Jean-Luc frowned and shook his head. “And he proceeded to show you alternate realities to show you what could have been?”
Gemini nodded, eyes still focused on the floor. She had finally reached a point where she could no longer cry–quite possibly because she had used up all of her tears.
Guinan was sitting on the bench beside her, devoid of her usual headwear and wearing a dull purple robe. She had a hand firmly on Gemini’s leg for support.
The captain sighed and again began pacing across the floor of his ready room. “I regret not informing you–or warning you–about Q. He seems to delight in tormenting me, and very often members of the crew by proxy.”
“I know Q; this one seems too targeted to be by proxy,” Guinan added.
Jean-Luc stopped walking when he reached his window. “That’s what worries me.” He turned around. “There had to be some purpose–some reason he targeted Gemini alone.”
Guinan gently smoothed Gemini’s white hair in a mothering gesture. “He could be interested in Gemini as the last of a very powerful race of humanoids.”
“He did say something like that,” the Aravasti muttered.
“That still seems to be an odd way to show his curiosity.”
“It reminds me of a child playing with dolls,” Guinan glanced up. “Perhaps he was just curious to see her in different situations.”
“A child playing with dolls is a fair assessment of Q’s behavior,” Jean-Luc growled before sighing and returning to the bench she and Guinan were sitting on. “Whatever the case, Ms. Gemini,” he knelt down and coaxed her eyes upward. “I sincerely apologize for what he put you through. I regret you had to bear it alone,” he paused and shook his head, “and then, return to this.”
Guinan squeezed Gemini’s leg as her form slumped further forward.
“Please know you do not have to bear this alone, now.”
She shuddered through a sob, but managed to nod her head. “Thank you, Captain.”
“We’re all here for you,” Guinan added, tipping her head near her. A few of her long braids slipped over her shoulder in the process.
“I would request you continue to lean heavily on Counselor Troi,” Jean-Luc urged her. “And I want you to take as much time as you need to grieve. Your role aboard the Enterprise is here when you’re ready.”
“Thank you,” she said simply, offering a more pleasant expression in lieu of a smile.
Jean-Luc nodded and stood up, tugging down on his uniform as he stepped backward.
Guinan followed Gemini’s lead and helped her stand, walking her to the door of the captain’s ready room. They walked through the bridge, and Gemini caught the gazes of Data, Ace, and Geordi before being whisked behind the sliding doors of the turbolift.
“Deck nine,” Guinan said.
“You don’t have to walk me down to my room,” Gemini turned to the woman as the turbolift began its trek.
“I don’t have to, but I don’t mind.” Guinan smiled.
The smallest of smiles tugged at her lips. “I’ll be all right. I may just need to rest so I’ll have strength for the funeral tomorrow.” She swallowed the lump that immediately began forming in her throat.
The El-Aurien laid her hand on the Aravasti’s back. She said nothing, but her empathetic expression was more than effective.
Gemini pursed her lips together and ducked her head to give Guinan a hug. The woman simply held her as tightly as she could. When the door hissed open behind them, they slowly separated.
“You call if you need anything.”
“I will.”
With that, Gemini left the turbolift alone.
She walked through the halls, purposely avoiding eye contact with others passing through. She continued until she reached her door and stepped inside.
After the door hissed closed, the room grew silent, save for the ever-present dull humming of the ship’s engines. The windows were dark, and only indirect lighting from various points across the room offered glimpses of light. She took in a slow, deep breath, and she shut her eyes as she released it through her lips.
She opened her eyes a moment later to find a man in a red Starfleet uniform standing beside her table.
She hissed a sigh and started to walk past him.
“Gemini.”
“Go away.”
“I wanted to offer my condolences,” Q tried.
Gemini could hear the lack of sarcasm and cynicism in his tone. When she turned around, the immortal being’s expression was almost remorseful.
“I’m sorry, Gemini.”
The words, the tone, the expression–it was identical to when he had spoken it before.
“You knew,” she took a step toward him. “You knew this would happen.”
Q’s brows raised as she walked up to him, remaining silent.
“You knew, so you tried to show me other lives you think I’d like better so I wouldn’t have to endure this.”
“Every life holds something terrible that must be endured,” he replied simply, “but… I will not deny your claim.”
“Then, why didn’t you say something?” She choked, “Why didn’t you warn me?”
Q opened his arms. “Would you have believed me?”
Gemini shut her eyes and turned away. She slipped off her glasses to wipe her eyes and sat down on the edge of her sofa. A vase of wilting sunflowers was on the table beside it. Her lips puckered.
“I didn’t just come here to say I’m sorry,” Q continued, looking down at the silent Aravasti. “I came to give you a chance.”
“I don’t want any.”
“A chance to stop this reality from happening.”
Her eyes slowly rose to meet him.
“I will give you one–and only one–chance to change something and prevent Hudson’s death. If you can do it, that will become your new reality.”
She put on her glasses. “You’re going to let me change what happens?”
“Yes,” he said. “If you can find a way to save your husband, I will allow him to be saved.”
“And if I don’t?”
Q shrugged. “You don’t. This reality stands.”
Gemini bit her lip. She looked again at the flowers on the table, the last gift Hudson would ever give to her–in this reality.
She took in a deep breath and stood up. “All right. But how do I know I can trust you?”
Q grabbed her wrist.
“You have one chance. Do something rash and unexpected–I don’t care–but if you succeed, that will be your reality.”
She nodded, the flame of determination in her eyes.
When Q released her wrist, a small inked ‘Q’ remained.
“Ugh, really? A ‘Q’?”
“What’d’you say?”
Gemini looked up upon hearing the voice.
She flew from the sitting room and into the bedroom to find the man standing in front of the wardrobe’s mirror, inspecting his yellow-gold uniform and adjusting the single hollow pip on his collar.
“Hey–woah!” He almost toppled over when Gemini nearly threw herself into his arms. “Good mornin’,” he grinned, giving her a squeeze. “Gosh, you’re huggin’ like you haven’t seen me in a week!”
She tried to hide her tears as she pulled away. “I just… It’s always good to see you every morning.”
He grinned. “I couldn’t agree more.”
“Hey, I was thinking,” she laid her hands on his shoulders, “what if we both called off work today and took a day together? In fact–we should just… never leave our quarters today. At all.”

Hudson laughed and walked around her to step into the bathroom. “That sounds mighty temptin’, but you know we’ve both got big stuff to be doin’ today.”
“Like what?” She grit her teeth and followed after him.
“Well,” he took a comb out of the drawer, “for one, you gotta bring Ace to the tournament this afternoon.”
“Well, yeah,” she glanced aside. “But you?”
“We’re gonna start runnin’ tests on the new phaser technology!” Hudson ran the comb through his hair, then lightly brushed his sideburns. “Geordi said it’s a real big deal; it’s pretty excitin’ I get to be a part of it.”
She bit her lip. “Yeah, that’s pretty cool. But,” she leapt out of her place and met him as he turned around from the counter, “after your shift, you should come back here and plan us a date.”
“Oh?” He ginned. “Well, if you don’t think you’ll be out too late–you know you turn into a pumpkin past ten o’clock,” he ribbed her, only to pause. “That’s twenty-two hundred, right? Gosh, I don’t think I’ll ever remember twenty-four hour time.”
Her smirk broke into a laugh, though her warm feeling was slowly tainted from the knowledge of the future in the back of her mind. “All right–here’s what we can do,” she smiled and leaned against him. “The second I have comms again, I’ll let you know I’m on my way back to the Enterprise. Then, you can make sure you’ve got everything in place.”
“You won’t have comms there on the planet?”
“Data thinks it’s safest not to contact the Enterprise while I’m waiting for Ace, just in case they’re monitoring the signals. I don’t want to risk getting him in trouble if they link him back to Starfleet.”
“Oh, of course; that makes sense.” Hudson nodded. “It’s a date, then,” he kissed her cheek.
She took his head into her hands and redirected him to her lips. They shared a passionate kiss, and for one brief moment, Gemini forgot the weight of everything else around her.
“Gosh, you’re in a real good mood,” Hudson whispered through a smirk, “I may be thinkin’ about our date all day.”
“I know I will be,” she grinned, leaving a kiss behind on his cheek.
“I’ll talk to you soon, love,” he grinned wide and stepped out into the sitting room.
She heard the door slide open, then hiss back closed.
Her body slumped as breath and strength left her.
“I sure hope so.”
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Scene Notes
- You mean Q may have had good intentions despite seeming kinda like a jerk? Hmm...
- Gemini and Hudson are still my favorite in any universe ❤️