Firebrand Risk
P.Track.29
March 27, 2026

Nellie reluctantly put on the same tank top she’d been wearing the last couple of days before continuing her search for Amias. It was too late into the morning to stay in pajamas or else risk Mrs. Adams's disapproval. Then again, wearing the same shirt for three days was not much better.

She pulled open her door and straightened when finding Ava on the other side with her hand raised to knock. Nellie caught Ava’s eyes drop to the tank top before meeting hers again, a small, strained smile on her lips.

“Can we take a quick walk to the garden,” Ava asked.

Anger quickly replaced all Nellie’s hurt feelings from the previous night. She shut her door behind herself with a firm snap, stepping by Ava into the hall.

“I was about to go find Amias,” Nellie said coolly.

“Why don’t I walk with you until you find him?” She scurried to walk in step. “My mom is packing. I thought we should talk a bit while we had time.”

“Why? Are you leaving,” Nellie asked. She tossed her waves off her shoulder. “I heard you talking to your mom last night. You don’t have to explain yourself to me. If you want to leave, then go.”

Ava hurried to block her from continuing down the hall. She narrowed her eyes behind her glasses, crossing her arms.

“This is exactly what I was trying to tell her,” Ava said icily. “It’s not like you want to be friends, so why should I bother trying?”

“Me? You told her we weren’t friends!”

“Because you don’t want to be, Perenelle!” Ava threw up her hands. “I tried–we tried–including you in weekend plans all year, but you constantly ghosted us. We tried to get together during Spring Break, but again, you ghosted us.”

“Morgan—.”

“Yeah, I know, Morgan,” Ava growled. “That first week here, without Morgan, we hung out all the time and I thought ‘okay we’re getting somewhere’ and then along comes Morgan, and suddenly you’re off on these field trips—”

“That you said you didn’t want to do!”

“---I don’t, but you still go off, never mention much about them when you come back, and double down on using all your free time for Morgan.” Ava sighed heavily, her eyes shining. “My mom came to see me, and you just brushed off meeting her and run off with Morgan. Always babysitting your cousin. You even pushed off Lilac and her parents onto us instead of coming with us to dinner!”

“I thought you liked Lilac,” Nellie said lamely, feeling hot.

“That isn’t the point, Perenelle!” She stomped her foot in annoyance. “Mr. Javernick very clearly invited me here to be a familiar face for you, but you just keep running off on me! Secret meetings with this cousin. Secret meetings with that hot guy that turns out is actually a legit prince. You haven’t even sort of explained how any of that happened, do you realize that?”

There was a lot she avoided telling Ava. She was warned prior to coming to the compound not to let anyone know about Brue’s fate, and the result was that anything else she mentioned was disjointed. It also meant that she had been going off with Morgan a lot recently to talk over all his dragon notes.

There was a squirming, guilty feeling in Nellie’s gut as she watched Ava’s face fill with pink patches. The shine had started to collect in the corners of her eyes, and she was refusing to look directly at Nellie now. She felt a lump build in her own throat, and laughed shakily.

“I have been a rotten friend,” Nellie said. “Or, pre-friend, I guess. I just thought you’d get it with being a witch. The whole secrecy thing.”

“No, I get that part,” Ava said, her tone still cool. “Emma, Olivia, and Sophia are my best friends, but no way am I blabbing to them about Mammaw, or Mom, or myself. That’s been drilled in. And, no way I’d tell them about you and this whole thing with your uncle being leader of some secret, magical society thing.”

“Yeah… I know you wouldn’t… but there’s a lot more,” Nellie said.

“So I’ve gathered,” Ava said dryly. She shrugged. “You don’t have to tell me. That wasn’t the condition on being friends. You were just supposed to want to hang out with me, and not constantly blow me off.”

“Maybe I should tell you,” Nellie said, half to herself.

“Don’t,” Ava said firmly. “It’ll just make everything worse. It’ll make us feel obligated to be friends when, honestly, maybe we just aren’t.” She sheepishly looked at the polished floor. “I did hope… You seemed nice… We don’t get a lot of people moving to Lynchburg. I thought having some new blood would be a nice change for our circle.”

She had told Ava about her real relationship with Nathalie already, and that was as close as she felt she could get to the rest of it without saying. She didn’t understand the harm of Ava knowing her mother was turned into a dragon and that her father had ditched her to go find her, but she held her tongue still.

“I think… I do want to try to be friends,” Nellie said awkwardly. She pulled at a split end. “I’m not sure how, I guess. The whole thing with finding out my mom wasn’t my mom completely threw me out of whack more than I thought. Maybe I’m not even as over it as I thought I was….”

“It would be a lot,” Ava murmured. “And the stuff you can’t tell me… is about all of that, right?” Nellie nodded glumly. “Okay, so how about, if you’re going to blow me off or something because of that, you just say ‘Mom issues’ or something, so then I know it’s because you can’t say in front of me and not because you’re sick of hanging out?”

“‘Parent stuff’ might work better,” Nellie said, grinning. “There’s a bunch of stuff going on with my dad right now.”

“The one you thought was an estranged uncle your whole life?” Ava shuttered. “Yikes, Nellie, your life is complicated. No wonder you don’t want to talk about it.”

They giggled a bit and started walking down the hall. Ava insisted Nellie borrow one of her tank tops.They set off together after to find Amias with Ava not having met him yet and her mother still busy. She told Nellie she’d wanted to leave so badly that she begged her mom to book her a ticket home for next week.

“I should’ve confronted you sooner,” Ava moaned.

“It will be good to see the others,” Nellie said. “It isn’t fair to give up your whole summer for this.” She gazed at the grounds outside the windowed hallway. “I kind of want to go back too. I miss Ash.”

“You had that one uncle show up and threaten to take you home,” Ava said. “You could call him. I bet he’d do it.”

Uncle Winston certainly would be on the next plane if she said she wanted to go back to Nathalie that minute. He only hadn’t forced her to leave because he begrudgingly agreed that she needed to know how to handle herself when the Realm encroached into her life. It was a part of her, just like it was a part of Rhys, and Uncle Winston heavily hinted that how Rhys had been handled as a youth is what drove him off.

“You!”

Nellie and Ava jumped, spinning to see Arden storming towards them. His arms were stiff at his sides; his lanky frame hunched like his feet couldn’t be angry and keep the quick pace he wanted.

He stopped before then, narrowing his eyes. “You brought that man here!”

“Do you mean Amias,” Nellie asked carefully.

“She’s talking about staying longer,” Arden huffed, crossing his arms. “This was supposed to be a few nights, then gone, oh, but now she’s got a new buddy and all that is going out the window!”

“Are you… talking about your mom?”

“They feed off each other,” Arden went on. “They start on something as lame as buying groceries, and before you know it,” he leapt back, throwing his arms wide, “the world is burning! And they’re single handedly responsible for shutting down brothels! Too many broken hearts.” He gagged, and then fixed his gaze on Nellie again. “Make him leave. Or tell him to stop talking to her.”

“I can’t do that,” Nellie protested. “Amias is an adult. Go talk to Silas about them if it bothers you.”

Arden’s eyes widened as his jaw went slack. “Mrs. Adams… Mrs. Adams will save me.” He turned on his heel and bolted.

“You don’t think that brothel thing is true, do you,” Ava asked, wrinkling her nose.

“I never want to know which one said it. Come on, let’s head the way Arden did. Maybe he was with Brittney and Amias before coming to find us.”

There was no mystery where Amias and Brittney were after they passed through the formal dining room. Their roars of laughter rattled off the crystal chandelier from the small parlor on the other side. 

From what Nellie remembered, the small parlor was for Silas to host drinks with members of the Auctorita. She had stuck her head in before out of curiosity, but none of them ever had a reason to hang out in there with it being a bar counter, locked liquor cabinets, and a handful of plush, leather chairs.

Brittney was behind the bar while Amias sat at it, slapping it with his hand. His mouth was full of something, leaving him unable to laugh properly or interject on the story.

“--I says to her, no seriously now, I says, ‘I’ll run through the main square completely nude, completely, if I don’t get Herle’s hand up my—' Oh.” Brittney cleared her throat, jerking her head to get Amias to turn. “Exactly the child I don’t want standing there. Are you looking for Arden? He’s…” She looked around.

“Morgan sent me,” Nellie lied. She focused on Amias. “Somehing about his mom needing you back for something.”

“Apologies, Britt, I'm needed elsewhere,” Amias said. He finished his glass with a small shutter. “Ah, the bubbles. Everytime.”

“That’s why you wouldn’t catch me dead joining up,” Brittney said. “Keena too.” She sighed. “I better go find that boy of mine.”

Nellie forcefully smiled as Brittney sauntered by. She stood rooted to the spot fully aware that Ava was shooting her an uncomfortable look from the corner of her eye. She dropped the smile as Amias approached, crossing her arms.

“I thought you didn’t drink,” she said, eyeing the bar.

“Soda water and bitters, my lamb,” Amias assured. “With a hint of mint rather than lime, oddly enough. Britt has a knack for mixing non-alcoholic cocktails. But, you didn’t come here to babysit me, nor should you.” He raised a thin eyebrow. “Does Evora even want me?”

“Arden asked me to separate you and his mom,” Nellie said.

“You were looking for him before that,” Ava said. She smiled nervously as Amias looked to her. “Hi. I’m Ava. I go to school with Nellie.”

“And she’s a witch,” Nellie said.

“Or will be,” Ava said. She twisted her hands together. “I have to grow into it.”

“Is that how that works? Fascinating,” Amias said.

“Thanks… I’m going to see if my mom is done packing,” Ava said. “Let you talk. Catch you later?”

“Yeah,” Nellie said, grinning. “I’ll find you after. Swear it.”

They exchanged hopeful smiles as Ava left them to the small parlor.

“I take it your pre-teen girl speak has improved,” Amias said, smiling. He motioned at the armchairs. “Now,” he said as he settled in, “what are we to talk about?”

“Are Morgan’s parents in love?”

Amias sputtered, unable to form distinct sounds or words. He searched around for something to busy himself with but found nothing. He settled for smoothing out imaginary wrinkles on his knees.

“S-such an unusual question,” he said with a small laugh. “What on this earth would possess you to—?”

“Morgan said so.”

“Ah… Well, that’s troubling.” He took in a large breath, slowly releasing it and setting a steadier gaze on Nellie. “My lamb, there is nothing to be done for it.”

“It’s true,” Nellie whispered. She covered her mouth in horror. “But… but….”

“As I said, you cannot fix this,” Amias said sternly. “It is quite unfortunate that Master Morgan picked up on it, but it is what it is. The Regere and Evora might not have the love you’d hope to find in a married couple, particularly those with children, but they are fond of each other and have great respect for each other. There is no ill will.”

“But what about Morgan,” Nellie said.

“What of him?” Amias raised his eyebrows at her. “He is loved by his parents. Just as you are. How his parents feel for each other has no alteration on that.”

“He thinks it does.”

“He’s young,” Amias said sagely. “He’ll learn.” He smiled piteously at Nellie’s tense expression. “My dear, this is not the end of the world. Morgan’s parents have a strong marriage built through respect. There are many such marriages out there. And, there are those that have no respect. Regardless of love or not, if there is no respect for each other that is truly a terrible match. Quite the awful example to set as well.” He pat Nellie’s balled up hand. “Evora regrets not writing back to you, my lamb. Perhaps you knowing how their marriage works will make more sense of why she ignored your note asking after the Commander. She will never go behind the Regere’s back.”

It took a few minutes for Nellie to remember what Amias was talking about. She had slipped her note to Evora asking about Rhys prior to her field trip to Michigan. Being attacked by the Piasa Bird, having relatives show up for visits, almost falling out with Ava, being unable to speak to Ira or Penny, all that had completely driven it from her mind.

“That’s a lot for a week and a half….”

“What was that, my lamb?”

“Nothing… Actually, I do have something else I want to ask about.”

“I hesitate to encourage you…”

“That story I walked in on,” Nellie said, frowning, “that Herle was my father, wasn’t it?”

Amias cleared his throat. His cheeks had a slight pink tint. “Yes… well… Britt knew your father in his youth. In her youth.” He scratched at his nose just to have something to do with his hands. “Mrs. Faust is quite a flirt, I’m sure you’ve gathered by now. She found it comical to tease the Commander.” He laughed, quickly turning it into a throat clearing as Nelle narrowed her eyes at him. “Sorry, my dear. Completely unrelated thought just popped into my head.”

“I’m not going to find out Arden is my half-brother or something, right?”

“Good gracious, no,” Amias said, horrified. He laughed again, this time not trying to hide it. “Oh, no, no, no, Nellie. Your father was a right stick in the mud. I was terribly shocked when Brue and he started courting. Terribly! Ah, but, he did smile around her, so that only made sense.”

An odd sense of pride swelled in her chest. Her father was devoted to her mother long before her dragoning. It somehow helped cement the idea that they both loved her, despite Rhys vanishing from her life.

The pride was replaced with pity as she remembered she had been asking Amias about Morgan’s parents moments earlier, getting confirmation that Morgan was not being overly dramatic. It really would feel awful to know your parents didn’t have true feelings for each other, no matter how Amias tried to sugarcoat it.

“I may regret this… but anything else, my lamb? I don’t mind a chat, of course, but I should meet with Silas.” He rolled his eyes. “Auctorita business. Dreadfully boring matters.”

Nellie twisted her hands in her lap. She wanted to ask if she should reach out to Rhys. Originally, she wanted to ask him if there was a way for her to recognize Brue, or if there was a way to change her back, but Morgan’s giddiness over her parents returning and moving her to Lisbon caused her pause. She already moved once, and that had been bad enough. Moving again, to a different country–and with strangers–was too much to grasp.

“Something the matter, Nellie?”

“No,” Nellie said. “Just letting everything sink in.” She rocked up to her feet. “I’m going to go find Ava. When do you plan on leaving? Just in case Arden finds me.”

“Perhaps tomorrow morning. Or the afternoon. It’ll depend on what Silas and I cover.” He puffed himself up. “As founding members of the Auctorita, we will need to be on duty during this important transition.”

She wandered about, half looking for Ava and half too lost in thought to know which way she was going. Amias wouldn’t understand, not with him being best friends with Brue. Nellie wanted to find her. She wanted to meet Rhys. But, she wanted that to be the end of it. She didn’t think she could handle any more huge changes in her life at the moment. She was still navigating the move from Florida to Tennessee.

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Kind of a clean up chapter. Partial courtesy to re-reading from when Nellie got to the compound to now. And since this is a short chapter tying up loose ends, I'm going to ramble about the stuff I wanted to put in but couldn't, and some backgrounds for these older people.

First being, Brecken and Evora's "love" story. With this series I want multiple protags, but I haven't thought of if I'm doing any outside of Ira, Penny, and Nellie. But, the Regere (Brecken) could be an insteresting enough one. But, no real plan yet. So, spoilers-not really, Brecken was young ~19 when the Auctorita formed. Young, cocky, goodlooking, and powerful, he was a flirt with nearly all the founding female members. To his, and others' surprise, his flirting with a significantly older woman turned more serious, and he ended up falling in love. She also ended up falling in love with him. But, as the months turned to years, the position of the Auctorita started turning from ragtags to something serious, and the founding members had their roles expanded out into the rest of the world/Realm. For this woman, hers was a more religous role (Order of Ferblanc connection) and there had to be a choice: Brecken or God. And for Brecken, with everyone now looking at him as this leader--similar to King Clayborne--there were swirlings about his family life, the future, ect. So, the woman choose God and chasity, being too old to safely have children anyway, and Brecken and Evora settled into a life together. She'd been one of his closest advisors, and the Auctorita's chief lawyer, and they both did like each other quite a lot. Evora had at one time been completely smitten with him and the thought of her and him had crossed Brecken's mind before. There is no saying if they're mutual fondness and respect grew into anything more over the decade+ of marriage. The founding members just strongly remember how he was with the other woman, and how they all knew it would end in tragedy.

So, of course, Amias couldn't say all that to his 12yo goddaughter he doesn't know very well, lol. He also couldn't tell her that he had an example of a marriage with love but no respect in Brittney. Brittney was indeed a horrible flirt (and a bit slutty, honestly) but she ended up falling hard for a Mr. Faust (I haven't given him a first name). Of course, if you're environment is dive bars, night clubs, and thieves, you're not going to find anyone honorable. So, Mr. Faust is a rotten thief, or was he is mostly reformed, and an alcholic (why Brittney is good at mixing non-alcholoic drinks/Arden's whispered comments at the wine lunch that shut up her teasing were related to this). The two had a whirlwind courting, a head over heels marriage, and then along came Arden. Well, Brittney being the woman, had to give up all vices. And she was able to. Mr. Faust didn't, and didn't try. Brittney keeps trying to help him and "save him" for their love, marriage, and Arden, but him not trying, or not able to, or whatever the case has greatly erroded all her respect for him. And he also doesn't respect her because she's "not fun" anymore. Of course, growing up with all this, Arden was starting to act out the older he got until he was suspended from school. Brittney begged Silas to take him in despite his age in the hopes that starting his training early would give him structure. She's even willing to have him join the Auctorita when he's of age.

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The full moon washed everything in ghostly, white light. The ivy shone black with the shadows even darker; the entire glade monochromatic. Penny hugged herself tightly against the early autumn night while keeping her phone out in front of her for some meager light.

She had to wait nearly a week until the full moon. There was no telling if this was the right glade, or if the unicorn colt was still there. The extra light from above was a non-negotiable for her midnight escapade. Not just for searching the glade, but for navigating the yards and smaller streets where the streetlights did not go.

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The glade looked brighter when she opened her eyes. She could see the ivy swaying as something passed through, but couldn’t see the creature. She crept nearer and an outline started to appear. 

It was roughly the size of a pony, but slimmer. It must’ve been grayish. The moonlight would not reflect off it, and it blended into the scenery too much to be either black or white.

She extracted a molasses cookie from her pocket, set it on a rock, and backed off. She waited, and waited. And waited.

Her head snapped up. She blinked drowsily, rubbing her eyes as she staggered up to her feet. She was damp with dew. The moon was not as high and the glade was now washed in soft gray as pre-dawn broke. Cold dread washed over her. The caretakers at the home would’ve noticed she was missing by now.

The cookie was gone. She stared at the spot with disappointment seeping into the pit of her stomach. She had missed it, unicorn or otherwise.

A snort behind her froze her solid.

The colt was the most magnificent animal she had ever seen. True, his knees were still knobbly, more like a horse foal compared to a two-year-old, and his slate gray coat, mane, and tail tuft were frizzy. Even still, his deep brown eyes had an intelligence greater than any animal she’d encountered. His black, spiraled horn was short but looked carved from obsidian. A lion-like tail flicked lazily, and he pawed the grass with cloven hooves.

Penny slowly stretched her hand out, inching nearer and nearer as he continued to stand still.

---

Her caseworker had pink streaks in her hair. Penny could not decide if she liked it or not, and always circled back to herself having dark hair. She would have to bleach it to change colors, and that extra step always put her off hair dying.

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“It was once,” Penny said blandly.

“Yes, but you really freaked them out. Disappearing in the middle of the night is serious. They had to file a report.” She signed heavily, and fiddled with one of the pink locks in her blonde hair. “If this happened at a placement with a family, then you’d be relocated.”

“It was a full moon,” Penny said. “I wanted to see how my phone would do with night pictures. It won’t happen again. I swear!”

“They want to send you back to New York… That might be too extreme.” She shuffled through Penny’s file. “Your other group home exists, but—.”

“But it’s not the same people in charge,” Penny finished. “It’s even more for problem kids than this one.” She leaned forward. “You can’t send me away! I won’t disappear again.”

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Penny nodded, her throat now too dry to respond. 

She suspected some type of fallout from sleeping outside, but the caretakers at the home had been subdued after screaming at her, and she thought she was in the clear. It didn’t occur to her that they had filed a police report, contacted the caseworker, and started the process of moving her elsewhere.

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Penny sputtered her thanks repeatedly, keeping up the stream as she was ushered from the office.

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She tenderly stroked his nose with her fingertips; his dark, intelligent eyes half closed at her touch. She pet his smooth cheek with her other hand, marveling that he was allowing her to be so close and hold his face.

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The leaves were starting to turn. It was cool and sunny, perfect for one of Penny’s favorite Goodwill sweaters (red and orange maple leaves falling across a sage green sweater). She sat on her usual rock in the now browning ivy glade, a book with different horse braids open on her knees. A red, plastic bucket was placed nearby. It had three different types of horse brushes and a large, metal comb for manes and tails.

“Hodge,” Penny called. She repeatedly clicked her tongue until the colt raised his head. “Come over here.”

She stroked his nose as he greeted her. She went to work gently using the metal curry comb and slicker on his slate gray body. He stood still, rotating between munching strands of grass and nodding sleepily.

This had been her ritual every Saturday for the last month and a half. She had slowly purchased the bucket and combs from the meager allowance the home let her have from the stipend they were paid. It took ridiculously long for her to convince the administrators to allow her a library card, citing the homeless and drug addicts that typically hung around the area, but they eventually caved to her pleas. She put on a show of having her nose in an age appropriate chapter book whenever one of the adults was around. She kept her actual borrows–history, folklore, horse and horse related books–under her bed.

Hodge’s mane and tail tuft were beginning to smooth the colder the weather became, but they were still too short for Penny to do much more than fuss over. She was noticing lighter grays and whites starting to appear, some being wavy. He was also growing silky, wavy hair on his lower legs above his hooves, which Penny knew from her books was referred to as feathers.

“I wish I’d gotten to see your mother,” Penny said. “I’ve only seen pictures of old tapestries. I don’t really know what to expect with you.” She searched her backpack for the molasses cookie stashed inside. “I bet you still miss your mother. Even if only a little. …I think I miss mine, and I never really met her. Here you go, handsome boy.”

Penny found her mind wandering often to Keena Fox since meeting Hodge. It may have been the knowledge that his mother was gone, or just because he was a stronger connection to the Realm than random gnomes and fairies. It may have also been that her hopes of Aisling finding her had started to wane considerably, partly because of time and partly because she didn't want to leave Hodge.

She had no one she could ask about her mother now. Even as reluctant as Aisling had been at times, she would still try to answer any questions about Keena.

The group home smelt of overcooked hamburger when she slipped through the front. She tiptoed up the steps but was blocked from the landing by a bulky boy at least four years older. He snatched the bucket from her hand.

“Give it back, Nick!”

He searched through the bucket, and then dumped it before tossing it aside. He grabbed at her backpack, but she was ready and tightened her grip. She was yanked onto the landing, one hand pressed against her face while he kept pulling with the other.

She lost her balance with one good yank. She released the backpack to grab the railing to avoid falling backwards down the stairs.

Nick ripped apart her backpack, dumping out books, pens, and some loose homework worksheets she did on the bus rides. He finally held up her wallet with a wicked smirk, and took out the few dollars tucked inside before throwing it down the stairs.

“You don’t mind, d'you, Penny? You're due for allowance on Monday.”

He knocked into her, causing her to fall another step down, on his way down the stairs.

Penny grabbed the heavy, rubber curry comb and aimed it at the back of Nick’s head. Her short nails bit into it, her arm shaking the longer she stayed frozen, ready to throw. Hot, angry tears fell from her eyes as she lowered her arm, growling out a sigh. She went up and down the stairs, and around the landing, repacking her bucket and bag, completely ignored by the other kids hurrying to and from dinner.

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This one is pretty short too. Penny's story starts with early years like this, but then will go beyond Nellie's, so I'm getting to the point where some time skips are happening more.

I thought molasses cookies would be an approriate unicorn snack. Sugar cubes are kind of unusal to have in a house, same with hard peppermints/spearmints, and I figured Penny would gravitate to something sweeter for a mythical animal with unicorns accosiated with sparkles and sugar. (Come to think of it, we only had sugar cubes, peppermints, and spearmints when I had a horse.)

The combs I have in mind for the bucket are two curry combs, one rubber and one metal (metal works better but you always buy the rubber on first, lol, the metal is sharp and throws you off a bit if it's the first time grooming) and a slicker which is also metal. The good ones you can unhook the handle to turn into one long strip of metal with short teeth to clear out all the fur and dirt loosened by the curry.

I also fugured that unicorns would age a little differently than horses since they're not really horses. Hodge's mother was probably in her 70s, so Hodge being 2 is closer to under a year minus all the drawbacks of actually being under a year (needing mother). He's probably slightly stunted too since he's the last foal; it'd take him a bit longer to mature with his mother's lifeforce not anywhere near peak. He probably would've hung around his mother until she died both because she would be too werry to be stern and send him off, and because as he grew he would've offered her some protection.

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September 10, 2026
Sketchbook Musings: The Elemental Guardians

I no longer have a lot of the drawings from the "olden days" of the Elemental Guardians (back when they were called the Super Pokefriends... *sigh* I was in middle school, I thought that name sounded awesome...) due to random tossing over the years - but I was kinda shocked at how little I still had 😅 It's basically all stuff from the brief period of 'overlap' with Ace starting off on his own.

The Castle of the Sunbird, September 2005

According to my notes on the back of this, I drew this 2 years after I wrote this story. Castle of the Sunbird marked a big shift in process and in storyline. 

  • It was the last story to use the "Super Pokefriends" title (before switching to "The Elemental Guardians")
  • It was the last I drew as a comic booklet (paper folded and stapled between a construction paper cover (before switching to typing)
  • It marked where the ever-growing group of power-wielding teenagers split up. Part of it was for writer reasons - there were SO many characters because I couldn't stop adding more lol. The other part was plot related, it just flowed to a point where a lot of them wanted to be a leader and that was problematic for one big group.

Much of it was based on and inspired by a summer trip to Colorado where we visited cliff dwelings, learned about other native American stuff in the area, and an actual rock near Colorado Springs called Castle Rock (go figure).

But the basics (that I can remember) were the group goes to help this tribe of people whose brother and sister duo are kinda duking it out on who gets to lead their people, and some of the 'guardians' side with one and some with the other. Ultimately, the sister flippantly evokes their deity, the Sunbird, and then it actually shows up and brings the justice she was calling for - on her. In my memory, it feels like the first "grown-up" story I wrote and started me on more compelling/plot-driven pieces more than just "what fun thing someone else made can I throw in today" :D

Where the Fault Lies, Part II, 2006

I'm almost positive I had a drawing for Part I... I feel like I have to have another stash of drawings somewhere... But yes - you may recognize a few people here (namely one Gallagher). I honestly cannot remember much about this one other than it focuses mostly on the "Hylian" groups of Guardians who live/work in Hyrule. The "Triforce," made up of Link, Jill, and Jim (from Treasure Planet) teams up with a few loners (mostly my real life friends - one of whom becomes Cloud from Final Fantasty when he wears a special pendant lol) which include newly allied Ace, who has become BFFs with Henri. The Triforce takes in a young boy they believe is just a Hylian boy, but somehow or another they find out he's actually Link's ancestor who has travelled through time for some reason. I think it was me trying to link (HA) together the various Zelda timelines in my own way. Or something. I don't remember much more than that... I should try to re-read some of these, lol.

Ace is cute in his little random armor (and elbow pads still aparently). He never ends up with any sort of power, he just hangs out with everybody.

Mioko Del Mar, 2007?

Mioko had been around a while before he finally starred in his own story, Mioko del Mar! I think I mentioned bits of this story before, but he finds a wounded leviathan in Lake Hylia. The leviathan is kind and gentle and they both immediately trust each other. Mioko tells Link about the leviathan, but Link doesn't believe a dragon could be living in the lake unnoticed this long and doesn't believe him. Mioko's roommate, Clopin (from Hunchback of Notre Dame) is a potions master, and Mioko tries to convince him to help him help the leviathan, but Clopin also refuses with some other sort of excuse. So, Mioko tries to brew a very dangerous magical potion on his own... and it explodes and binds him to it/a crystal that forms from the explosion.

Somehow, while this is going on, the Zora discover the leviathan's presence and show up in force to capture/kill it. This inadvertently proves to Link (and Clopin) that the leviathan is indeed real, and there's some sort of battle that Mioko stops by using his newfound power (I don't remember those speciifics...). He then uses the crystal and his power to heal the leviathan, learning the give-and-take qualities in the process, but knowing he would rather bear the kind dragon's pain.

Anyway, this little breakout for him is what made me realize he needed to come hang out with Ace... haha.

Mioko, Sept 2002

Speaking of, here's Mioko from almost exactly 24 years ago! ........wow.

He began as a Zelda fan character (where his long ears REALLY came from...) and there was some sort of mini plot with him training for the Hylian army and he gets severely wounded and ends up unable to fight/stay in the army, so he goes through a bit of healing on multiple fronts. He does always kinda wish he could serve his country, through, and I think that's where this pseudo-angsty piece came from, heh.

Fire & Steel, 2005

A pretty cool drawing of Jill (you can see where both Athena AND Gemini come from lol) the fire guardian battling Kyle (a rare OC not based on an existing charaacter or friend) the steel guardian/villain. If you know anything about Pokemon, you know who has the advantage at this moment, haha. I always thougth the poses and style were cool for this one.

What's fun is I made this outfit once (not the slits up the thighs though; I'm not sure why I thought that was such a cool fashion choice then, lol). I wish I had kept that little black dress, haha.

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September 09, 2026
DO.Penny.10

The ATV roared beneath her. She tightened her grip around Colton’s waist as she eyed the large drip in the trail. Her butt left the seat as they soared into the air, and crashed down with laughs. They swerved, two of the wheels inching off the trail, as Garrett swerved towards them with a whoop before speeding off.

“Challenge,” Colton declared over the engine. “Hold on!”

She readjusted her grip, tightened it again, and braced to stop her head from snapping back as the ATV shot forward. The familiar woods whipped by; the oaks and ash trees blurring together in a brown-gray and green monotony. Penny’s eyes widened as they zoomed straight at a large, rotting tree.

“Col—!”

She shut her eyes before impact, peeking when the crash didn’t come. Her breath caught.

Ivy covered everything in the sunlit clearing. It was so thick and green that it was difficult at first to see the browned path that cut though. It looked like a valley of all ivy as it blanketed the large trees and tangled together to create walls.

Her hands loosened as she soaked the scene in. This place needed a picture. She needed to revisit it, make sure she remembered each detail of it.

A movement near the farthest curtain of ivy drew her attention. Something was there, something extraordinary, but the ATV crashed back into the dark, typical woods seconds later.

They landed with a couple rough bumps right in front of Garrett, and sped off.

Back at Colton’s house, Penny sipped a soda while Garrett challenged Levi to the next race. (Colton’s parents accepted that their boys would ATV, the rule was Garraett had to always be on hand during the trail rides. Never having to share his ATV suited him fine.) Colton plopped next to her, took a swig of Coke, and pulled out his phone.

“Gage says his girlfriend is keeping him,” he said, rolling his eyes. He waved his drink at the disappearing ATVs. “Want me to show you how to drive?”

“Yeah… when we aren’t racing,” Penny said. 

She pulled out her new, sleek white smartphone courtesy of her new caseworker. It fit in her pocket well enough, but didn’t have the compactness of her old phone. It felt more breakable, and with the screen exposed and tapable to activate, it felt almost too simple after being used to a phone that flipped into a full keyboard. The camera was miles better, and it could take some video, although the quality of those were much less than the still pictures. She smirked at the little, sepia camera tucked in the corner of her screen.

“What was that place we drove through,” Penny asked. “The one with all the ivy? I’d love a few pictures for my Instagram.”

“I don’t get Instagram,” Colton muttered.

“You aren’t really the photographer type,” Penny teased. “So… all that ivy?”

He shrugged. “Just a shortcut. I never really noticed it was full of ivy.”

“...How? It was everywhere.”

He gave another shrug. “It was just green to me.” He laughed at his phone. “Suddenly, Gage’s girlfriend is too busy to come. There’s no way she’s real. I ain’t buying this other school bs.”

“If she’s close enough they’re dating, then she’ll be in our class once we hit junior high,” Penny said. “He won’t be able to say she goes somewhere else. It won’t make sense.”

“Watch that they break up before summer ends, and he's too angry to point her out in the hall,” Colton said. “I'll bet you anything; when school starts up next week, he'll mysteriously be single.”

Colton’s mom pulled up in her small SUV. She climbed out with her purse and a plastic bag of groceries. She ordered Colton to help with the other bags on her way in, giving Penny a polite but warm smile as she passed.

Penny held her phone, staring beyond it, going back to that ivy covered glade. There was something there. She couldn’t explain it, but there was something pulling her back there. Something had moved, she was positive. The scene had been too quick to register anything beyond that it definitely moved.

She checked her Instagram account, smiling at the stream of comments on her newest bigfoot footprint picture. Most expressed doubt, a few believed, but the general consensus was that it was a great shot.

She needed to get back to that glade.

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Garratt dropped her off downtown after ATVing. Penny had decided against him taking her all the way back to her bus stop in the next town. She had a few bucks for an after lunch snack, and decided to upload some pictures in peace before returning to sheltering in her room.

She munched on a pastrami and rye sandwich while looking through her newest pictures. None of them had anything fantastical about them, but there were a few in the forest that had great shadows. It was a matter of picking which one served best as appeasement until she found a fairy or something else more interesting.

The chime above the diner door sounded. Penny straightened when she recognized the woman in the set as the mage she had met a few months earlier. There was a severe, dark-skinned man with her that gave off a distinctly foreign air from the way he walked, looked around, and wore his clothes.

The pair took a seat in the booth behind hers with the mage sitting with her back to Penny. She thought of saying something, but the man’s deep, dark eyes bore into her a moment before continuing their surveying of the small diner. It was enough to get her back to her phone. It was highly likely that mage forgot about her anyway.

“Stop it,” the mage hissed. “You’ll make people nervous.”

He gave her a plain face that clearly indicated that he did not care, and continued looking around.

Penny didn’t bother looking up when the bell chimed again. She narrowed her choice down to two photos, and was having a tough time deciding if the fallen log or the shimmering stream was the better option.

She jumped at the sudden slamming of hands on the table behind her. The newcomers were a tall woman with brassy skin and dark hair, and a twitchy, petite woman that looked as if she decided to give herself a pixie cut. It was the tall woman who was bearing down at the mage and her companion, glaring daggers at them.

“You!”

“K-Keeper Yardley…,” her companion tried, her frail voice dying away.

“How dare you,” Yardley snarled, throwing off her companion’s touch before it fully landed on her elbow.

“Please, sit,” the mage said hastily. “We’ll explain—.”

“Explain? Explain!” Yardley laughed cruelly. “Why don’t you explain it outside. In private.”

The mage's colleague shrugged and started to stand.

“And give you a chance to attack us,” the mage said coolly. “I think not. Please, just… let me explain. And keep your voice low.”

The warning was unnecessary. Yardley had surprised several diners with her entrance, but she had been keeping her tone down, leaving them to quickly lose interest.

“You slaughtered a unicorn,” Yardley said in a low rumble. “Explain that.”

Penny froze, hardly daring to breathe. She couldn’t risk missing this explanation all while dealing with the excitement, and sadness, in learning that there had been a unicorn so close. Anger bubbled within her stomach. Yardley was justified in her fury.

“She wasn’t slaughtered,” the mage said. “We—.”

“Murdered her.”

“Alicorn,” the mage’s companion said thickly. “The alicorn.”

Yardley was visibly shaking. Her hands were so tight her bony knuckles were white, ready to cleave through the two sitting in increasing agitation in the booth.

“You harvested her,” Yardley seethed.

Penny was no longer pretending to be preoccupied with her phone. It sat on the table, the screen now black.

Alicorn had powerful healing properties. She learned that when she was young but it hadn’t occurred to her that getting alicorn was harmful to unicorns. She assumed the horns shedded the way antlers did.

“They must live during gather,” the mage’s companion said. “You know this.”

“She was on her last leg,” the mage said quickly. “We’d been observing her for months. She was so far gone that her colt hasn’t left her, and he must be nearing two judging by his color.”

“And so, you take it into your hands to end her life? Did you spare her colt, or force him to watch,” Yardley asked, her dark eyes slits.

“We had little choice,” the mage said. “That mare was too close to people. If we just waited for her to die, she could’ve been found. The Auctorita is protecting the Realm and the creature in it by humanely euthanizing—.”

“You play gods with creatures that walked the earth when we were still finger painting caves!”

“Should we have waited until she naturally died,” the mage asked, raising her voice. “The alicorn would be useless then!”

“Maybe we should all calm—,” Yardley’s companion tried.

“You boil down a life to a horn!”

“We need to calm down,” Yardley’s companion pleaded again. “Outside? Perhaps? Too many ears here."

Penny ducked her head towards her phone, turning slightly as the group passed. She left her crusts and cash on the table, grabbing her phone and hurrying after them.

They hadn’t walked far, just to the corner, only a building down. Their angry voices drifted among the buildings, still arguing over if it was right to harvest alicorn, and if it was, then was the Auctorita right in killing the unicorn rather than hovering until right before her last breath.

Yardley was immoveable. The mage plead the case the most, often hushing or clarifying her stern companion’s words. The second keeper simply appeared to want to evaporate on the spot.

Her ears caught the word “glade” and her mind shot back to ATVing with Colton. She saw the curtains of ivy, the shine of it in the dazzling sun.

The two members of the Auctorita and the keepers split in separate directions, neither party walking away relaxed or satisfied. Penny hesitated where she stood for too long as they both vanished from sight, forcing her to retreat to her bus stop. 

There were dozens, if not hundreds, of glades between her town, Colton’s, and the other more rural towns that neighbored them. But, Penny couldn’t shake that something was in that ivy glade. She knew it, and would prove it.

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This one is pretty short, but I didn't want to end with Hodge (spoiler...I guess, lol). It felt like too much to jumo from 'oh pretty ivy' to 'there's the unicorn' with Penny being as restricted in her movements as she is right now.

Penny's new phone is a Moto G, probably first gen for the cheaper option. And she hasn't bought a colored shell since her home would be like ...why waste the money (~$15).

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