Firebrand Risk
P.Track.7
October 11, 2025

The smells from the coffee shop were mouthwatering. Nellie was giddy as she led Ira to the same long table she sat at more than a week earlier, beaming at the cluster of elderly people she recognized. It took them a moment to notice her, and another to remember that they met her before. She fought to keep her smile warm and not show her disappointment.

Mr. Notte was not there to, but Mrs. Throneberry was. The elderly woman sipped her milky coffee and pursued a magazine, her focus more on chatting with her neighbor.

“Good morning, Mrs. Throneberry,” Nellie said cheerily.

Mrs. Thronebery regarded her with her watery brown eyes a moment. “Ah, good morning,” she responded happily. “Nice to see you again.”

“This is Ira,” Nellie said, waving at him. “I told him about that story you told me, and he wanted to hear it.”

“What story was that,” Mrs. Throneberry asked.

“The… the weird looking bird-lion animal in your yard,” Nellie said unsurely. “Black head. Big, white wings.”

Ira put his hand on Nellie’s shoulder, giving it a small, reassuring squeeze and gently pulling her back to step up. He put on an easy, dazzling smile and gave Mrs. Throneberry a polite nod.

“Begging your pardon, ma’am,” he said. “I’m collecting stories for my dissertation, and the creature you described sounds eerily like a gryphon. The widespread stories of gryphons across many cultures is central to my thesis, and this is the best account in North America that I’ve heard.”

“Oh,” Mrs. Throneberry said, tittering. “Thank you, young man.” She looked forlorn. “Gryphons aren't real though….”

“Quite right, of course, but it’s the collection of stories that fascinates me,” Ira said. “Why you saw may’ve been a deer, or perhaps a lion, heaven forbid, but your extraordinary imagination took over for a moment, and that is what I want to hear.” His smile widened. “Human imagination is a wonderful thing. We created myths and legends with mere thoughts. Please, describe what your imagination conjured and spare no details. The place is just as important to giving these stories flesh. As well as any followup sighting, naturally.”

Nellie stepped away as Ira took the seat opposite of Mrs. Throneberry and her friend. Both elderly women were more than happy to speak to him, about everything. He artfully kept turning the conversation back to Cecily and keeping his focus on Mrs. Throneberry while politely, carefully, shutting out her friend. He passed Nellie a twenty after going in circles for long enough that her legs started to ache, whispering to her to buy them drinks.

It was cold that morning, but the hot chocolate smelled too chocolatey from her distance at the counter, so she ordered a sweetened iced tea for herself and a hot, black tea blend for Ira. She sank into the free chair beside Ira, sliding him his tea. He had finally managed to get Mrs. Throneberry describing Cecily and she did not want to say or do anything to distract the progress. She silently sipped her tea, gagging at the pound of sugar she was met with.

“What’s wrong,” Mrs. Throneberry asked. “Is it not sweet enough? We’re always saying the sweet tea needs more sugar!”

“Just colder than I expected,” Nellie fibbed. “Please, Mrs. Throneberry, keep telling Ira all about your encounter.”

“What is amazing is your description follows the description people brought back from India hundreds of years ago,” Ira said. “Your imagination is extraordinary, Mrs. Throneberry!” He gestured to her, picking up his tea as she blushed and twittered. “Please, continue.”

Nellie grinned into her iced tea as Ira fought to keep his face neutral once he tasted his tea. She was the only one at the table to notice the subtle change, and how he carefully set the tea just out of reach to avoid accidentally drinking more.

Mrs. Throneberry began to describe a second visit–Nellie leaning forward, her skin prickling with excitement–when Ira’s phone went off. She abruptly stopped her story to allow Ira to excuse himself from the table.

“I was hoping Mr. Notte was here today,” Nellie said. “Ira would’ve enjoyed his story of the white screamer.”

“Mr. Notte passed,” Mrs. Throneberry said. “He lived such a long, full life, bless him.”

“Twelve grandchildren, wasn’t it,” Mrs. Throneberry’s friend chimed in.

Nellie drifted to give Mrs. Throneberry and her friend room to reminisce about one of their fellows. Mr. Notte was elderly compared to all the other old folks, so him dying was not shocking but it still caused a heavy feeling on her chest. He had been friendly and eager during their one interaction. She twisted to catch Ira in her sights, frowning.

His constructed composure was crumbling. There was an edge to his posture, his well-groomed hair was becoming messed as he repeatedly raked his hand over his head, growling into his phone.

She muttered an excuse to leave the table and headed towards Ira.

“I can’t,” Ira said in a low tone. “I swore to my father–. Well, promises to my father mean something to me, Penny, as hard as that is for you to accept.” His eyes snapped to Nellie. “We’ll talk later.” He dropped his gaze, his edges softening. “Thanks. Hopefully this lead is promising. Bye.”

“I didn’t mean to interrupt,” Nellie said. “Do you want to finish grilling Mrs. Throneberry? You might need to tread carefully getting her back on Cecily.” She pulled at a lock of her wavy, auburn hair. “Mr. Notte died. They’re swapping stories.”

Ira’s face softened further. He put his hand on Nellie’s shoulder. “Sorry,” he said. “I’ll say our goodbyes. You can go to the car.”

There was no telling how tied up Ira would be with saying goodbyes to the elderly women, so Nellie was sure to get the keys from him. She warmed her hands against the heater before pulling out her phone. She opened her messages to Uncle Winston.

Does my mother’s family know about me?

She closed her messages and opened her world clock. It was after lunch in London, but too early for Uncle Winston to be winding down to go home. She set her phone down only to snatch it up immediately.

Of course. They send you Christmas money every year. Cheers, Winston.

She slumped into her seat with his fingers poised to type. She jumped as a new message arrived.

Jokes don’t translate well. Yes. They know. I had to contact them to iron out Nathalie’s guardianship and confirm your nationality. Cheers, Winston.

Didn’t they want me?

Her heart pounded as the phone pulsed three dots, indicating Uncle Winston was typing. She gulped when the dots stopped, but no message appeared. She startled, fumbling her phone to answer the video call.

“H-hello,” Nellie said.

Uncle Winston’s face was a garbled, stuttering mess. His voice came out in choppy syllables before the call failed. Another text came through.

Why in the blazes is there no reception in a developed country! Call me when you have Wi-Fi. My ringer is on. Cheers, Winston.

The answer was serious.

Ira climbed into the driver’s seat. He pressed his hands to the heater a moment before setting them on the wheel. He tilted his head inquisitively.

“Is everything fine,” Ira asked. “You appear distracted.”

Nellie opened the photos on her phone. The recent pictures were of some of the letters Rhys had written to Nathalie. She opened the letter where Rhys told Nathalie he left the Order of Ferblanc. She scanned over his annoyance regarding Brunhilde and her nepotism, going to the bottom.

“Is my uncle named Regere,” Nellie asked.

“Ree-jer-ree,” Ira sounded out. “And, no, that’s his title.” He laser focused on the road ahead, drumming his fingers on the steering wheel. “You heard Natahlie ask if I knew him last night, didn’t you?” He sighed. “Suppose that explains why you were unsurprised when she said you could skive off today.”

Nellie scanned the other letters she snapped pictures of, zeroing in on Regere and nothing else. There were disappointingly few mentions, and more than half the letter spoke of work with the Order of Ferblanc. It was her own fault for grabbing them at random and not looking them over first.

“What is my uncle’s name,” Nellie asked.

“Winston.”

She blinked. “Now you’re making jokes?” She folded her arms and slouched. “I guess I could ask who Penny is…,” she said offhandedly. She smirked. “Girlfriend?”

“I don’t know his name,” Ira said, frustrated. “Which is highly embarrassing seeing as I’ve known him half my life. Regere is what he’s always called. Sometimes Regere Agarwal, if it is a first introduction.”

“Agarwal,” Nellie said, crinkling her nose. “What a mouthful.”

“Much easier to understand why Brue rathered her nickname,” Ira said. The teasing nature slipped from his face. “I cannot tell you if he’s dangerous, Nellie, to cut to what you truly want to ask. He is a powerful man, in every definition of that word, but Commander Herle was wrought with grief. I don’t know if he really and truly blamed the Regere for what happened to your mother, or needed someone to blame.”

It was good of Ira to pick up on, and answer, the question Nellie wanted to ask about her maternal uncle. She had expected to dance around him even knowing him another hour or so; it may even have dragged on until the very moment Ira left to avoid followup questions.

She wanted to know if there was a fight over her, but she doubted Ira would know those answers being he was a preteen when all this happened. That would need to wait until she was locked in her room and able to call Uncle Winston.

Ira was leaving soon (hopefully with Cecily) and she did not want to waste the chance to get answers from someone willing to give them. Her mind buzzed with fragments too loose to string together.

Nellie looked out the windshield, and then out her window. “Where are we going,” she asked. And then mentally kicked herself.

“Mrs. Throneberry claims Cecily was outside her church Sunday,” Ira said.

“I sincerely hope you asked for an address,” Nellie said. “Each town, street, and corner has at least three.”

“Yes, I asked for the exact name and the street,” Ira said. “Mars Hill Church of Christ. Apparently, Mrs. Throneberry drives all the way to Christiana–I take it that is not around the corner–for services every Sunday.”

“Not around the corner is right,” Nellie said. “That’s about an hour away. It’s practically Murfreesboro.”

“If you say so,” Ira said.

“No wonder you had no luck finding Cecily,” Nellie said. “But this is great! Sunday was only two days ago. She could still be over there. And, if she got all the way over there, then she probably isn’t hurt.”

The reception was better in Murfreesboro. Christiana was hopefully near enough to make use of that. Nellie did not want to leave off her call to Uncle Winston too long. His ringer would be on, but he was still going to fall asleep at some point and he would have every reason to turn off his phone for the night.

Ira did not look at ease over this news about Cecily’s whereabouts. Nellie thought he would be as giddy as he was when she told him she had a flight feather. He was distant, staring out beyond the road in front of them.

“Do you and your dad get along,” Nellie asked.

“Er, yes, quite well,” Ira said.

“Then Penny and your dad don’t get along,” Nellie stated.

Ira chuckled, shaking his head in bemusement. “You and your eavesdropping,” Ira said. “Yes, I’m aware you spied outside the workshop as well.” Nellie went pink. “I did the same at your age, no need to be shy about it.” He tapped his fingers against the wheel. “You must have loads of questions, curiously, you’re avoiding the larger ones.”

“...Am I supposed to ask if Penny is your girlfriend again?”

“When we met outside your school, you asked why someone like me was doing a survey on gryphons in the middle of nowhere,” Ira said.

“I think I mentioned your posh accent in that,” Nellie said. She shrugged. “You were looking for Cecily. Maybe you guessed a kid would jump to ‘omg gryphon’ quicker than an adult, but knew creeping around minors would get you deported.”

“That’s… absolutely the reason,” Ira said, stunned. “You certainly inherited the Commander’s strategic reasoning.” 

Nellie felt a swell of warmth in her chest. She was forced to stare at her knees as her blush deepened. It was the first direct comparison to her father that someone made. She knew she inherited his oddity, but that did not seem as positive as what Ira had just said.

“Being outside your school was to find Cecily,” Ira reaffirmed. He shifted, straightening his posture. “Being here in general is a separate matter.”

Cecily appearing in the woods, Ira appearing outside her school, Ira’s connection with her parents; all that had overshadowed the bigger question of what someone like him was doing in a middle of nowhere Tennessee town, and the one other question regarding her living situation that she felt sure was connected. Nellie could not explain why those connected in her mind other than Ira seemed like the proverbial tip of an iceberg.

“Does it have something to do with the Order of Ferblanc,” Nellie asked carefully.

“What? No,” Ira said, blinking in surprise. “How do you know about–? Ah, the Commander must’ve wrote of them. Clearly not explaining anything.”

“Who are they,” Nellie asked.

“In the most simple of terms, witch finders,” Ira said. He glanced her way as they changed lanes to pass an old pickup. “Do you want me to go into details about the organization your father used to be a part of, or tell you why I’m snooping around Tennessee?”

“Why not both?”

“Cheek,” Ira said. “Which first?”

Nellie played with the ends of her hair. She did not look in Ira’s direction, simply shrugged and sat in her own twisting stomach. There was so much she did not know, that Ira could help shed some insight to, and what to start with was as daunting as what she could find out.

“Your life changed so quickly,” Ira stated. “I understand the hesitation.”

“Do you,” Nellie asked coolly. “You also grew up with a radically different view on who your parents were, and how you fit into your family, and how you didn’t fit in with anyone else?”

“No,” Ira said plainly. “No, I was always aware, extremely aware, who I was and what that would mean for my future.” His brows knitted. “And the lack of mine that it was.” He gave a wry smile. “Family is complex, Nellie, but be it a curse or a boon is how you view it.”

“How do you view it?”

“My, you are a master of misdirection, aren't you,” Ira said. His knuckles blanched on the wheel. “I’m here trying to find my mother.”

All the air left her lungs. She wrung her hands in her lap and embarrassment crept over her. She was behaving like a brat, complaining about her own mother–or aunt–all while Ira was questing for his. Nathalie may just be her aunt, but she never, ever would abandon her.

Ira slowed to turn off onto Rucker Road. He pursed his lips as his blue eyes narrowed in frustrated contemplation.

“I’m not sure how to be tactful about this…,” he said. “There is so much you don’t know about…. I can’t even plainly explain that much without it sounding like I’m calling you ignorant in the worst sense. That’s not my intention. My mother did not up and abandon me, just to be clear. …I don’t think so.”

They pulled into a wide, vacant lot in front of a small, unassuming building made mostly of dark brick. There was a wooden farm-style fence that separated the church and little playground from the vast, bare crop fields behind it.

Ira shifted the car to park, but did not turn the engine off. He stared out at the building and fields beyond.

“My mother disappeared when I was ten,” Ira murmured.

Nellie’s blue eyes darted from Ira to the emptiness around them “And… you think she came here,” Nellie asked.

“I’m doing a poor job of it,” he muttered. He drummed his fingers on the wheel. “Well, here goes nothing…. My mother is a dragon. As is yours.”

“Uh… what?”

“Cecily,” Ira exclaimed.

He leapt from the car without bothering to turn it off. 

Nellie clamoured over to the driver’s side to cut the engine, pocket the key, and scurry out the door after him. Her breath caught as she righted herself, fighting her long, auburn hair from her face.

Cecily was touching down in the field behind the church. Her wings were five times the size Nellie assumed based on the feather, oddly translucent with the sunlight and scenery beyond pouring through them. They rapidly shrank down to a manageable size as Cecily’s front eagle feet joined her paws on the semi-frozen ground. She folded them against her dark spotted, tawny feline body, giving a shake to settle fur and feathers, and trotted nearer. She lowered her black eagle-like head as Ira vaulted the fence, wrapping his arms around her feathered neck.

Nellie approached slower, half in awe of Cecily and half wanting to give Ira his moment with her. She could hear him heartily sniffing, murmuring into her feathers. Cecily in return was making throaty sounds like a cross between purring and chirping.

“She’s so… wow,” Nellie breathed, halfway over the fence. She screamed, yelped, and fell off the fence onto her back as Cecily lunged at her with a screechy roar.

“Hush, Cecily, it’s all right,” Ira cooed. “Nellie is a friend. She helped–. Cecily? What’s the matter?”

The gryphon was stamping. She tossed her head, clicking her beak. Deep growls rumble from her dark red chest as she puffed up. She flapped her enormous wings in agitation. She shook off Ira’s hand as he went to calm her, bluffing a charge towards Nellie.

“Cecily,” Ira snapped. “Get a hold of yourself! I’m sor–Nellie!”

The hairs on the back of her neck stood seconds after an earsplitting scream sounded over her shoulder. Her legs shook but she could not move, not even twist to spy the creature racing towards her. She flinched with each thump of its rapidly approaching steps.

She slammed into the hard ground. Her fingers dug into the plush fur of Ira’s coat liner, gasping to catch the breath knocked from her. She curled, burying her face into his chase as another scream ripped through the air. Cecily’s screeching roar mingled in, and Ira eased up.

“Get back to the car,” he ordered.

Nellie rolled over as Ira jumped up.

The creature was large, slinky, and covered in white fur that flowed from its whiplike tail and powerful legs. Its long, pointed muzzle was curled with snarls showing a mouthful of gleaming white razorblade-like teeth. It crouched low, head swiveling to watch Cecily as she slowly moved to circle it.

Ira moved the opposite direction, clutching a golfball sized stone. He chucked it hard at the screamer’s haunches when it turned towards Cecily, effectively causing it to whirl towards him with another skincrawling scream.

“Nellie, run,” Ira commanded.

She scrambled on her hands and knees a few feet before she found her footing, racing the short distance to the car. She fumbled the key fob with her frozen, shaking hands, panting as panic swelling in her chest. Panicked tears prickled in her eyes, pouring out when the car beeped as she finally hit the unlock button.

Nellie took a minute to catch her breath before starting the engine. She rolled down her window.

“Ira,” she called, her voice high. “Get in!”

She clamped her hands over her mouth to stifle the involuntary scream that came out as the creature smacked Ira. She heard him cry out, saw the scarlet ribbons of his blood fling through the air on the trails of the screamers claws.

Cecily roared and clawed at the screamer with her talons, whipping her wings to confuse and unbalance it.

Ira stumbled to the car, cradling his arm. 

Nellie threw open the door before climbing into the passenger’s seat. Her eyes were saucers as they locked in on Ira’s bloody arm. Her breathing quickened.

“I’m all right,” Ira said, hissing through his teeth. He slammed the door and stuck his head out the window. “Cecily, be careful!” He reversed the car.

“Wait, we’re leaving her,” Nellie panicked out. She twisted around to watch the gryphon swiping at the screamer. “We can’t–.”

She swallowed her words, her eyes once again on Ira’s arm. She felt sick.

“I’m all right,” Ira repeated. “I will be all right.”

“Are you sure,” Nellie asked, her lip trembling. “It’s a lot of blood.” She swallowed the sick building up. “Y-you look pretty pale.”

“Must’ve been hunting her…,” Ira murmured. “Never saw anything like her….”

“Ira,” Nellie said warily. “Are you really okay?”

Ira nodded, his jaw clenched. His eyes rolled before he vigorously shook his head to straighten his sights. He hit the hazards and swerved the car into an abrupt stop off the road. He sucked in a breath.

Nellie pulled out her phone, dropped it, frantically felt around for it, and dialed Nathalie. The call failed as soon as the other line picked up. Nellie sobbed as she stared at the single, short bar of reception.

“Nellie,” Ira murmured, his eyes half closed. “It’s all right.” His body tensed, his hand going to his bleeding arm. “It-it’s all right…. I need but a moment….”

She jumped as her phone rang. She answered, blubbering nonsensically. The call failed. She pressed the phone to her forehead, crying in gulping sobs.

“Ssh, it’s all right…,” Ira said. “It’s not that bad….” He failed to raise his wounded arm, grinding his teeth at the effort.

She jumped as her phone chimed. She wiped her eyes as she opened her text from Nathalie.

Where are you?

Nellie gulped at the heated air, her stomach churning over the heavy smell of iron that permeated the car. She hammered out where they had gone, and begged for help.

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Southern sweet tea is so sweet! Sweeter than soda, I swear. It's definitely an aquired taste.

The Mars Hill Church or Christ is off the main road that takes me to my sisters. The sign is on the road, and it looks old and slightly spooky. I mapped the church itself to get the description since I never had time to turn down Rucker to go look at it.

Probably other stuff to say, but I just realized I let my kid sleep an hour too long, so I need to wake her up asap, lol.

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Her Instagram account had been gaining hundreds of followers a week since she started showing photos of Hodge. There was much debate in the comments about if he was real or not, with the final verdict typically being the non-believers badgering the others into accepting unicorns did not exist.

She never tipped the scale one way or another, never responded to comments at all except to say thanks if someone said something particularly meaningful or offered a good suggestion. The arguing was too amusing.

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“Penny?” He turned off the engine, blinking at her in surprise. “What… what are you doing out here?” He looked around. “How’d you get here?”

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It would be suspicious if she sent Colton away. He might even stick around–secretly or otherwise–to see why she wanted to stay.

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She threw the bucket towards the rock when Colton turned, flinching at how red it was among the green. She shouldered her bag, and jumped on behind him, shrugging when he turned in his seat to look at her quizzically.

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Her smile faltered. “Oh… I think it takes a long time to get approved for that….”

“Yeah… she said that,” Colton said uneasily. “And… um, isn’t sure it’s a great idea….”

A cold wave washed over her. She was still damaged goods, even according to her friend’s mother. She set her mostly empty bottle aside and got to her feet.

“I should head back. I got to show my face around the home soon so they don’t worry.”

“Garrett can—.”

“I got my bus pass; it’s fine,” Penny dismissed. “Text later? We can all hang out or something.”

She thought of going back for her grooming bucket, or to say a proper goodbye to Hodge, but didn’t want to risk Colton or Garrett driving through the glade again. She alternated between a brisk walk and jog to the bus stop, then promptly sat and cried on her knees until it came.

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Her caseworker looked much more exhausted than during previous visits. She no longer had pink streaks in her hair. There was a dullness to the blonde locks, and she had started the habit of wearing large frames to filter out blue-light; she previously complained about headaches and blamed the screens.

Penny sat still in her chair, her green eyes wandering to her open phone whenever she was sure the caseworker was too preoccupied to notice. A small, satisfied smile tugged at her lips at the 9.9 million count next to the followers label.

“It’s not looking good….” Penny quickly covered her phone and watched the caseworker. “The home feels they’ve been more than generous… I did reach out to the Lamberts to see if they’d clarify on the aggression thing, but they didn’t want to talk. No hope getting that expunged.”

“Figures.”

“The Sizemores did express some interest. Not enough to take you tomorrow, but they do have you on their mind from time to time.” She glanced over the top of her glasses. “They have your previous foster sister, right?”

“As far as I know.”

“Could be an option then….”

She shuttered at the idea of once more living with Aaliyah. The home was full of kids worse, but in the group setting there were other targets.

“What about foster to adopt? That could open other options.”

Penny vigorously shook her head.

“Right… Well, that leaves really only one path forward, and I was trying to avoid it….” She removed her glasses with a heavy sigh, and knitted her fingers in front of her. “Your home has been impressed with your behavioral shift, and that’s another reason they won’t keep you anymore. They recommended a home for girls your age. …It’s not in your school district.”

The girls’ home was over an hour away, closer to the city. She would be bumped down into a middle school for eighth grade. This home was more strict with outings, usually needing a chaperon or buddy for even basic walks. Visiting Hodge would be completely out of the question unless she snuck out in the middle of the night, and the buses wouldn’t be running then.

“I think that’s all… You’ll have the weekend to pack up. They want you moved before the first day. Complete fresh start and all.” The caseworker pinched at her eyes and stifled a small yawn. “Sorry I couldn't get it worked out for you. You're one of the nice ones. If all my cases were like you, I wouldn't be going back to school to find something else.”

“Oh… I had a feeling you were quitting,” Penny muttered. 

“Changing careers isn't quitting.  …Some of these other kids are vicious though. All I want is to help, but they couldn't care less.” She cleared her throat and straightened. “Anyway, questions?”

“Yeah….” Penny fiddled with her phone, keeping her eyes down. “I wasn’t always an adoption candidate, so… was there some kind of update with my mom?”

The caseworker raised an  overtweezed eyebrow. She went back to her computer, typed something, and propped her face up with her hand. She had a glazed expression. She gave a shrug.

“It doesn’t say anything specific. Says you were given up at birth, so you not being a candidate until recently is kind of weird. Let’s see…,” she scrolled, “yeah, nothing specific. My guess is there was some kind of contact between her and the system, but all that evaporated. Either she flat out said she wasn’t able to get her life together before you aged out, or she just fell off the map.”

“She was keeping tabs on me?” It made sense considering Aisling was her caretaker when she was small. “Is there anything in there about my aunt? Aisling Fox, or she might be under Sister Mary Agnes.”

“Nothing… There were inquiries made about where you were sent after your first home changed administrations, but it doesn’t give any names.” She leaned into the back of her chair. “Unless they suddenly appear in the next day or two, you’re still going to be sent to that girls’ home. I wouldn’t waste your energy thinking about this.”

It was the first real instance that a caseworker told her that Keena had tried to keep in her life. Something had changed that.

It was also the first time she had been told Aisling was looking for her. She had known that instinctively, but it was nice to hear it said out loud.

The more pressing issue was this move. It was imminent and she saw no way out of it.

She sighed heavily as she waited for her bus. She opened her phone, went to the camera, and turned it on herself. She took a breath and hit record.

“Hey! Behind the photos. I’m Penny. A foster kid, about to be moved again. Hodge pictures will be on hiatus for a bit.” Her eyes teared. “Sorry.”

She uploaded it to her Instagram and tucked her phone away.

Aisling was probably still looking for her, but if Keena had truly given her up this time, entertaining adoption could keep her from being moved too far. She could always sabotage her placement if the parents started to seriously consider keeping her, give Keena or Aisling more time to find her.

She stayed seated as her bus to the home drove off. She took the one that came out near Colton’s.

Hodge was half in the glade. The ivy curtain was draped over his back like a cape. He gave a happy nicker as soon as he spotted her, but did not trot over. He lowered his head and went back to grazing.

She sank onto her usual rock. Her eyes grew more and more teary as she watched Hodge until she couldn’t hold it back anymore. She hugged her knees and buried her face in them to stifle her sobbing. She was jolted out of her hopelessness by Hodge knocking her off the rock with a hard nosing.

She gave a watery laugh, hugging him around his face and then again around the neck once she stumbled up to her feet.

“I’ll come back,” she said. “They won’t keep us apart. I swear it.”

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Where I mostly grew up, it was rural so after sixth grade you went to a combination junior-senior high school. It's not surper uncommon in non-rural areas. More common is having a middle school in the equation, so I figured where Penny was since leaving NY was rural WV and now she's being moved to slightly less rural WV.

And anything else I was going to say is gone because I'm having "what's that" shouted at me.

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September 16, 2026
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The full moon washed everything in ghostly, white light. The ivy shone black with the shadows even darker; the entire glade monochromatic. Penny hugged herself tightly against the early autumn night while keeping her phone out in front of her for some meager light.

She had to wait nearly a week until the full moon. There was no telling if this was the right glade, or if the unicorn colt was still there. The extra light from above was a non-negotiable for her midnight escapade. Not just for searching the glade, but for navigating the yards and smaller streets where the streetlights did not go.

Her breath caught as rustling reached her ears. She spun around, but her phone light was not strong enough to reach the ivy curtains. She took a breath and tucked her phone away, shutting her eyes.

The woods beyond crackled and chirped. There was rustling again, but there was a skittish quality that called to mind rabbits. A larger, more careful swish of the ivy and undergrowth reached her ears. The steps sounded more deliberate, closer to how a deer would move.

The glade looked brighter when she opened her eyes. She could see the ivy swaying as something passed through, but couldn’t see the creature. She crept nearer and an outline started to appear. 

It was roughly the size of a pony, but slimmer. It must’ve been grayish. The moonlight would not reflect off it, and it blended into the scenery too much to be either black or white.

She extracted a molasses cookie from her pocket, set it on a rock, and backed off. She waited, and waited. And waited.

Her head snapped up. She blinked drowsily, rubbing her eyes as she staggered up to her feet. She was damp with dew. The moon was not as high and the glade was now washed in soft gray as pre-dawn broke. Cold dread washed over her. The caretakers at the home would’ve noticed she was missing by now.

The cookie was gone. She stared at the spot with disappointment seeping into the pit of her stomach. She had missed it, unicorn or otherwise.

A snort behind her froze her solid.

The colt was the most magnificent animal she had ever seen. True, his knees were still knobbly, more like a horse foal compared to a two-year-old, and his slate gray coat, mane, and tail tuft were frizzy. Even still, his deep brown eyes had an intelligence greater than any animal she’d encountered. His black, spiraled horn was short but looked carved from obsidian. A lion-like tail flicked lazily, and he pawed the grass with cloven hooves.

Penny slowly stretched her hand out, inching nearer and nearer as he continued to stand still.

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Her caseworker had pink streaks in her hair. Penny could not decide if she liked it or not, and always circled back to herself having dark hair. She would have to bleach it to change colors, and that extra step always put her off hair dying.

“Hmm… I don’t know, Penny, the home does have a good point….”

“It was once,” Penny said blandly.

“Yes, but you really freaked them out. Disappearing in the middle of the night is serious. They had to file a report.” She signed heavily, and fiddled with one of the pink locks in her blonde hair. “If this happened at a placement with a family, then you’d be relocated.”

“It was a full moon,” Penny said. “I wanted to see how my phone would do with night pictures. It won’t happen again. I swear!”

“They want to send you back to New York… That might be too extreme.” She shuffled through Penny’s file. “Your other group home exists, but—.”

“But it’s not the same people in charge,” Penny finished. “It’s even more for problem kids than this one.” She leaned forward. “You can’t send me away! I won’t disappear again.”

“It would suck to move right after starting junior high… You could end up at a really populated middle school, and that could lead to bullying or something….” The caseworker mumbled under her breath, checking different notes. “Your last placement was just a town over. Did you get to reconnect with old elementary friends?”

Penny nodded, her throat now too dry to respond. 

She suspected some type of fallout from sleeping outside, but the caretakers at the home had been subdued after screaming at her, and she thought she was in the clear. It didn’t occur to her that they had filed a police report, contacted the caseworker, and started the process of moving her elsewhere.

She had only managed to get back to the glade once between meeting the colt and this meeting, and he had not been around. She left him two molasses cookies and was itching to get back there to see if he would come out of hiding this time.

“There’s no red flags in your file other than the fighting with the other kids, and whatever it was that Lambert family was talking about. Which, to me, sounded like you were stressed because of what was going on with your friend, so I don’t know how much weight that really has.” She hummed, searching the file. “Yeah, nothing that suggests you’re getting into drugs, or self-harm, or sex… Which also means you’ve been safe from abuse according to what I learned in class….” She blinked and looked up quizzically. “You had a request to go to church? Really?”

“I was raised by nuns.”

“Oh. True. …Still, little weird, but if it keeps you grounded….” The caseworker shut the file. “How about I beg the home to keep you until winter break? I can try finding a placement in the same school district.” She shrugged. “Either they’ll decide you can stay, or you’ll get placed. You got to keep in line though, Penny. If you stray, they’ll flip out and I’ll be forced to move you. Got it?”

Penny sputtered her thanks repeatedly, keeping up the stream as she was ushered from the office.

She took the bus towards Colton’s rather than back to the group home. There was still time before dinner, and surely being slightly late could be chalked up to her meeting with the caseworker.

The cookies were gone. There were slight indents around the rock she had left them on, too big to be deer prints. She looked around but saw no other signs of the colt. She sat on the rock and dug out a thin book about horses from her backpack.

Movement caught her attention as the sky started darkening. Her heart blipped as the colt nosed through the curtain of ivy. He raised his head, staring, and silently walked nearer.

Penny carefully put her book away and took out the squashed, plastic-wrapped cookie from the bottom of her bag. She held it out to him, barely daring to breathe. Her face hurt from how wide her smile was when he took the cookie, bobbing his head in approval as he munched.

“I should bring you healthier snacks,” Penny murmured, “but I figured you eat enough grass and stuff.”

She tenderly stroked his nose with her fingertips; his dark, intelligent eyes half closed at her touch. She pet his smooth cheek with her other hand, marveling that he was allowing her to be so close and hold his face.

“I’ll try coming back tomorrow,” she told him. “It’s the weekend. I can spend all day here without anyone caring.”

It took several minutes for Penny to tear herself from him. The sky was now fully deep red with no hint of the sun left. She couldn’t risk angering the home further. She couldn’t risk them sending her far from this unicorn colt, especially with the knowledge that he would be all alone.

It was a relatable feeling punctuated by lapses with companions. Unlike her friends–with the expectation of Brooke–this colt also lacked a family to provide some feeling of comfort or safety, same as her.

Penny stared at the ceiling listening to the easy breathing of her roommates. Her eyelids were heavy. She smiled as a name flitted through her mind right before she fell asleep.

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The leaves were starting to turn. It was cool and sunny, perfect for one of Penny’s favorite Goodwill sweaters (red and orange maple leaves falling across a sage green sweater). She sat on her usual rock in the now browning ivy glade, a book with different horse braids open on her knees. A red, plastic bucket was placed nearby. It had three different types of horse brushes and a large, metal comb for manes and tails.

“Hodge,” Penny called. She repeatedly clicked her tongue until the colt raised his head. “Come over here.”

She stroked his nose as he greeted her. She went to work gently using the metal curry comb and slicker on his slate gray body. He stood still, rotating between munching strands of grass and nodding sleepily.

This had been her ritual every Saturday for the last month and a half. She had slowly purchased the bucket and combs from the meager allowance the home let her have from the stipend they were paid. It took ridiculously long for her to convince the administrators to allow her a library card, citing the homeless and drug addicts that typically hung around the area, but they eventually caved to her pleas. She put on a show of having her nose in an age appropriate chapter book whenever one of the adults was around. She kept her actual borrows–history, folklore, horse and horse related books–under her bed.

Hodge’s mane and tail tuft were beginning to smooth the colder the weather became, but they were still too short for Penny to do much more than fuss over. She was noticing lighter grays and whites starting to appear, some being wavy. He was also growing silky, wavy hair on his lower legs above his hooves, which Penny knew from her books was referred to as feathers.

“I wish I’d gotten to see your mother,” Penny said. “I’ve only seen pictures of old tapestries. I don’t really know what to expect with you.” She searched her backpack for the molasses cookie stashed inside. “I bet you still miss your mother. Even if only a little. …I think I miss mine, and I never really met her. Here you go, handsome boy.”

Penny found her mind wandering often to Keena Fox since meeting Hodge. It may have been the knowledge that his mother was gone, or just because he was a stronger connection to the Realm than random gnomes and fairies. It may have also been that her hopes of Aisling finding her had started to wane considerably, partly because of time and partly because she didn't want to leave Hodge.

She had no one she could ask about her mother now. Even as reluctant as Aisling had been at times, she would still try to answer any questions about Keena.

The group home smelt of overcooked hamburger when she slipped through the front. She tiptoed up the steps but was blocked from the landing by a bulky boy at least four years older. He snatched the bucket from her hand.

“Give it back, Nick!”

He searched through the bucket, and then dumped it before tossing it aside. He grabbed at her backpack, but she was ready and tightened her grip. She was yanked onto the landing, one hand pressed against her face while he kept pulling with the other.

She lost her balance with one good yank. She released the backpack to grab the railing to avoid falling backwards down the stairs.

Nick ripped apart her backpack, dumping out books, pens, and some loose homework worksheets she did on the bus rides. He finally held up her wallet with a wicked smirk, and took out the few dollars tucked inside before throwing it down the stairs.

“You don’t mind, d'you, Penny? You're due for allowance on Monday.”

He knocked into her, causing her to fall another step down, on his way down the stairs.

Penny grabbed the heavy, rubber curry comb and aimed it at the back of Nick’s head. Her short nails bit into it, her arm shaking the longer she stayed frozen, ready to throw. Hot, angry tears fell from her eyes as she lowered her arm, growling out a sigh. She went up and down the stairs, and around the landing, repacking her bucket and bag, completely ignored by the other kids hurrying to and from dinner.

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This one is pretty short too. Penny's story starts with early years like this, but then will go beyond Nellie's, so I'm getting to the point where some time skips are happening more.

I thought molasses cookies would be an approriate unicorn snack. Sugar cubes are kind of unusal to have in a house, same with hard peppermints/spearmints, and I figured Penny would gravitate to something sweeter for a mythical animal with unicorns accosiated with sparkles and sugar. (Come to think of it, we only had sugar cubes, peppermints, and spearmints when I had a horse.)

The combs I have in mind for the bucket are two curry combs, one rubber and one metal (metal works better but you always buy the rubber on first, lol, the metal is sharp and throws you off a bit if it's the first time grooming) and a slicker which is also metal. The good ones you can unhook the handle to turn into one long strip of metal with short teeth to clear out all the fur and dirt loosened by the curry.

I also fugured that unicorns would age a little differently than horses since they're not really horses. Hodge's mother was probably in her 70s, so Hodge being 2 is closer to under a year minus all the drawbacks of actually being under a year (needing mother). He's probably slightly stunted too since he's the last foal; it'd take him a bit longer to mature with his mother's lifeforce not anywhere near peak. He probably would've hung around his mother until she died both because she would be too werry to be stern and send him off, and because as he grew he would've offered her some protection.

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September 10, 2026
Sketchbook Musings: The Elemental Guardians

I no longer have a lot of the drawings from the "olden days" of the Elemental Guardians (back when they were called the Super Pokefriends... *sigh* I was in middle school, I thought that name sounded awesome...) due to random tossing over the years - but I was kinda shocked at how little I still had 😅 It's basically all stuff from the brief period of 'overlap' with Ace starting off on his own.

The Castle of the Sunbird, September 2005

According to my notes on the back of this, I drew this 2 years after I wrote this story. Castle of the Sunbird marked a big shift in process and in storyline. 

  • It was the last story to use the "Super Pokefriends" title (before switching to "The Elemental Guardians")
  • It was the last I drew as a comic booklet (paper folded and stapled between a construction paper cover (before switching to typing)
  • It marked where the ever-growing group of power-wielding teenagers split up. Part of it was for writer reasons - there were SO many characters because I couldn't stop adding more lol. The other part was plot related, it just flowed to a point where a lot of them wanted to be a leader and that was problematic for one big group.

Much of it was based on and inspired by a summer trip to Colorado where we visited cliff dwelings, learned about other native American stuff in the area, and an actual rock near Colorado Springs called Castle Rock (go figure).

But the basics (that I can remember) were the group goes to help this tribe of people whose brother and sister duo are kinda duking it out on who gets to lead their people, and some of the 'guardians' side with one and some with the other. Ultimately, the sister flippantly evokes their deity, the Sunbird, and then it actually shows up and brings the justice she was calling for - on her. In my memory, it feels like the first "grown-up" story I wrote and started me on more compelling/plot-driven pieces more than just "what fun thing someone else made can I throw in today" :D

Where the Fault Lies, Part II, 2006

I'm almost positive I had a drawing for Part I... I feel like I have to have another stash of drawings somewhere... But yes - you may recognize a few people here (namely one Gallagher). I honestly cannot remember much about this one other than it focuses mostly on the "Hylian" groups of Guardians who live/work in Hyrule. The "Triforce," made up of Link, Jill, and Jim (from Treasure Planet) teams up with a few loners (mostly my real life friends - one of whom becomes Cloud from Final Fantasty when he wears a special pendant lol) which include newly allied Ace, who has become BFFs with Henri. The Triforce takes in a young boy they believe is just a Hylian boy, but somehow or another they find out he's actually Link's ancestor who has travelled through time for some reason. I think it was me trying to link (HA) together the various Zelda timelines in my own way. Or something. I don't remember much more than that... I should try to re-read some of these, lol.

Ace is cute in his little random armor (and elbow pads still aparently). He never ends up with any sort of power, he just hangs out with everybody.

Mioko Del Mar, 2007?

Mioko had been around a while before he finally starred in his own story, Mioko del Mar! I think I mentioned bits of this story before, but he finds a wounded leviathan in Lake Hylia. The leviathan is kind and gentle and they both immediately trust each other. Mioko tells Link about the leviathan, but Link doesn't believe a dragon could be living in the lake unnoticed this long and doesn't believe him. Mioko's roommate, Clopin (from Hunchback of Notre Dame) is a potions master, and Mioko tries to convince him to help him help the leviathan, but Clopin also refuses with some other sort of excuse. So, Mioko tries to brew a very dangerous magical potion on his own... and it explodes and binds him to it/a crystal that forms from the explosion.

Somehow, while this is going on, the Zora discover the leviathan's presence and show up in force to capture/kill it. This inadvertently proves to Link (and Clopin) that the leviathan is indeed real, and there's some sort of battle that Mioko stops by using his newfound power (I don't remember those speciifics...). He then uses the crystal and his power to heal the leviathan, learning the give-and-take qualities in the process, but knowing he would rather bear the kind dragon's pain.

Anyway, this little breakout for him is what made me realize he needed to come hang out with Ace... haha.

Mioko, Sept 2002

Speaking of, here's Mioko from almost exactly 24 years ago! ........wow.

He began as a Zelda fan character (where his long ears REALLY came from...) and there was some sort of mini plot with him training for the Hylian army and he gets severely wounded and ends up unable to fight/stay in the army, so he goes through a bit of healing on multiple fronts. He does always kinda wish he could serve his country, through, and I think that's where this pseudo-angsty piece came from, heh.

Fire & Steel, 2005

A pretty cool drawing of Jill (you can see where both Athena AND Gemini come from lol) the fire guardian battling Kyle (a rare OC not based on an existing charaacter or friend) the steel guardian/villain. If you know anything about Pokemon, you know who has the advantage at this moment, haha. I always thougth the poses and style were cool for this one.

What's fun is I made this outfit once (not the slits up the thighs though; I'm not sure why I thought that was such a cool fashion choice then, lol). I wish I had kept that little black dress, haha.

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