Nellie reluctantly put on the same tank top sheâd been wearing the last couple of days before continuing her search for Amias. It was too late into the morning to stay in pajamas or else risk Mrs. Adams's disapproval. Then again, wearing the same shirt for three days was not much better.
She pulled open her door and straightened when finding Ava on the other side with her hand raised to knock. Nellie caught Avaâs eyes drop to the tank top before meeting hers again, a small, strained smile on her lips.
âCan we take a quick walk to the garden,â Ava asked.
Anger quickly replaced all Nellieâs hurt feelings from the previous night. She shut her door behind herself with a firm snap, stepping by Ava into the hall.
âI was about to go find Amias,â Nellie said coolly.
âWhy donât I walk with you until you find him?â She scurried to walk in step. âMy mom is packing. I thought we should talk a bit while we had time.â
âWhy? Are you leaving,â Nellie asked. She tossed her waves off her shoulder. âI heard you talking to your mom last night. You donât have to explain yourself to me. If you want to leave, then go.â
Ava hurried to block her from continuing down the hall. She narrowed her eyes behind her glasses, crossing her arms.
âThis is exactly what I was trying to tell her,â Ava said icily. âItâs not like you want to be friends, so why should I bother trying?â
âMe? You told her we werenât friends!â
âBecause you donât want to be, Perenelle!â Ava threw up her hands. âI triedâwe triedâincluding you in weekend plans all year, but you constantly ghosted us. We tried to get together during Spring Break, but again, you ghosted us.â
âMorganâ.â
âYeah, I know, Morgan,â Ava growled. âThat first week here, without Morgan, we hung out all the time and I thought âokay weâre getting somewhereâ and then along comes Morgan, and suddenly youâre off on these field tripsââ
âThat you said you didnât want to do!â
â---I donât, but you still go off, never mention much about them when you come back, and double down on using all your free time for Morgan.â Ava sighed heavily, her eyes shining. âMy mom came to see me, and you just brushed off meeting her and run off with Morgan. Always babysitting your cousin. You even pushed off Lilac and her parents onto us instead of coming with us to dinner!â
âI thought you liked Lilac,â Nellie said lamely, feeling hot.
âThat isnât the point, Perenelle!â She stomped her foot in annoyance. âMr. Javernick very clearly invited me here to be a familiar face for you, but you just keep running off on me! Secret meetings with this cousin. Secret meetings with that hot guy that turns out is actually a legit prince. You havenât even sort of explained how any of that happened, do you realize that?â
There was a lot she avoided telling Ava. She was warned prior to coming to the compound not to let anyone know about Brueâs fate, and the result was that anything else she mentioned was disjointed. It also meant that she had been going off with Morgan a lot recently to talk over all his dragon notes.
There was a squirming, guilty feeling in Nellieâs gut as she watched Avaâs face fill with pink patches. The shine had started to collect in the corners of her eyes, and she was refusing to look directly at Nellie now. She felt a lump build in her own throat, and laughed shakily.
âI have been a rotten friend,â Nellie said. âOr, pre-friend, I guess. I just thought youâd get it with being a witch. The whole secrecy thing.â
âNo, I get that part,â Ava said, her tone still cool. âEmma, Olivia, and Sophia are my best friends, but no way am I blabbing to them about Mammaw, or Mom, or myself. Thatâs been drilled in. And, no way Iâd tell them about you and this whole thing with your uncle being leader of some secret, magical society thing.â
âYeah⊠I know you wouldnât⊠but thereâs a lot more,â Nellie said.
âSo Iâve gathered,â Ava said dryly. She shrugged. âYou donât have to tell me. That wasnât the condition on being friends. You were just supposed to want to hang out with me, and not constantly blow me off.â
âMaybe I should tell you,â Nellie said, half to herself.
âDonât,â Ava said firmly. âItâll just make everything worse. Itâll make us feel obligated to be friends when, honestly, maybe we just arenât.â She sheepishly looked at the polished floor. âI did hope⊠You seemed nice⊠We donât get a lot of people moving to Lynchburg. I thought having some new blood would be a nice change for our circle.â
She had told Ava about her real relationship with Nathalie already, and that was as close as she felt she could get to the rest of it without saying. She didnât understand the harm of Ava knowing her mother was turned into a dragon and that her father had ditched her to go find her, but she held her tongue still.
âI think⊠I do want to try to be friends,â Nellie said awkwardly. She pulled at a split end. âIâm not sure how, I guess. The whole thing with finding out my mom wasnât my mom completely threw me out of whack more than I thought. Maybe Iâm not even as over it as I thought I wasâŠ.â
âIt would be a lot,â Ava murmured. âAnd the stuff you canât tell me⊠is about all of that, right?â Nellie nodded glumly. âOkay, so how about, if youâre going to blow me off or something because of that, you just say âMom issuesâ or something, so then I know itâs because you canât say in front of me and not because youâre sick of hanging out?â
ââParent stuffâ might work better,â Nellie said, grinning. âThereâs a bunch of stuff going on with my dad right now.â
âThe one you thought was an estranged uncle your whole life?â Ava shuttered. âYikes, Nellie, your life is complicated. No wonder you donât want to talk about it.â
They giggled a bit and started walking down the hall. Ava insisted Nellie borrow one of her tank tops.They set off together after to find Amias with Ava not having met him yet and her mother still busy. She told Nellie sheâd wanted to leave so badly that she begged her mom to book her a ticket home for next week.
âI shouldâve confronted you sooner,â Ava moaned.
âIt will be good to see the others,â Nellie said. âIt isnât fair to give up your whole summer for this.â She gazed at the grounds outside the windowed hallway. âI kind of want to go back too. I miss Ash.â
âYou had that one uncle show up and threaten to take you home,â Ava said. âYou could call him. I bet heâd do it.â
Uncle Winston certainly would be on the next plane if she said she wanted to go back to Nathalie that minute. He only hadnât forced her to leave because he begrudgingly agreed that she needed to know how to handle herself when the Realm encroached into her life. It was a part of her, just like it was a part of Rhys, and Uncle Winston heavily hinted that how Rhys had been handled as a youth is what drove him off.
âYou!â
Nellie and Ava jumped, spinning to see Arden storming towards them. His arms were stiff at his sides; his lanky frame hunched like his feet couldnât be angry and keep the quick pace he wanted.
He stopped before then, narrowing his eyes. âYou brought that man here!â
âDo you mean Amias,â Nellie asked carefully.
âSheâs talking about staying longer,â Arden huffed, crossing his arms. âThis was supposed to be a few nights, then gone, oh, but now sheâs got a new buddy and all that is going out the window!â
âAre you⊠talking about your mom?â
âThey feed off each other,â Arden went on. âThey start on something as lame as buying groceries, and before you know it,â he leapt back, throwing his arms wide, âthe world is burning! And theyâre single handedly responsible for shutting down brothels! Too many broken hearts.â He gagged, and then fixed his gaze on Nellie again. âMake him leave. Or tell him to stop talking to her.â
âI canât do that,â Nellie protested. âAmias is an adult. Go talk to Silas about them if it bothers you.â
Ardenâs eyes widened as his jaw went slack. âMrs. Adams⊠Mrs. Adams will save me.â He turned on his heel and bolted.
âYou donât think that brothel thing is true, do you,â Ava asked, wrinkling her nose.
âI never want to know which one said it. Come on, letâs head the way Arden did. Maybe he was with Brittney and Amias before coming to find us.â
There was no mystery where Amias and Brittney were after they passed through the formal dining room. Their roars of laughter rattled off the crystal chandelier from the small parlor on the other side.Â
From what Nellie remembered, the small parlor was for Silas to host drinks with members of the Auctorita. She had stuck her head in before out of curiosity, but none of them ever had a reason to hang out in there with it being a bar counter, locked liquor cabinets, and a handful of plush, leather chairs.
Brittney was behind the bar while Amias sat at it, slapping it with his hand. His mouth was full of something, leaving him unable to laugh properly or interject on the story.
â--I says to her, no seriously now, I says, âIâll run through the main square completely nude, completely, if I donât get Herleâs hand up myâ' Oh.â Brittney cleared her throat, jerking her head to get Amias to turn. âExactly the child I donât want standing there. Are you looking for Arden? HeâsâŠâ She looked around.
âMorgan sent me,â Nellie lied. She focused on Amias. âSomehing about his mom needing you back for something.â
âApologies, Britt, I'm needed elsewhere,â Amias said. He finished his glass with a small shutter. âAh, the bubbles. Everytime.â
âThatâs why you wouldnât catch me dead joining up,â Brittney said. âKeena too.â She sighed. âI better go find that boy of mine.â
Nellie forcefully smiled as Brittney sauntered by. She stood rooted to the spot fully aware that Ava was shooting her an uncomfortable look from the corner of her eye. She dropped the smile as Amias approached, crossing her arms.
âI thought you didnât drink,â she said, eyeing the bar.
âSoda water and bitters, my lamb,â Amias assured. âWith a hint of mint rather than lime, oddly enough. Britt has a knack for mixing non-alcoholic cocktails. But, you didnât come here to babysit me, nor should you.â He raised a thin eyebrow. âDoes Evora even want me?â
âArden asked me to separate you and his mom,â Nellie said.
âYou were looking for him before that,â Ava said. She smiled nervously as Amias looked to her. âHi. Iâm Ava. I go to school with Nellie.â
âAnd sheâs a witch,â Nellie said.
âOr will be,â Ava said. She twisted her hands together. âI have to grow into it.â
âIs that how that works? Fascinating,â Amias said.
âThanks⊠Iâm going to see if my mom is done packing,â Ava said. âLet you talk. Catch you later?â
âYeah,â Nellie said, grinning. âIâll find you after. Swear it.â
They exchanged hopeful smiles as Ava left them to the small parlor.
âI take it your pre-teen girl speak has improved,â Amias said, smiling. He motioned at the armchairs. âNow,â he said as he settled in, âwhat are we to talk about?â
âAre Morganâs parents in love?â
Amias sputtered, unable to form distinct sounds or words. He searched around for something to busy himself with but found nothing. He settled for smoothing out imaginary wrinkles on his knees.
âS-such an unusual question,â he said with a small laugh. âWhat on this earth would possess you toâ?â
âMorgan said so.â
âAh⊠Well, thatâs troubling.â He took in a large breath, slowly releasing it and setting a steadier gaze on Nellie. âMy lamb, there is nothing to be done for it.â
âItâs true,â Nellie whispered. She covered her mouth in horror. âBut⊠butâŠ.â
âAs I said, you cannot fix this,â Amias said sternly. âIt is quite unfortunate that Master Morgan picked up on it, but it is what it is. The Regere and Evora might not have the love youâd hope to find in a married couple, particularly those with children, but they are fond of each other and have great respect for each other. There is no ill will.â
âBut what about Morgan,â Nellie said.
âWhat of him?â Amias raised his eyebrows at her. âHe is loved by his parents. Just as you are. How his parents feel for each other has no alteration on that.â
âHe thinks it does.â
âHeâs young,â Amias said sagely. âHeâll learn.â He smiled piteously at Nellieâs tense expression. âMy dear, this is not the end of the world. Morganâs parents have a strong marriage built through respect. There are many such marriages out there. And, there are those that have no respect. Regardless of love or not, if there is no respect for each other that is truly a terrible match. Quite the awful example to set as well.â He pat Nellieâs balled up hand. âEvora regrets not writing back to you, my lamb. Perhaps you knowing how their marriage works will make more sense of why she ignored your note asking after the Commander. She will never go behind the Regereâs back.â
It took a few minutes for Nellie to remember what Amias was talking about. She had slipped her note to Evora asking about Rhys prior to her field trip to Michigan. Being attacked by the Piasa Bird, having relatives show up for visits, almost falling out with Ava, being unable to speak to Ira or Penny, all that had completely driven it from her mind.
âThatâs a lot for a week and a halfâŠ.â
âWhat was that, my lamb?â
âNothing⊠Actually, I do have something else I want to ask about.â
âI hesitate to encourage youâŠâ
âThat story I walked in on,â Nellie said, frowning, âthat Herle was my father, wasnât it?â
Amias cleared his throat. His cheeks had a slight pink tint. âYes⊠well⊠Britt knew your father in his youth. In her youth.â He scratched at his nose just to have something to do with his hands. âMrs. Faust is quite a flirt, Iâm sure youâve gathered by now. She found it comical to tease the Commander.â He laughed, quickly turning it into a throat clearing as Nelle narrowed her eyes at him. âSorry, my dear. Completely unrelated thought just popped into my head.â
âIâm not going to find out Arden is my half-brother or something, right?â
âGood gracious, no,â Amias said, horrified. He laughed again, this time not trying to hide it. âOh, no, no, no, Nellie. Your father was a right stick in the mud. I was terribly shocked when Brue and he started courting. Terribly! Ah, but, he did smile around her, so that only made sense.â
An odd sense of pride swelled in her chest. Her father was devoted to her mother long before her dragoning. It somehow helped cement the idea that they both loved her, despite Rhys vanishing from her life.
The pride was replaced with pity as she remembered she had been asking Amias about Morganâs parents moments earlier, getting confirmation that Morgan was not being overly dramatic. It really would feel awful to know your parents didnât have true feelings for each other, no matter how Amias tried to sugarcoat it.
âI may regret this⊠but anything else, my lamb? I donât mind a chat, of course, but I should meet with Silas.â He rolled his eyes. âAuctorita business. Dreadfully boring matters.â
Nellie twisted her hands in her lap. She wanted to ask if she should reach out to Rhys. Originally, she wanted to ask him if there was a way for her to recognize Brue, or if there was a way to change her back, but Morganâs giddiness over her parents returning and moving her to Lisbon caused her pause. She already moved once, and that had been bad enough. Moving again, to a different countryâand with strangersâwas too much to grasp.
âSomething the matter, Nellie?â
âNo,â Nellie said. âJust letting everything sink in.â She rocked up to her feet. âIâm going to go find Ava. When do you plan on leaving? Just in case Arden finds me.â
âPerhaps tomorrow morning. Or the afternoon. Itâll depend on what Silas and I cover.â He puffed himself up. âAs founding members of the Auctorita, we will need to be on duty during this important transition.â
She wandered about, half looking for Ava and half too lost in thought to know which way she was going. Amias wouldnât understand, not with him being best friends with Brue. Nellie wanted to find her. She wanted to meet Rhys. But, she wanted that to be the end of it. She didnât think she could handle any more huge changes in her life at the moment. She was still navigating the move from Florida to Tennessee.
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Kind of a clean up chapter. Partial courtesy to re-reading from when Nellie got to the compound to now. And since this is a short chapter tying up loose ends, I'm going to ramble about the stuff I wanted to put in but couldn't, and some backgrounds for these older people.
First being, Brecken and Evora's "love" story. With this series I want multiple protags, but I haven't thought of if I'm doing any outside of Ira, Penny, and Nellie. But, the Regere (Brecken) could be an insteresting enough one. But, no real plan yet. So, spoilers-not really, Brecken was young ~19 when the Auctorita formed. Young, cocky, goodlooking, and powerful, he was a flirt with nearly all the founding female members. To his, and others' surprise, his flirting with a significantly older woman turned more serious, and he ended up falling in love. She also ended up falling in love with him. But, as the months turned to years, the position of the Auctorita started turning from ragtags to something serious, and the founding members had their roles expanded out into the rest of the world/Realm. For this woman, hers was a more religous role (Order of Ferblanc connection) and there had to be a choice: Brecken or God. And for Brecken, with everyone now looking at him as this leader--similar to King Clayborne--there were swirlings about his family life, the future, ect. So, the woman choose God and chasity, being too old to safely have children anyway, and Brecken and Evora settled into a life together. She'd been one of his closest advisors, and the Auctorita's chief lawyer, and they both did like each other quite a lot. Evora had at one time been completely smitten with him and the thought of her and him had crossed Brecken's mind before. There is no saying if they're mutual fondness and respect grew into anything more over the decade+ of marriage. The founding members just strongly remember how he was with the other woman, and how they all knew it would end in tragedy.
So, of course, Amias couldn't say all that to his 12yo goddaughter he doesn't know very well, lol. He also couldn't tell her that he had an example of a marriage with love but no respect in Brittney. Brittney was indeed a horrible flirt (and a bit slutty, honestly) but she ended up falling hard for a Mr. Faust (I haven't given him a first name). Of course, if you're environment is dive bars, night clubs, and thieves, you're not going to find anyone honorable. So, Mr. Faust is a rotten thief, or was he is mostly reformed, and an alcholic (why Brittney is good at mixing non-alcholoic drinks/Arden's whispered comments at the wine lunch that shut up her teasing were related to this). The two had a whirlwind courting, a head over heels marriage, and then along came Arden. Well, Brittney being the woman, had to give up all vices. And she was able to. Mr. Faust didn't, and didn't try. Brittney keeps trying to help him and "save him" for their love, marriage, and Arden, but him not trying, or not able to, or whatever the case has greatly erroded all her respect for him. And he also doesn't respect her because she's "not fun" anymore. Of course, growing up with all this, Arden was starting to act out the older he got until he was suspended from school. Brittney begged Silas to take him in despite his age in the hopes that starting his training early would give him structure. She's even willing to have him join the Auctorita when he's of age.
