”

“Rather fast, isn’t it?”

She shrugged and left Amias to his newspaper. She didn’t have to go far to find Morgan. He was waiting around the next turn in the hall with his hazel eyes narrowed at her.

“You think I'm a spoilt brat,” he accused.

“You are, and you relish in it,” Nellie pressed. She crossed her arms. “Did you eavesdrop on the whole conversation?”

“Only long enough to hear you and that pompous fool laughing over what you really think of me.”

Nellie eyed him, frowning. There was an extra shine to his eyes. Morgan really did have hurt feelings over what he heard.

“We didn’t laugh a single time that conversation, for your information,” Nellie said. She sighed. “Rhys is supposedly in China. So, I guess cross-referencing anything with him is out of the question.” She smiled weakly. “End of the road, cous. Thanks for all the help. Let’s just enjoy the rest of summer break. Want to have a go at target practice? Callix said he’d teach—.”

“You quit too easy,” Morgan interrupted. He started to pace the hall. “China…. The Orient has a wealth of dragon lore, of course.”

“Are you… supposed to call it that?”

“I have a handful in my notes already,” Morgan went on, ignoring her. “We can narrow his location. Get a message to him.”

Her stomach lurched at the plausibility of Morgan’s plan. Amias already said the Auctorita had people all over the world. If Morgan asked his parents to pass a message to Rhys, there was no reason why they wouldn’t try.

Nellie stopped at her room first to grab the box of Rhys’s letters before joining Morgan in his room. They had correctly assumed that no one would go knocking on Morgan’s door, so now always looked over their dragon related items in his room rather than in Nellie’s or the library.

She scanned through the letters, reading only random phrases, while Morgan searched their file case and consulted the globe. She had thought about Rhys returning more often than naught since she was told about him. She was interested to meet–or get reacquainted–with the man that wrote so diligently to his big sister, but Morgan’s point about how much her life would change hung over her.

“These are the most prominent ones I have,” Morgan said, laying out the notes all with an artistic rendering. “Futs-long; says it dwells underground so an exact location is harder to find.” He slid the notes with a deep, orange dragon with a snake-like body to the side. “Shenlong; a sky dweller, so also not a clear location. But, my bet is the mountains where not many humans are.” He slid the notes with a deep, blue dragon also with a snake-like body to the side.

“These seem too specific,” Nellie said.

“Dragons are heavily featured in Chinese mythology,” Morgan said. “They have dragon gods for almost everything. Futs-long supposedly makes earthquakes. Shenlong makes rain.”

“Yeah… way too specific,” Nellie said. She scanned through the notes on Shenlong. “This sounds more like Zeus than a dragon story. …Zeus isn’t real, right?”

Morgan rolled his eyes and started flipping through his notes. “With migration, we should include the zmey gorynich out of Russia. Or the yamata no orochi of Japan. Ryujin seems more in the thought of these dragon gods.” He passed over the notes. “Kirin are generic. We can include them. Oh, and phaya naga. I’d say that’s an excellent candidate with the India connection and the,” he gestured to himself and Nellie, “the India connection.”

“Oh. Right.” Nellie looked at her tanned arm. “I keep forgetting that.”

“I don’t give it any thought either,” Morgan said, shrugging. “Our grandfather dislikes me and my father, and our white, American grandmother raised him as American as she could despite living in London.” He gave his pulled notes a satisfied nod. “This is a starting point.”

The flaming river dragon glared out from the top of the pile. Rhys had been looking for Brue for a decade. He must’ve thought of phaya nagas before now. Perhaps he looked in the Indian rivers, and could only now get into China. Or, Morgan’s theory that human genetics played a role was complete bunk.

“I still have no way of knowing Brue when we find her,” Nellie said, pushing the notes aside. She muttered, “If we find her.”

“You've been so negative lately,” Morgan said. “Summer camp not as rosy as you thought?”

She shot him a glower, but stayed quiet. Morgan did not need to know anything about her worries regarding Ava or making friends generally. He either wouldn’t understand, wouldn’t care, or encourage her to ignore everyone except him.

“What are we supposed to do now,” Nellie asked, steering the conversation back. “I don’t know if I want to send a message to Rhys. I don’t know what to say.”

“Ask him to come back,” Morgan said as if it was obvious.

“Ask him to stop looking?”

“No. Just to come back.”

She sighed and flopped back on Morgan’s bed. “He’s been looking for a decade. He’s not just going to drop everything and come running back because I ask.”

Morgan grabbed one of his pillows and curled around it. He stared but his eyes were distant as if looking at something far away and not at Nellie.

“I’ve been told, countless times now, that your father loved you and only left because searching for your mother was dangerous,” Morgan murmured, half into the pillow. His grip tightened. “You have nothing else to contradict that. You should hold onto it.”

“Nothing to… He did leave and never reach out,” Nellie said. “That’s a big contradiction.”

His eyes fixed on her. “My parents aren’t in love. I was born to fill a role, not because of love. Or to love.” He glared. “Hold onto these stories that your father loved you for as long as you can, Nellie, because the alternative does not feel good.” He flopped over and turned his back to her. “Think I’ll catch a nap before afternoon sparring.”

It was awkward sitting there while Morgan pretended to sleep. Nellie headed out with the box of her father’s letters in her hands. She stood with her back pressed on Morgan’s door, feeling the weight of Rhys’s words to Nathalie in her hand a moment before setting off to find her godfather.

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This took so long to type that I forgot things like Arch being the escort into the dining room and what Amias was wearing in the morning. But, you get a bunch of dragins mentioned in this. Most are from my pretty dragon book, so I'll put up pictures in the chat. I wanted to describe them more since they're cool looking, but they are just looking at random internet drawings and not facing the real thing. Some dragons, like Futs-long, Shenlong, Jormungandr, Quetzelcoatl, ect. are very, very specific where it's a character and not just a dragon, so those would not be candidates (as Nellie rightly assumes). That does actually narrow out just about every Chinese dragon. They question of if those specific dragons are/were real or pure myth is a completely separate matter.

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March 15, 2026
Happy Birthday, Abilene!
Taken from an email from Abilene historian Jay Moore

Jay Moore is a well-known historian 'round these parts, and we even had him kick off the State of the City with a brief history lesson. He then sent this in an email to an undisclosed list of folks, and my coworker forwarded on to me. I love me some Abilene history, so I'll share it here if you are interested too :)

I actually always wondered why Abilene didn't have the traditional small-town-Texas "courthouse square" and now I know why!

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Happy Birthday to The Future Great!

On Sunday, March 15, our ol’ prairie town will turn 145 years old. Many cities and towns slowly evolve into being, but we can claim an exact day, even an exact hour, to mark our beginning: the day we were auctioned into existence at 10 A.M. on a Tuesday. 

Despite the fact that several hundred people were already milling about in northern Taylor County in the weeks prior to March 15, 1881, we consider that day as our delivery date since it was on that chilly morning that the Texas & Pacific Railway staged an auction to sell lots in the new town they marketed as “The Future Great City of West Texas.” And when auctioneer J. A. Hossack hammered the first lots sold, Abilene was born. 

So that he could be seen and heard by a crowd estimated from one to two thousand, Mr. Hossack climbed up onto some stacked railroad ties set up at Chestnut and S. 1st, behind him was a plat of the new town. He opened the bidding and John Berry of Belle Plain snatched up the first lot. He actually bought two adjoining lots at the northwest corner of N. 2nd and Pine. Those two 25-foot-wide lots have remained linked ever since. Today, they are the setting for Grain Theory. 

Prior to the lot sale, folks were camped out in tents or sleeping under their wagons while they waited on the auction date. There was a tent hotel set up, and at least one pop-up saloon was in operation. Twelve days before the auction, a baby was born here to A.M. and Fanny Barnett; the proud parents named their infant daughter, Abilene. A church was even organized ahead of the auction when William Minter gathered together a passel of Presbyterians for a worship service on February 27 at N. 1st and Pine. We already had a graveyard too; necessary because a man named John Snoddy was killed here a month before the auction. (A jealous husband was a person of interest in the case.)

A Kentuckian named Josiah Stoddard Johnston was tasked with laying out the town and marketing the auction. He saw to it that surveyors measured lots and staked out the streets, and he decided there would not be a town square, rather two parallel streets fronting either side of the railroad tracks. He did plan for a courthouse square despite the fact that Buffalo Gap was the county seat. (Don’t bring that up while eating at Perini’s.)

Streets north or south of North and South 1st were numbered while the intersecting streets were given names of trees, with several being trees you won’t find in these parts, such as Cherry, Butternut, Beech and Hickory. (I’m perplexed as to why he left out Hackberry. We got plenty of those allergen producers.) A couple of the tree streets, namely Sassafras and Apple, never came to be and, in time, Magnolia was renamed N. Treadaway. Also, Orange is not the Florida variety, rather, the Osage Orange, which, I believe, is the same tree as a Bois D’Arc. (And, if you can’t place Bois D’Arc, it is two blocks east of N. Treadaway.)  Johnston also decided that he would offset the north and south tree streets by a half block, so they don’t line up, and each arboreal road stops at N. 1st or S. 1st.

Well before sunrise on March 15th, a T&P engine pulling five passenger cars arrived here from Fort Worth. They were filled with speculators who rode out for our birth and to possibly invest in some Abilene real estate. But many of the buyers present that day were the Buffalo Gap crowd who understood that the new town of Abilene was, in fact, destined to be The Future Great City of West Texas.

So, let your hair down and treat yourself to a birthday cupcake on Sunday. We’re only 145 once. 

- Jay

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March 10, 2026
The Next Step
A Westfall Short

Gemini rolled over in her bed with a long sigh, glaring into the dark room, dimly lit by what little moonlight could sift through the white cotton curtain of the window. She could just barely make out the shape of Kitty on the windowsill, but even with the feline’s presence, she still felt more alone than she had in a long time. She shut her eyes and tried to rest, but the hours continued to slip by.

She sat up with a frown, clutching the sheets in balled fists. She had slept, alone, in this very room for over three years now.

Why was it so unbearable tonight?

She and Hudson were never able to connect after they had parted that morning. Each had been pulled in a variety of directions, missing each other with every step. By the time she had returned from her hunt–and her chapel detour–the door to the shop was closed up, and she hated to disturb the Rowletts in their home just to tell Hudson goodnight.

But, ever since their “breakfast date” that morning, their relationship–and where it was headed–had moved to the forefront of her mind. Her prayer in the chapel had only solidified its position.

A wave of longing passed through her body. Its depth startled her.

She grabbed her glasses and kicked out of the sheets. She slipped her feet into her cowboy boots, and, with one leg of her pajama pants tucked into one boot, she rushed to the door and stepped out onto the landing.

She froze when she found Hudson on the shop’s roof across from her.

He seemed to be in a similar state of distress, and before he could get to his feet and move toward her, she scrambled over the ledge and ran to him. As he scooped her into his arms, she wrapped her arms and legs around him, hanging onto him as he folded his arms across her back.

“Gem–”

“Hudson–”

The two paused, having spoken their names in unison. They leaned back to be able to look at each other as Hudson repositioned his hold under her legs.

“Um, you first,” he nodded to her.

“Okay,” she took back one hand to smooth the hair behind her ear. “Well, I was laying there, and I couldn’t sleep... and it’s kind of ridiculous because I’m literally right over you, and I’m going to see you in the morning, but...” She bit her lip. “I just felt like I needed to see you.”

He nodded. “Yeah.”

She huffed the weight from her chest. “Anyway, what were you going to say?”

His lips tugged to a half-smile. “The same thing.”

“Oh,” she blinked and found a smile. “Well, at least we’re on the same page. So... now what?”

Hudson’s lips skewed, and he shifted her in his arms to set her back down on the concrete roof. He poorly squashed a grin when he noticed her disheveled boots, glancing down at his own half-tucked shirt from his own haste. “Well, we were talking about what comes next earlier today,” he began, his face reddening.

Her heart fluttered in her chest. “Is it,” she paused, chewing her lip, “is it not too soon?”

He straightened up in apprehension. “Is it?”

“I–I don’t know,” she glanced aside nervously, “is there a set time you’re supposed to be dating–or courting–before you get married?”

He huffed a laugh. “I just asked Lil that same question earlier.”

“You did?” She grinned.

“Yeah–and, there isn’t.” He took a breath, “So, if we both feel like we’re ready to take that step…”

Gemini inched closer. “Are you?”

His thin lips were pressed tight as he met her eyes. “...Are you?”

“Yes,” she admitted softly, her eyes unmoving from his.

The admission instantly warmed his face, and he poorly hid a grin before blurting, “Me too.”

Just like the dream-like moment that followed their first kiss, the person standing before them at once seemed a little different. It was as if a new light had been shined upon them, revealing a deeper feeling than they had ever noticed before–in each other, and within themselves.

“Okay,” she fought through the awe-struck silence. “What do we need to do, then?”

“Well, generally, this is when I’d ask your parents if I could marry you.”

She shrugged and grinned at him. “I guess we don’t have to worry about that step,” she attempted to joke, but her smile faded when it had no effect on him.

“I dunno,” he tilted his head, taking her arms. “I feel like I need to ask somebody, or I’m not doin’ it right.”

She frowned lightly. “But, who could that even be? The only person I can think of would have been William.”

He sighed and looked at his boots.

“Besides, on Aravast, you wouldn’t have asked my parents anyway.”

“I would’ve asked your grandma,” he nodded.

“Wait.” She popped up with wide eyes. “What if I pretend I’m Mama Antonia and you can ask her?”

He seemed curious, yet doubtful. ”I dunno.”

“Come on,” she took him by the arms and led him across the roof. They scooted over the ledge and returned to the wooden landing outside her loft. Once there, she stood beside him and pointed to the door. “You are currently standing at my grandma’s house. What would you do?”

“Well, uh...” He gave a quick glance over his clothes and tucked in his shirt. He quickly brushed his hair from his forehead and straightened his posture, eying Gemini as she smirked. He then stretched out his hand and gave her door a few knocks.

She couldn’t help but laugh as she leaned across him to open the door. Once it was open, she stepped back beside him. “The door opens, and Antonia Inova now stands before us.” Gemini grinned as the darkness of the room beyond the door gave way to a memory of her grandmother. “She’s about Paw’s height–but admittedly a little more round–and she has short, curly, white hair; bright green eyes; and round glasses on her nose.”

Hudson inspected the imaginary form of Mama Antonia. “Good evening, Mrs. Inova,” he bowed slightly. “My name is Hudson Rowlett, and I have a real important question to ask you, if now is a good time.” He lingered on the word, as if it had been a question. He was surprised to find himself growing almost as nervous as if he had truly been asking Gemini’s grandmother.

“Of course, Mr. Rowlett!” The words came from her granddaughter. “I’ve heard so much about you! Go ahead.”

“Well, ma’am,” Hudson clutched his hands together, ”I wanna start by sayin’ your granddaughter is the kindest, smartest, and most beautiful woman I’ve ever met. She’s lovin’ and carin’, and a Godly woman who’s brought hope to so many–includin’ myself. She’s…” he gently laid one of his hands on her shoulder, as if to further prove his point. “She’s truly the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”

Gemini found it difficult to stay in character, squashing her lips tight against Hudson’s heartfelt admission.

Hudson again straightened his posture and took in a deep breath. “So, if I may, I would like to ask for her hand in marriage.”

She was quiet for a moment; though it was long enough for Hudson to break the illusion by glancing at her. But, with a wide smile, she squinted her eyes shut and threw out her hands. “‘It’s about time someone tamed that flame!!’” 

He broke into a laugh. ”You’re makin’ that up!”

“I swear–that was exactly what Mama Antonia told me she’d say!!” Gemini giggled as she practically leapt into his arms. “She told me if I approved of someone, she would approve, too–and I know she would have loved you,” she added with a warm smile. 

Hudson stole a kiss from her cheek before leaning back to better look into her eyes. “Well, since I’ve got Mama Antonia’s blessing,” he shot a coy grin, “I just gotta let Paw know and get his; and that won’t be a problem.”

“And then?”

The smirk warmed as he set her down and dipped his head. “Then, I get to propose to you–to ask you officially–only I’ve gotta do it as a surprise.”

Her expression scrunched. “Wait, so after all this, I can still say no?”

He blinked. “Please, don’t.”

She puffed out a laugh. “I’m pretty sure I’ve already said yes–and I will continue to say yes as many times as I’m asked.”

“I think it’s more about the surprise than the actual askin’.” His hands slipped down from her shoulders to hold her fingers, running over a familiar blue bracelet on her wrist in the process. “Some folks propose ‘round all their friends or family so they can celebrate together; some folks’ll propose in private and then go out and spread the news... I just have to make sure you don’t know when to expect it,” he ended slyly.

“Oh, yeah?” She drew closer to him.

“And, I gotta get a ring for you to wear,” his words turned soft as he looked at her hands, “so I can put it on your finger when–”

He wasn’t able to finish as her lips pressed against his. He hummed as his eyes closed and he folded his arms around her back. He felt her hands around his neck, reaching up into his hair.

He huffed breathily when they parted. “You’re not makin’ this any easier,” he muttered.

“Sorry,” she exhaled through a smile.

He smoothed out a strand of white hair on her forehead. “Maybe we should try to get some sleep,” he offered.

“Yeah,” she smiled at him. “I’m glad you were here. I feel a little better now.”

“Me too,” he smiled back. “I love you.”

She squinted her eyes and buried her face back into his chest. “I love you too,” she murmured into his shirt.

Hudson held on as long as she did. Despite sleep finally weighing on his eyelids, he rested his chin on the top of her head and gazed up at the stars overhead. 

He smiled. He’d hold on all night if he had to.

 

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The Rowlett's house is 2 stories, and since the shop is one big tall ceiling, its roof is maybe 4 feet taller than the landing of the upstairs loft. And since I like to mirror things a lot, there's a scene early on after Gemini moves into the loft where she can't sleep and goes out to find Hudson up on the shop roof across from her. They semi-awkwardly sit on opposites sides for a little bit, talking to each other before they part ways. So despite being similar circumstances, the feelings have greatly changed this time!

I had the idea for Gemini to be Mama Antonia pretty early in all my drafts - as perfect as it would have been for Hudson to ask William for her hand... 😞 In the "Last Night on Aravast" sketch, Antonia tells Gemini the "it's about time someone tamed this flame!" line and despite Gemini rolling it off, it still stuck with her.

These two are just ridicuously cute together and I will ship them forever 😁

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