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Some Story Talk: Mioko's Name and Other Tales

I've been thinking more about Mioko as I continue the rewrite, and heres a bit of the process of discovering if I need to (gasp) change his name!

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In the video I forgot: Mioko's sister is now named Haru 😁

I also forgot to mention that some of the coolest bits in keeping his name the same is that one of the possible meanings of his name is "waterway" or "channel" which goes really well with his connection to the sea/the fae and his channeling of their power. So yeah!

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What's Rou doing?

On today's episode of Whats Rou Doing?... She had already been rubbing her face in/around/on my cowboy boots for like 2 minutes prior to me finally pulling out the camera (I assumed when I pulledit out she'd stop). It was silly. Then extreme closeup. Aww.

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February 09, 2026
Roulette vs Edamame

I gave Rou an edamame bean. She proceeded to add it to the undisclosed amount of crumbs and food under the oven......

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January 23, 2025
Some Story Talk: Mioko

HEY LOOK I finally recorded something again. It's audio only since I was driving... ha

But basically, I'd been tossing around new thoughts for Mioko's backstory (how he becomes bound to the crystal) and in the time it took for me to get to record this, I made up my mind on which route I wanted to take. It's kinda rambly, and there are car noises, but it's not bad! I may have to do more like this.

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September 23, 2021
Some Story Talk ep. 16

I talk around this in ep. 15 and mention it in the second intermission story spitballs. Time for research; here comes the marriage pool episode.

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August 11, 2021
Some Story Talk ep. 11

Time for a research episode talking about one of may favorite theories (that I have unwittingly been applying everywhere, and you just might be too): Bak's Sand Pile!

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September 03, 2026
There But For the Grace of God

Original Song by Eric Woolfson & Alan Parsons
From the Freudiana album
Vocal cover by Jill D'Entremont

No one is an island, no one born alone
No man can turn the tide of fortune on his own
Though some may bravely try...

Say there but for the grace of God go you, my friend
Say there but for the grace of God go I...

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This has always been one of my favorites from the Freudiana album, with absolutely incredible vocal by John Miles that I only hope I can measure up a fraction to. And, because this is me, I added a billion more backing vocals while I was at it :)

August 12, 2026
Clothes of Sand

Who has dressed you in strange clothes of sand?
Who has taken you far from my land?
Who has said that my sayings were wrong?
And who will say that I stayed much too long?

Clothes of sand have covered your face
Given you meaning, taken my place
So make your way on down to sea
Something has taken you so far from me...

Nick Drake, Clothes of Sand

The haunting mood and lyrics of this song begged me to draw Sapphyre for it years ago. It fit her story of being taken away as a human and returned as a mermaid (aka... clothes of sand!). My first attempt in pencil was intricate and detailed, but I was never quite as happy with the more overhead/head on angle.

When I rediscovered the original drawing while scanning in some older pieces, and I decided now was the time to try drawing it again. I drew it digitally and tried a different angle, and at last, I have a piece I am proud of!

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HF: Ember

They added clydesdales to Hero Forge, so I upgraded Ember! And of course, you can't have Ember without Gemini 💙

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DO.Penny.9

Ms. Beauchamp strained a smile at her before once more dropping her eyes back to her papers. Her smile fell further and further until it completely vanished. She flipped her page to see the one beneath.

“Your grades were good this year too,” she said. “You look ready for seventh grade. How do you feel about that?” Her brow knitted as Penny shrugged. “I was worried when your placement with the Lamberts ended how it did, but you’re doing so well in the group home.”

“Not like I have another choice,” Penny grumbled. “I didn’t exactly get a line of placements after they put that aggression notice in my file.”

“I’m working on getting that removed,” Ms. Beauchamp said. “It’s only
.”

“Only I am aggressive,” Penny said, eyes narrowed. She leaned back in her seat. “It says so in my file. I keep getting in fights with the others at the home. I got in a few at my school over the last two years.”

Ms. Beauchamp let out an exhausted sigh.

Penny had been removed from the Lamberts the week following Brooke’s hospitalization. She was put in a group home a town over. The home was in a different district, so the last few weeks of fifth grade were finished in a completely different place. It didn’t bother her as much as she expected it to; there was a weight off, a relief, at having none of the whispers and rumors from the Mr. McBride and Brooke fallout following her.

The downside was that the group home offered no friendships. The Lamberts had told–with great relish–how she clawed Mr. Lambert’s hand and threw a table at Mrs. Lambert. They constantly feared for their daughter’s safety, and their own, and that landed Penny among a much rougher, and older, crowd.

Every girl was Aaliyah but with hair pulling. Every boy was more than willing to use his height and weight against her, and at times had used fists on some of the other girls. Penny’s solace was her classes where she went ignored, the library that cherished silence, and the woods where quiet sometimes led to fairies, a bigfoot, and various more common animals like deer and birds.

“Penny,” Ms. Beauchamp said, lowering her tone, “I want to hand over your file on a good note. Will you please consider placements that could lead to adoption?”

“No.”

“I had to try,” she said, sighing heavily. She gave Penny a weak smile. “It was so nice getting to know you. Please, give your new social worker a little grace, okay? She’s fresh from college.”

There was bitterness as she waited for the bus back to the home. Ms. Beauchamp had tried helping her when she wasn’t fraying at the edges. She’d spoken to the Lamberts about allowing her to go to church, not that anything came of it. She had gotten her a cellphone. Penny did believe she tried to get the aggressive label off her file, but guessed she only asked once or twice before calling the battle lost.

Ms. Beauchamp had brought up considering opening up to adoption possibilities ever since the Lamberts evicted her. Each mention unsettled her. It made her wonder what had changed. It didn’t occur to her before Aaliyah started rubbing it in her face shortly after she joined the Lambert home that she was not an adoption candidate, and since then the thought of her mother returning flitted in and out of her mind.

It contradicted her mother surrendering her at birth, but so did having Aisling–her mother’s younger sister–positioned to watch over her when she was very small, before the state stepped in and declared the nuns incompatible with whatever it was.

“Penny?”

She startled, looking around. Her eyes widened slightly as a smile spread over her face.

Colton was taller and had thinned just enough that it was noticeable. His round, cheerful face lit up when he saw it was indeed her, and that she was smiling back. He quickly took the seat next to her on the bus stop bench.

“I thought I’d never see you again,” he half-joked. He looked around. “Are you alone?”

“Yeah; I was catching up with my case worker,” Penny said. “You?”

“Garrett’s supposed to be around here somewhere,” Colton said. “He’s got a license now. Just circles the block when any of us need to run into a place to grab something.” He scuffed his feet on the cement. “I heard Brooke got sent over to Virginia. They wanted her in some special home with therapists to watch her after she got out of the hospital.”

“Have you talked to her?”

Colton shook his head ruefully. “Her number got disconnected. My mom says it was to give her a clean slate.” He twisted his hands in his lap. “And
 she said what you did took a lot of guts, and that it was the right thing to do.” He snorted. “I got in trouble for not noticing something was off.”

She swallowed roughly, nodding as words failed her. No one other than that old priest had told her what she did was right. It felt more real and sincere coming from someone her age than an adult who betrayed her trust.

“Oh, and, my dad said you were probably right about the bigfoot,” Colton said lightheartedly, “so, there’s that too. Guess he swears he’s found hair out bow hunting.”

She laughed as a wave of relief crashed over her.

They caught up a bit. Colton filled her in on their small group; Whitney and Destiny had gotten good enough at crochet that they had a booth during Spring Break. Levi had a growth spurt that somehow erased most of his fear of everything. Gage had a girlfriend, or said he did. No one saw her yet. Aaliyah, apparently, was now fostered by the Sizemores after a six month gap elsewhere. She was still mean, but left them well enough alone. Colton suspected she had started to like having Brooke as a flunky, and was giving them a break out of some twisted sense of respect.

Penny was not as forthcoming about what she’d been up to. Playing over her life after the Lamberts caused her to see how upsetting it would sound to someone else, between the bullying and neglect. Her highlights centered too much on studying what she could of the Realm and searching for creatures to get pictures of, both things were very off limits especially with how Colton and the others reacted when she tried to show them she wasn’t lying about the bigfoot.

A dark red car with a slightly dented hood abruptly stopped in the bus stop lane. The window slid down, and Garrett gave them a superior smirk.

“Jump in, teeny, tiny, baby bro!” He squinted at Penny. “Hey, ain’t you one of his friends from school? Want a ride? I can give you a ride.”

“She can see that,” Colton said dryly. He shrugged at Penny. “He could though.”

Reluctantly, she accepted the offer and climbed into the backseat with Colton. They continued talking about their group of friends, and made tentative plans to get together that weekend. Garrett readily agreed to act as chauffeur for the group.

She had them drop her off a block from the home, near the bus stop. It would’ve been too much of a headache if the administrators or the other kids saw her with friends. Outside connections were treated suspiciously, and Penny was not about to open herself up to ridicule or interrogation.

She walked with her nose in her phone, smiling as she scrolled her updated contact list. Her steps slowed, and smirk waned as she rounded the corner. The hairs on her neck stood, stopping her still. Her eyes darted but all she saw was a woman in her thirties looking at a paper map with an annoyed frown.

Penny carefully approached, the odd pressure building up on her chest as she did so. She stood quietly next to this woman, looking her over–especially her sleeve cuffs–before clearing her throat.

“Are you lost,” Penny asked.

“Oh. Yes.” She gave a small, embarrassed laugh as she looked at the map in her hands. “Obvious, isn’t it. You couldn’t point me in the direction of the nearest rental car place, could you? I thought my colleague said it was on Vineyard Avenue, but I can’t find it. 
Or where I am.”

Penny warily moved closer, still feeling the pressure from the woman and finding an odd sense of comfort in it at the same time. She was able to show her where they were, and guessed the road was really called Vine and not Vineyard.

“Vine
 That makes more sense. Looks like a tree slash plant naming theme for about half of them.” The woman gave another embarrassed laugh. “My colleague has a thick accent.”

“No smartphone,” Penny asked, watching her fold the map away.

“Oh
 No
. I’m not a fan. I guess.” She tucked the map into her pocket with difficulty. “Thanks for the help.”

She stepped in front of the woman, startling her enough to cause her to take a couple of steps back.

“Are you a mage,” Penny asked. The word got a visible reaction, stiffening posture and widening eyes. “My aunt is a mage.”

“Oh.” She laughed, nervous and relieved. “I was about to say, I wasn’t sure where that was going.” She smiled proudly. “I am. So, you can sense magic? Well, I guess that makes sense if you have magic in the family.”

“Are you with the Holy Cor? I was looking for the embroidery.” She tilted her head. “I guess you’re not a nun though
. The Order of Ferblanc doesn’t accept mages, right? A keeper?”

“I don’t
 You’re so informed. But, no, not any of that.” She puffed herself up again. “I’m with the Auctorita.”

“The what?”

“The
 the Auctorita,” she said, deflating.

She shrugged, completely at a loss. Aisling never mentioned this group, assuming they were a group. She had been told the basics of the Realm, and about the Holy Cor; the Order of Ferblanc acted as knights for the Realm and protectors of the Holy Cor, including protecting mages from others and others from mages if need be. She knew the least about keepers as they were reclusive and dealt more with fantastical critters, arguably the more interesting part of the Realm as far as Penny was concerned. They at least made for more interesting photos than people.

“Is the Auctorita like the Order of Ferlanc?”

“No, no, we’re so much more than that,” she said, regaining some pep. “We’re all over the world now. In different companies, and governments, and just
 everywhere!”

“Like spies?”

“No,” she said, horrified. “No, not at all. We’re more like
” she frowned as she searched for a more flattering word, “liasons. We bridge the Realm and the rest of the world. So, if, say, a bigfoot destroys a campsite, we’re more likely to have an agent nearby ready to help instead of waiting for news to get to keepers or a Knight. And, we can smooth it over faster and come up with some kind of cover story instead of just take the beast away and let rumors fly.”

“Then
 you guys work directly with the king,” Penny asked.

The mage’s smile fell again. “No
. No, we have a different leader.” She stepped away. “I shouldn’t keep my colleague waiting. It was so nice to bump into someone who knows about my world.”

Penny gave a lackluster wave as the mage disappeared around a corner.

There were parts of this Auctorita that sounded good; having agents ready on hand and all over would be helpful for keeping the Realm secret and protecting who and what needed protection quicker. But, there was something off-putting about how the mage said they had a leader independent from the king. That, coupled with how the Auctorita was inside of big businesses and governments, came across more like the Auctorita was in competition with the Protector of the Realm.

Aisling and Mother Mary Clare had made zero mentions of the Autorita. Either it was a newer organization, or they had such negative views that they planned on telling her when she was older. If that was the case, the Auctorita might be more aligned with bad than good.

A thought popped into her head as she crossed the threshold into the group home. Her mother was sensitive to magic, like she was, but had no ties to the Holy Cor, keepers, or the Order of Ferblanc. There was a chance this Auctorita was never mentioned by Aisling because Keena joined up. Perhaps their brother had too, and his death was somehow the fault of the Auctorita, and that was the cause of the friction between them.

She was pulled from her thoughts upon entering the room she shared with a couple of older girls. They were holding up a smartphone and making facings, clicking away.

“What are you doing,” Penny asked.

“Making profile pics. You wouldn’t get it. You’re not online.”

“Oooh, this one looks good! Zoom in on me. I’ll use that for my Instagram.”

“Instagram? Is that like FaceBook,” Penny asked. She cringed when they laughed at her.

“It’s cooler. There’s too many old people getting on FaceBook now. What do I care about your daughter-in-law’s house rules?”

“Instagram is all pictures. Like it should be. Oooh, we should do food pictures next! Those seem popular.”

Penny jumped aside to avoid the girls bowling her over in their haste to find a plate of food. She pulled out her trusty, lime green phone and went into her photos. She had quite the collection of gnomes, haunts, fairies, and massive footprints. There were so many that she had started needing to choose which to keep. It would be nice to preserve as many as she could.

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Twoish year jump, so Penny should be around 12. I'm getting really confused on if she was born in 2002 or 2003, and it's partly because I keep forgetting if she and Ira are the same age or she's a year older. I think they're the same age (she was described as younger in the Nellie story, but Ira's more mature/subdued so reads older, especially to a younger kid).

I keep plugging in questions about if Instagram was wide spread at ____ year, and then remember that yes, this is ~2014, lol. I didn't join until shortly before my move to Japan in 2019 (and hardly use it now), so I just completely forget it was a thing.

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August 31, 2026
DO.Penny.8

Penny woke the following morning in part to her aching stomach and in part to some type of commotion outside. The reason for her stomach was a simple solve; she had stormed upstairs without dinner and never returned downstairs. She spent her night growling her misery and frustration, throwing everything out of her drawers and off her desk.

The commotion stayed a mystery as she lay in bed, blinking the low-grade headache out of her eyes. She dragged herself from bed, stumbled to her window, and pulled down one of the cheap, plastic blinds to peer through.

Her stomach dropped.

She was downstairs minutes later, still wearing her clothes that she’d fallen asleep in the night before. She sprinted across the front yard, only stopping when she collided with the hedge.

The Wilcoxes were standing on their front step speaking to an officer. An ambulance was pulling out of the driveway with lights flashing.

“What happened,” Penny yelled at the adults. “Where’s Brooke?”

“Penny!” Mr. Lambert stormed across the yard. “Inside!”

“Where’s Brooke?”

“Inside, now!”

Penny dug her nails into Mr. Lambert’s hand as he grabbed her arm. She tore off his grip and ran back into the house. She shoved Aaliyah aside on her way to her room, jumping onto her bed, and hitting Brooke’s number in her phone.

There was no answer. The second call also went unanswered. She sent a text, waited, and nothing.

Mrs. Lambert arrived in her doorway, hands on hips. “You’re going to be late for school! Change your clothes. Get downstairs—.”

Penny shoved by her and raced down the stairs. She stared at Emily and Aaliyah–both pausing in their cereal intake–breathing heavily.

“Did you hear anything,” she asked frantically. “Where’s Brooke?”

She ran from the house as they silently stared at her.

The police were gone, and the Wilcox car was leaving the driveway. She ran into the street and forced them to hit the breaks.

“You crazy—,” Mr. Wilcox started angrily. 

“What happened to Brooke,” Penny demanded. She circled to the driver's side since his window was down. “Is she okay?”

“We don't have time for this,” Mrs. Wilcox snapped. “Her case worker can't get there before us, David; just drive.”

She was forced to jump back as the car crept forward, and then picked up speed. She screamed an expletive after them from the middle of the street.

---

School was buzzing like a mass of hornets. No one could focus with Mr. McBride leaving in a police car yesterday and an ambulance leaving the Wilcox house that morning. There were several rumors about them dating, about a lover’s pact, about them staging everything to run off together. Some whispers hissed that Mr. McBride escaped jail and hurt Brooke. Some rumors said she was dead.

Penny was frazzled by lunch. She stared unseeingling at her disappointing tray of beige food, sitting on the very edge of the hard, plastic bench of her usual table (there being nowhere else for her to sit, there was an invisible wall between her and the others since Spring Break ended).

“Penny,” Colton hissed at her. He looked around to make sure the others were not out of line yet. “Hey, Penny, psst! You okay?”

She shook her head, her throat too dry to speak. Her eyes stung.

“She’s probably not dead,” Colton said, trying to sound reassuring. “It’s a misunderstanding.”

“It’s my fault,” Penny croaked.

“...How?”

“I
 I told someone about Mr. McBride
.” She sniffed. “I d-didn’t think it’d spread around. I d-didn’t think B-Brooke
.”

“Penny?” Destiny sat, concern all over her tearstained face. “It-it’s going to be okay. It’s just rum—.”

She ran from the table. The others were starting to sit, all upset and willing to pull her into their grief. They’d hate her worse once they learned she was responsible. This was much more serious than scaring Levi.

She sat in a bathroom stall until long after the bell to return to class sounded. She waited until the sounds in the hall died out before slipping out. The low-grade headache flared after her sobbing session and she could feel the hot, burning anger starting to fill her stomach as it did yesterday. She started to tremble with rage as she headed from the school.

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The parish office looked like every other stereotypical, sterile cubicle setting. There were glass walls to give it a more open appearance beyond just boxes and half-open doors. There was a large desk built from the wall and floor, the kind found in dentist or doctor offices that was immediate when the door was opened.

The receptionist smiled at her with a slight puzzled expression.

“I want to talk to the priest,” Penny said coolly.

“I think he’s in a meeting right now
” Her eyes darted to the clock. “Shouldn’t you be in school?”

“Where’s the priest,” Penny asked. “It’s urgent.”

“Let me check if he’s finished,” she said, eyeing Penny warily. 

She picked up her phone, forced a smile, and turned away.

The anger was still simmering, now creeping towards her chest. Penny took deep breaths and leaned against the desk. She stared through the clear walls, watching random employees going to and from their cubicles. She perked up as the priest appeared with, she guessed, a deacon.

She went around the desk, ignoring the receptionist ordering her to stop and come back. She snaked through the cubicles until she arrived behind the priest and deacon.

“I trusted you,” Penny snapped.

The priest froze. The deacon froze. A few heads popped out of their cubicles to find the source of the commotion.

“Penny?” The priest patted the deacon on the shoulder, murmuring to him to continue on and wait. “Shouldn’t you be—?”

“I trusted you,” Penny repeated, growling. Hot tears cut down her face. “I told you all that in confession! It was private!”

“Penny, let’s go to my office,” the priest said, firmly but gently. He gestured. “Come on.”

She begrudgingly complied, glaring at any adult that dared to look their way during the short walk to the priest’s office. She dropped into an overstuffed leather chair with her arms crossed tight. She bristled at the calm in which he took his own seat.

“I heard about that English teacher,” the priest said. “I assume that’s what you’re upset over?” He held up his hand as Penny opened her mouth. “Confession is strictly private and confidential unless there is something criminal said. What that man was doing was wrong, and I was obligated to say something.”

“Brooke
.” Her lip shook.

“Your friend is upset,” the priest said. “Yes, I can understand that, but you did nothing wrong.” He ducked to catch her gaze. “Penny. You did the right thing. You hold onto that. And, I’m sure, eventually, your friend will see this and things will—.”

“They took her away this morning!” Penny choked on a sob. “Th-the ambulance was there, and t-took her away!” She lowered her head in a completely useless attempt to hide her rapidly falling tears. “Some kids at school said she’s d-dead. No one will t-tell me anything
”

The priest was visibly paler. His mouth was slack, which he tried to cover by clearing his throat. He struggled up from his chair.

“Wait here,” he said. “I will make some calls—.”

“No!” She shot up, the heat rising through her again. “No! I should’ve never said anything to you!”

“Penny—.”

“No!” She backed towards the door. “You’re no different than any of the others. You let me think I should trust you, and that was wrong! Brooke might be dead, and it’s because I thought I could trust you!”

“Penny, please, calm–Penny!”

She flung open the door, shoved aside some adult that had been approaching, and ran from the building.

---

Unable to stomach going back to school, Penny hung out in the woods until the sun started setting. She tried calling Brooke twice more; it now went straight to voicemail. She sent another text that also went unanswered.

She dragged herself back to the Lambert house. The car the Wilcoxes had left in that morning was still missing. Everything was eerily still in the cul-de-sac.

The Lamberts were also eerily quiet during dinner. Aaliyah ate little, mostly moving food around on her plate. Penny, surprisingly, was able to eat all her food and even snuck extra from the fridge when she put her plate in the sink. She didn’t know if it was because she had eaten so little for the last twenty-four hours, or if the anger still smouldering in her stomach required fuel.

She didn’t bother closing her door after changing into her pajamas. She lay still, starting at the streetlight streak across the dark ceiling, listening to Mr. and Mrs. Lambert murmuring downstairs. They were uncharacteristically subdued, making specifics impossible to hear.

“They’re taking a break from fostering,” Aaliyah said quietly from the doorway.

“I don’t care," Penny said.

“You should,” Aaliyah spat. “They’re returning us. Like we’re nothing but an ugly sweater.”

“I don’t care,” Penny repeated more firmly. She sat up. “Go away.”

“You should care,” Aaliyah said icily. “You ain’t going to stay little and cute, Penny. You’re creeping towards teen, and no one wants those around.” She faked a look of dawning. “Oh, right, you aren’t even an adoption candidate. You still think that aunt of yours is coming for you. Aww, or is it your mommy?”

She glowered. “At least mine loves me.”

The smirk was instantly dropped from Aaliyah’s face. The space between them was charged, full of static that nearly crackled audibly in the air.

Aaliyah tossed her beaded braids. She left the doorway, pausing.

“Brooke ain’t dead,” she said. “I heard them saying she’s fine. She’s just locked in the psych ward until the Wilcoxes send her back into the system.”

Penny leapt out of bed. She hurried to Aaliyah and hugged her tight, immediately getting shoved hard to the ground. They glared at each other—Aaliyah disgusted and Penny irritated—before going off to their separate rooms.

She shut the door this time, no longer needing to eavesdrop to know what happened to Brooke. She watched the shadows on her ceiling, heard Emily sneak into Aaliyah’s room, heard their near-nightly murmurings start up.

The two teens cried a few times, specifically about Brooke or about Aaliyah’s impending departure was not clear. Penny didn’t strain to listen. She was busy fighting relieved sobs, trying not to choke on the stream of tears falling into her ears.

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Shorter, but too long to include with the previous chapter. It's always way choppy because it worked better with Penny's emotional state verses a few random transition sentences. But, whew, this was a fast turn around on chapters, lol. Don't get used to that.

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August 29, 2026
DO.Penny.7

“And they’re still mad at me,” Penny said with a heavy sigh.

She was resting her head on her arms as they cushioned her from the hard, wooden back of the pew in front of her.

The handful of Spring Break days had passed with everyone giving her the cold shoulder. She had taken refuge in the library or the woods; she partly was hoping to catch a glimpse of the bigfoot again to get a better photo, but had zero luck.

The Lamberts had returned in a refreshed, happy mood that had quickly waned before the week finished. Aaliyah had been uncharacteristically subdued since the end of Spring Break, leaving Penny to get the brunt of the criticism and irritability.

The priest hummed from in front of her. There was no other comment.

“Well
 I guess that’s all,” Penny said. “Anything about Aisling?”

“Unfortunately, no,” the priest said. “I admire how patient you’re being with this. It has gone beyond the length I estimated.”

“Yeah, by a month,” Penny said dryly. She sighed again. “I know advice isn’t really part of this, but what should I do about my friends? I’m having a really tough time getting a picture of the bigfoot, and they’re too mad to really focus on the footprint one.”

The priest twiddled his thumbs. There was something more anxious about it than absentminded.

“How are things with your friend Brooke,” he asked. “You didn’t mention her much during your story.”

“I didn’t mention her at all,” Penny said. “She was around sometimes, but didn’t hang out with me or anything like that. She keeps hanging around Aaliyah, and they make fun of me. Call me weird and a baby.” She scoffed. “I know they’re sending nudes. I’m not dumb. Everyone knows Aaliyah does it. And more with who knows.”

“Does she have that same teacher as Brooke?”

“She’s older, so no. I don’t think she was fostered with the Lamberts when she was fifth grade. Why?” She narrowed her green eyes at his noncommittal grunt answer. “Do you think I can get Brooke back to normal?” She slumped in her pew. “I miss having her as a friend. Maybe once she’s not in Mr. McBride’s class, she’ll want to be friends again. She is starting to freak out about the year ending. I could try being
 I don’t know, sympathetic or whatever.”

“How is she freaking out,” the priest asked, tripping slightly on the youthful phrase.

“She keeps following Mr. McBride around all weepy and saying things about she needs him. Or something like that.”

“How does he react?”

“Sometimes annoyed. Sometimes friendly.” Penny leaned over the pew. “What’s with all the questions about Brooke? I’m having issues with the other guys now.”

There was a lapse of silence. If the church had been a proper, gothic style cathedral, it would have filled the silence with reverence and small echoes of unseen movement. Penny bounced her leg and opened her mouth to ask, again, if there was anything she could do, but the priest finally spoke.

“Are you familiar with the Cottingley Fairies,” he asked carefully. “I’ve learned about them since you showed me your photos.”

“Is it some kind of fairy study,” Penny asked.

He turned to face her. His weather face was concerned and mixed with something else Penny couldn’t put her finger on. It looked a bit like pity which raised her hackles.

“Penny
 you’ve gone through much in so few years,” he said in a quiet, soothing tone. “Perhaps, using fantastical fibs is not the best way to relate to others?” He smiled sadly. “Or is it an elaborate way to create walls?”

“Wait
 fibs?” Her eyes widened. “Lies? About what? What’s this have to do with my friends?” Her heart pounded. “Wh-what’s this have to do with that fairy study?” She threw herself back against her pew. “Y-you aren’t supposed to look when I’m doing confession!”

The priest hesitantly turned back to the front. “You’ve a wonderful imagination. God has a purpose for it, I’m sure of that, but God would not want you to use this gift in the manner that you’ve chosen.”

“I don’t—You think I’m lying too?” Her eyes stung, half from anger and half from the overwhelming feeling filling her chest. “You saw the photos!” She recoiled as he started to turn. “You can’t look!”

“Penny,” he said kindly, returning to facing forward, “you have a talent for taking pictures. That much has been made clear. I do not even see anything harmful with your pictures as long as you’re honest about them. You should try that with your friends instead of trying to force them to abandon sense.”

There was another long silence. Penny bit her lip to stop it from shaking.

“If that’s all,” the priest said, his tone now forced lightness, “how about five Hail—.”

Penny launched herself from the pew. She ignored the priest calling after her, ignored the pedestrian she ran into as she exited the church. Her eyes were blurry with hot tears that no amount of wiping stemmed.

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The rain outside distracted her from whatever it was the teacher was droning on about. She watched the raindrops slip down the window. Her mouth twitched at the will o’ the wisp bounding just inside the treeline.

“Penrose!” She straightened and faced forward. “Come do this problem, please.”

There were four different long division problems on the board. There was no way to know which the teacher had referred to. She hovered over the farthest left, eyeing the teacher for signs she was in the right spot.

“Look,” one of the boys yelled.

“Jeramiah, that’s—.”

“Mr. McBride is getting into a police car!”

Desks were shoved aside in the mad scramble as all the kids ran to the windows.

Mr. McBride was not being thrown in the back of a police car, but he was standing next to one talking to the two officers. He looked annoyed and panicky, keeping his arms tightly crossed and shifting his weight as he stood. After another minute–with the math teacher not even bothering to try to corral them–Mr. McBride climbed into the back of the police car, uncuffed, and freely.

“Okay, okay, back to math.” The teacher clapped to gain their attention. “In your seats.”

It was impossible for anybody then to focus on math after that, and the following classes were not much better, diverting into the teachers constantly shushing them and threatening demerits or other punishments as they buzzed to one another. Penny listened rather than participate in the wild rumors beginning to form. There was a sinking feeling in her stomach that deepened, especially whenever one rumor teased the English teacher had been caught dating a student, though names were not mentioned.

“I know our priest was asking parents about him,” a boy whispered in social studies. “He pulled my mom aside last Sunday to ask if I had him for English.”

“Mr. Walker,” Penny said, raising her hand, “I feel like I'm going to puke. Can I get the bathroom pass?”

After being told she was being gross, she was dismissed to the nurse’s office.

“I keep telling them the healthy lunches are poison,” the nurse said, irate. “Better off back with sloppy joes and hotdogs. Go lie down until it passes.”

Penny stared at the water stained ceiling. The office was fairly quiet with small sounds of the nurse’s pen scratching against paper and the random footsteps echoing from the hall.

She replayed over and over everything she had confessed to that priest. She told him all she had seen, heard, and her worries regarding Brooke and Mr. McBride. He pressed her for more information, and she’d been too stupid to think he was doing anything more than being an attentive listener.

She hadn't told him explicitly about the Realm, only showed him the pictures she had taken, and that was some relief.

Quick footsteps arrived on the other side of Penny’s curtain. “Kim! Did you hear about Tony?”

“Ssh! I have a patient,” the nurse hissed.

Penny rolled over in time with the newcomer’s steps as she joined the nurse at her desk. She watched their silhouettes on the curtain as they hunched together.

“Do you think he did it?”

“Probably,” the nurse said nonchalantly. “He zeros in on some wallflower girl every year. It always came across as fishing to me.”

“What about being nice because they're such sad-sacks?”

“No way. He gets too cold with them towards the end of the year. And then just stops talking to them completely once the new crop comes along. If he really cared, he'd check in on them. It's not like they switch schools or anything. It's easy enough to just ask how classes are going passing each other in the hall.”

“You think some foolish girl took the bait then?”

“Why not? He was bound to get at least one. He was so persistent. My bet is on that dreary looking girl that's been skipping after him all year. You know, the foster girl.”

“Poor thing never stood a chance.”

The two women started as Penny ripped back the curtain. She glowered at them as their embarrassment began to flush their faces. She said nothing and didn't wait around for them to apologize or defend themselves; she stormed from the office and quickly found herself outside the school.

It was too early to go back to the Lamberts, so she wandered off to the woods. She climbed up a tree and soaked in the sounds of the forest. Quiet tears slipped down her cheeks. 

It wasn’t exactly sadness she felt; it was more of a hopelessness than that. She had heard adults mutter about their rock bottom expectations of her and the other foster kids. There was a smouldering anger in her gut too as she replayed the conversation between the nurse and the other teacher. No one had even tried to stop Mr. McBride, and the way they spoke made it sound like Brooke was at fault.

Large, lumbering steps shook her tree. The bigfoot rooted below in the nearby bushes. She reached for her phone, stopped, and heaved a sigh as she sat straighter and watched.

“Of course you show up now,” she murmured to it. 

It raised its head, pausing, and then went back to searching. She waited until it moved on before descending.

The street lights were starting to flick on as she approached the Lambert house. It was later than when she usually arrived back, and she braced for the tirade that would come once she opened the door.

“It was you, wasn’t it?”

Penny froze as her heart missed a beat at the quiet address. It took a second to recognize it was Brooke’s voice, and another to find her in the darkening landscape. She was hovering by the hedge that separated their yards, her face obscured by her bangs and the growing dusk. The quaver in her voice was either tears or anger, and Penny could not decide which it was.

“What was—?”

“Don’t play dumb! You were jealous of Tony,” Brooke accused. “You’ve been weird about him forever, and you went blabbing, and now he’s in trouble!”

“Jealous?” Penny scoffed. “I was worried. He was a creep.”

“He was not!” Brooke choked on a sob. “H-he cared about me! He was the o-only one who did!”

“That’s not—.”

“Yes it is!” Brooke whimpered. “You ruined everything!”

She turned and ran for the Wilcox house before Penny could protest.

Penny teetered on the front step. The Wilcox couple did not like her coming around. It wouldn’t be a good idea to knock and ask for Brooke when they–and the Lamberts–were sitting down for dinner.

She walked in and immediately was assaulted with hysterics over how late she was, and dinner being on the table, and being ungrateful. The tantrum continued as she stood rooted to the stop, the exact words getting farther and farther as they turned to static.

“Penny,” Mrs. Lambert snapped. Her hands were on her hips, her eyes narrowed in intense dislike. “Are you listening to me? Answer me!”

Hot, burning rage rose from the pit in her stomach and up into her chest. She bristled as she soaked in the middle-aged woman’s glare. She grabbed the small, decorative table in the entryway full of family photos and threw it at Mrs. Lambert’s feet.

Mr. Lambert, Aaliyah, and Emily raced from the dining room to see what the commotion was; the two teenagers peeking around the corner with baited breath as the adults stared at the overturned table and the small girl. Mrs. Lambert looked shaken. Mr. Lambert was turning crimson but his mouth was unable to form words.

Penny huffed, fists balled up and shaking at her sides, her hackles still raised and teeth bared. She screamed–they flinched–and tore upstairs.

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Ah, the Cottingley Fairies. I remember learning about them as a pre-teen. It was a photographic hoax done by two cousins in England. They took 5 pictures of the younger cousin with "fairies" which were illistrated cutouts. I think the hoax was 1917-1922, but it wasn't until the 1980s (I think) that it was confirmed as a hoax. Since Penny tells the priest about the creatures in 2012, there isn't AI or even good editing on your phone, so this whole time his brain was breaking going "how?". And, since the teen phones in 2012 couldn't do videos, the pictures are stagnent making it easier to believe that Penny staged them.

There should be one more with Penny here. I was going to do a long chapter to wrap up this section, but I think it'd be too clunky.

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