Gemini rolled over in her bed with a long sigh, glaring into the dark room, dimly lit by what little moonlight could sift through the white cotton curtain of the window. She could just barely make out the shape of Kitty on the windowsill, but even with the feline’s presence, she still felt more alone than she had in a long time. She shut her eyes and tried to rest, but the hours continued to slip by.
She sat up with a frown, clutching the sheets in balled fists. She had slept, alone, in this very room for over three years now.
Why was it so unbearable tonight?
She and Hudson were never able to connect after they had parted that morning. Each had been pulled in a variety of directions, missing each other with every step. By the time she had returned from her hunt–and her chapel detour–the door to the shop was closed up, and she hated to disturb the Rowletts in their home just to tell Hudson goodnight.
But, ever since their “breakfast date” that morning, their relationship–and where it was headed–had moved to the forefront of her mind. Her prayer in the chapel had only solidified its position.
A wave of longing passed through her body. Its depth startled her.
She grabbed her glasses and kicked out of the sheets. She slipped her feet into her cowboy boots, and, with one leg of her pajama pants tucked into one boot, she rushed to the door and stepped out onto the landing.
She froze when she found Hudson on the shop’s roof across from her.
He seemed to be in a similar state of distress, and before he could get to his feet and move toward her, she scrambled over the ledge and ran to him. As he scooped her into his arms, she wrapped her arms and legs around him, hanging onto him as he folded his arms across her back.
“Gem–”
“Hudson–”
The two paused, having spoken their names in unison. They leaned back to be able to look at each other as Hudson repositioned his hold under her legs.
“Um, you first,” he nodded to her.
“Okay,” she took back one hand to smooth the hair behind her ear. “Well, I was laying there, and I couldn’t sleep... and it’s kind of ridiculous because I’m literally right over you, and I’m going to see you in the morning, but...” She bit her lip. “I just felt like I needed to see you.”
He nodded. “Yeah.”
She huffed the weight from her chest. “Anyway, what were you going to say?”
His lips tugged to a half-smile. “The same thing.”
“Oh,” she blinked and found a smile. “Well, at least we’re on the same page. So... now what?”
Hudson’s lips skewed, and he shifted her in his arms to set her back down on the concrete roof. He poorly squashed a grin when he noticed her disheveled boots, glancing down at his own half-tucked shirt from his own haste. “Well, we were talking about what comes next earlier today,” he began, his face reddening.
Her heart fluttered in her chest. “Is it,” she paused, chewing her lip, “is it not too soon?”
He straightened up in apprehension. “Is it?”
“I–I don’t know,” she glanced aside nervously, “is there a set time you’re supposed to be dating–or courting–before you get married?”
He huffed a laugh. “I just asked Lil that same question earlier.”
“You did?” She grinned.
“Yeah–and, there isn’t.” He took a breath, “So, if we both feel like we’re ready to take that step…”
Gemini inched closer. “Are you?”
His thin lips were pressed tight as he met her eyes. “...Are you?”
“Yes,” she admitted softly, her eyes unmoving from his.
The admission instantly warmed his face, and he poorly hid a grin before blurting, “Me too.”
Just like the dream-like moment that followed their first kiss, the person standing before them at once seemed a little different. It was as if a new light had been shined upon them, revealing a deeper feeling than they had ever noticed before–in each other, and within themselves.
“Okay,” she fought through the awe-struck silence. “What do we need to do, then?”
“Well, generally, this is when I’d ask your parents if I could marry you.”
She shrugged and grinned at him. “I guess we don’t have to worry about that step,” she attempted to joke, but her smile faded when it had no effect on him.
“I dunno,” he tilted his head, taking her arms. “I feel like I need to ask somebody, or I’m not doin’ it right.”
She frowned lightly. “But, who could that even be? The only person I can think of would have been William.”
He sighed and looked at his boots.
“Besides, on Aravast, you wouldn’t have asked my parents anyway.”
“I would’ve asked your grandma,” he nodded.
“Wait.” She popped up with wide eyes. “What if I pretend I’m Mama Antonia and you can ask her?”
He seemed curious, yet doubtful. ”I dunno.”
“Come on,” she took him by the arms and led him across the roof. They scooted over the ledge and returned to the wooden landing outside her loft. Once there, she stood beside him and pointed to the door. “You are currently standing at my grandma’s house. What would you do?”
“Well, uh...” He gave a quick glance over his clothes and tucked in his shirt. He quickly brushed his hair from his forehead and straightened his posture, eying Gemini as she smirked. He then stretched out his hand and gave her door a few knocks.
She couldn’t help but laugh as she leaned across him to open the door. Once it was open, she stepped back beside him. “The door opens, and Antonia Inova now stands before us.” Gemini grinned as the darkness of the room beyond the door gave way to a memory of her grandmother. “She’s about Paw’s height–but admittedly a little more round–and she has short, curly, white hair; bright green eyes; and round glasses on her nose.”
Hudson inspected the imaginary form of Mama Antonia. “Good evening, Mrs. Inova,” he bowed slightly. “My name is Hudson Rowlett, and I have a real important question to ask you, if now is a good time.” He lingered on the word, as if it had been a question. He was surprised to find himself growing almost as nervous as if he had truly been asking Gemini’s grandmother.
“Of course, Mr. Rowlett!” The words came from her granddaughter. “I’ve heard so much about you! Go ahead.”
“Well, ma’am,” Hudson clutched his hands together, ”I wanna start by sayin’ your granddaughter is the kindest, smartest, and most beautiful woman I’ve ever met. She’s lovin’ and carin’, and a Godly woman who’s brought hope to so many–includin’ myself. She’s…” he gently laid one of his hands on her shoulder, as if to further prove his point. “She’s truly the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”
Gemini found it difficult to stay in character, squashing her lips tight against Hudson’s heartfelt admission.
Hudson again straightened his posture and took in a deep breath. “So, if I may, I would like to ask for her hand in marriage.”
She was quiet for a moment; though it was long enough for Hudson to break the illusion by glancing at her. But, with a wide smile, she squinted her eyes shut and threw out her hands. “‘It’s about time someone tamed that flame!!’”
He broke into a laugh. ”You’re makin’ that up!”
“I swear–that was exactly what Mama Antonia told me she’d say!!” Gemini giggled as she practically leapt into his arms. “She told me if I approved of someone, she would approve, too–and I know she would have loved you,” she added with a warm smile.
Hudson stole a kiss from her cheek before leaning back to better look into her eyes. “Well, since I’ve got Mama Antonia’s blessing,” he shot a coy grin, “I just gotta let Paw know and get his; and that won’t be a problem.”
“And then?”
The smirk warmed as he set her down and dipped his head. “Then, I get to propose to you–to ask you officially–only I’ve gotta do it as a surprise.”
Her expression scrunched. “Wait, so after all this, I can still say no?”
He blinked. “Please, don’t.”
She puffed out a laugh. “I’m pretty sure I’ve already said yes–and I will continue to say yes as many times as I’m asked.”
“I think it’s more about the surprise than the actual askin’.” His hands slipped down from her shoulders to hold her fingers, running over a familiar blue bracelet on her wrist in the process. “Some folks propose ‘round all their friends or family so they can celebrate together; some folks’ll propose in private and then go out and spread the news... I just have to make sure you don’t know when to expect it,” he ended slyly.
“Oh, yeah?” She drew closer to him.
“And, I gotta get a ring for you to wear,” his words turned soft as he looked at her hands, “so I can put it on your finger when–”
He wasn’t able to finish as her lips pressed against his. He hummed as his eyes closed and he folded his arms around her back. He felt her hands around his neck, reaching up into his hair.
He huffed breathily when they parted. “You’re not makin’ this any easier,” he muttered.
“Sorry,” she exhaled through a smile.
He smoothed out a strand of white hair on her forehead. “Maybe we should try to get some sleep,” he offered.
“Yeah,” she smiled at him. “I’m glad you were here. I feel a little better now.”
“Me too,” he smiled back. “I love you.”
She squinted her eyes and buried her face back into his chest. “I love you too,” she murmured into his shirt.
Hudson held on as long as she did. Despite sleep finally weighing on his eyelids, he rested his chin on the top of her head and gazed up at the stars overhead.
He smiled. He’d hold on all night if he had to.
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The Rowlett's house is 2 stories, and since the shop is one big tall ceiling, its roof is maybe 4 feet taller than the landing of the upstairs loft. And since I like to mirror things a lot, there's a scene early on after Gemini moves into the loft where she can't sleep and goes out to find Hudson up on the shop roof across from her. They semi-awkwardly sit on opposites sides for a little bit, talking to each other before they part ways. So despite being similar circumstances, the feelings have greatly changed this time!
I had the idea for Gemini to be Mama Antonia pretty early in all my drafts - as perfect as it would have been for Hudson to ask William for her hand... 😞 In the "Last Night on Aravast" sketch, Antonia tells Gemini the "it's about time someone tamed this flame!" line and despite Gemini rolling it off, it still stuck with her.
These two are just ridicuously cute together and I will ship them forever 😁