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P.Track.27
March 04, 2026

 It was so hot that the insects were protesting. Nellie wore the same tank top from yesterday and silently admonished herself whenever someone’s eyes lingered a moment too long, clearly recognizing it. She should have packed more of her Florida clothes, but with Silas’s compound north of Tennessee, and Tennessee being cooler than her normal, she hadn’t expected to need them.

She sat on the edge of a stream in the woods, not far enough to be concerned with the resident bigfoot. She absentmindedly watched the cold water rush over her bare feet. It was some relief from the summer sun above.

Calix sat in an old hunting post up a tree nearby making arrows. He generally used store bought ones, but part of his training was to be able to improvise should those run out. Or so he said. Nellie suspected he was just passing the time.

“Does your family ever visit,” Nellie called up to him.

“Special occasion,” Calix said. “Far flight. It become expensive to do too much.” He blew on the stick he was carefully sharpening. “We video call one times a month.”

A crackling and a fuuum distracted her. The trees ahead went up in a blaze, and Nellie swore she could feel the heat. The fire was just as quickly extinguished, the stream giving an odd pause before returning to its usual flow.

“You lot all right,” Arch’s voice came from where the trees had caught fire. “She didn’t get that far, did she?”

“All well,” Calix called back. He shook his head and tested the sharpness of his stick with his finger. “I tell Arch sending Itzel into the wood is too much. She needs practice away from tinder.”

“She seems to be doing just fine,” Nellie said, somewhat defensively.

Nellie felt an odd bond with Itzel having fought the Piasa Bird together, receiving stitches together. Calix did not appear to feel that bond with either of them, and continued treating them as he always had; kindly, but as novices.

Footsteps crunched through the dried undergrowth and soon Fin appeared. He was sweating through his shirt and the bits of shavings stuck to him indicated he’d been cleaning the stables. Nellie hoped that meant they’d be in use soon.

“Mrs. Adams wants you, Nell,” Fin said. His brown eyes fell to her feet in the stream. “There’s bloodsuckers in there.”

“What,” Nellie squeaked, curling her legs towards her chest.

“No, wait… crawdads,” Fin said, snapping his fingers. “I’m thinking crawdads. It’s too fast for bloodsuckers. But, anyway, you’re wanted at the mansion.”

She put her wet feet in her sandals, glad she had foresight enough to know she’d eventually get sick of wearing socks all the time so would brave bare feet and sandals, and squelched from the woods.

Luckily, she was dry and the dead grass and leaves that had stuck to her feet had fallen off by the time Nellie entered the house. The floors had been steam cleaned recently enough to still give off the faint smell of hot lemons. She gave into the overwhelming urge to tiptoe, to make her footprints as miniscule as possible, as she crossed into the glass corridor that connected the two wings of the house. 

She went flat foot immediately.

The cushions for the two patio chairs–the only furniture in the hall minus a tiny, circular table that sat between them–were laid across the middle of the hall into a makeshift bed, and on that bed stretched a woman.

This woman wore a bright pink bikini top and short jean shorts. Her dark hair fanned around her head, the blonde highlights looking like strategic stripes. Her skin was deeply tanned, but a shade that spoke to her laying about in the sun or in tanning beds a lot. The skin around her shut eyes was much paler. She looked too old to be wearing what she was wearing, but Nellie’s brain malfunctioned on pinpointing her age. She wore a jeweled eyebrow bar that kept glittering in the sun in time with the woman’s breathing, and Nellie could not think of anyone over twenty that would bother with such a thing.

“I feel you staring.” The woman’s brown eyes opened. She gave Nellie a quizzical look, and sat up. “You’re not Arden… Well, how awkward.” She held out her hand, jeweled bangles clicking on her wrist. “I’m Brittney, Arden’s mother.”

“Nellie…” She gingerly shook her hand, surprised at the firm grip that shook back.

“Oh, that’s cute,” Brittney said. “You don’t hear the tried and true names much these days.” She lay back down, stretching. “Of course, I’m part of the problem naming my son Arden and not something like Charles or Wilhelm, but there you have it.” She glanced over at Nellie, her thin eyebrows furrowing. “Nellie…? I don’t remember Arden mentioning a Nellie. That’s not short for Perenelle, is it?”

“It is,” Nellie said. “Arden mentioned me?”

“Just that you arrived,” Brittney said. She rolled her eyes. “The way that boy goes on and on about Fin and Brody, you’d think they were the only other kids here.”

It made sense for Arden to write the most about Fin and Brody since he was learning how to use swords. She wondered if he told his mother what the three of them did, mentioned the split lips and black eyes. Nellie had the distinct impression that Brittney wouldn’t have been fazed by such updates.

“It was nice meeting you,” Nellie said, inching around the cushions. “I better get to Mrs. Adams or she’ll be cross.”

She had no sooner exited the clear hallway before jerking to a halt to avoid colliding with Arden as he came racing around a corner. His shaggy, brown hair was extra messy. His eyes were angry and wild.

“Did you see an old lady pretending she’s not running around here,” he asked.

“Your mom,” Nellie asked carefully. She pointed over her shoulder. “I passed her in the window hall. She seems very ni—.”

Arden pushed by her and stormed off. Nellie continued onward, slowing her pace only a moment as she heard Arden yelling at his mother to put a shirt on. She giggled, and hurried on to Mrs. Adams.

Mrs. Adams only wanted to see her to go over the details for her video call with Nathalie later that day. It was arranged for 1PM, and it was up to Nellie if she wanted to have her lunch beforehand or eat in Mrs. Adams’s office. (The tone that was used told Nellie that she better not dare eat in Mrs. Adams’s office.) She was allotted an hour, since Mrs. Adams could not keep from her work any longer than that and would need her office back.

“The final point we must address, is if you want your hour to be for you alone or if you would rather share some of it,” Mrs. Adams said, looking at her bullet list in her gnarled hand. “When parents or guardians visit, they do get introduced to the other children, and Mr. Javernick wants you to have the opportunity to introduce your,” her mouth tightened on the next word, “friends. Should you wish, I can arrange for those indicated to join you in the first or last minutes so that you still have to majority of your time with just you and Ms. Herle.”

“Really,” Nellie said, her mind running over each of the others. “That’s awesome! It’s almost as good as if I was able to walk around with the phone to show her the grounds. Actually…?”

“Absolutely not,” Mrs.Adams said firmly. “Not only is there no service outside the house, the grounds are private.” She set her list down huffily. “We don’t need the NSA catching a glimpse of the bigfoot or your fellows performing magic.” She drew a clean pad of paper nearer and poised a fountain pen over it. “Which children?”

“All of them.” Nellie shrank at Mrs. Adams’s sharp look. “Well… I guess Ava, Lilac, and Arden all have company…. And Morgan doesn’t need to be introduced. Fin, Brody, Calix, Itzel, and Arch? But only if they want to.”

“Five introductions will eat more into your time, but as you wish, Miss Herle,” Mrs. Adams muttered, scribbling down the names.

Nellie was confident cycling through everyone’s name wouldn’t take more than a minute.

She wandered through the house with the vague sense to find Morgan. Mrs. Adams had suspended lessons for everyone for the day with the amount of visitors, so they’d have a couple of hours until lunch where they could finish up work on their globe. They missed each other at breakfast, and Nellie still hadn’t apologized for taking off on him last night. She was the older cousin. She was responsible for setting things right.

Morgan wasn’t in his room, but in the library at one of the two long tables. He was frowning at a book on the animal husbandry of unusual creatures.

“Interesting choice,” Nellie commented, sitting opposite of him.

“I wanted to find something on infant memories but, naturally, we do not have childcare books,” Morgan said. “Or hardly any with humans as the subject.” He leafed through a few pages. “Then, I thought I’d see if there was any on baby dragons, but I haven’t found any sign that dragons ever have babies outside the phrases ‘maternal instinct’ or ‘motherly savagery’ when people described their possessiveness over their clutches.”

“Like egg clutches?”

“No,” Morgan said, his dark eyebrows a straight line across his forehead. “Somtimes, people thought they were guardian eggs, but it always turned out false.” He sighed heavily. Allowing the pages to fan until the book closed on itself. “The stories are so far between it’s hard to take any of them as true accounts.”

“So, infant memories and baby dragons… Interesting combo.”

“Is it?” Morgan raised his eyebrows at her. “Did we not talk about you and Penny lacking memories of your now dragon mothers? Ugh, if only Silas had the foresight to subscribe to some sort of pediatric memory journal!”

Nellie beamed at him, giving his hand a pat. “You’re a good cousin, Morgan.”

“Of course I am,” he said, tinting red and looking bewildered. “What have I ever done to make you think otherwise?”

Nellie decided not to give it any thought, because she was sure she could’ve come up with half a dozen answers if she did.

She searched the shelves for anything that might help with Morgan’s theory, but was distracted by all the different subjects. She settled on the floor beneath one of the bookcases with a thin book on Appalachian folklore and cryptids. She grinned fondly at the entry on smoke wolves and shuttered at the notes on a cryptid called a not-deer. They somehow sounded worse than white screamers.

They headed to lunch with nothing to show for their efforts.

Lunch was sandwiches that varied on degree of fanciness. There was plain ham and cheese all the way to foie gras and watercress. Each sandwich was cut into quarters so no one could eat a whole of the same kind without searching among the platters.

The table was cramped with extra chairs squished in spaces. Even with the leaf in the table, they had more people than usual. Nellie found herself wedged between Morgan and Fin in the middle of the table, across from Itzel and Arden. Brittney sat pressed against him now wearing a loose, striped shirt over her bikini top.

“He’s late,” Mrs. Adams said disapprovingly, glaring into an empty seat next to Silas.

“He is coming from the airport, Mrs. Adams; show him a little grace,” Silas said. He caught Nellie’s eye and winked. “You’re in for a surprise.”

Nellie was about to ask—.

“Mr. Faust,” Mrs. Adams said sharply. “Put that sandwich down until we’ve started.”

Arden dropped his sandwich quarter with a deep sigh.

“You don’t need to discipline my son with me sitting here,” Brittney said. She whacked Arden’s shoulder with the back of her hand. “Don’t get caught next time.”

“What is this stuff,” Fin asked, sniffing a shot glass in front of his plate filled with light yellow liquid. “It smells like wine.”

“It is wine,” Mrs. Adams said. “Your guardians have given permission for those fifteen and older to have occasional tastings. As we are hosting so many, I find it the right moment for you to practice your best behavior despite the casualness of the menu.”

Arch and Calix exchanged a glance and sniggered quietly. With both being seventeen and foreign, Nellie would bet anything they’d already had the occasional drink during family holidays.

“Why fifteen,” Brittney asked loudly. “I’m right here. Give Arden a cup.”

Arden muttered something under his breath that darkened his mother’s expression and caused her not to push–jokingly or otherwise–for him to have any wine. Lilac was quietly clinking glasses with her parents at the far end of the table, looking young and bashful as she held the wine. Brody was eyeballing his like it might be a trick.

“I say we start,” Silas said. “The sandwiches will get gross if we leave them too long.” He spread his hands before him. “Please, friends, dig it.”

Mrs. Adams looked sour at this, but held her tongue and sipped from her glass.

Fin gave a shutter next to Nellie, setting his wine aside and taking a large bite of a turkey club. “Think I ain’t going to be much of a wine drinker.”

“Your palette isn’t sophisticated enough,” Morgan said airily. “I suppose developing your palette fell completely on your mother with your father not around.”

“Morgan,” Nellie hissed.

“Oh yeah,” Fin said, grimacing. “And you’re a regular drinker at the ripe old age of eleven? That sounds more like neglect than sophistication.”

She picked at her roast beef as Fin and Morgan continued leaning around her to snipe at each other. Arden looked just as miserable with his face propped on his fist, watching his mother yell stories down the table at Silas (who yelled back much to Mrs. Adams’s disapproval). She smiled weakly at Itzel as she glanced up from some sort of fish sandwich.

“Is it tasty,” Nellie asked dully. Itzel leaned over and dropped a quarter of the same onto her plate, and flashed her a thumbs up. “Why not?” Nellie took a bite, eyes widening. “It’s good! What is it?”

“Sapateira,” Itzel said. Her brow furrowed at Nellie’s blank look. “Not same…. Um… lagosta? No?” She smacked the table, getting more than just Morgan’s attention. “Sapateira? Lagosta?”

“Lobster,” Morgan said.

“Oh, lobster rolls! Excellent,” Brittney said, taking one with great delight. “Have one, honey. You love them.”

“Pass,” Arden sulked.

Brittney frowned at him and turned her attention to Silas. She held up her lobster roll in triumph. “Silas! Do you remember that time up in Maine?”

Silas gave a hoot of laughter, slapping the table. He was nodding vigorously as Brittney started refreshing his memory further, unable to speak or else risk spraying the sandwich in his mouth all over them.

Mrs. Adams slammed her cane down on the floor. “I do hate to interrupt, Mr. Javernick, but I’ll need to excuse Miss Herle and myself from the table.” She looked at him sternly. “She has an appointment to keep, and lunch is running longer than normal.”

“Yes, yes, of course, Mrs. Adams, of course,” Silas said, dismissively waving Mrs. Adams’s off. He smiled at Nellie. “Give Nathalie my regards.”

“Misters Cabrera, Dimopoulos, Will—” Mrs. Adams said, struggling to her feet.

“No, that’s fine,” Nellie cut in, scurrying up. “They’re still eating.”

“Very well. To my office then.”

“What’s up,” Fin whispered.

“Nothing,” Nellie said, her cheeks reddening. “I better follow her.”

It seemed childish and even spoiled to ask everyone to stop eating to go say hello to Nathalie. She avoided eye contact with Morgan who was half-glaring with his hazel eyes darting from her to Fin, apparently suspicious if his name would have been included in Mrs. Adams’s list.

She settled in Mrs. Adams’s seat once the computer was set up. She was told it was connected and she would just have to wait for Nathalie to join, and then left alone.

Nathalie’s face–slightly grainy–popped up on the screen. The lines around her blue eyes deepened as she smiled broadly. Her face had pink patches from being outside in the sun. Her blonde hair looked less golden and paler.

‘Nellie! Oh, how I’ve missed you!’

“Missed you too,” Nellie said, her face stretching into a huge smile. “Where’s Ash?”

‘Of course.’ Nathalie shook her head, smirking. ‘Hold on.’

Nellie stared at Nathalie’s chin as she stood with her laptop in her hands. The surroundings bobbed and jostled as she went to the door, titled sideways as she freed up a hand to open it, and righted.

‘I don’t see him at present… Usually, he’s snooping around the flowers. Did I mention I put in flowers in the last letter? Just violets, mind you. My thumb isn’t so green.’

“Which ones are violets again,” Nellie asked. “Pansies?”

‘I think so. Oh, where has that dog got to?’ Nathalie stopped craning to look down into the screen. ‘I’ll keep an eye out. Tell me everything. Are you having fun? Are you learning anything?’

A knock on the door distracted her from answering. Nellie looked at the time in the corner of the screen, frowning. Barely ten minutes had gone by. It was much too early for Mrs. Adams to need her office back.

The door clicked as it opened. Fin stuck his head in, glanced around, and opened it wider. Morgan, Itzel, and Arden were with him.

“Sorry, Nell,” Fin said. “We don’t want to interrupt, but Morgan said you were having a video call and wanted to say hi. We just—.”

“Crash the party,” Morgan said. He sauntered over to the desk, circling around to face the screen. With an all-knowing tone he said, “Hello, Nathalie.”

‘Good to see you well, Morgan,’ Nathalie said, sounding amused. ‘Is there someone else there?’

Nellie stepped aside to allow Fin, Itzel, and Arden to squish in behind the desk too. She introduced each of them, mentioning small things like Fin’s father being part of the same Order that Rhys was once part of, and Itzel being a mage like Amias. She started to mention Arden’s mother was visiting, but he cut her off and said he needed a break from her and not to worry about him sneaking away.

Nellie did not mention her and Fin sometimes sneaking into the woods to spy on the resident bigfoot. Or, how she and Itzel survived a Piasa Bird. Or, how Arden not currently sporting a black eye or cut lip was unusual.

‘Oh, Nellie, before I forget again; did Amias arrive all right? Was his flight dreadful?’

“Amias?” She thought back to the empty place setting at lunch. Silas told her he had a surprise for her. She beamed. “Amias is coming?”

‘Well, there goes the surprise,’ Nathalie muttered. ‘And that makes it more likely that his flight was dreadful. Poor man.’ She looked up over the laptop. ‘Is that him? Dog!’

“Ash,” Nellie said.

‘Come here. Nellie’s on the screen. Beast!’

“Ash,” Nellie corrected again.

‘Do you want dinner? That usually gets—Oh, he’s gone.’ Nathalie sighed. ‘Sorry, Nellie love, he’s too busy doing his own—.’

Nathalie shrieked and the laptop fell. The screen went black with a jagged white line that vibrated as it tried keeping picture. Nellie could hear Nathalie yelling at Ash about poofing in front of her, but the sound was mangled and watery. It sounded a bit as if Nathalie said goodbye before the connection was cut off.

“You mama nice,” Itzel said.

Nellie grinned, quietly shutting Mrs. Adams’s laptop as Morgan whispered the correction to Itzel.

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I currently am not supposed to eat lunch meat, so they had a sandwich feast. My kid keeps calling me. Guess that's it for the comment, lol.

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The group home allowed Penny to stay after winter break ended, but made it very clear that they were the most temporary of temporary. Her caseworker ended up extending her search to the very edges of the school district, with multiple warnings that she may need to prepare to switch schools. Those conversations were frequent once the school year ended.

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She flipped through her book lazily, humming in mild amusement. “You having cloven hooves means you need to chew cud… Oh, wait, pigs don’t chew cud. I guess that means you don’t need to? So… you’re like a horse and pig mixed together?” She laughed at Hodge’s loud snort. “Sorry, I know you’re unique. I’m trying to figure out what I can.”

She spent the next forty minutes combing out his mane and weaving pink and yellow ribbons into it. She brushed his forelock with her fingers, fluffing it up around his black, spiral horn. Her fingertips lightly touched the base and traced up to the tip.

“There must be something I can use to take care of it,” Penny mused. “Like with your hooves. There’s hoof polish. Doesn’t feel like the same thing as your hooves though....” She heartily patted his neck. “Go ahead. Act natural.”

Hodge blinked his large eyes at her before he went to graze. She took out her phone, recording five-second clips and taking pictures from different angles.

Her Instagram account had been gaining hundreds of followers a week since she started showing photos of Hodge. There was much debate in the comments about if he was real or not, with the final verdict typically being the non-believers badgering the others into accepting unicorns did not exist.

She never tipped the scale one way or another, never responded to comments at all except to say thanks if someone said something particularly meaningful or offered a good suggestion. The arguing was too amusing.

Hodge jerked his head up, ears pointed forward before flattening into his mane.

“What's—?”

Penny heard it too. The unmistakable sounds of ATVs, and fast approaching. She rushed at Hodge, waving her arms and hissing “shoo”. The unicorn gave her a hurt, reproachful look before moving at a slow trot through the ivy curtain. She raced for the same curtain, jerking still, and spinning back to collect her things.

The ATVs crashed into the glade seconds later. She guiltily put her bucket and backpack behind her back, nervously smiling at Garrett and Colton as they sped by. Colton’s ATV made a wide turn, flattening more of the ivy, and doubled back to her.

“Penny?” He turned off the engine, blinking at her in surprise. “What… what are you doing out here?” He looked around. “How’d you get here?”

“Walked… I’ve been taking pictures of the glade. I’m obsessed with it.”

“Right…,” Colton trailed off, looking at her as if she lost her mind. “Want a ride back?”

Her eyes darted to the treeline. She could sense Hodge waiting, watching, could practically see him pawing impatiently at the ground as he waited for her to call him back out.

It would be suspicious if she sent Colton away. He might even stick around–secretly or otherwise–to see why she wanted to stay.

“Yeah, sure, that’d save me a walk,” Penny said. She glanced at the bucket of horse combs and her backpack. “Umm…. Oh! Colton, look!”

She threw the bucket towards the rock when Colton turned, flinching at how red it was among the green. She shouldered her bag, and jumped on behind him, shrugging when he turned in his seat to look at her quizzically.

“Thought I saw something up on the trail,” she said sheepishly. “Ready?”

They sat on Colton’s front step drinking soda. He caught her up on his adventures with Levi and Gage (whose girlfriend never did materialize over the school year). Destiny and Whitney had found some other girls into crochet and knitting, so were regulated more as friends that just exchanged waves in the hall. Penny had guessed as much having found herself hanging out with either the guys or the girls, and gradually more with the guys over the seventh grade year, but it sounded as if they hadn’t texted or spoken to Colton and the guys since summer started.

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He shrugged. “She complains me and Garrett are too much. I thought maybe she’d want to take a try at having a girl around.”

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Her smile faltered. “Oh… I think it takes a long time to get approved for that….”

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She thought of going back for her grooming bucket, or to say a proper goodbye to Hodge, but didn’t want to risk Colton or Garrett driving through the glade again. She alternated between a brisk walk and jog to the bus stop, then promptly sat and cried on her knees until it came.

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Her caseworker looked much more exhausted than during previous visits. She no longer had pink streaks in her hair. There was a dullness to the blonde locks, and she had started the habit of wearing large frames to filter out blue-light; she previously complained about headaches and blamed the screens.

Penny sat still in her chair, her green eyes wandering to her open phone whenever she was sure the caseworker was too preoccupied to notice. A small, satisfied smile tugged at her lips at the 9.9 million count next to the followers label.

“It’s not looking good….” Penny quickly covered her phone and watched the caseworker. “The home feels they’ve been more than generous… I did reach out to the Lamberts to see if they’d clarify on the aggression thing, but they didn’t want to talk. No hope getting that expunged.”

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She shuttered at the idea of once more living with Aaliyah. The home was full of kids worse, but in the group setting there were other targets.

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Penny vigorously shook her head.

“Right… Well, that leaves really only one path forward, and I was trying to avoid it….” She removed her glasses with a heavy sigh, and knitted her fingers in front of her. “Your home has been impressed with your behavioral shift, and that’s another reason they won’t keep you anymore. They recommended a home for girls your age. …It’s not in your school district.”

The girls’ home was over an hour away, closer to the city. She would be bumped down into a middle school for eighth grade. This home was more strict with outings, usually needing a chaperon or buddy for even basic walks. Visiting Hodge would be completely out of the question unless she snuck out in the middle of the night, and the buses wouldn’t be running then.

“I think that’s all… You’ll have the weekend to pack up. They want you moved before the first day. Complete fresh start and all.” The caseworker pinched at her eyes and stifled a small yawn. “Sorry I couldn't get it worked out for you. You're one of the nice ones. If all my cases were like you, I wouldn't be going back to school to find something else.”

“Oh… I had a feeling you were quitting,” Penny muttered. 

“Changing careers isn't quitting.  …Some of these other kids are vicious though. All I want is to help, but they couldn't care less.” She cleared her throat and straightened. “Anyway, questions?”

“Yeah….” Penny fiddled with her phone, keeping her eyes down. “I wasn’t always an adoption candidate, so… was there some kind of update with my mom?”

The caseworker raised an  overtweezed eyebrow. She went back to her computer, typed something, and propped her face up with her hand. She had a glazed expression. She gave a shrug.

“It doesn’t say anything specific. Says you were given up at birth, so you not being a candidate until recently is kind of weird. Let’s see…,” she scrolled, “yeah, nothing specific. My guess is there was some kind of contact between her and the system, but all that evaporated. Either she flat out said she wasn’t able to get her life together before you aged out, or she just fell off the map.”

“She was keeping tabs on me?” It made sense considering Aisling was her caretaker when she was small. “Is there anything in there about my aunt? Aisling Fox, or she might be under Sister Mary Agnes.”

“Nothing… There were inquiries made about where you were sent after your first home changed administrations, but it doesn’t give any names.” She leaned into the back of her chair. “Unless they suddenly appear in the next day or two, you’re still going to be sent to that girls’ home. I wouldn’t waste your energy thinking about this.”

It was the first real instance that a caseworker told her that Keena had tried to keep in her life. Something had changed that.

It was also the first time she had been told Aisling was looking for her. She had known that instinctively, but it was nice to hear it said out loud.

The more pressing issue was this move. It was imminent and she saw no way out of it.

She sighed heavily as she waited for her bus. She opened her phone, went to the camera, and turned it on herself. She took a breath and hit record.

“Hey! Behind the photos. I’m Penny. A foster kid, about to be moved again. Hodge pictures will be on hiatus for a bit.” Her eyes teared. “Sorry.”

She uploaded it to her Instagram and tucked her phone away.

Aisling was probably still looking for her, but if Keena had truly given her up this time, entertaining adoption could keep her from being moved too far. She could always sabotage her placement if the parents started to seriously consider keeping her, give Keena or Aisling more time to find her.

She stayed seated as her bus to the home drove off. She took the one that came out near Colton’s.

Hodge was half in the glade. The ivy curtain was draped over his back like a cape. He gave a happy nicker as soon as he spotted her, but did not trot over. He lowered his head and went back to grazing.

She sank onto her usual rock. Her eyes grew more and more teary as she watched Hodge until she couldn’t hold it back anymore. She hugged her knees and buried her face in them to stifle her sobbing. She was jolted out of her hopelessness by Hodge knocking her off the rock with a hard nosing.

She gave a watery laugh, hugging him around his face and then again around the neck once she stumbled up to her feet.

“I’ll come back,” she said. “They won’t keep us apart. I swear it.”

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Where I mostly grew up, it was rural so after sixth grade you went to a combination junior-senior high school. It's not surper uncommon in non-rural areas. More common is having a middle school in the equation, so I figured where Penny was since leaving NY was rural WV and now she's being moved to slightly less rural WV.

And anything else I was going to say is gone because I'm having "what's that" shouted at me.

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September 16, 2026
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The full moon washed everything in ghostly, white light. The ivy shone black with the shadows even darker; the entire glade monochromatic. Penny hugged herself tightly against the early autumn night while keeping her phone out in front of her for some meager light.

She had to wait nearly a week until the full moon. There was no telling if this was the right glade, or if the unicorn colt was still there. The extra light from above was a non-negotiable for her midnight escapade. Not just for searching the glade, but for navigating the yards and smaller streets where the streetlights did not go.

Her breath caught as rustling reached her ears. She spun around, but her phone light was not strong enough to reach the ivy curtains. She took a breath and tucked her phone away, shutting her eyes.

The woods beyond crackled and chirped. There was rustling again, but there was a skittish quality that called to mind rabbits. A larger, more careful swish of the ivy and undergrowth reached her ears. The steps sounded more deliberate, closer to how a deer would move.

The glade looked brighter when she opened her eyes. She could see the ivy swaying as something passed through, but couldn’t see the creature. She crept nearer and an outline started to appear. 

It was roughly the size of a pony, but slimmer. It must’ve been grayish. The moonlight would not reflect off it, and it blended into the scenery too much to be either black or white.

She extracted a molasses cookie from her pocket, set it on a rock, and backed off. She waited, and waited. And waited.

Her head snapped up. She blinked drowsily, rubbing her eyes as she staggered up to her feet. She was damp with dew. The moon was not as high and the glade was now washed in soft gray as pre-dawn broke. Cold dread washed over her. The caretakers at the home would’ve noticed she was missing by now.

The cookie was gone. She stared at the spot with disappointment seeping into the pit of her stomach. She had missed it, unicorn or otherwise.

A snort behind her froze her solid.

The colt was the most magnificent animal she had ever seen. True, his knees were still knobbly, more like a horse foal compared to a two-year-old, and his slate gray coat, mane, and tail tuft were frizzy. Even still, his deep brown eyes had an intelligence greater than any animal she’d encountered. His black, spiraled horn was short but looked carved from obsidian. A lion-like tail flicked lazily, and he pawed the grass with cloven hooves.

Penny slowly stretched her hand out, inching nearer and nearer as he continued to stand still.

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Her caseworker had pink streaks in her hair. Penny could not decide if she liked it or not, and always circled back to herself having dark hair. She would have to bleach it to change colors, and that extra step always put her off hair dying.

“Hmm… I don’t know, Penny, the home does have a good point….”

“It was once,” Penny said blandly.

“Yes, but you really freaked them out. Disappearing in the middle of the night is serious. They had to file a report.” She signed heavily, and fiddled with one of the pink locks in her blonde hair. “If this happened at a placement with a family, then you’d be relocated.”

“It was a full moon,” Penny said. “I wanted to see how my phone would do with night pictures. It won’t happen again. I swear!”

“They want to send you back to New York… That might be too extreme.” She shuffled through Penny’s file. “Your other group home exists, but—.”

“But it’s not the same people in charge,” Penny finished. “It’s even more for problem kids than this one.” She leaned forward. “You can’t send me away! I won’t disappear again.”

“It would suck to move right after starting junior high… You could end up at a really populated middle school, and that could lead to bullying or something….” The caseworker mumbled under her breath, checking different notes. “Your last placement was just a town over. Did you get to reconnect with old elementary friends?”

Penny nodded, her throat now too dry to respond. 

She suspected some type of fallout from sleeping outside, but the caretakers at the home had been subdued after screaming at her, and she thought she was in the clear. It didn’t occur to her that they had filed a police report, contacted the caseworker, and started the process of moving her elsewhere.

She had only managed to get back to the glade once between meeting the colt and this meeting, and he had not been around. She left him two molasses cookies and was itching to get back there to see if he would come out of hiding this time.

“There’s no red flags in your file other than the fighting with the other kids, and whatever it was that Lambert family was talking about. Which, to me, sounded like you were stressed because of what was going on with your friend, so I don’t know how much weight that really has.” She hummed, searching the file. “Yeah, nothing that suggests you’re getting into drugs, or self-harm, or sex… Which also means you’ve been safe from abuse according to what I learned in class….” She blinked and looked up quizzically. “You had a request to go to church? Really?”

“I was raised by nuns.”

“Oh. True. …Still, little weird, but if it keeps you grounded….” The caseworker shut the file. “How about I beg the home to keep you until winter break? I can try finding a placement in the same school district.” She shrugged. “Either they’ll decide you can stay, or you’ll get placed. You got to keep in line though, Penny. If you stray, they’ll flip out and I’ll be forced to move you. Got it?”

Penny sputtered her thanks repeatedly, keeping up the stream as she was ushered from the office.

She took the bus towards Colton’s rather than back to the group home. There was still time before dinner, and surely being slightly late could be chalked up to her meeting with the caseworker.

The cookies were gone. There were slight indents around the rock she had left them on, too big to be deer prints. She looked around but saw no other signs of the colt. She sat on the rock and dug out a thin book about horses from her backpack.

Movement caught her attention as the sky started darkening. Her heart blipped as the colt nosed through the curtain of ivy. He raised his head, staring, and silently walked nearer.

Penny carefully put her book away and took out the squashed, plastic-wrapped cookie from the bottom of her bag. She held it out to him, barely daring to breathe. Her face hurt from how wide her smile was when he took the cookie, bobbing his head in approval as he munched.

“I should bring you healthier snacks,” Penny murmured, “but I figured you eat enough grass and stuff.”

She tenderly stroked his nose with her fingertips; his dark, intelligent eyes half closed at her touch. She pet his smooth cheek with her other hand, marveling that he was allowing her to be so close and hold his face.

“I’ll try coming back tomorrow,” she told him. “It’s the weekend. I can spend all day here without anyone caring.”

It took several minutes for Penny to tear herself from him. The sky was now fully deep red with no hint of the sun left. She couldn’t risk angering the home further. She couldn’t risk them sending her far from this unicorn colt, especially with the knowledge that he would be all alone.

It was a relatable feeling punctuated by lapses with companions. Unlike her friends–with the expectation of Brooke–this colt also lacked a family to provide some feeling of comfort or safety, same as her.

Penny stared at the ceiling listening to the easy breathing of her roommates. Her eyelids were heavy. She smiled as a name flitted through her mind right before she fell asleep.

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The leaves were starting to turn. It was cool and sunny, perfect for one of Penny’s favorite Goodwill sweaters (red and orange maple leaves falling across a sage green sweater). She sat on her usual rock in the now browning ivy glade, a book with different horse braids open on her knees. A red, plastic bucket was placed nearby. It had three different types of horse brushes and a large, metal comb for manes and tails.

“Hodge,” Penny called. She repeatedly clicked her tongue until the colt raised his head. “Come over here.”

She stroked his nose as he greeted her. She went to work gently using the metal curry comb and slicker on his slate gray body. He stood still, rotating between munching strands of grass and nodding sleepily.

This had been her ritual every Saturday for the last month and a half. She had slowly purchased the bucket and combs from the meager allowance the home let her have from the stipend they were paid. It took ridiculously long for her to convince the administrators to allow her a library card, citing the homeless and drug addicts that typically hung around the area, but they eventually caved to her pleas. She put on a show of having her nose in an age appropriate chapter book whenever one of the adults was around. She kept her actual borrows–history, folklore, horse and horse related books–under her bed.

Hodge’s mane and tail tuft were beginning to smooth the colder the weather became, but they were still too short for Penny to do much more than fuss over. She was noticing lighter grays and whites starting to appear, some being wavy. He was also growing silky, wavy hair on his lower legs above his hooves, which Penny knew from her books was referred to as feathers.

“I wish I’d gotten to see your mother,” Penny said. “I’ve only seen pictures of old tapestries. I don’t really know what to expect with you.” She searched her backpack for the molasses cookie stashed inside. “I bet you still miss your mother. Even if only a little. …I think I miss mine, and I never really met her. Here you go, handsome boy.”

Penny found her mind wandering often to Keena Fox since meeting Hodge. It may have been the knowledge that his mother was gone, or just because he was a stronger connection to the Realm than random gnomes and fairies. It may have also been that her hopes of Aisling finding her had started to wane considerably, partly because of time and partly because she didn't want to leave Hodge.

She had no one she could ask about her mother now. Even as reluctant as Aisling had been at times, she would still try to answer any questions about Keena.

The group home smelt of overcooked hamburger when she slipped through the front. She tiptoed up the steps but was blocked from the landing by a bulky boy at least four years older. He snatched the bucket from her hand.

“Give it back, Nick!”

He searched through the bucket, and then dumped it before tossing it aside. He grabbed at her backpack, but she was ready and tightened her grip. She was yanked onto the landing, one hand pressed against her face while he kept pulling with the other.

She lost her balance with one good yank. She released the backpack to grab the railing to avoid falling backwards down the stairs.

Nick ripped apart her backpack, dumping out books, pens, and some loose homework worksheets she did on the bus rides. He finally held up her wallet with a wicked smirk, and took out the few dollars tucked inside before throwing it down the stairs.

“You don’t mind, d'you, Penny? You're due for allowance on Monday.”

He knocked into her, causing her to fall another step down, on his way down the stairs.

Penny grabbed the heavy, rubber curry comb and aimed it at the back of Nick’s head. Her short nails bit into it, her arm shaking the longer she stayed frozen, ready to throw. Hot, angry tears fell from her eyes as she lowered her arm, growling out a sigh. She went up and down the stairs, and around the landing, repacking her bucket and bag, completely ignored by the other kids hurrying to and from dinner.

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This one is pretty short too. Penny's story starts with early years like this, but then will go beyond Nellie's, so I'm getting to the point where some time skips are happening more.

I thought molasses cookies would be an approriate unicorn snack. Sugar cubes are kind of unusal to have in a house, same with hard peppermints/spearmints, and I figured Penny would gravitate to something sweeter for a mythical animal with unicorns accosiated with sparkles and sugar. (Come to think of it, we only had sugar cubes, peppermints, and spearmints when I had a horse.)

The combs I have in mind for the bucket are two curry combs, one rubber and one metal (metal works better but you always buy the rubber on first, lol, the metal is sharp and throws you off a bit if it's the first time grooming) and a slicker which is also metal. The good ones you can unhook the handle to turn into one long strip of metal with short teeth to clear out all the fur and dirt loosened by the curry.

I also fugured that unicorns would age a little differently than horses since they're not really horses. Hodge's mother was probably in her 70s, so Hodge being 2 is closer to under a year minus all the drawbacks of actually being under a year (needing mother). He's probably slightly stunted too since he's the last foal; it'd take him a bit longer to mature with his mother's lifeforce not anywhere near peak. He probably would've hung around his mother until she died both because she would be too werry to be stern and send him off, and because as he grew he would've offered her some protection.

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September 10, 2026
Sketchbook Musings: The Elemental Guardians

I no longer have a lot of the drawings from the "olden days" of the Elemental Guardians (back when they were called the Super Pokefriends... *sigh* I was in middle school, I thought that name sounded awesome...) due to random tossing over the years - but I was kinda shocked at how little I still had 😅 It's basically all stuff from the brief period of 'overlap' with Ace starting off on his own.

The Castle of the Sunbird, September 2005

According to my notes on the back of this, I drew this 2 years after I wrote this story. Castle of the Sunbird marked a big shift in process and in storyline. 

  • It was the last story to use the "Super Pokefriends" title (before switching to "The Elemental Guardians")
  • It was the last I drew as a comic booklet (paper folded and stapled between a construction paper cover (before switching to typing)
  • It marked where the ever-growing group of power-wielding teenagers split up. Part of it was for writer reasons - there were SO many characters because I couldn't stop adding more lol. The other part was plot related, it just flowed to a point where a lot of them wanted to be a leader and that was problematic for one big group.

Much of it was based on and inspired by a summer trip to Colorado where we visited cliff dwelings, learned about other native American stuff in the area, and an actual rock near Colorado Springs called Castle Rock (go figure).

But the basics (that I can remember) were the group goes to help this tribe of people whose brother and sister duo are kinda duking it out on who gets to lead their people, and some of the 'guardians' side with one and some with the other. Ultimately, the sister flippantly evokes their deity, the Sunbird, and then it actually shows up and brings the justice she was calling for - on her. In my memory, it feels like the first "grown-up" story I wrote and started me on more compelling/plot-driven pieces more than just "what fun thing someone else made can I throw in today" :D

Where the Fault Lies, Part II, 2006

I'm almost positive I had a drawing for Part I... I feel like I have to have another stash of drawings somewhere... But yes - you may recognize a few people here (namely one Gallagher). I honestly cannot remember much about this one other than it focuses mostly on the "Hylian" groups of Guardians who live/work in Hyrule. The "Triforce," made up of Link, Jill, and Jim (from Treasure Planet) teams up with a few loners (mostly my real life friends - one of whom becomes Cloud from Final Fantasty when he wears a special pendant lol) which include newly allied Ace, who has become BFFs with Henri. The Triforce takes in a young boy they believe is just a Hylian boy, but somehow or another they find out he's actually Link's ancestor who has travelled through time for some reason. I think it was me trying to link (HA) together the various Zelda timelines in my own way. Or something. I don't remember much more than that... I should try to re-read some of these, lol.

Ace is cute in his little random armor (and elbow pads still aparently). He never ends up with any sort of power, he just hangs out with everybody.

Mioko Del Mar, 2007?

Mioko had been around a while before he finally starred in his own story, Mioko del Mar! I think I mentioned bits of this story before, but he finds a wounded leviathan in Lake Hylia. The leviathan is kind and gentle and they both immediately trust each other. Mioko tells Link about the leviathan, but Link doesn't believe a dragon could be living in the lake unnoticed this long and doesn't believe him. Mioko's roommate, Clopin (from Hunchback of Notre Dame) is a potions master, and Mioko tries to convince him to help him help the leviathan, but Clopin also refuses with some other sort of excuse. So, Mioko tries to brew a very dangerous magical potion on his own... and it explodes and binds him to it/a crystal that forms from the explosion.

Somehow, while this is going on, the Zora discover the leviathan's presence and show up in force to capture/kill it. This inadvertently proves to Link (and Clopin) that the leviathan is indeed real, and there's some sort of battle that Mioko stops by using his newfound power (I don't remember those speciifics...). He then uses the crystal and his power to heal the leviathan, learning the give-and-take qualities in the process, but knowing he would rather bear the kind dragon's pain.

Anyway, this little breakout for him is what made me realize he needed to come hang out with Ace... haha.

Mioko, Sept 2002

Speaking of, here's Mioko from almost exactly 24 years ago! ........wow.

He began as a Zelda fan character (where his long ears REALLY came from...) and there was some sort of mini plot with him training for the Hylian army and he gets severely wounded and ends up unable to fight/stay in the army, so he goes through a bit of healing on multiple fronts. He does always kinda wish he could serve his country, through, and I think that's where this pseudo-angsty piece came from, heh.

Fire & Steel, 2005

A pretty cool drawing of Jill (you can see where both Athena AND Gemini come from lol) the fire guardian battling Kyle (a rare OC not based on an existing charaacter or friend) the steel guardian/villain. If you know anything about Pokemon, you know who has the advantage at this moment, haha. I always thougth the poses and style were cool for this one.

What's fun is I made this outfit once (not the slits up the thighs though; I'm not sure why I thought that was such a cool fashion choice then, lol). I wish I had kept that little black dress, haha.

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