Firebrand Risk
Kalon 10 (end)
July 28, 2025

Kalon scratched at her broken nail in an attempt to even it out. She sat against the hood of the Cadillac with her curls a mess. She rubbed her forearm where she would undoubtedly have a large bruise by morning from hitting the dashboard. She twisted to stare through the windshield, sighing to see Innit still gripping the wheel with both hands and stiff arms, blue eyes wild. She pushed off the hood and lightly tapped the window.

The window lowered with an awful squeak from lack of use. “Can I get back in the car now?” She winced at the squeak of the window going back up, and circled around as the doors unlocked to climb into the front seat. “Thank you. Are you feeling better? I do need to get back.”

The car started moving at a much slower pace. Kalon eyed him but he showed no inclination that he was going to start speaking, so she went back to trying to even out her broken nail. She would need to cut all of them now.

The scenery was starting to become familiar as the heavy silence grew unbearable. She cleared her throat loudly, just enough to get him to straighten and blink.

“Is your plan to never speak to me again after nearly running us off the road?”

“No. It’s….” He swallowed. “Do you… do you still have him?”

His heart was going so fast she could see the beat pulsing in his neck. Her own heart ached and she gently pat his knee.

“Of course. I would’ve died than let him be taken.”

Innit’s shoulders visibly relaxed as a large breath left him. “What’d you call him?”

“Mal. Shortened from Malvern. Named for my grandfather. The librarian.”

“Your grandparents are being…?” He shrugged.

“Supportive, yes. Grams was ready to hunt you down and flay you, mind you, but she’s passed that. They enjoy him, but he does tire them. My friend helps watch him too. Her daughter is about four months younger.”

“He’s… six months? Seven?”

Kalon knit her fingers together on her lap. “Nine.”

“Nine?” Innit’s eyes rolled up as he mouthed numbers. “Ain’t y’all only pregnant for nine months?”

The car slowed as Kalon stayed silent. It creaked to a halt with the large roundabout at the mouth of Dijon in view.

“That last night… I said I’d hoped for a proposal. It was not only because of my deep affections for you.”

His jaw was clenched, his eyes burning into the steering wheel. “You knew, and you didn’t say anything….”

“Would it have mattered? Khoa says with how you were–.”

“Khoa!” Innit slammed his hand against the wheel rim. “He knows about all this? You told Khoa I had a kid and not me?”

“Khoa showed up and wouldn’t believe me when I said he wasn’t yours.” She narrowed her eyes at him. “I didn’t seek him out, Innit. Just like I didn’t with you. Had you shown up, or better yet, not left–.”

“I had to!”

“Then, would that have changed had you known?”

“Reckon I’ll never know now.” He glared at her from under his hand as he rubbed his forehead. “I’m no better than my old man now; abandoning my son for whatever reason.”

“You’re being absurd. Of course you’re better than your father.”

“Am I? It ain’t like you gave me a chance to prove it. Now I got to assume I’d just up and leave.” He threw his head back against the seat. “You thought it too, Kalon, don’t try sparin’ me. Why else would you keep quiet?”

She slipped off her bootlets to pull her feet onto the seat. She rested her chin on her knees, leaning up against the door.

“I was pregnant once before Mal.” She tensed as she felt his eyes on her. “I was too young to know. I didn’t learn of it until after that man beat it from me.” Tears streamed from her eyes. “I kn-knew you weren’t like that, b-but….”

She desperately tried to stop crying–knowing Innit would be highly uncomfortable–but all her sniffing and eye wiping made her go harder. She buried her face in her knees, shaking with sobs.

She had been too frightened of a slim possibility to trust Innit, and that had hurt them both.

She gulped at her sobs when she felt Innit rubbing her back. She bit her shaking lip as he brushed the tears off her cheek. She held her breath when their eyes met, and swallowed the disappointment as he pulled back and put both hands on the wheel.

“Where is he now? The library?”

“Why?”

“Why?” He frowned at her, puzzled. “Shouldn’t I see him? Ain’t that why you told me?”

“No. That wasn’t my intention.” She leaned her head against the door. “I don’t know why I told you. I was warned not to.”

Innit’s fingers tapped against the wheel. “You don’t want me to see him?”

“You do not get to assess him like livestock and decide if you’re invested after.” She shook her head. “No. You won’t meet him unless you’ve decided to fully commit to being his father.”

“What are you yappin’ about? I am his father!”

Heat flared up in her chest. She turned in her seat, green eyes blazing on him.

“More goes into that than just making him, Innit! You do not get to come and go at your fancy. You either stay, help raise him into a proper young man, or you leave.” She waved flippantly at the view before them. “Go save Khoa, or whatever other business it is you’ve been getting up to.”

He clenched his teeth. “That ain’t fair. I had a responsibility–.”

“I know.” She sighed at the ceiling. “Trying to save your friend–or however you and Khoa are defining yourselves this week–and trying to fulfill some legacy I cannot begin to understand is all well and noble, but you cannot do that and be Malvern’s father. You just can’t.” She rested her hand on his arm, rubbing it with her thumb. “I’m not upset, Innit, truly.”

“You seem upset.”

“I’m a touch upset, but that isn’t important. I will care for Mal, love him and raise him as properly as I am able. I will protect him until he can protect himself.”

“And I just walk away knowin’ he’s safe and loved?”

“Either that, or you give up everything else to help me raise him. I don’t know if I can even ask that, especially knowing what I do about Khoa. And you’ve made no mentions of Branch when the last time we were together she occupied many of your worries. She’s still acting the rebel, isn’t she?”

His eyes were hard as he stared at nothing through the windshield. “You’re given’ me an ultimatum when you know walkin’ away from my old life might be death for people I care about….”

“No. I’m not.” She threw open the car door and climbed out with her shoes in her hand. “I love you, Innit. I won’t ask you to make the choice. Please, be safe.”

“Kalon, wait!”

She slammed the door and started walking.

“Kalon!”

She kept walking, stumbling slightly on the hard cobbles. She hastily wiped at her eyes, but it did not help to stop the tears. She clamped her hand over her mouth and kept moving, hearing the car speed off behind her.

---

The van was thankfully where Khoa said it would be, with the key in the hiding place he decided on. Kalon had enough sense to remember to fetch them–and put on her shoes–soon after leaving Innit. She had bursts of emotions as she headed towards the library, and veered to the salon.

The door had a ‘back soon’ sign but was unlocked. She went in, bracing as Strauss came barreling from beyond the curtain that separated off the back.

“I'm closed for–Oh, Kalon? Taking a lunch break?”

“No, I….” She sniffed heartily, wiping her green eyes. “I wanted to see Mal before I headed back.”

Strauss eyed her suspiciously but said nothing as she held the curtain aside.

“Maaaa!” Mal pulled himself up, holding out his arms. “Ma! Mam!”

She pulled him from the playpen, hugging him tight. She cried into his brown hair, muttering apologies as he whined discontentment. She straightened, embarrassed, when Strauss patted her back.

“I take it he's still a twat?”

She laughed shakily. “I couldn't demand him to stay.” She juggled Mal to wipe her eyes. “I told him he was a father, and shut him out the moment he expressed any interest in Mal.”

“So… he wasn't a twat?” Strauss settled back to her lunch. “I’m a touched stunned. What was the matter with him then?”

“I don’t know how to word it….” Kalon grabbed one of Mal’s bottles from the fridge. “Maybe our lives are too different.” She settled into a chair to feed her son. “I can't say he's happy with his life, but he's not unhappy. Whatever he gets up to gives him some sense of purpose. I cannot take that.”

Strauss studied her wilted lettuce. Her mouth was a thin line.

“He's friends with that jet-hair knockout that hangs around Bex, right? Does he get up to the same crazy, fiery activities?”

Kalon kept her focus on Mal. “Him and Khoa merely grew up together. He has nothing to do with Bex’s activities.”

“A small relief. It’d be only trouble to get involved with a bloke like that.”

She nodded along with Strauss’s statement, still watching Mal or else risk giving away Innit’s life. She was unsure why it was important to keep it quiet. He had not asked her to and she did not owe it to him.

She stroked Mal’s hair. “I was so hoping you’d start to get a wave, but I think you’ll end up with straight hair after all.”

“I can always perm it.” Strauss groaned at the shrill cry sounding from down the small, rickety stair tucked in the corner. She quickly stuffed the last few forkfuls of salade into her mouth, hurrying to grab her dishes. “Short one today.”

Kalon put Mal back in his pen, shushing his protests. “I better get back to work too. Want me to flip your sign on my way out?”

She took Strauss’s half choking and dash up the stairs as a yes, and turned the sign as she left the salon. She crossed her arms and trudged towards the library, dragging her feet the closer she came. She veered off and headed for the gardens.

She wandered to the stone gazebo, walking slow circles around the floor before settling down against a column. She plucked at the dead leaves on the vines, and laughed quietly when she glimpsed the statue across the water.

She plucked the leaves until two columns were cleaned up. She took the longer route to pass the orangerie. She teetered in the doorway, breathing in the mildew with a scrunched nose.

The sunlight cast red and orange streams of light among the debris, deeping the shadows without giving the place a spooky vibe. She had too many fond memories for that. She brushed the dirt on one of the intact windows to allow more light to enter, rubbing the muck on her ripped jeans. She gave a nod, and headed back to the library.

The building had an eerie quiet to it that caused her to enter carefully. She jumped aside to make way for a pair of patrons; they muttered disgruntledly to each other over the early closure. Kalon quickened her pace–thanking others filing out–over to the front desk.

Grams was behind it, waving Gramps’s pistol lazily towards the door. The unfamiliarity of this caused Kalon to baulk, earning an annoyed glare.

“There you are, girl. Hurry and clear the rest of these out.”

“What’s happening?” Kalon forced a smile at a group of three. “Thanks for visiting. Sorry for–.”

“Don’t waste time on pleasantries. Get them all out.” Grams pressed the pistol into her hand. “I’ll fetch little Malvern tonight.”

“Is Gramps well? Did his back give out?”

Grams turned her hard eyes off towards the study hall. Kalon followed her stare, her heart dropping into her stomach.

Gramps was sitting across from Innit, both with stiffened shoulders and hands clenched on the table.

“You said nothing about seeing that boy again.” Grams grabbed her as she pulled forward. “No. You let Vern sort out this mess.” She waved angrily at the patrons mosying by. “Get these people out! Now!”

Kalon pulled her baton off her hip and cracked it across the doorway. “Out!”

The scattered patrons shuffled quicker, loudly buzzing their displeasure at the treatment. A few took long looks at her and the pistol as they passed, others peeking back to attempt to make sense of the early closing and what the platinum-haired stranger had to do with it.

She rushed over as soon as she shut the doors behind the last visitor, but once more was blocked by Grams.

“Leave it to Vern. He won’t kill the boy. You have his pistol.”

She hovered up on her toes, swaying to see around Grams to gauge what was happening. She shrunk back as Gramps stood and stalked over; Innit trailing behind with his head hung.

“Right, love, I’ll take these two. You fetch young Malvern.”

“Where are you taking–?”

“Don’t dawdle, my girl.” Grams held out her hands. “Give your weapons. And don’t worry about little Malvern. I’ll see to it that he’s fed and goes to sleep.”

Kalon handed over the pistol and baton, backing away apprehensively before turning to trot after Gramps and Innit who had continued outside without a pause. She peeked at Innit, but he was staring thousands of miles away. Her brow furrowed.

“Is anyone going to tell me what’s happening?”

“I’m taking you to the court to fix the family register.”

“Meaning… he’s claiming Mal as his?” She rounded on Innit. “You’re claiming Mal as yours?” Her blood turned hot. “You two decided this without me?”

Innit’s eyes focused on Gramps’s back. “I told you she–.”

“Enough.” Gramps shot them a look over his shoulder. “Both of you.”

She tried to catch Innit’s eye, but he went back to staring into nothingness. The anger was quickly replaced with frustration, and then with nerves as they approached the court. She was nauseous as they entered, trading the darkening streets and weak lamplight for the bright lights of the interior.

“Mr. Gousa, welcome!” The clerk hurriedly came to shake Gramps’s hand. “Not often you visit. Did you find an interesting record we should keep?” His face lit up. “Or, has Mrs. Gousa released her summary, and we need to know?”

“This is of a more personal matter.” Gramps ushered Kalon forward. “My granddaughter, you remember?”

“Miss Gousa, of course, always such a help.” The clerk’s eyes darted to Innit and his customer service smile stretched. “And he is?”

“Her husband. But you know how those damned colonials are careless with their papers, especially compared to us here in Dijon.”

Kalon was sure Gramps and the clerk exchanged a few words about the bureaucratic inefficiencies of colonials–while stroking the clerk’s ego–but she was having trouble focusing. She did not dare look at Innit now. She was worried she would stop breathing if she did anything else but look at the pattern on the floor.

“Ah, right, the boy was named for you.” The clerk laughed fakely. “I’ll say, correcting the surname will make it much more clear which Malvern is which.” He frowned exaggeratedly. “Unfortunately, Miss Gousa–or, no, sorry.”

Gramps waved dismissively. “Pay it no mind. I assume the record dates cannot be amended?”

“Correct, sir. Everything will have tonight’s date on it. I am terribly sorry for that inconvenience.”

“I warned them not to marry outside Dijon just in case this precise problem occurred. Ah, well, it’s remedied now.” Gramps’s keen eyes went to Innit. “And my grandson-in-law is finished the travel portion of his work, so is at last here to sign the birth record.”

“I’ll fetch all the forms at once, Mr. Gousa. A long belated felicitations to you both.”

Kalon smiled at the clerk until he disappeared. She rounded on Gramps. “You’re having us married!”

“You object?”

“I….” She still could not catch Innit’s eye. “I would like to have been informed first. I look an absolute fool standing here with my mouth hanging open.” She continued to stare at Innit with no acknowledgement. “What did he say to you to force you into this? Did he threaten you?” She glared at Gramps. “Did you threaten him?”

“Would that matter?”

“I want him to want–!”

“Hush, he’s coming back. Look pleased.” Gramps smiled warmly, that warmth not reaching his eyes. “So sorry to have you running around when you’re so near closing.”

“Not at all, sir, happy to help.” The clerk set out five different forms. “Unfortunately, because of the error, your granddaughter and her son have been recorded incorrectly, so I need an official name change signed as well.” He looked pointedly at Innit. “So sorry for the trouble, monsieur.”

Innit blinked like ice water was thrown in his face and took an inch step back.

“Nevermind him. He’s been on the road all day and night.” Gramps laughed lightly. “You know how Pistachio is; she had to put her apprentice through the ringer despite the familial ties.”

“Of course, sir, of course.” The clerk forced a pen into Innit’s hand. “I’ll guide you along. Your grandfather-in-law knows all these forms. No worries. Shall we do the birth record first, and then your son’s name change?”

Kalon moved closer to watch Innit sign the forms in tidy letters. She mouthed ‘Llewellyn’ to herself, reading the name over twice to be sure of the spelling. She was only required to sign the name changes and marriage certificate having already signed the birth record and family register.

The clerk signed all the documents in a hasty scrawl, and slammed a stamp on each. “All taken care of!”

“Much appreciated, and I'll be sure to remember your help once Pistachio comes out with her newest work.”

She allowed Gramps to escort her from the court, stealing looks to make sure Innit was following. Her stomach was still knotted and his lack of recognition was making it worse.

“Is there any place you two wish to go? A quiet eatery, perhaps? Suppose even a romantic room would be appropriate. Some serve food.”

“I just want to unpack.”

Kalon winced as Gramps stiffened at Innit’s cool words. She tightly folded her arms.

“Very well. Pistachio and I will take young Malvern out for dinner.”

“Oh, no, Gramps, you needn't trouble yourselves.”

“You two will need quiet to discuss how your lives will look from now on.”

She slowed, stopped, and allowed them to pull ahead. She gave a shaky smile as Gramps and Innit turned, the older looking at her with thought while the younger looked more in her general direction than at her.

“You go on ahead. I have an errand.”

She waited until they disappeared before veering to the clothing district. Several of the casual wear shops already darkened their windows for the night; a handful of those dedicated to women’s fashion had done the same. She passed these without a look, going directly for the brightly lit windows of a night wear store.

She paused at men’s pajama sets located at the front, running her fingers along the folded piles of fabric. Innit had nothing specific for sleeping in, at least not that she had ever noticed. She would need to notice and remedy these things from now on.

“Bonsoir, miss.”

She startled, laughing embarrassedly at the surprised look on the salesgirl’s face. “Pardon, I was lost in thought. Do you have lingerie?”

The girl glanced at the men’s pajamas. “For your husband, madam?”

Kalon blinked at the change of address. She nodded quickly to cover her expression the best she could, and went back to feeling the different pajama fabrics.

“Yes, I suppose so.” She smiled. “He was away for work for quite a time.”

“Ah, of course! You want to make his homecoming special, remind him what he missed out on the road, yes?”

Her cheeks reddened. “Something of that sort, yes.” She picked up a set of red pajamas that were soft and somewhat cool to the touch. “I should get him something to wear as well.”

“Of course, madam. And for you… long, elegant, and silken?” The girl nodded vigorously. “Yes, yes, a bit of class and stateliness to chase the dreary drives away.” She scurried around Kalon, fussing with her curls while dragging her to the back of the store where the lingerie was kept. “Your hair is quite grand. That touch of blue… perhaps a nice, warm cream or cool pewter? You’d look simply lovely, especially if you pulled your hair up to show off your neck.”

She watched the girl pulling long, silken gowns from the rack, chattering about the grace they would add. Her heart thumped harder with each pull from the rack and accompanying phrase.

There was nothing classy or graceful about she and Innit. Their various rendezvous happened spontaneously, at first, and with very little trigger later on. She had been thrown to the dirty floor of the orangerie, and shoved him into the dankest corners of the library.

She cleared her throat. “I think, perhaps, something… rather short. And sheer.”

“Short and sheer? If you’re sure… though it wouldn’t allow him much imagination.”

Kalon smiled wryly. “He’ll be fine.”

She allowed the salesgirl to assist her in picking out a short, sheer gown with a plunging neckline. She went with pink to offset the blue streak in her hair and blend with her skintone. She left, taking calming breaths, with the lingerie and Innit’s pajamas.

The library was fully dark when she entered with the smallest fraction of light coming from the doorway that led to the dwelling beneath. The shocking quiet made her jittery. She found Gramps, Grams, and Mal nowhere in sight or earshot, but Innit was sitting in Grams’s overstuffed chair with his laptop out.

“Did I miss you meeting Mal?”

Innit shrugged, keeping his eyes on his screen. “Just saw him from a ways. Your grampa ain’t want me to be near him for the next few days.”

“Ridiculous. You’ll help with his breakfast tomorrow.”

She waited, but no response of any sort came. She moved nearer and carefully set the paper-wrapped red pajamas on the arm of the chair–Innit flinching and turning his screen away from her.

“I thought you might like something clean to sleep in.”

“Thanks…. You ain’t got to wait up for me if you’re tired.”

“Me? Those dark circles beneath your eyes are stark. When did you last sleep?”

He did not answer, eyes once more firmly locked on the screen. He bit at his thumbnail. His leg began to bounce.

Her own paper package crinkled in her grip. “You didn’t need to come here. I told you that I could raise–.”

“I ain’t got doubts about that.” His eyes flickered up for a fraction of a second to show her recognition. “I couldn’t disappear knowin’. I don’t want to be that type of man.”

“But are you here?”

His fingers paused over his keys. His blue eyes were unfocused, staring unblinkingly into the milky glow of the screen. There was extra shine to his eyes that she thought might not have been due to his lack of blinking. His breathing sounded too shallow for it to be just that.

“There was this time right after Dice started everything where it was just us two sittin’ around, not really sayin’ much of anything–nothing I can remember anyways–and he just randomly says he could see us all droppin’ it and walkin’ away. Said it was early enough we could.” Innit’s mouth twisted between a nostalgic smile and a bitter frown. “Even flat out said it could be good to let it alone, said what jobs we’d fall into in Corner Seamounts….” Innit braced himself against his hands with a deep sigh. “I can’t remember exactly what I said to him, doubt of some sort probably, and he just… smirked at me and backtracked it all. Said he had to keep goin’ but we didn’t need to.” He dragged his hands down his face as he straightened. “I ain’t Dice Rebels.” He looked her way. “I ain’t goin’ to lie to you, Kalon. It’s goin’ to be really hard for me to walk away. I reckon I’ll never do it fully. But… after you jumped out of the car cryin’, I knew I had to come back the second I drove off. I can’t live with you thinkin’ I don’t love you.”

Her heart fluttered and she could not stop the goofy smile that spread across her face. “You truly do love me then?” She held her package to her chest. “I knew I wasn’t wrong.”

“Okay, okay, calm down.” He shifted uncomfortably in his chair. “Reckon I should try to finish this up before your grandparents get back. They’ll be madder than you to see me on this thing.”

“Well… it is our wedding night….”

Innit snorted, going back to his laptop. “That ain’t even started to sink in.”

She waited for more, further talk or a look, but nothing came. She looked at the package in her hands, and went into the bedroom.

Mal’s bed was outside in the hall with her room being too cramped. Her vanity barely fit, and she had to climb over the bed to use it, or to get in and out of the room. Innit had just his laptop and a suitcase, but there was no spot to put them, not with the wardrobe packed with hers and Mal’s clothes.

She tossed the paper packaging into the hall, followed by her clothes as she changed into her negligee. She looked herself up and down in the wardrobe mirror, mussed her hair, and leaned against the wall outside her door.

“Innit.” She sighed as she went ignored. “Innit!”

He looked up with annoyance. “What?” 

His mouth went slack. His eyes darted between the laptop and her. He shut the lid, tossed the laptop in the chair, and stepped over to her. He carefully placed his hands on her waist.

She touched his cheek. “I’ll be here to pull you back.”

She brushed her fingertips up into his hair soothingly, coaxing him to lean forward into her kiss.

---

There was a flurry of dustmotes swirling in the sunbeams streaming from the windows. Kalon covered her nose and mouth with her elbow, frantically swatting at the leather books before her with a no-longer-white cloth. The dust overwhelmed her. She sneezed.

A tiny, fake sneeze sounded from around her knees in response.

Kalon laughed, chased the airborne dust away with large waves of her arms, and smiled down at the small toddler–blonde hair in two, little ponytails with just the very tips twisted to suggest curls may be possible.

“Sorry, Wendy, is Mummy being too careless?” She took the cloth Wendy held up to her. “Thank you, my sweet girl. Mine has gotten rather soiled. How about we finish up this row and go downstairs?”

Her smile faltered as Wendy settled down to pull at the heavy books on the bottom shelf. She was as silent as always.

She hoisted Wendy onto her hip as soon as she finished dusting the shelf. She allowed the small girl to carry the dirty rags for her and she carried her down to the ground floor, her heeled bootlets echoing around the study hall.

A man timidly approached. “Um, madam…?” He looked nervously from Wendy to the baton on Kalon’s other hip. “If it isn’t too much trouble, would you assist me?”

“Of course, sir. I can give titles, authors, and general summaries if you have a book on hand.” She adjusted Wendy. “Otherwise, you’ll have to wait a moment. I don’t do fetch requests with my children present.”

“I’m trying to better my tomatoes….”

Kalon gave him three titles for gardening and offered to locate a more specific reference after Wendy was safely downstairs. She carried her down, grabbing the rail as her legs wobbled.

“Whew, sorry, we almost went down the harder way.”

She put Wendy in what used to be her bedroom, now cleared of the vanity, wardrobe, and with the bed replaced by a narrow daybed. Worn stuffed toys littered the space, along with wooden blocks. The alphabet was painted neatly on the wall with clumsy scrawls and plain scribbles joining them.

Kalon pulled a gate across the doorway, latching it and double checking it was really latched. “I’ll get your snack. You’ll have to stay here until closing though. Maybe Grams will take a break and read to you? …Probably not.”

Wendy grabbed the gate and held the dirty rags up.

“Thank you, my sweet one.” She paused, but Wendy just stared with big, blue eyes. “I’ll get you that snack.”

She stuck her head into Grams’s office space, hearing the clacking of keys and seeing the laptop screen washing out the old woman’s deep wrinkles.

“Anything in mind for dinner?”

Grams blinked, pinched her tired eyes, and looked up. “Dinner? What time is it?”

“About four, I think.”

“Are you staying?”

“Can’t tonight. I need to get to bed early.”

She squirmed under Grams’s stare, but kept her face neutral. She quietly exhaled when Grams went back to her work.

“We had plenty of ham stew leftover from last night. Vern and I can make do with that.”

“Shall I put it on?”

“No, I’ll do it in a few. The news cycle is rather slow. Rumors too few between.” She gave a tight smile. “Why else have I asked Innit to stay home this week?”

“I thought because Clara started school….”

Grams gave a grunt that indicated both that she had heard and forgotten all about Clara starting school.

“Grams?” She waited for another sound of recognition. “Wendy is in the playroom. Come get me if she….” She picked her ruby nails. “I’ll be back in an hour or two.”

She busied her hands fixing up crusty bits of toast with soft cheese slices on top for Wendy. She felt her forehead as it momentarily swam, giving it a shake for extra measures. Her balance had been spotty since last night. She worried she would wake with a scratchy throat, but that did not appear yet.

“Mal and Clara don't seem ill at least….” 

She frowned, setting the cheese knife down. She plucked the calendar off the side of the fridge, running her finger back from today, her eyebrows knitting as she mouthed numbers. She peeled back to the previous month.

“Oh… the lake stroll….”

She dropped the calendar page with a long sigh. She gave Wendy her snack and headed up to finish minding the patrons. She found a small smile on her face each time her mind wandered off, a frown only appearing when a few strands of her royal blue lock fell from her bun. The roots needed to be touched up. It would be months before that would be addressed now. It was going to look terrible.

When she was satisfied all in the study hall were situated, she retreated downstairs to get Wendy. She called out a farewell to Grams on her way up, and headed for the door, pausing to say goodbye to Gramps.

“Leaving already? There’s still some daylight.”

“Hardly any.” She adjusted Wendy. “I need to get dinner on for Innit and the kids.”

“Can’t he?”

“Not if I want to keep my kitchen intact. Honestly, you should see the state of it when he makes lunch.” She adjusted Wendy again. “Besides, he’s supposed to walk the kids back from school. I just hope he didn’t lose track of the time and show up too late. Clara only just started and her nerves are starting to replace that initial excitement.” 

She struggled to get Wendy back to her hip.

“Just allow her to walk. She’s two. She can.”

“She can walk once we get to the grounds.” She readjusted her toddler. “Say ‘bye-bye’ to Gramps.”

Wendy silently waved, and hid her face in Kalon’s shoulder.

Gramps rubbed Kalon’s other shoulder, smiling sympathetically but saying nothing.

She had to adjust Wendy every few steps. She was forced to set her down once they came to the decrepit rail tracks, her heels and her balance making it too much of a chore to haul the toddler over. She bent slightly to take her hand.

“Watch your steps, please. The sleepers are quite loose.”

She gave Wendy's hand a jerk to swing her over the last of the track. The faint, delighted squeal caused her chest to swell and ache all at once. She hoisted Wendy up over the short, stone wall that separated the old garden grounds from the city. She allowed Wendy to walk alone, keeping her pace slow to not pull too far ahead.

The orangerie came into view. There were no longer boards on any of the windows, all now having glass–one being stained glass–and a faint, warm glow coming from each.

She let Wendy in through the front door, frowning at the silence inside.

“Hello? Mal? Clara?” She knelt to remove Wendy's shoes. “Innit?”

She pulled Wendy back and took her hand to keep her from running off ahead. The lights were on, and she did not get a sense of utter dread, but the silence was unwelcoming. She lightly stepped further into the house, keeping Wendy’s hand and holding her so that she was positioned to be yanked behind her if the need arose.

Innit was wedged in the corner of their living room. His laptop’s bright glow washed out his face.

She released Wendy to allow her to rush over and collide with his knees.

“Wha–? Oh, Wendy, you’re home!” He set the laptop aside, but kept it open, and pulled Wendy onto his knee. “Do a lot of dustin’ with Mama today?”

“Didn’t you hear me call?” Kalon’s eyes darted to the laptop. “Where are Mal and Clara?” Her stomach plummeted. “Innit… you didn’t–?”

He glared at her. “I didn’t forget them at school. They wanted to play with Isabelline. Said I’d pick ‘em up once you started on dinner.” He set Wendy down. “You can come too. Give Mama some quiet to cook in.”

She pinched her eyes. “Sorry. I shouldn’t have….” She sighed heavily and gave a frustrated wave to the glowing laptop. “I saw you on that thing, and you were so absorbed, and my mind right now is….”

“Do you need more than a quiet minute? I can run and grab food with the kids. Bring you back something.”

She smiled, rubbing the small ‘I’ tattooed on her left ring finger, just visible above a blingy, black ring Innit had given her shortly after Clara had been born. She wiped at the tears that started to spill from her green eyes, still smiling and laughing slightly at his discomfort.

“I think I’m pregnant.”

“...What? How? We've been careful since Clara!” He glanced down at Wendy. “Except that one time.” He shut his blue eyes with a groan. “The lake….”

She laughed but that turned to sobs. She buried her face in her hands and turned away from Wendy's large, imploring eyes. She twisted into Innit’s shoulder as he put an arm around her.

“It's too quiet ‘round here with the bigger kids in school anyway.”

“Sh-she can't t-talk!”

“That ain't what I was gettin’ at….”

“I d-don’t want her to get o-overlooked because of a new b-baby.” She wiped her eyes on his shoulder. “H-how am I going to h-help her talk if I’m caring for a n-newborn?”

“Hey.” Innit pulled her back, taking her face. “Wendy is fine. There ain’t a thing wrong with her.”

“B-but, everything I’ve read–.”

“Get out of your head for a sec, and just look at her. She’s fine.” He put his hand on her stomach. “A fourth one, huh?” His brow knit. “We’re runnin’ out of space here.”

She laughed shakily, putting her hand over his. “We’ll be even more extra careful.”

“We have to be. I ain’t the type of handy to be makin’ half a dozen bunkbeds.” He kissed her forehead. “Put your feet up. The kids and me will bring dinner back.” He hoisted Wendy up away from her toys. “You goin’ to help pick out something sweet for Mama?”

She leaned against the doorway, repeatedly curling her fingers to wave at Wendy as she looked back at her--waving hugely with one hand and grasping Innit’s hand with the other. She slipped back indoors. She surveyed the house for a moment–looking to see if something needed doing–then went into the bath to rinse the layer of dust. She opted to shake out her curls with the later hour and the irritatingly long time it took for them to completely dry.

She continued gently shaking her hair after she dressed in pajamas and walked back into the bulk of the living room. She stopped, staring at the laptop glowing in Innit’s chair.

She approached it, watched the screen pulsate, and shut the lid with a snap. She grabbed it by its handle and yanked it off the chair; her other hand going to her stomach.

“Your father, always leaving this dreadful thing where your brother and sisters can jump on it.” She set the laptop on the dining table. “He’ll tell me about it later.”

Kalon fell back in Innit’s chair and propped her feet up, shutting her eyes and smiling as she heard the sounds of her family racing for the door.

------------------

It is done! I almost ended it with Kalon giving Innit the extra sandwhichs to share with Magpie, but that would've been a couple sentence of that, or too much of a back and forth of him going over why he was going. And this is a what-if or something. Which is also why I didn't show Innit interacting with any of the kids minus the very brief bit with Wendy at the end (and she doesnt talk because I didn't want to try remembering/figuring out how a 2yo would sound, lol). So, when I started writing stuff with Mal I think Minn was about 7 months old, and I knew I wante him to be 9 months when Innit came back, and I was trying to figure out what I'd need to fake to make him 9 months more believably... and then Minn ended up being 9-10 months during those bits with him.

Kid names! Mal(vern) for the librarian, also a town outside of Philly. The girls' names go back to the books Kalon kept in her vanity (the Nutcracker, Peter Pan, collection of Persian mythology, Holy Bible). I never stated it anywhere, but because of how the healthcare works, you don't get your first appointment until you're 4 months along. That's why in the Magpie what-if, he knows he's having a son but Innit has no idea what he's in for, because the appointment didn't happen yet. During the first (sometimes only) appointment, you get the pregnacy confirmation--big duh at that point--and they do the anatomy scan, so you're told if there is a deveoplment issue and what the sex is. You don't get to be 'I want a surprise' they just tell you.

I can't remember if I had anything else to put here because I'm being screehed at, lol. The only part I didn't post was Kalon meeting Bex, which I didn't finish. I'll post her description of him since it's the only thing I really like from it:

 The young man passing by the window was unfamiliar. The word that popped into Kalon’s mind was ‘autumn’; all the splendor of the leaves changing on the mountains, the crispness of the air, the sweet scent of petrichor, and the bright sun that brought out the darker shades of everything shifting towards death.

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“That’s my mum,” Ira whispered to the gryphon. “I’ll come back with something to eat.”

---

Dinner was quiet. Ira was allowed to wear his pajama pants from last night in lieu of his wet, muddy pants. The reasoning being it was far too late in the day to change into something nice when dinner was just the three of them. His father had joined him in the pajama bottoms attire while his mother feigned disapproval in her sweats and a t-shirt too stained to ever see the light of day.

Despite the lightheartedness of preparing for dinner, choosing relaxed wear, deciding to eat in the kitchen instead of the formal dining room, dinner was quiet. There was a tense air between his parents that Ira didn’t know what to do with. It wasn’t a situation that happened enough for him to recall the last time a meal with just the three felt so uncomfortable.

Ira inspected the bit of steak on the end of his fork, narrowing his blue eyes as if trying to see through it.

“Wot has that cow done to offend you,” Clayborne asked cheerily.

“What do gryphons eat,” Ira asked.

Clayborne and Elsie shot a look to each other, silently deciding which of them would take what role in this. Elsie sighed and set her fork down.

“What brought on this sudden interest in gryphons, sweetie.” Elsie asked.

Ira looked at his plate but could feel his mother’s light hazel eyes on him. “I found one in the wood….”

“I reckoned our pride moved on,” Clayborne said with a frown. “Was it only the one?”

“Yes, a little one,” Ira said eagerly, turning to his father. “It was all fuzzy with nubs.”

Clayborne and Elsie exchanged alarmed looks. Clayborne set his fork down and stood quickly. Elsie hastily rose too.

“No, m’dear, I’ll return shortly,” Clayborne said. “Finish supper.” He cast his gaze to Ira, smiling warmly. “Where did you see it?”

“N-near the stream…,” Ira said. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing, sweetie,” Elsie said soothingly. “Take my coat along too. I fear a towel won’t be strong enough.”

The rest of his dinner was unenjoyable. Ira kept stealing looks at the door, or straining his ears for sounds of his father. He was scolded a few times for not paying attention to his meal, or to whatever smalltalk his mother was trying to make to get his mind off things.

He was tucked into his bed and his father still had not returned. He watched his mother tuck a stray strand of her long, toffee colored hair behind her ear as she recited from a thick, leather book. He was in no mood for a fairy story.

Ira sat up suddenly as a door downstairs slammed shut, like it was kicked closed. Elsie gently pushed him back down, snapped the book shut, and kissed his forehead.

“But–,” Ira started.

“Bed now, sweetie,” Elsie said firmly. “We’ll talk in the morning.” She smiled softly. “You were right to tell us about the little gryphon, Ira. We shall have a lesson on them tomorrow.” She hesitated on her way to the door. “Ira?”

“Yes, Mummy?”

“Are you terribly lonely?”

He inched up in an attempt to see his mother’s face better, but with the only light now coming from his nightlight it was impossible. She was turned halfway out the door, teetering on leaving. 

He felt his insides squirm with embarrassment as her question lingered in the room. He shook his head but could not force the words out.

“Elsie,” Clayborne hissed. His steps were light in the hall. “Elsie!”

She vanished, the door clicked closed behind her. “Shush, I’m here. Did you find it?”

“Is he asleep?”

“Likely not, but he’s tucked in.”

“Downstairs then,” Clayborne said, dropping his voice.

Ira crept from his bed as the creaking in the hall receded away. He tensed as the door latch clicked. He eased open the door.

“--finally found her,” Clayborne’s voice drifted from downstairs. “Malnourished, but not dangerously so.”

“Such a relief,” Elsie’s voice came. “I feared getting his hopes up when he mentioned how young–she, was it?--how young she was. Tea?”

“Please; I’m starved.”

He tiptoed out to the landing as his parents moved towards the kitchen. He sank to his knees and squished his face in the bars of the bannister, straining his ears.

“My worry now is how long she’ll need to stay,” Clayborne said.

“That is a worry for when it comes,” Elsie said. “Ira will enjoy caring for her.”

“Ira?”

“Our son is lonely,” Elsie said with a bite in her voice. “Clayborne, look at me. He’s desperately lonely and has been, and we’ve ignored that too long. Remember your childhood?”

He couldn’t hear what his father said. He had a weird, mixed up feeling inside, like a cross between shame and relief. His mother clearly hadn't believed him when he tried saying he wasn’t lonely, but his father also appeared to have had a lonely childhood and he was loved and respected.

“Folant wrote,” Elsie said solemnly.

“You mentioned.”

“I won’t drop this, Clayborne! Not with our son–.”

“Don’t bring Ira into this,” Clayborne said. Then added, dropping his voice, “Ssh, we’ll wake him… He was not even born when we came to this… arrangement with Folant.”

“And he would have never been born without her help,” Elsie stated. There was a long pause. “I wished I could have given him a sibling; you another son or a daughter.”

There was another long pause, but this one had an oddly stifled choking sound. Ira turned his head to listen harder. His stomach sank when it clicked that the noise must’ve been his mother crying. She, or his father, was trying to stop it.

Ira stood and staggered, bumping hard into the rail. He froze as the sounds downstairs abruptly stopped, and awkwardly stumbled back to his room on his sleep-prinkling legs, diving into bed and yanking the sheet over his head.

Footsteps creaked on the landing outside his door. He shut his eyes.

“Fair play, but you forgot to shut your door,” Clayborne’s voice whispered from the hall. “Goodnight, Ira.”

---

Gryphons were dangerous according to the thick, old book Ira was trying to read. His eyes kept glazing over, and with it written at least a hundred years ago, he often had to pester his mother for help.

Elsie sat in an armchair by the cold fireplace. Her toffee colored hair was loosely tied off to the side, and her ivory, silken dressing gown had fallen off her shoulders as she stared unseeingly into the opposite wall. Ira spotted the edges of a rash peeking from the stretched-out collar of her oversized shirt as it too slipped from her shoulder.

“Mummy,” Ira questioned. “What’s that?”

Elsie startled, looked at him, his pointing, and readjusted her dressing gown to cover her neck and shoulders. She gave him a papery smile.

“Are you stuck on something, sweetie?”

Clayborne strode into the study before Ira could answer, or re-ask his original question. He was dressed in heavy leather pants and his coat had a metallic sheen when the light caught it just right. He promptly kissed Elsie on top of the head with a faint “morn, m’dear” and beamed down at Ira.

“I chopped the livers up,” he announced. “You want to take a crack at feeding her?”

“Clayborne,” Elsie warned, “it’s too soon. Let him observe longer.”

“I’d say three days is long enough,” Clayborne said. He smiled at her softly. “You’re fretting too much. Ira can handle this.” He winked at his son. “Can’t you?”

Ira looked between his parents; his mother’s tired worry and his father’s joyous excitement. He jumped to his feet, allowing his father’s excitement to spark his own that he’d kept smouldering ever since finding the gryphon.

“I’ll get my boots!”

He raced to the foyer to don a set of calf-high, thick leather boots. He could hear his parents murmuring at each other, but he was too busy squatting down to tie the laces to care about his mother worrying and his father reassuring. He propped up on his toes, waving his hand about to snag his coat from its hook. It was just a denim jacket, not as protective as his father’s coat, but his mother would surely appreciate his efforts and realize he was serious about helping care for the little gryphon.

He proudly, and calmly, walked back towards the office, slowing at the tense tones in his parents’ voices.

“--exhauted as of late,” Clayborne said. “More reason not to have Folant come, if you ask me.”

“They’re coming, Clayborne,” Elsie said firmly. “I’ve already bought everything for supper.”

“Looks like I really am spending some quality time with your dear brother then.”

Elsie gave an exasperated sigh from the other side of the wall. Ira could picture her pinching at her eyes. He picked that moment to re-enter the office.

“Ready,” he announced.

It was gross and enjoyable dropping chopped livers into the baby gryphon’s mouth. She started out wary, but was soon making a wheezing purring sound and soft chirps between clumps of food. Ira’s ecstatic face was reflected back to himself in her enormous yellow eyes.

“Her coat is quite mottled,” Ira commented. “Do you think she’ll have rosettes? I read some gryphons have them on the cat part of them.”

“Fair thought,” Clayborne murmured. His head was resting on the shed window, his blue eyes staring up at the house.

“Dad? Are you okay?” He quickly looked to the gryphon to avoid eye contact. “You and Mummy… seem odd.”

He didn’t want Clayborne to know how much he’d been eavesdropping lately. It would make his parents too careful and he’d never be able to overhear another thing, trivial or otherwise. He wanted to ask about Folant; who she was, what arrangements they had with her.

Clayborne was staring into his hands. His face was tense with concentration as if trying to see through them.

“You understand that we aren’t a normal family, right?”

“We’re not?” Ira dropped another bit of liver down the gryphon’s throat. “How so? Is this because Uncle Lachlan is a duke?”

Clayborne smiled in bemusement. “You’re feeding a gryphon right now.”

“Oh. Right.” Ira blushed. “What of it?”

Ira did not know life without creatures and magic; them being as common as snow in the winter and his mother scolding him whenever she found snacks hidden in his room.

Clayborne toyed with a button on his coat. “Speaking of your uncle, I plan on staying the night. Perhaps tomorrow as well.”

“Just you? Without me or Mummy?” Ira eyed him. “Don’t you have any friends that’ll take you in when you and Mummy are disagreeing?”

“Alas, no,” Clayborne said in false pain. He smirked. “Part of my upbringing, I’m afraid.” A sudden, horrified look of realization overcame his face to the point that Ira drew back when his father reached out to clap his shoulder. “You have been lonely, haven’t you?”

Ira half-shrugged, squishing the bit of liver in his fingers. There didn’t seem to be a right answer to this question his parents kept throwing at him. He wasn’t sure exactly what it meant to be lonely; he had never had anyone to play with or talk to or simply laze about with that was anywhere near his age to compare it to. If he had to put a word to the most nagging feeling he had though, lonely would be it.

“Ira, watch your–.”

“Ow!”

The end of his finger dripped scarlet on top of the gryphon’s downy head. She tossed and snapped her beak at the travesty of it.

“Lemme see it,” Clayborne said, sighing. “All there. No stitches. Your mother won’t be happy, mind, but this is part of learning. Come on, I’ll get you patched up at the house. I’ll finish her feeding.”

“Can I,” Ira asked timidly. He thrust his bleeding hand behind his back. “I’ll use my other hand. And be extra careful. Please, Dad?”

Clayborne’s eyes sparkled as he smirked and held in a laugh. “If your mother asks, I brought you up straight away.” He nodded to the half full bucket. “Go on, then.”

---

Clayborne had left for Uncle Lachlan’s as soon as lunch was finished. There were no words between him and Elsie on the subject, just tense pecks on the cheek and murmured goodbyes. Ira flattened his hair after his father ruffled it on his exit, watching him drive off before he was shooed upstairs for an early bath.

He wasn’t allowed outside for the afternoon. Elsie had set out his Sunday clothes and those were absolutely not allowed out on the grounds. He was sequestered to her study to continue his studies on gryphons. He suspected his bandaged finger played a part in that.

“I best get supper on,” Elsie said, glancing at the large, ticking clock against the wall.

“I’ll help.”

“Thank you, but no,” Elsie said, easing out of her chair. “I’d hate for you to stain your good clothes. Do what you wish, as long as you keep clean.”

There was not much for him to do in the study other than read, and his mother had been forcing that upon him lately. She forbade him–in so many words–to go out to see the gryphon again. He opted to follow her into the kitchen to watch her cook.

Elsie was seasoning a long tray of diced potatoes that sat out next to a large leg of lamb.

“Dad’s favorite,” Ira said, climbing onto one of the counter seats. Elsie gave him an impish smirk and started seasoning the lamb. “He could be having lamb tonight with Uncle Lachlan.”

“Your uncle couldn’t roast a lamb to save his life,” Elsie said.

“Are you two fighting,” Ira asked anxiously. “Is it… about me?”

His loneliness was at the center of all the arguments he’d overheard. His parents normally got on really well, and were the right mix of teasing and loving so that neither was strong enough to give him worry or make him gag. It was only recently, and always with mentions of his loneliness, that thing had grown tense.

“That makes it sound like you’re at fault, and you’re not,” Elsie said, sliding the lamb in the oven. “Your father and I disagree on how to help you, or if we even should.” She smiled affectionately. “You are not to blame, Ira. Arguments are normal. Don’t fret.” She put her hands on her hips and surveyed the countertop. “Do you feel a salad or some cooked sort of greenery?”

Elsie nearly dropped the tray of potatoes as the front bell clanged. She shot a wide-eyed look at the clock, and murmured something that suspiciously sounded like a string of curse words.

“They’re early,” Elsie said, setting down the potatoes and fumbling them about to re-even them out. “Come, sweetie, to the door.”

“Couldn’t I just answer it if you’re busy,” Ira asked.

Elsie hesitated. “No… I think it best we go together. Come along.”

He trailed his mother out to the foyer. She checked her face for smears of lamb blood and bared her teeth to guard against any greens stuck in them. There was a nervousness he wasn’t used to seeing coming from her. It reminded him almost of Christmas mornings.

“Smile,” Elsie whispered to him, wrenching open the heavy, wooden door.

A petite woman with long, black hair and gleaming silver eyes was revealed. She wore a coy smile, and her clothes looked expensive even to Ira’s young, inexperienced, boy eyes. There was something about how she stood, carried herself, that gave him a foreboding feeling. His skin prickled as his danger senses rose.

The woman’s eyes darted to him so quickly he could have imagined it before softening on Elsie. She made a quick curtsy with a bend of her knee.

“Elspeth.”

“Folant.” Elsie and Folant bumped cheeks. “It’s been ages! Oh, I’ve missed you.”

“And I you, my dear friend,” Folant said. Her eyes flashed beyond Elsie. “Clayborne…?”

“Not here,” Elsie said, her jaw set. Ira blinked, shocked, as she rolled her eyes.

“Just as well. We did have our arrangement.”

“Oh, do come in, Folant,” Elsie said, rushing aside. “My manners, I swear.” She yanked Ira out of the way and in front of her. “This is Ira.”

Folant looked at him with an odd fondness. His body was still yelling that he was in danger, so he shrunk against Elsie and fought the urge to bury his face.

Folant gave a deeper curtsy. “Your highness.” She looked up to Elsie. “He senses me.”

“Oh, of course; how stupid of me,” Elsie said, crouching down to look Ira in the face. She smiled reassuringly. “Folant is a witch, sweetie. She’ll feel a tad different than the mages you’ve encountered.” She brushed his blond hair with her long fingers. “She’s a friend.”

“Hello,” Ira said quietly. “Pleased to have met you.”

“Entirely mine, highness,” Folant said, her coy smirk softening to something more motherly. She flinched. “And this—blast, where did she get to?”

Elsie’s grip tightened on his shoulders as she tiptoed in place, peering out the door into the dark as Folant stepped out. He was starting to feel nauseous between his mother’s bizarre behavior and this Folant woman’s hair-raising pressure.

Ira stepped out from Elsie’s grip as she softly gasped in time with Folant re-entering the house with her hand firmly on a girl’s shoulder. She had the same long, black hair as Folant, but was a shade or two lighter in complexion, more like his own. Her eyes were a definitive amber. She couldn’t have been more than ten, and she had the same pressure as her mother. Perhaps even wilder.

“This is Enid.”

Elsie firmly pulled him into her side. She was trembling. “She is your sister.”

-----------------------------------

Originally, Ira was going to have an older brother (likely named Folant since it's considered masculin) but I kept liking the idea of an older sister more and more. This was partly to get down the names Folant and Enid so I don't lose them. I've always kept Enid in the back of my mind, so if I end up liking it too much it could be a middle name if I have another girl. But, for now, the name belongs to Ira's estranged, half-sister.

This is also a reminder that Elsie and Clayborne were Keepers, specifically stalkers. They live in a large-ish house in the country where a lot of critters reside or migrate through. Other than a pair of maids that come three times a week, they don't have servants unless it's for some type of event and they have fewer and fewer of those as they get older. I don't know if I'll get into what's up with Keepers (and the Order of Ferblanc) while writing Nellie's stuff or not. Maybe the Order. The gist of it is that Keepers have to undergo a sort of transformation thing in order to be protected against a lot of the creatures, and that transformation comes with some nasty side effects, the big one being reproducing. Folant being a witch (like Ava but x1000) was able to help out so Clayborne and Elsie could concieve Ira, but it took a trememndous toll on Elsie so they could only attempt it the one time. So, Elsie had a whole other thing going on separate from her dragoning.

The whole arrangement with Clayborne, Folant, and Elsie will definitely come in during Ira's story(s). I wasn't sure if I'd get to introduce Enid in Nellie's, orignally that was supposed to be the first time I introduced her to readers, but that's really far away if it happens at all. I want Ira and Penny only to pop up enough to get Nellie on her feet, not the run the show for her, so who knows how often they show up.

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February 13, 2026
Unresolved
A Tale of Ace Gallagher Short from Book #5

Mioko could scarcely keep his head upright. His labored breathing was growing faint; his skin paling beneath the freckles that peppered his skin. He was supported almost fully by the steel bars he leaned against with only one hand grasping a section above his tawny hair.

He raised his head painfully. His brown eyes were dull as the glimmer of life was eked from them with every breath.

He found a familiar Daethen knight sitting at the other end of the hall, idly picking under his fingernails with one of his throwing knives. His feet were propped up on a chair beside him, and in a box on the desk behind him lay the various trinkets and baubles that had been removed from the sorcerers apprehended the day before.

The once glimmering yellow crystal worn around Mioko’s neck was among the pile.

Mioko winced and used his arm to pull himself further upright. His other hand slipped, shakily, through the space between the bars. His fingers stretched as far as they could go, as if trying to close in any gap between them and the crystal across the room.

He was much too far away.

“Ed,” his voice came weakly.

The knight’s movements slowed, but his attention was not moved.

“I need my crystal.”

Ed still did not move.

“Ed, please,” Mioko pleaded. “You know I need it; it’s not just a totem–it’s my life!” He breathed, “I swear, I won’t use its power…”

“Yeah–he swears!” The man in the cell beside him scooted closer to his own bars. “And give me mine, too! We won’t do anything!”

“Just give them all back to us!” A woman called from down the hall. “Please, I’ll die without my opal stone!” 

“Come on, Ed,” the man spoke again, stressing the man’s nickname. “You can trust us!"

“Shut it.” The knight’s reply was simple.

Mioko bit his lip as his hand slid down the bar toward his hair. His eyes scanned the cells as the others chuckled and mumbled amongst themselves. He winced, knowing well that not a single one was bound like he was.

He stretched out his hand again. “You don’t have to give it to me, just... could you place it closer?”

“Place it closer, Ed!” The voices returned with no effort to the sneer of sarcasm. 

“Place mine right here!!” A hand slapped against the stoney ground outside a neighboring cell.

Mioko drew a sharp breath as another wave of weakness rippled through his body. It stung and numbed him all at once, causing him to shiver. His hand dropped to his side while the other slipped from the bar. He tried to stifle his rasping breaths, saving what he could to keep conscious.

The woman across from him peeked through her cell as the voices around them grew ever-louder. “You’re... you’re not making that up, are you?” She inched closer, peering through squinted eyes. Realization spread across her own freckled face. “Were you the child who escaped the Fae of U’dien?”

“Will you all be quiet?!” Ed growled loud enough to be heard over the noise.

The woman climbed to her knees as she glanced at Ed. "He’s not lying–he’s the boy from my village who escaped the Fae!"

“Escaped the Fae??” The man beside Mioko shot her an incredulous look.

“But all children die when they leave U’dien!” Another called.

“And he will too without that U’dien crystal!” The woman barked back. “He truly does need it!”

“Shut up–all of you!!” Ed snapped, stomping to his feet as he turned toward the hall of cells.

The voices were reduced to silence. Even Mioko had looked up warily as his forehead pressed against the bars.

The knight’s eyes narrowed on him for a moment before he turned away. “You are in holding until the King says otherwise–nobody’s getting anything back until then!!”

“Sir Edwards,” Mioko tried one last time with all the firmness he could muster.

His eyes darted toward him. "Save your breath."

The Weivan was unable to determine if Ed’s words were meant in dismissal. The tone was more somber; more empathetic. Could it be that the man knew his detainment wouldn’t last much longer?

Ed returned to his chair, but he did not sit down. The yellow crystal was barely visible from the corner of his eye. His frown deepened. With a simple turn, he walked up to the iron door and left the room.

Mioko hissed through his teeth and slid further down the bars. He could only hope the crystal would be returned before it was too late.

The Phoenix’s Duty Short
Ed brings Vance to King Rei, offering his services to hold back the curse of Ignarathos. In return, Ed bis declared the Duke, and he is able to order all sorcerers to be freed.

Almost everyone in the hallway looked up through their bars when the heavy iron door opened back up. They remained silent as a different knight entered and took a set of keys from the desk beside the box of totems. They watched with anticipation as he took them to the first locked cell and swifty unlocked it.

“Wait–are we free?” The woman inside stood.

“That’s what they say,” the knight replied. “By order of the Duke, or something. Take your things and go.”

“They’re releasing us!” Another shouted down the hall. “Hey–they’re releasing us!!” 

Among other cries of gladness, the woman joyfully stepped from the cell as the knight moved to the next lock. She ran to the desk and overturned the box of totems. Spreading them across the desk, she found her own opal necklace.

“At last!” She cried, holding it in her hand.

As each door was unlocked, the man or woman within rushed to the table to pick up their totem. Hands and fingers grasped at chains and baubles, but each sorcerer only took what was theirs. After all: someone attempting to take more than their own would have had a hard time escaping with the amount of magic users present around them.

When the freckled woman retrieved her silver hair pin, her hand hesitated over the yellow U’dien crystal. Her eyes drifted over her shoulder in an attempt to look for Mioko, but the amount of bodies rushing past–and his cell appearing to be open–coaxed her to leave.

One by one, individual cells were unlocked as word was spread through the halls of the dungeon. By the time the knight reached the hall Athena was in, a flood of recently-freed sorcerers was already moving swiftly through the stone corridors before her–all funneling to the great iron door at the far end of the dungeon.

She caught the knight’s arm as he dragged the door open. “Excuse me, but I need to find the cell of a Weivan with short red hair–”

“Lady, there’s a hundred Weivans with short red hair in this dungeon,” his lips skewed beneath his helmet. 

“His name is Mioko–”

“I can’t help you.”

She frowned as he moved on to the next cell, and she took a deep breath before blending into the crowd. She weaved in and out of the steady flow of people, frequently catching a glimpse of someone with red-hair, but they were never the man she sought. She continued through the ever-emptying cells until she reached the last, long hallway. An iron door was open at the far end.

The newly appointed Duke stood at the desk near the doorway. His elbow was bent at his waist, and his hand was closed.

“Ed,” Athena called, starting toward him.

He narrowed his eyes. “Athena? Since when did you practice magic?”

“I don’t,” she stepped aside when another sorcerer rushed past her, “but, they took Mioko away from his daughter, and when I tried to stop them, they–” 

Her sentence was broken with a horrified gasp. Her eyes had fallen upon the unmoving form of a Weivan with short red hair, curled on his side within an open cell. “Mioko!!” She cried, dropping to her knees. “No–Mioko!!” She grasped his shoulders, rolled him to his back, and shook him, but he remained limp and lifeless in her hands.

Ed swallowed. He opened his hand to reveal the yellow crystal of U’dien–the last of the totems left on the desk after every other sorcerer had fled their cell.

Athena’s tear-filled eyes darted toward him, focusing in on the trinket in his hand. “You know–you know he needs that!!” She spat, flying to her feet and rushing toward him. “You know he will die without it–you know and you took it from him!!”

The Duke flinched as Athena practically leapt at him; fists pounding his chest as her shrill words stung his ears. He shrunk back as she forcibly snatched the crystal from his hand.

“If this won’t revive him now, you are the reason Mioko is dead!!” She screamed through her tears; every ounce of her thin frame bristling with anger and disappointment.

Ed’s lips were skewed with his teeth clenched behind them. His expression was pained and pale–but he did not speak. He only watched as the woman turned on her heels and ran back to Mioko’s cell with his crystal in hand.

Athena dropped to her knees, shuddering as she slid to Mioko’s side.

“Please–wake up!” She pressed the crystal to his unmoving chest.

The dull crystal at once flared with golden light. It pulsed once before swirling around her hand and filling the cell in brilliant light.

The light reflected in her eyes.

Athena gasped as the air was sucked from her lungs, faltered as her strength was seeped, and shut her eyes as her vision clouded over.

Ed took a step forward, his face painted in concern.

The golden light faded, and Athena collapsed.

Mioko gasped for air.

Golden light flashed in his eyes as they opened wide, only to fall closed as he continued breathing in air as quickly as he could. When he could finally find the renewed strength to move, he tried to roll to his side to sit up.

His necklace slipped from his chest and landed on the ground, but his knees bumped against something.

He blinked as he focused on the figure lying in the dimly lit cell.

His breathing caught in his throat.

“Athena?!” He scrambled to his hands and knees and dove toward her. “Athena!!”

Ed shut his eyes and turned away as a new set of cries rose into the air.

“No–Athena, you–why did you–” Mioko gnashed his teeth and grabbed the golden gem in his fingers. “Put it back!!” He shouted at the crystal before pressing it against Athena’s unmoving form. “This life isn’t mine–put it back!!”

But his crystal retained its subtle glow without even a spark to offer.

His lips quivered as tears fell from his eyes. “Don’t make her die for me!!” He cried pitifully as his fingers clenched the crystal so tightly his hand shook.

Duke Edwards slipped away, pained sorrow twisting his expression before he disappeared in shadow.

In the waning light of a cloudy afternoon, Ace and Elliot stopped their horses at the foot of the hill on which the great castle of Daethos stood. Hundreds of men and women were pouring from the door of the castle, forming a steady stream of figures running down the hill and practically leaping toward the gate at which they stood. Their cacophonous cries filled the air and grew louder as they approached.

“Well,” Elliot eyed the first few sorcerers as they rushed past them, “it looks like we got here at just the right time.”

Ace chewed his lip as his eyes scanned the billowing crowd. “Do you see her?”

“In that? No.”

The tan-haired man frowned. “Wait here.”

“Are you sure about that?” Elliot took Lady’s reins as Ace dismounted quickly, pushing his way through the gate and into the fray. 

“Athena!” He shouted as he shoved his way upstream.

“Oof!” Someone quipped.

“Watch where you’re going!”

“Out of my way!” A bulky man shoved him as he tried to push past.

“Out of my way, you jerk!” Ace shouted after him, his arms balled at his chest. He turned his head back to the door everyone was filing from. “Athena!!” He called again, scanning the field for her face. With so many running and blocking his vision as they passed, he was worried he would miss her. As the crowd quickly thinned, he chewed his lip and glanced behind him. “Surely she’d see Elliot if she passed me,” he muttered, only to be struck in the other by a freckled woman in a thick cloak. “Hey!” He staggered back, setting a hand on his shoulder as if in protest.

The woman didn’t even look twice as she hurried away.

Ace huffed a breath and turned his attention back to the castle door.

His scrunched expression immediately unclenched.

A man with red hair had stepped into the field.

Ace straightened his posture as he locked eyes with Mioko. His chest filled with anxious panic when he saw someone draped within his arms. His heart dropped when the figure in his arms became recognizable.

The other sorcerers rushing from the castle had run away. The cries and shouts and cheers had dulled. Time itself seemed to slow as Mioko trudged toward him at a painfully slow pace.

Ace had grown deathly still; hoping–praying–that she had only been injured. But with every step that closed the gap between them, trembling dread further overtook him. 

Mioko bowed as he came to a stop a few feet away, his face pale and tear-stained.

Ace’s knees buckled and he sank into the grass. He sucked in a breath through open lips as Mioko gently knelt down and presented Athena’s body.

“I’m sorry,” he muttered almost imperceptibly, his eyes downcast. “I’m so sorry.”

Ace’s brows arched on his forehead, tears stinging his eyes as they remained wholly focused on his wife. Her eyes were closed; her dull lips slightly parted. Her chest did not swell with breath; her fingers remained stiff and unmoving.

Wildly trying to process the scene, he gave the smallest shake of his head. “Wh…” he tried to speak, though he could not muster his voice. He could not attempt to speak about the reality lying before him.

“They… they took my crystal… I was dying. She gave it back to me, and it… It took her life to give to me,” Mioko gnashed his teeth in anguish. 

Ace’s brows furrowed further, his hand hesitating before it could reach for her.

“If I could–just–give it back,” Mioko hissed, “she wouldn’t–wouldn’t have died!”

The word sent a jolt through Ace’s entire body. He had not wanted to hear the word. He had not wanted to accept the word.

But the word was true.

Athena had died.

In utter defeat, the tan-haired man dropped his hand, squashed his eyes shut, and lurched forward until his forehead fell upon hers.

Mioko’s gem sparked and Ace at once felt faint.

“Wait,” Mioko grasped Ace by the shoulder and swiftly pushed him back. “Let me let go of her. The crystal is still trying to heal me–it’s taking anything it can.”

Ace’s teeth remained clenched as he watched the sorcerer lay his wife upon the ground. His hand touched the spot on his forehead at his hairline, still tingling like a freshly formed scar.

Weakly, Mioko crawled away, remaining hunched over his knees. “I’m sorry,” he muttered again.

Ace drew his gloved hands to her unmoving face. Her skin was cold against his fingertips. 

He bleated a short sob as the reality further sunk in.

The last time he had seen her, he had argued with her. They had left their disagreement unresolved as he hurried away to the theater with scarcely a kiss on her cheek. He had left her alone, like had done many other days before that.

But he had expected to come home and find her waiting for him. He had expected to make things right.

Instead, their disagreement–and their life together–would be left unresolved.

“Teena,” Ace moaned her name, as if to summon a different ending.

The stillness of the air around him was the only reply.

Tears poured from his eyes as he doubled over and clutched her body with all his might, crying desperately into the fading light.

 

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Oof this is a sad one.

I usually try my best to avoid drawing or writing about a dead body; I'll try to hide the face or simply pass over to a scene after the death has been dealt with, but this one, unfortuantley for Ace, has to be front and center.

It's very much a turning point in Ace's life, and not just because he must process the death of his own wife. Basically, he was so focused on supporting Athena by doing ALL things, he ends up barely being present for her. Losing her really makes him sit back and really think about what he's trying to do with his life, and while his healing process is long and painful (and most of it will happen 'off-screen'), it brings him to a better place of growth and resilience on the other side.

And of course this affects Mioko greatly too; that crystal is both a source of life and the bane of his existence... He grieves almost as much as Ace simply because he had a very firm friendship with Athena, and he's devastated that his power was the cause of her death (even though he had no control over it). And also unfortunately, this inadvertently makes things awkward between him and Ace - just briefly though. After they heal and process, they are able to lean on each other due to their mutual care for Athena - and how they've both had to struggle through losing their spouses.

It gets better I promise!!

(Also, the tingling "magic scar" is how Ace gets his white streak in this 'universe.')

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They were whisked away to the Knight Barracks down near a right angle of road called Devil’s Corner. All of them had injuries from the run in with the monster. Brody got off with a ripped shirt and some shallow scratches from the wing. Calix dislocated his shoulder breaking Ira’s door down to get his sword. Itzel had several deep scratches from when the cryptid landed on her, but only one needed stitches. Nellie’s torn shoulder needed stitches too.

Ira did not go with them to the Knight Barracks. He went north to the Conservatory with Cecily. She was limping when Nellie last saw her.

“Bear it a tad longer,” Knight Wilde said patiently. His thick fingers were somehow holding the stitching needle deftly, and Nellie hadn’t felt more than small tugs thanks to his skill–and some numbing cream.

Itzel stood a few feet away, anxiously tiptoeing and wringing her hands as she watched. That made Nellie want to see how bad her arm looked, but she fought the urge.

“And… done.” Knight Wilde creaked back in his rocking chair. “Whew, you kids sure saw one heck of a night, didn’t you?”

“We really appreciate the help,” Brody said, approaching with a steaming cup. He handed it to Nellie. “Is there… any word on his highness?”

“Or the gryphon,” Calix added from across the room. He was holding a large Ziploc of ice to his wrapped, relocated shoulder.

“No, but he said to bring you to Nahma once you were all patched up,” Knight Wilde said. “I have great optimism that the prince is well.”

Nellie sipped at her tea, finding it was a strong, black variety that was familiarly unpleasant. She held it in her mouth, forcing it down with a gulp that nearly choked her.

“Don’t share your father’s tea preference, I take it,” Knight Wilde said with amusement. “Here, I’ll take it. No need to be polite.”

It almost surprised her that Knight Wilde knew of Rhys, but he was about fifty. Nellie wasn’t sure how long training in Rome was but he and Rhys were near enough that they probably had some overlap. 

It also seemed that a lot of people knew who Rhys was without meeting him. Fin knew who he was despite his father not ever meeting Rhys.

“We crossed paths while he was in America,” Knight Wilde explained.

Nellie was glad she did not still have bitter tea in her mouth. She would’ve spat it. “Rhys was in America? When?”

“Years ago,” Knight Wilde said. His deeply lined brow furrowed. “Yikes, it would’ve been more than a decade since he’s left.”

That made sense after the shock of hearing it wore off. Silas was American, and he said Penny's mother was a friend of his and Rhys's.

“You wouldn't know where he went… would you,” Nellie asked, trying to sound nonchalant.

Knight Wilde smiled sympathetically, shaking his head.

With them all patched up, Knight Wilde and Knight Doyle—a tall man with pepped hair and a large gash scar on his arm—escorted them up to Namha. It was a short drive made shorter with the hour being so late that the roads were empty and speeding was possible.

Nahma came and went in a blink. They turned north. The properties thinned out until the only one visible was a tiny white building with a steepled roof. They went through the parking lot, and took an unpaved road out into the trees and mountains, soon coming upon a stone wall that strongly reminded Nellie of pictures she’d seen of the Great Wall.

Nellie didn’t see how they made it through the wall, but they were parking in a large clearing with the wall behind them before she knew it.

Keeper Orwell took it upon himself to lead them through the twists and turns of the Conservatory. He was spouting facts like the building being crescent shaped and the wall having smaller, thinner walls to make large enclosures for the different cryptids in residence.

Nellie was having trouble listening. It must have been near midnight, and now that she was safe and warm, she was beginning to nod off on her feet. Calix’s head was also lolling as they walked; Brody was yawning so wide his eyes watered.

She and Itzel were shown to a small, stone room cramped with two twin beds. There was barely room to move between the beds, but somehow Nellie was able to get into one. She was out before the door shut.

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Itzel was gone when Nellie finally woke sometime midday judging by the strong sunlight streaming from the little window. She sat on the edge of the bed for several minutes, not sure what to do and feeling slightly grungy in her ripped and bloodstained pajamas. She gave into a combination of boredom and curiosity, and wandered out.

The thin, curved halls looked different with them sunfilled. She walked with her head turned to stare out the massive walls of windows, feeling her heart swoop as a huge, dark bird with lightning crackling on its wings soared by.

“Thunderbird.”

Nellie jumped at the voice, turning to see a stern woman standing there. She was a tall woman, easily six feet, with gray streaked hair that was twisted up in a knot. Her mouth was thin, dark eyes narrow, and her cheekbones sharp. Her brassy skin was worn and deeply lined on her brow and around her mouth, as if she scowled often.

“My apologies, Miss Herle,” she said with a slight nod. “I’m Keeper Yardley, the resident stalker for this Conservatory. If we stalkers can even claim residency.”

Stalkers were specialized Keepers, from what Ira once told her. They sought out dangerous cryptids versus the regular Keepers that kept more to one location and watched over all the creatures. His parents had been stalkers prior to Clayborne York ascending to Protector of the Realm.

“Prince Ira sent me to see if you had woken,” Keeper Yardley said.

“Ira’s okay,” Nellie said, relieved. “What about Cecily?”

“I was just sent to fetch you,” Keeper Yardley said. “Follow, if you please.”

She followed Keeper Yardley with her head turned to stare out the windowed wall. They came to a spacious room where Keeper Orwell and Ira were calmly sipping hot drinks. Keeper Orwell immediately set his cup down and stood.

“We’ll leave you to it, your highness,” Keeper Orwell said.

Ira was wearing his pajamas, complete with the worn AC/DC shirt Nellie remembered from his Tennessee visit. His pajamas were clean, opposite of hers, and she assumed his clothes from last night had been ruined much like her shirt and Itzel’s nightgown.

“The Keepers call that cryptid a Piasa Bird,” Ira said. He smiled wryly. “Not much of a bird, really. More of one of those dragon adjacent creatures your cousin was musing on.”

“Is Cecily okay,” Nellie asked, looking Ira up and down for signs of injuries.

“Cecily will be all right,” Ira said. “She’ll recover here and fly home. Shouldn’t be more than a week or two.” He knit his fingers, staring at them unseeingly. “She protected me. Took the brunt of the attacks. I’m perfectly fine.”

Nellie went and sat next to him on the small, plush couch. She, too, stared at her hands as the silence between them lengthened. It wasn’t uncomfortable, just quiet.

“That cryptid… it having a human face… that makes it more real that our moms got turned into dragons,” Nellie murmured. She swallowed. Her throat was dry. “Do you think… it was someone’s mom?”

“With that face? Hardly.” Ira drained his tea. “Penny and I theorized all dragons were female, but this challenges that. Or, perhaps, because this is not a true dragon it doesn’t follow that pattern.” His clear eyes darted to his phone resting on the coffee table before them. “I messaged her after I arrived last night, but still nothing.”

It was dark when Nellie saw the Piasa Bird, but there was nothing about its features that pointed to it being a male, minus the beard, but since that was stringy and green, she suspected that was part of the transformation. It was also hanging from the chin and jaws, more like a tiger’s beard than a human beard.

A knock sounded, distracted them both from their separate thoughts. Nellie felt compelled to stand as Knight Doyle, Keeper Orwell, Keeper Yardley, and a square-jawed man in a suit filed in. Ira stayed seated at her side, but she noticed his back straighten.

“Knight Captain Thrasher, I thank you for coming,” Ira said, his tone cool and detached like when he arrived at Silas’s compound.

“Highness,” Thrasher said, giving Ira a curt nod. His eyes narrowed at Nellie. “And…?”

“This is Perenelle Herle,” Ira said. “We were just catching up.” He gave Nellie a small smile. “I’m sure you’re starved. There should still be breakfast.”

Nellie kept Thrasher in the corners of her eye as she inched around to exit the room. His stare had hardened after Ira introduced her, making her insides writhe in discomfort. She shut the door after her and teetered on leaving.

“Herle,” came Thrasher’s rough voice. “As in Rhys Herle?”

“Her father.” Ira said. “Shall we–?”

“You consort with a traitor’s child,” Thrasher growled.

“You forget yourself, sir,” Ira said coldly. There was an inaudible muttering. “Now, to business, shall we? His majesty asks your thoughts on—”

She backed away from the door, not caring about Ira’s politicking. Her insides felt hollow at the charge Thrasher had spat about Rhys. It was the first she had ever heard someone speak negatively of him, and it was with a very serious crime.

She wondered what it meant to be a traitor in this sense. It made little sense the longer she tried to sort it out. Rhys had left the Order of Ferblanc to become Commander of the Auctorita. That was the same as leaving one company for a better promotion as far as she could tell.

Thrasher must be a drama queen despite his appearance.

Itzel had tracked down their clothes, and was dressed for the day when Nellie returned to the room. She looked chipper, as if she was visiting home after a long time.

“Ira’s having his meeting right now,” Nellie said, sitting on the edge of her bed. “I don’t know how long it’ll be, but we’ll probably head out to the airport right after.” She looked from the shirt in her hand to Itzel. “Um… can you turn around, please?”

Itzel eyed her as if not sure Nellie was trying to hide something, but did turn to allow her to change in somewhat private. They headed out after, eventually running into Brody and Calix as they stared through the windowed wall, pointing creatures out to one another.

“Hey, girls,” Brody greeted. “How’s the stitches?”

“Honestly, I thought they’d hurt more,” Nellie said. “How’re you guys? Calix?”

“Sore,” Calix said, gingerly touching his shoulder. His arm was still in a sling. “It moves now; that’s what I want.”

They wandered the curved building, trying to see how many different creatures they could spot, while they waited for Ira. Keeper Yardley found them first, informed them that Ira was too busy to escort them, and took them to the airport herself.

Nellie was disappointed she didn’t have time to talk to Ira. She wanted to theorize more about that Piasa Bird. It wouldn’t have hurt to prod him about Thrasher too, just to confirm her suspicions about his temperament.

They were each given a phone and told to call their guardians about their trials as soon as they arrived back at the compound. Nellie double checked the time when Nathalie failed to answer, frowning. It was a Tuesday. She would’ve left for Murfreesboro to be sure she was in the area for the evening class she taught.

She sent a quick message rather than leave a voice one:

Hoped to talk to Ash. Forgot you taught today. I’ll write you.

Nathalie didn’t need to know about the Piasa Bird right that second. Nathalie would learn about the stitches after her time at the compound ended.

Her bedroom door was flung open with a bang. “Nellie!” Morgan strode in, oblivious that she was half-off the edge of her bed due to his startle. “You’ve got to–.”

“You’ve got to knock, Morgan, I’ve told you,” Nellie interrupted.

“Nevermind all that,” Morgan dismissed. “This creature–this Piasa Bird–the face was human?” He began pacing. “Of course, this goes to my theory of dragon adjacent being connected. That much is certain.”

“Is it,” Nellie asked.

“His highness was rather short sighted to not look at these adjacent creatures,” Morgan said with superiority. “Ah, well, I suppose he’ll be more willing to listen to my ideas in the future.”

“He… did listen,” Nellie said, unsurely.

“You must tell me everything,” Morgan said, jumping up on the edge of her bed.

She rushed through the encounter with the Piasa Bird, only lingering to describe it. Morgan nodded slightly as she talked, his eyes staring as his mind turned things over.

“It isn’t your mother…,” Morgan mused. “I wonder if we could use facial recognition to determine who it was prior to this curse.”

“If it is a curse,” Nellie said. “There are cryptids that are humanoid. Like mermaids. …Mermaids are real, right?”

“They are,” Morgan said through clenched teeth. “That still doesn’t mean my theory is wrong.”

“I didn’t say it was! I was just saying we don’t have enough info,” Nellie said.

There was a long lapse of silence between them. Nellie had no idea why Morgan was quiet. He hadn’t just spent half a night fighting for his life and being wounded in the process. He hadn’t just overheard his father called a traitor. He wasn’t desperately trying to ignore the nagging that invaded when things got too quiet.

“How,” Nellie started quietly, clearing her throat, “am I supposed to know my mother?” She picked her nails, keeping her eyes down. “I don’t remember Brue. How am I supposed to know it’s her?”

“How could you not remember her,” Morgan asked incredulously. “Weren’t you two? You should have firm, core memories of her.”

Shame and guilt seared her insides. She must have had memories of Brue and Rhys, and living with them as a family when she went to live with Nathalie. She forgot about them both though.

“Well… perhaps asking you to have any detailed memories at that age is a big ask,” Morgan said uncomfortably, pointedly not looking at her. “And, you had so much happen once you started your new life, that it makes sense you held onto all those memories.”

“I liked that life too,” Nellie murmured.

Morgan shifted uncomfortably. “Better than now?”

Nellie laughed, nudging him. “No. I like having a little cousin.” She laughed again at his scowl, but could see a smile threatening to escape. She sighed. “I still have no idea how to know if the dragon we eventually find is really my mother though. Maybe I should ask Rhys? Your dad said he knew where he was. I bet we could really solve all this if we teamed up.”

“Or are you looking for an excuse to meet your father,” Morgan asked suspiciously.

Nellie’s freckled cheeks tinted red. She tossed her auburn waves off her shoulder, wincing as she hand brushed her stitches and ruining the airs she was trying to put on.

“I dread suggesting it, but you could ask his highness or that Penny woman if they have any strategy for recognizing their mothers other than multiple years with her.” He gave a lamenting type of sigh. “And, I suppose I could ask my father about yours on your behalf. Speed it up a bit.”

“I don’t know… Going to the Regere seems like a slippery slope somehow… But….”

“Excellent,” Morgan said, slipping off the bed onto his feet. “I’ll drop it casually. Maybe to my mother. I’ll leave you to dress for dinner.”

“Dress,” Nellie asked. “Is it formal?”

“No, of course not,” Morgan said with a laugh. “You just look a mess. I thought you’d want to remedy that.”

She looked for something to throw at him as he left, failing. She was sure to lock the door after him. She fought the grin trying to disrupt her annoyance.

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This just took forever. I need that kid to sleep more. I was trying to name people and then realised Orwell was also a literary name, so changed those Knights to Doyle and Wilde to also be literary. But, I liked Yardley so kept it and was too tired to think of another writer to replase Thrasher, lol. I've been looking for a spot to put a thunderbird since I started typing this thing. I spent many hours of my childhood staring into the sky wondering if the bird I was looking at was big enough to be a thunderbird.

I'm thinking chapters will be more sporadic with the fatigue/insomnia thing going on.

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